old friend book

Lin Yanqing waited for a whole month.

When he had nothing to do, he watched the wind and rain outside the courtyard window, and understood how the summer flowers were stained with autumn frost in patches, and died silently in the middle of the night, and then the mountains and plains were unified, blooming in clusters. □, as eye-catching as ice and snow red plums.

He might have expected it, thinking that Lin Chaoxian would come to find him, or make a phone call to vent his anger.

He thought, Lin Chaoxian would be annoyed because of the road he paved for himself, would complain because he messed up his wedding, would hate him because he would be trapped in that financial cage for the rest of his life, driven by hatred. He fell into the bottomless abyss.

He knew too well what it was like to hate someone.

Look, what a vile man he is, using such a disgusting way to get his way.

I still remember that on the last night of the 31 days, the two stayed in the town until dusk, and they didn't agree to go home until Gu Xun said, "You should go to bed."

As soon as Lin Yanqing stepped into the house, she walked to the yard, touched the pool by memory, gritted her teeth, and threw the hibiscus in her hand into it.

The hibiscus is too light, there is no heavy "plop" sound, it just bounces lightly a few times, rolls a few times like hitting water with pebbles, and then sinks and floats with the evening wind.Needless to say, beautiful ripples must have collided on the water surface, bursting into the scorched lotus leaf stems.

When Gu Xun came over, he squatted on the edge of the pool, staring blankly.

"Why did you throw the flowers away?" Gu Xun was a little surprised, because Lin Yanqing took the flowers with him all the way, so he was very protective.

"It's nothing, we will part ways sooner or later." Lin Yanqing laughed softly.

"What do you mean?"

"A flower, when it's fully bloomed, you should pick it, enjoy it, hold the slender flower branch in one hand, and then share the joy of possessing it with others." Lin Yan said lightly, " You should tell them that you were the first to get that flower."

"Since you have got the flower, you will be responsible. Let it go back to the mountains, and let it fall into mud and grind it into dust, and the dust will return to the bottom of the mud, or bury it in the pond, and let it enjoy a moment of peace. But please don't Throwing flowers into the fire like throwing garbage is too cruel, touching the scorching temperature of burning, it will be injured, it will suffer, and it will suffocate to death."

Lin Yanqing said, looking up at the person in front of him, smirking at the corner of his mouth, then raised his hand, pointing at the tip of his straight nose, even though he couldn't see any expression of the other person at all.

"Gu Xun, are you willing to pick off this wild flower before it withers?"

It was rare for him to speak much, but it was a clear hint.

There is no ambiguous atmosphere as a foreshadowing, and he is too inexperienced. When he said a word, even the end trembled a little, his face was red hot. If it wasn't for the shadow under the lamp and the cloth strips, he would have been timid. escaped.

A faint smell of sweet-scented osmanthus rushed over, Gu Xun felt a throbbing pain in his heart, frowned and said, "Have you been drinking?"

"Well, I only drank a little."

Lin Yanqing took out a bottle of sweet-scented osmanthus fruit wine from behind, and handed it to Gu Xun as if asking for credit.

He is not good at drinking, he will be intoxicated after taking a sip.Although the strength of the fruit wine was only in single digits, Lin Yanqing drank more than half of the bottle, his face was hot and slightly drunk, and he spit out some unseemly nonsense.

"you're drunk."

"Not drunk!" And he was still dead. He stuffed the last sip of fruit wine into Gu Xun's arms, and said stubbornly, "You drink."

With a headache, Gu Xun pressed his palms to his forehead, grabbed the wine bottle and put it on the stone table, then strode forward and picked up the wobbly man who was almost unsteady.

Lin Yanqing shrank into Gu Xun's arms, her body trembling slightly, whether it was from fear or from the cold.

"Sit down obediently." Gu Xun said beside him, his voice slightly hoarse.

Lin Yanqing was placed firmly on a stone bench, with his back touching the backboard. Before he woke up, the smile on his face was frozen.

He actually heard a loud "plop" sound, something huge fell straight into the dark pool, causing violent splashes.The wind beat the leaves, and it rained in Xuanyun, drenching the poor man who stopped in the rain.

It's raining.

For a moment, Lin Yanqing felt a sense of loss, as if he had accidentally sunk into the bottom of the sea. The warm sea created big waves one after another, reflecting the light under the world of mortals. Hundreds of millions of particles were attached to his body, but He couldn't swim yet, and he was about to drown.

Hearing the movement, Little Tudou ran over in a panic, stood by the pool, stomped his feet, yelled "Wow, woof", ran to Lin Yanqing, and spun around him.

He wanted to call Gu Xun, but his throat tightened, like a taut string, and finally he couldn't make a sound.

When Gu Xun came back from the pond, Tudou chased after him again.His shoes, trousers, and even his face were covered with dirty mud. Cold water soaked into the shoes, and every step he took made an unpleasant creaking sound.

He stretched out his hand with the sleeves rolled up in pure white, and handed what was in his hand to the other party.

Those were two hibiscus branches, pure white as snow, with the fine water droplets in the pond, shining diamond-like silver light under the moonlight.

Lin Yanqing trembling hands, gritted his teeth and asked with difficulty: "Are you serious?"

"Yes." Gu Xun simply wiped off the mud on his arms, picked him up again, and hugged him to his chest.

"You are obsessed with cleanliness," Lin Yanqing snorted, and his tone became colder, but even more bitter, "For the sake of two flowers that are about to wither, what's the point?"

He asked him why.

It was obviously painful, and even the pain was so painful that even the voice was hidden, but he still had no hesitation and jumped into the muddy pond.

What a hopeless person... While rejecting Lin Yanqing in this way, he punished himself by soaking in the bathtub for several hours, rubbing his wrists several times, and washing his cheeks countless times.

……

When Gu Xun picked up the flowers, he only said that it was to give him hope and not to give up on himself, but Lin Yanqing didn't know it and took this as a rejection.

He didn't dare to be sober and hint in front of others, so he borrowed some alcohol and faced himself to have the courage to say those words, but they were also euphemistic and humble words, without any strong meaning.

It's like a transaction.If you want me, just take advantage of the perfect time tonight, let the flowers bloom together, and we will have fun, and I will not owe you anything from now on.Lin Yanqing thought that he was willing to stay for Gu Xun's good, and he was really greedy for the kind of care and love that made him linger.

It's not quite a deal though.what is itSincerely begging?Is it right to turn back?Still like the new and hate the old?

He didn't know, but it was indeed mixed with so much emotion that he couldn't tell the difference. In the end, there was only one thought left: Gu Xun didn't want him anymore.

It is said that the authorities are obsessed and bystanders are clear. They are all authorities. Where can I find someone to talk about this embarrassing and embarrassing thing.

Lin Yanqing is a fool, he doesn't know!

"It's so despicable..."

He just stayed up all night again that night, he just liked to hug the pillow and curl up in the quilt, he just thought that even Gu Xun despised the soul in his body, so he couldn't breathe in pain, the grievance accumulated in his chest, There is a dull soreness.

He wanted to cry, but he had already lost the right to cry, so he could only let his grievances stay in his sobs, as light as the autumn wind.

He always felt that he still had a chance, so he could take his time, wait, and act when he was ready, but it turned out that he was still not prepared until the deadline.

Similarly, as if to prove his incompetence, the black-framed mobile phone was still lying quietly on the table, without even turning on the screen once.

Lin Chaoxian, how could you be so cruel...

Lin Yanqing thought so.He lost two dreams overnight.

……

Counting the days, Lin Yanqing's birthday will be in thirteen days.

However, he became impatient and began to urge Gu Xun to take him to the shore of the beautiful Lake Baikal, then dragged his exhausted body and walked towards the gate by himself.

Of course Gu Xun would not agree, stretching out his arms, the high-quality cloth covered the morbid erythema caused by over-washing.

"Don't stop me."

Gu Xun listened and didn't move.

Lin Yanqing softened her voice: "I want to go to that place for my birthday, take me there, okay?"

Gu Xun's hands clenched tightly, and his voice was slightly hoarse: "Did you...didn't have a good rest last night?"

"No, I'm sober." Lin Yanqing lied, his tone was firm and steady, like the foam crystallized below zero in winter, he opened his lips and said slowly, "You said you would fulfill my wish."

"Now, I'm going to Russia."

Gu Xun couldn't resist him, or could not refuse his soft words at all. In short, Lin Yanqing finally persuaded him and left the house before dawn.

They drove in the pale yellow sky, from Beijing to Manzhouli, from Manzhouli to Baikalsk, from Baikalsk to Borja, Aginsk, Chita, Ulan-Ude, and a few more. There are a lot of names of places that I can’t remember, and the last one is the shore of Lake Baikal.

Lin Yanqing likes the simplicity and enthusiasm of the Russians, as well as the sincerity and friendliness of the Chinese.He will not forget that he applied for the visa at the Manzhouli port.The staff there were full of smiles, and when they handed the visa to Gu Xun, they said to them:

"Sir, I wish you a pleasant journey!"

Lin Yanqing also smiled: "Thank you."

They passed the world-famous Aershan National Forest Park, where the grass is delicious, the mountain flowers are blooming, the animals live in groups, the mountains and rivers are beautiful, and the sun shines through the gaps in the leaves and mottles.

They passed by Olkhon Island, listened to the fantastic origin of the big waves smoothing the reef, and pursued the natural beauty under the worship of shaman legends.

They also passed through Irkutsk, and through Listvyanka, where the little clock tower on the ten-ruble note straddles the Yenisei, gleaming in the sun and the wind.

Gu Xun temporarily arranged for Allen to pick up the potatoes, and helped take care of them for a while, then closed the windows of the house one by one, and closed all the porches in the yard, and looked at the pair of colorful flowers on the wooden table in the living room. The glass bottle, surrounded by withered and yellow petals, emits a strange light under the lamp tube.

Do you know hibiscus flower?

Hibiscus grows toward the sun like sunflowers, but it cannot be as romantic as sunflowers looking at the light.They are born in the sun, and they die in the scorching sun.

They only live for a day or so, and after returning their devotion and enthusiasm to the sun, they quietly leave when no one cares about them.

The pure white hibiscus flowers there could not survive the second day after all.