send me to your future

005

one morning.

Sizhou sat on the hospital bed, staring out the window in a daze.

Light... Long time no see.

One of Sizhou's legs was injured, and it's not fully healed yet. It's still a bit difficult to get out of bed and walk, and he needs someone to help him, so Sizhou stays in the ward most of the time and never goes out.

The weather is mild, and the green and white world is outside the window. If it is not a hospital, it can be called cozy and elegant.

The whole building smelled of disinfectant and there were 'keep quiet' signs everywhere.

Sizhou can't see, he can only feel the reality of this world by listening to the sounds around him with his heart, he will use this to tell himself that all this is not a dream, even he will pinch himself, hurt himself, so that he will not fall into uneasiness , to calm the fear and worry that arises in my heart from time to time.

Sizhou started to panic from the first day. He was very afraid of leaving. The feeling of losing and getting back was too irrational. Every time he heard Zhou Chengjing’s voice, it drove him crazy. Feeling that he was by his side made him almost lose his mind Showing off his feet, his liking is hard to restrain, just like he once spent three years letting go, but he still hasn't forgotten every bit of him.

Sizhou listened quietly to the sounds around him, at least it wouldn't make him feel that there was complete darkness in front of him.

...

It was almost twelve o'clock when Zhou Chengjing finished an important meeting.

He hurriedly took a car and rushed to the hospital.

Unknowingly, time returned to the cause little by little, and he supported himself again with his own hands. At this moment, he really wanted to see the person who was waiting for him lying on the hospital bed.

Sitting in the taxi, Zhou Chengjing watched the passing street scene outside the car window for a moment, recalling what the middle-aged man said to him yesterday, as well as the delusions that had already sprouted in his heart.

When he arrived at the hospital, Zhou Chengjing went to the cafeteria to get some food, and then walked quickly to the ward.

Zhou Chengjing walked to the door of the ward and stopped when he heard the sound of conversation coming from the room.

"Big brother, you can play this well without seeing it, it's amazing!" the voice of an eight or nine-year-old child.

"No, this game has been changed a lot, and it's a bit different from what I played back then. And I haven't played for a long time, raw hands."

"Oh, then you were the best at playing that villain before?"

"I... can play all of them well. If I have to choose one, it should be Jiabu. It seems to be called that."

"Then big brother, which villain do you think is the most powerful?"

"Well...Fan...Fan Luo."

"Why? He's so ugly."

"Because... like me? I don't remember much."

"But, big brother is obviously very good-looking."

Zhou Chengjing, who had listened to every word and every word, did not know what to think of, he clenched his hand carrying the bag slightly, stood there for a while, calmed down, pushed the door lightly and walked in.

Sizhou was sitting on the bed, a little boy was immersed in playing games, and he was listening to the sound effects of playing games.

Zhou Chengjing glanced at the little boy's mobile phone screen, his eyes flickered slightly, and after a few seconds, he coughed lightly, pretending that he had just arrived, and asked, "Playing games?"

When Sizhou heard the voice, his heart trembled, "Ah, are you here? Is it noon?"

"Well, it's here." Zhou Chengjing put his things on the cabinet, and a call came from outside the door, "Xiao Yu, come and eat."

"Oh, good." The little boy stood up, still swiping the screen with his hand, greeted Sizhou, and went back.

Zhou Chengjing sent the little boy to the door, said a few words to the adult who came to pick up the child, and then walked back and sat down: "The company has something to do, so I'm late."

Si Zhou said "Oh", seemingly unintentionally, "Is it a good thing?"

"Ah."

After both of them finished their meal, Sizhou was a little thirsty. He was waiting for Zhou Chengjing to come back after fetching water. After more than ten minutes, Sizhou heard Zhou Chengjing's voice. He poured a glass of water for Sizhou, handed it to him, and then Said: "Someone downstairs is moving something, the thing is a bit heavy, I need help to carry it upstairs, I will help."

The words were a bit sudden, Sizhou paused, and realized that he was telling himself to leave for a while: "Oh, you go."

Zhou Chengjing gave an incomprehensible "hmm", put back the cup Sizhou drank from, and left the ward.

Sizhou couldn't see it, so he could only find the window by looking for the temperature. His face was facing the sky outside the window, and his fair skin was softened by the meager light.

Like that summer.

Memories suddenly flashed through my mind, Sizhou remembered something!

Zhou Chengjing's back was seriously injured!

Sizhou didn't care whether his legs could move or not, he got out of bed by the side of the bed in a panic, and almost fell down. Sizhou limped and found the way out, shouting "be careful" involuntarily, like a memory A cry at a certain moment.

He kept muttering.

Sizhou couldn't use his right leg, so he leaned on his left leg for support. In addition, he couldn't see, and the feeling of despair began to slowly creep up in his heart. Fear filled Sizhou's world like darkness.

Sizhou reached out to grab something to maintain his balance, but he couldn't predict the surrounding things, and his leaning body was precarious.

Just when Sizhou was about to fall, a hand hooked his waist and pulled him up, so Sizhou was pulled into someone's arms, and the familiar voice that rang out next to his ear was hoarse : "Watch out for what?"

Si Zhou was frightened by the sudden hug and his heart beat faster, his mind went blank for a moment, not knowing what to do.

The voice asked again: "Watch out for what?"

Sizhou, who didn't know what scene he was in, couldn't think, and moved his hands restlessly, as if trying to cover up something, but Zhou Chengjing grabbed him.

The warm breath hit Sizhou's face, making him blush.

Sizhou, who was so nervous that he was at a loss, subconsciously wanted to call "Brother", but his mouth was gagged before he could finish speaking.

reality.

All this is true.

...

Sizhou, who had regained his mood, looked a little obedient sitting by the bed. He was silent for a long time before he stumbled and said, "You...go...go..."

"No." Zhou Chengjing sat across from Sizhou, staring at Sizhou intently.

"Then...then you..." Sizhou pursed his reddish lips.

"I didn't leave." Zhou Chengjing replied.

Sizhou gasped, feeling that he was seeing him in such a mess, and he couldn't express how embarrassed he was.

"Why?" This was what Sizhou wanted to ask.

Sizhou couldn't see Zhou Chengjing's expression at the moment, he hoped it wasn't pitiful.

"What why?! I don't understand!"

"You know what I'm asking."

There was anger in Sizhou's voice, "I don't know."

He wanted to leave, didn't want to stay like this any longer, didn't want to feel Zhou Chengjing, and said, "I...I want to go to the bathroom...don't want you f..."

Before Sizhou finished speaking, he was picked up by Ling Kong, and he had no choice but to hug Zhou Chengjing's neck quickly, and said in fear, "Put me down!"

"Don't make trouble, brother will carry you."

After a while, when we got to the bathroom, Sizhou was blocked in the cubicle just as he was put down.

"get out."

Zhou Chengjing calmed down, looked at Sizhou whose eyes were still wrapped in gauze, and said patiently: "Tell me why, and I will go out."

Sizhou stopped talking, not knowing what he was thinking.

After a while, he heard him say, "Because we were in love once."

The author has something to say:

It's not clearly stated in the article, but one should be able to guess that Sizhou is Zhao Ying.