Comprehensive fear: this dead heroine

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Their eyes were full of pity, what's more, after seeing them, they turned their faces away and wiped away their tears.

Dabao didn't notice this, he squeezed through the crowd with Zuo Si on his back, and came to the courtyard of Uncle Chen's house.

The yard of Uncle Chen’s house is very big, and he is also in the business of mountain products. The condition of the house is good. The house with blue bricks and large tiles was just built last year, and the yard has just been renovated. It is spacious and tidy.

At this time, a lot of people were crowded in the spacious yard, and everyone gathered around the middle of the yard, and the cries of a woman came from the crowd.

Dabao's heart skipped a beat, an ominous premonition spread in his heart, his footsteps slowed down, and he stood there hesitantly, not daring to step forward.

Zuo Si lay on his shoulder, listening to the noise around him, his whole body was groggy, as if he would fall asleep at any moment.

I don't know how long it took, but when Dabao was hesitating whether to leave here, someone found the two brothers, who pushed them back, Dabao staggered a few steps, walked through the The crowd came to the center of the courtyard, and at the same time, he also saw what was surrounded by those people.

Uncle Chen was lying on a wooden plank covered in blood. The wooden plank was covered with a thin layer of cushions, and the blood from his body had soaked through the thin cushions.

Dabao had never seen such a terrifying scene before, his feet went limp, and he almost fell to the ground.

The pungent smell of blood came over the face, and Dabao's mind went blank. He didn't know what happened, but subconsciously wanted to leave here. He always felt that if he was a step late, something terrible would happen.

Dabao turned around and hurriedly walked out of the crowd. Just two steps away, he felt his clothes being grabbed by someone, and he didn't know who it was, and said something in his ear: " Your parents are dead."

Dabao only felt a bang in his head, and his consciousness was torn into pieces by this sentence.

what's going on?What happened?

The noisy voices of people around reached Dabao's ears. He could understand every word and every sentence, but he couldn't understand the meaning of the connection.

What do you mean his parents are dead?

What do you mean they encountered bandits?

What do you mean they fell off the cliff?

Dabao's mind was buzzing. He watched familiar or unfamiliar faces flash in front of him one after another. He watched their mouths open and close, saying some inexplicable words.

The pain in the chest was severe, Dabao's eyes widened, his breathing became rapid, and the next second, he fell face down.

Seeing this, the surrounding villagers hurriedly picked up the two brothers and moved them to the other side.

What can the villagers do other than say sorry to the two brothers who have just suffered?

The couple left just like that, leaving behind such two children, one big and one small, and they don't know if they can survive this winter.

Dabao and Zuo Si's parents died, and they encountered bandits on the way back. The husband and wife stumbled and fell off the cliff, and even the bones were lost.

The village head was kind enough to take the clothes of the couple and make a clothes tomb so that future generations would have a place to burn paper to put on the grave.

The Chen couple has no father, no mother, and no brothers, sisters-in-law or sisters. In addition, the couple are away all the year round, and the time they spend in the village is limited. After so many years, they have few close friends.

Because there is no body, the funeral is simple, and there are only two young children left in the Chen family, there is no person in charge, and there is not much affection. Basically, no one in the village came to express their condolences.

The lady next door came here once, but after standing there for a while, she was dragged back by the uncle next door. The two did not shy away from Dabao and Zuo Si, and started arguing in front of them.

They said that his and Xiaobao's parents were dead, and no one would give them money in the future, and there was no need for them to take care of them.

The neighbor lady seemed to argue for a few words, but what she said was not heard by the neighbor uncle, and he dragged his wife away.

Dabao hugged Zuo Si and sat on a small stool in the yard, looking blankly at the white sails hanging around him. He was already eight years old, and he knew many things. He knew very well that from now on, they would be nothing. An orphan without a father or a mother.

Dabao's eyes were a little sour, and tears rolled down his cheeks.

Hot tears fell drop by drop on Zuo Si's cheeks. She obviously couldn't feel the temperature, but those tears fell on her face, but she felt that the places touched by the tears became hot. Those tears penetrated her skin, entered her blood, and merged with her body.

It was a very strange feeling. Zuo Si's eyes widened, and he slowly raised his hand to wipe away the tears from Dabao's face.

"Brother, don't cry."

This was the first sentence Zuo Si said after entering this world. Hearing her baby-like voice, Dabao's nose sore, he hugged her and started to cry.

Dabao cried for a whole night, and Zuo Si also stayed with him for a whole night. When the first white belly appeared in the sky, Dabao wiped away his tears and suppressed all the sadness in his heart.

Parents are dead, he still has Xiaobao, he is Xiaobao's elder brother, he wants to take good care of Xiaobao, replace his parents, and raise him up.

Dabao hugged Zuo Si and looked directly at him.

His eyes were dark and bright, and there seemed to be tiny stars shining in them.

"Xiaobao, don't be afraid, brother will always protect you."

Zuo Si stretched out his chubby little hand and hugged Dabao: "I will protect you too."

Autumn passed and winter came, and in a blink of an eye, it was the Spring Festival, which was the most important day of the year and a day for family reunion. However, Zuo Si and Dabao's home was deserted.

In the past, whenever the Spring Festival came, no matter how busy the parents were, they would come back and make arrangements for the festival.

But this year, those two people will never come back again.

Someone in the family has passed away, and within three years, she cannot be popular. Dabao doesn't know this, but the neighbor's aunt knows. Although the neighbor's uncle doesn't allow her to come, she is thinking of the friendship of the past few years, and occasionally visits Watch them both, give them something to eat, teach them something.

Except for the neighbor's aunt, almost no one from the other villagers would come here. The two children lived here quietly as if they had been forgotten by the people in the village.

The Chen family and his wife have also saved some money in the past two years. Dabao also knows where the money is kept.

Ten taels of silver and a few strings of copper coins are all their property.

The children of poor families were born in the early years, and after all these years, Dabao also has some concepts about money, and he knows that although the money seems to be a lot, it is probably not enough to raise him and Zuo Si when they grow up.

He was young, and he had Zuo Si to take care of him, so he couldn't do without to make money. He carefully hid the money and didn't dare to spend it randomly.

For the past half a year, in order to save money, Dabao and Zuo Si only ate porridge and pickles on weekdays. Even with these things, Dabao did not dare to cook too much, for fear that they would run out of food. Scoop out half a bowl of rice and put it in the pot.

With less rice and more water, the cooked porridge was naturally sparse. Dabao gave all the thick ones to Zuo Si, and the rest of the rice soup went into his stomach.

Dabao is growing his body, he grows strong, and his appetite is equivalent to that of an adult on weekdays, but now because he wants to save money, he naturally can't eat with an open stomach like before.

They have no backing.

Being hungry is an unbearable thing, but Dabao just endured it, and his body quickly lost weight.

Under Dabao's meticulous care, Zuo Si didn't lose much weight. She still looked so chubby, which made her look very attractive.

Dabao took good care of Zuo Si. A half-grown boy survived stumbling by dragging the two-year-old doll.

Spring is coming and autumn is coming, three years have passed in a flash, and it is the Spring Festival again.

This world has become more and more difficult, and the life of the people has become more and more difficult. The Taohua Village, which used to be a passable life, has gradually changed.

In the past three years, after sweating and flooding, the price of grain has been soaring all the way. It used to be enough to buy a month's worth of grain, but now it can only buy less than ten days' worth of grain.

Even if Dabao saves more and more, their little money is not enough to fill their stomachs.

The room leak happened to rain overnight, and they were already at the end of the road, but they encountered something that made things worse.

The food at home had already been eaten, and when Dabao was about to get the remaining money to buy food, he found that there was only an open empty jar where he hid his silver, and their silver was gone.

Dabao looked around like crazy, but the silver seemed to have disappeared and could not be found anymore.

In this kind of world, hunger will slowly devour two parts of a person, and after eating and digesting, the things they can do do not belong to the category of human beings.

The money was gone, and Dabao and Zuo Si had no food. They had been starving for two days, and they only lived on cold fruits every day.

Although Taohua Village is a little richer than ordinary villages, it is not much richer. Without money to buy food, they think of ways to buy things that allow them to survive.

All the food that can satisfy the hunger in the outer mountains has been eaten, and further in, it is a forbidden place for human beings. Some people could not bear the hunger and entered the mountain, but they never came out of the mountain again.

Even though the days are so difficult, people still want to live. When everything that can be eaten is eaten, the hungry people will set their eyes on their own kind.

Dabao and Zuo Si, two children without parents, became the first choice of those people.

After experiencing the previous two worlds, Zuo Si's perception of danger has been greatly improved. Before Dabao was still ignorant and didn't know what happened, Zuo Si asked Dabao to take him into the mountain.

Normally, Dabao would listen to whatever Zuo Si said, and he would never disobey Zuo Si's wishes, but this time, Dabao disagreed with Zuo Si's opinion.

He thought that Zuo Si was hungry, that's why he said such things. Da Bao knew exactly how dangerous the deep mountain was, how could he take Zuo Si to that place?

"Little Treasure, are you hungry? Please bear with me, brother will definitely find a way."

Zuo Si raised his head, looked at Dabao's simple and honest face, and said seriously: "Brother, if we don't go into the mountains, we will die."

In the past, Zuo Si was not afraid of death, but now, she was a little afraid. She didn't want Dabao to die, and she didn't want him to become an unconscious corpse.

"Brother, please."

This was the first time Zuo Si said such words to Dabao, and Dabao's heart softened all of a sudden. He also knew that they had reached a point where they had nowhere to go. Now, there was not even a piece of tree bark in the village. Continue. What can he do if he stays here?

"Okay, Xiaobao, let's go into the mountain."

Dabao still wants to pack something, but the house is already empty, so where can there be anything to pack?He gritted his teeth, wrapped the two of them in their thickest clothes, and then pulled Zuo Si away from home.

Snowflakes were falling outside the house, and the ground was covered with a thick layer of snow. Two figures, one big and one small, walked towards the distant forest with one foot deep and one foot shallow.

The snow fell harder and harder, and their footsteps were quickly buried by the university. Soon after the two left, someone broke into their home. However, all that was left to them was an empty house. People are gone.

The snow continued to fall, the pure white snowflakes fell from the sky, the vast white snow covered the earth, and all the filth was buried under the pure white snow.

Dabao took Zuo Si into the deep mountains. An 11-year-old child led a five-year-old child. One can imagine the days in the deep mountains.

Zuo Si had forgotten that they were just ordinary people without any special abilities, and if they entered the forbidden area of ​​human beings, there would be only one end.

The two of them didn't make it through and died on New Year's Eve.

Zuo Si's body is too young, coupled with malnutrition in the past two years, her foundation has already been hollowed out.

Dabao is not much better than her, and their bodies are not strong enough to support them to live in the mountains.

Zuo Si lost his breath first, and Da Bao hugged her stiff body, and slowly closed his eyes.

The wind howled outside the cave, and snowflakes whirled and fell in from the cave entrance. The two people inside the cave had already lost their breath.

The sky went from dark to bright, and then from bright to dark. Seven days passed by in a flash.

The snow that had fallen for more than ten days stopped, the sun came out from behind the clouds, and the golden sunlight fell on the earth. Under the sunshine, the mountains and forests seemed to have become a crystal clear world.

In the cave, faint gray smoke floated out from the two stiff corpses. The smoke diffused in the air and was condensed together by an unknown force. The mist kept surging, slowly It turned into two human figures, one big and one small.

As time passed, the two figures became more and more clear, and when the sky darkened, their appearance had become almost human.

Zuo Si thought that she would not be waking up again. When she opened her eyes again, Zuo Si subconsciously looked up. When she saw the familiar simple and honest face, Zuo Si was taken aback for a moment, and then a smear appeared on her face. A faint smile came.

Great, Dabao is still there, still by her side.

Dabao's eyes are closed, his long eyelashes are slightly curled up, like two small fans, his face is very pale, but his lips are very red, as if stained with a layer of blood, Zuo Si couldn't help stretching out his lips. Touching the corner of his lips with his hand, his lips were dry, and there was no bloodstain as she thought. Zuo Si silently withdrew his hand without moving.

She didn't know what happened, but she vaguely felt that something had changed between them. It was a very strange feeling, and Zuo Si couldn't tell what it was.

After she woke up for a long, long time, Dabao finally woke up too, his soft eyelashes like butterfly wings fluttered a few times, and slowly opened, revealing his pair of beautiful black eyes.

The first thing Dabao saw after waking up was Zuo Si, and his mind, which was still somewhat chaotic, came to his senses instantly. He bent down and hugged Zuo Si, and asked repeatedly: "Xiaobao, how are you? Are you injured?" ? Are you cold, are you hungry? Are you not afraid?"

Dabao asked many questions in succession, and Zuo Si didn't know how to answer for a moment. She rested her head on Dabao's shoulder and called softly, "Brother."

Hearing her voice, Dabao's heart was so soft that it was in a mess. He hugged Zuo Si even tighter, and murmured, "Don't be afraid, Xiaobao, brother is here, Dabao is here..."

After a long time, Dabao finally regained his strength. He let go of Zuo Si and put her on the ground.

"Xiaobao, do you know what happened?"

In Dabao's cognition, Xiaobao is a very smart child. He likes to ask his opinion on many things.

Zuo Si blinked, glanced behind Dabao, and after a few seconds of silence, Zuo Si told Dabao the truth.

"Brother, we are dead."

Hearing Zuo Si's words, Dabao didn't react for a while, he stared blankly at Zuo Si, as if he couldn't believe what he heard.

He is dead, how is it possible, if he is dead, how can he still stand, breathe, talk, and see Zuo Si's familiar face?

This news had a great impact on Dabao, even when he saw the bodies of himself and Zuo Si, he still couldn't accept it.

The reality is too cruel, and Dabao is just an 11-year-old child.

Ghosts don't have tears, so Dabao sat blankly beside his and Zuo Si's corpses for two days. On the third day, Dabao dug a hole in the cave and buried his and Zuo Si's corpses in it.

After burying it, Dabao looked at the bulging little soil bag with mixed feelings in his heart.

Their bodies have been buried here for a long time, but their souls have separated from their bodies and exist alone.

Life is so difficult when you are a human, but will it be much easier after you become a ghost?

Dabao hugged Zuo Si and sat down outside the cave. Judging by his appearance, it seemed that he had no intention of leaving.

Zuo Si felt a little strange, she raised her head, looked at Dabao, and asked, "Brother, why don't we leave here?"

Dabao touched Zuo Siguang's head, and said softly, "I'm waiting for someone to take us away."

When he was a child, when his parents were still there, he heard the stories his mother told him that after people die, there will be ghost messengers to take them to the underworld. sent to eighteen levels of hell.

If after death, you are too far away from the body, and ghosts can't find you, then you will become a lonely ghost and have no chance of reincarnation.

Dabao heard these things when he was very young. At that time, his mother told Dabao these things as a bedtime story. Unexpectedly, he still remembered them until now.

After becoming a ghost, the advantage is that you are not afraid of the cold and hunger. Dabao hugged Zuo Si and stared outside the cave for a long time, but the ghost messenger he wanted for the lamp never came.

Dabao gradually despaired. He had some doubts. Was it because they hid too deeply that those ghost messengers forgot their existence?

Dabao didn't know whether he should continue to wait here or leave with Zuo Si. After thinking for two days, he still couldn't sort out his thoughts. Finally, he decided to ask Zuo Si for his opinion.

"Xiaobao, do you think we should stay here or leave here?"

Zuo Si didn't hesitate, and quickly gave Dabao the answer.

"Let's get out of here."

Dabao was already a little hesitant, but after Zuo Si opened his mouth, the balance in his heart was completely tilted.

After staying here for another day, Dabao left this place with Zuo Si.

The two had just become ghosts, and they didn't know any taboos about ghosts. After suffering a few times, they gradually understood something.

They left the deep mountain and returned to Taohua Village at the foot of the mountain.

Peach Blossom Village is no longer Peach Blossom Village, it seems to have been affected by the war, they saw a lot of corpses, some from the village, and some people they didn't know.

Whether they are people they know or not, they are all dressed in tatters, and they look yellow and thin. It is cold now, and even if they have been dead for a few days, their bodies are not rotten and smelly. The villagers were left dead in the wilderness like this. He dug a big pit and buried all the villagers in it.

For the other strangers, Dabao didn't let them die in the wilderness, he also dug a hole and buried them.

So many people died, but Zuo Si didn't see any ghosts like them, and he didn't know whether they were taken away by ghost messengers or left by themselves.

After burying so many corpses, Dabao's mood was affected a bit. He stood aside sullenly, looking at this village that had lost all its popularity, wondering how everything came to be like this.

It seems that since the death of parents, everything has become different, and those people have become nothing like them before.

Different from Zuo Si, Dabao was born and raised in this village. Zuo Si couldn't understand his feelings for this village. Seeing him looking sad and about to cry, Zuo Si stretched out his hand, grabbed Dabao and hung him beside him. right hand side.

"Brother, don't be sad."

Dabao sniffed, looking at Zuo Si's well-behaved appearance, he stretched out his hand, and stroked Zuo Si's smooth head.

"Good boy, brother, you're not sad."

After Dabao finished speaking, he took Zuo Si's hand and took her back to the home where they used to live.

After they left, it seemed that someone had visited the house, and everything had been turned upside down.

Seeing this scene, Dabao's eyes turned red, as if he was about to cry.

Zuo Si reached out and hugged him: "Dabao, I'm here."

Dabao sniffed, and hugged Zuo Si down. He helped up a kicked bench, placed Zuo Si on the bench, and quickly started packing it up.

This was something he was used to, and the house was quickly tidied up and restored to its original appearance.

Dabao had already turned into a ghost. After all this tossing, his body would naturally not be stained with dust or the like, but he still slapped his body habitually, then walked to Zuo Si's side, and lifted her off the bench. hugged down.

"Xiaobao, are you sleepy, brother will take you to sleep?"

Zuo Si nodded, hummed, and let Dabao carry her to the room.

The two lay side by side on the bed, they looked at the wooden beams above their heads, and neither of them spoke.

I don't know how long it took, Zuo Si felt drowsy, she closed her eyes, and fell asleep in a daze.

Dabao turned his head to the side and looked at Zuo Si who was sleeping soundly, his depressed mood improved a little.

It can be said that Zuo Si was brought up by Dabao. Dabao poured all his energy into her. He watched her grow up bit by bit. He thought he would watch her grow up, but who would have thought that , things will turn out like this.

Dabao felt sorry for Zuo Si, it was because he didn't take good care of her that she became like this.

His eyes were sore, but he couldn't even squeeze out a tear. Dabao raised his hand, looking at his pale and abnormal palm, with a depressed expression.

People can't come back from the dead, and they can never go back.

This time, Zuo Si slept for an extremely long time. She slept for ten days and just woke up from sleep. When she opened her eyes, what she saw was Dabao's face full of anxiety.

Zuo Si blinked, and said strangely: "What's wrong? Brother."

Hearing Zuo Si's voice, Dabao realized that all this was not his dream. He stretched out his hand tremblingly, picked Zuo Si up from the bed, and hugged him tightly in his arms.

"Xiao Bao, you scared me to death, Xiao Bao, you scared me to death..."

At the end, Dabao had already choked up, he couldn't shed tears, but the body holding Zuo Si trembled violently, Zuo Si could clearly feel the emotion of fear and fear of losing her coming from his body .

Zuo Si's eyebrows and eyes softened, and he hugged Dabao with his backhand.

"Brother, I'm here, I won't leave you..."

For the next few days, Dabao was in a state of anxiety. He didn't dare to let Zuo Si out of his sight. As long as Zuo Si was out of his sight, Dabao would become irritable and fall into a state of anxiety. In the violent mood, there is no way to escape.

Zuo Si didn't know what was going on, so he could only try his best not to leave Dabao's sight.

After a few days of tossing like this, Dabao slowly returned to his normal appearance, and Zuo Si also breathed a sigh of relief.

They stayed in the village for two years. Since there was no human habitation, the village gradually became deserted. There were only two of them in the whole village, and the two of them gradually felt an indescribable feeling. loneliness.

I don't know who proposed it first, and the two left the village together and embarked on an unknown journey.

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The current world is becoming more and more chaotic, the position of the emperor in the palace is not stable, he is only busy consolidating his position, how can he care about the surname of the commoner boss below?

In order to make money, the officials below are extremely corrupt. They cleverly set up a name, make all kinds of exorbitant taxes and miscellaneous taxes, and search for the people's fat and anointment.

In the past two years, there have been droughts and floods. The common people are already suffering unspeakably, and they can barely survive.

After Zuo Si and A Ming left Taohua Village, they didn't know where to go. After picking a direction at random, they kept heading there.

They have become ghosts, they don't have to worry about food and clothing, and they don't have to worry about accommodation. They are comfortable walking in this troubled world.

It's just that along the way, ten rooms are empty, and the villages I met are basically deserted.

Seeing these things, Dabao thought of the deserted Peach Blossom Village, and felt extremely uncomfortable. Zuo Si sensed that something was wrong with Dabao, and consciously or unconsciously avoided the deserted village of Nair on the next journey.

The two of them didn't have any destination, and they were not in a hurry, they stopped and stopped along the way, but they felt comfortable.

A few years passed quickly, but the appearance of Zuo Si and A Ming has not changed, they have always maintained the same appearance when they died.

Although Dabao's face is still a little immature, his body is well developed. If you don't look at his face, he looks like a big boy.

Zuo Si grew up slowly, and was originally shorter than other children's children. After she stopped growing, she has always looked like a little bean, and her height can only reach Dabao's waist.

After so many years, Dabao's attitude towards Zuo Si has never changed. He has been taking care of Zuo Si carefully, and there is no difference from before.

People's hearts are fleshy, and Zuo Si is no exception. Over the years, she has regarded Dabao as the closest person in the world.

"Brother." Zuo Si called out, stopped in his tracks, and looked sideways at Dabao beside him.

Dabao stopped, squatted down/looked at Zuo Si, and asked softly, "What's the matter, Xiaobao?"

Zuo Si touched Dabao's head and said, "Dabao, there is a big town ahead, shall we go in?"

Dabao hesitated for a moment, then said hesitantly, "I won't go in, okay?"

It wasn't that Dabao didn't want to go to big towns, but because he suffered a loss before, and the two of them almost fell into the hands of a Taoist priest, so Dabao cast a shadow over big towns.

Zuo Si didn't care much about those things, what happened before was just an accident, but Dabao was like a frightened bird, and he refused to enter big towns anymore.

Most of the time, Zuo Si listened to Da Bao's words very much, and when he couldn't say anything, Zuo Si didn't make trouble anymore, and let Da Bao take her hand and leave here.

In the following decades, Zuo Si and Dabao traveled to many places.

The world is becoming more and more chaotic, the last emperor was overthrown, the whole world has undergone earth-shaking changes, everything has become chaotic, without the restraint of order, everything has changed.

The world is in chaos, there are many monsters, and those monsters who don't know where they are hiding are born one after another, and they start to stir up wind and rain, causing chaos everywhere.

The demons were born and wreaked havoc in the world, all kinds of powerful Taoist priests appeared out of nowhere and began to slay demons and eliminate demons.

It was also at this time that Zuo Si and Dabao realized that they also belonged to the category of being eliminated.

Fortunately, in this world, there are only a few capable Taoist priests, and many of them are Taoist priests who only use their mouths and tricks to deceive people.

Zuo Si and Dabao had good luck. The two of them met Taoist priests who had no real skills.

However, when good luck is always running out, the two of them accidentally ran into an evil person with some abilities.

He took a fancy to Zuo Si and Dabao, and wanted to arrest them to make medicine and alchemy.

Evil Dao cultivates evil kung fu, but his kung fu is very high. Zuo Si and Dabao are not his opponents at all.