Pound's sleepwalking

Pound has become more and more distressed these days, because he can find pinch marks on his body almost every day.

But apart from this incident, another kind of fear also sprouted in his heart. He found that he liked staying with Mu You more and more, and the two were almost inseparable after get off work.

What is closer than friends?are lovers.

Thinking of this, Pound couldn't help but clenched his palms tightly, leaving a row of deep nail marks on his palms.

He is afraid!He is not afraid of falling in love with others, he is afraid of being excluded by society for becoming a gay.

He's cautious enough already, he doesn't want to be an outlier.

Today is the weekend, and the two have already made an appointment to go to the mall to buy some daily necessities.

"Pound?" Mu You knocked on his door.

There was no response from inside the door, so Mu You turned the doorknob and locked it.

Hearing Mu You's voice about to open the door, Pang De reacted from deep thought.

"Come on, come on, I was wearing earphones just now, I didn't hear you." Pang De opened the door and greeted him, lying.

Mu You saw that the electronic equipment was clean, and he knew the truth of this lie.

"Is it packed?" Mu You asked

"Okay, okay, I have nothing to clean up."

"Take it."

The two drove out the door.

The shopping mall to go to is a home furnishing specialty mall similar to IKEA, which is still some distance from the urban area.

The matter of going shopping was suggested by Pang De, who always told Mu You that your house is too clean and doesn't feel like home.

But isn't the atmosphere of home just as long as there are family members?Mu You thought so, but he still obeyed Pang De's proposal and made 'their home' more warm.

"It's cooler to sit this way in summer." Pang De, who was holding a set of ice silk sofa cushions, was learning from Mu You.

"Yeah." Mu You agreed, taking the sofa cushions and putting them in the cart. With the air conditioner turned on 24 hours a day, he shouldn't be able to experience the preciousness of this thing.

"We still have to buy some decorations." Pang De walked ahead, and Mu You pushed the cart behind.

"Like?"

"Flowers, pillows and the like."

Speaking of which, Pang De picked up a handmade pillow and showed it to Mu You. "what do you think about this?"

"It's beautiful." There are almost no words to refute from Mu You.

Mu You looked at the enthusiastic Pang De with smiles in his eyes, and he enjoyed the warm feeling between the two.

"Brother Mu?"

A head suddenly poked out from the end of the shelf, it was a young boy.

Seeing that Mu You looked a little excited, he rushed over quickly, and gave Mu You a big bear hug across the cart.Immediately, Pound was knocked aside.

Looking at the familiar expressions of the two, Pound stood aside with an awkward smile.

Mu You pushed him away with some disgust.

The young man pursed his mouth aggrievedly, "It's really ruthless."

"Where's your brother?" Mu You asked

"Dead." The boy said perfunctorily with some dissatisfaction.

"Yang Fei, how could you say that about your brother?" Mu You taught him.

"He went to pay the bill, and I'm here to get the things he forgot." The boy explained.

"Here, where is it?" The young man pointed and waved to the checkout line ahead.

Pang De saw a man who looked very similar to Mu You, with the same gold-rimmed glasses and the same dressing style.

The man came over and nodded towards Mu You.

Mu You touched Pound's shoulder and introduced, "Pound, my roommate."

Pound smiled and nodded.

Yang Yu grabbed Yang Fei's clothes and drove him over, and raised his chin to Pang De, "Call me brother."

"Hello, brother." Yang Fei was not used to being teased, but he still greeted him politely.

Pound still smiled and nodded, a little at a loss.

It seems that these two people have a very good relationship with Mu You. He thought that Mu You usually had no friends. Looking at the young man who has been pestering Mu You, Pang De's heart skipped a beat.

Mu You is gay, Mu You likes boys, such cute and sunny boys, Mu You must also like them very much, right?

"Yang Fei has been admitted to a medical university." Yang Yu was chatting with Mu You.

Mu You nodded and patted Yang Fei's head, "Not bad."

The boy gave him a big smile back.

Looking at this scene, Pound felt uncomfortable.

Yang Fei grabbed Mu You's arm and shook it, "It's great to meet a savior, our car broke down! Just let Brother Mu take us back, and he can go back and play games with me!"

"Don't bother you, Brother Mu!" Yang Yu educated him, but the young man didn't look educated at all, his hands were still tightly clutching Mu You's sleeve.

Mu You looked at his full cart, and Pang De who was standing aside, hesitated.

Pang De quickly said, "It's okay. They have a lot of things, so it's inconvenient to take a taxi. I can take a taxi back by myself." His expression was a little lonely. He watched the young man grasp Mu You's hand, and he also secretly clenched the corner of his clothes, feeling very sad. stuffy.

This kind of expression naturally fell into Mu You's eyes, and there was a strange emotion in the pupils under the lens.

In this case.

"Well, thank you for your hard work." Mu You said to Pang De with a smile.

Hearing such an answer, Pound was a little disappointed, but he still explained with a smile, this is a trivial matter.

The four of them settled the bill together, and there wasn't enough room for so many things in the car. Pound said that he could take their share by taxi.

When the big bag was handed over to Pound, his body sank under the weight. There were not many things, but the weight was not light.

Mu You hugged his waist tightly, frowned and said. "Why don't you ask the staff to deliver it."

"No, no, I can carry it with just this weight." Pound's hands were stretched straight.

Mu You was a little distressed, and when he was about to pick it up, the taxi they called arrived.

Pound put the bag on the car with all his strength, he waved to them pretending to be relaxed, and then got into the taxi.

"Distressed?" Yang Yu asked as he looked at his friend looking at the taxi.

"We still need to bear it when the time is right, and let him discover some things by himself."

"Hehe, you're scheming."

After returning home, Mu You arranged the things he bought one by one, and he was the only one working in the huge room. The room seemed much warmer, but he himself felt a little lonely.

Looking at the little crescent moon that he habitually pinches out in the palm of his hand.

When he thought that Mu You was now accompanying that lively and lovely boy, he felt an impulse in his heart.He even wanted to run over and tell him that Bond liked him.

After facing up to the twisted emotions in his heart during this period, he suddenly relaxed.

He sat on the sofa and looked at his decorated home.

In fact, homosexuality is nothing to be afraid of, is it?

In this world, with family and lover, what else is there to be afraid of?

This seemed to be the most courageous time in Pang De's life. He encouraged himself and planned to express his heart clearly when Mu You came back. Mu You is single, so no matter how bad he is, he still has a chance, right?

After figuring it out, Pound was full of energy. He looked at the time, and it was still some time before dark.He decided to focus on his work first, and sat in the living room until Mu You came back.

Pound took his notebook out of the bedroom, opened Word and started writing lesson plans.

Suddenly he saw another program running below.

He remembered that before Wu Juan suggested that he could videotape him to see if he had any tendency to self-harm during sleepwalking.

He set the recording software back to the time when he was sleeping.

Pound's fingertips gradually became cold and trembling.

It was supposed to be an uninvited guest who broke into a person's house. This uninvited guest approached him, stroked him, kissed him, and whispered softly in his ear.

In the end, the man's expression changed, he looked at the camera from afar, and smiled slowly at him.Then I dropped a kiss on his ear, good night baby.

He is so familiar with this person, he gets along with him day and night every day, and even falls in love with him.

Pound was stunned. He watched the picture frame by frame, and the fear of being watched slowly spread.

'Wow!' At this time, there was a sound of opening the door, and as soon as Mu You entered, he found Pound sitting in the living room with an unusual expression.

The rough-looking guy finally found out, and Mu You felt a little happy in his heart.

Like a bad boy who has been forced to correct his bad habits, he finally doesn't have to hide himself.

Did you see it?I love you so much, I can't help it.

"What is this?" Pound's voice trembled, he turned the screen around and questioned Mu You.

Mu You didn't answer, but took a few steps back, and locked the door with a child lock.

Pound almost panicked, he asked loudly, "What are you going to do?"