Comprehensive fear: this dead heroine

Zuo Si opened and closed the diary, completely forgetting that Saenju existed in the room.

Sa Enju stared blankly at Zuo Si's movements. When Zuo Si finally stopped, Sa Enju stepped forward, touched Zuo Si's forehead with a worried face, and then spoke.

"Sonia, are you sick? Why do you always do these inexplicable things, my God, I think you should see a doctor."

Sa Enju said and wanted to take Zuo Si to see a doctor, Zuo Si said helplessly: "Sa Enju, you misunderstood, I have nothing to do."

However, she didn't really believe what Zuo Si said, Sa Enju looked at Zuo Si suspiciously.

After that, she wanted to reach out and touch Zuo Si's forehead to see what Zuo Si was like now.

Zuo Si raised his hand to block her movement, and said helplessly, "Sa Enju, I'm really fine, don't worry about me."

Sa Enju looked at Zuo Si carefully for a while, and after seeing that Zuo Si was indeed not hindered, she breathed a sigh of relief, and the expression on her face became a little better.

"Sonia, I'm relieved if you have nothing to do."

The relaxed Sa Enju looked towards Zuo Si, her eyes fell on the black diary that Zuo Si was holding in his arms, with a strange expression on her face, she looked at Zuo Si and asked: "Sure Nia, what's going on with you? Why did you suddenly start keeping a diary? And why did you choose a diary with such an ugly color."

Seeing Sa Enju turn his attention to the diary in his arms, Zuo Si was stunned for a moment, and then said: "This is not my diary."

However, when she said this, Sa Enju didn't know what to think of, and a meaningful smile appeared on his face.

In the next second, she continued, "Isn't this yours? Then let me guess whose it is. Is it the senior from the junior year?"

Zuo Si looked at her with a dazed look on his face, obviously he didn't know who the junior senior Saenju was referring to.

Seeing Zuo Si like this, Sa Enju couldn't help saying with some regret: "It seems that it's not that senior, I think that senior is not bad, and his family conditions are also very good, and he also said that if you want to marry him, he will marry you." I will not ask you for a huge dowry."

Zuo Si still looked at her blankly, not quite sure what she was talking about.

None of the things that Saenju said existed in Sonia’s memory. It’s true, people’s brains only have such a large space. If they can remember everything clearly, there will be more space. Not enough brain capacity.

Everyone has a limit to what they can remember. Unless they are exceptionally talented, some unimportant memories will be cleared every time. No one will remember these trivial things clearly.

Sa Enju talked for a while, and when she saw Zuo Si's face still full of bewilderment, she froze for a moment, and a strange expression appeared on her face.

Seeing Zuo Si like this, she couldn't help but feel worried. She quickly walked up to Zuo Si, stretched out her hand and touched her forehead. Zuo Si's forehead was very cold, but for some reason, Saen Suddenly, she had a bad feeling in her heart, she retracted her hand, and stared at Zuo Si's amber eyes.

Just when Zuo Si thought she would say something wise, she heard her say: "It's not the senior in the junior year, could it be our teaching assistant? It's the one called, what is it called?"

"It's called Sammy."

"That's right, it's called Sami. You even remember his name. It seems that the owner of this diary should be him."

Said Sa Enju, taking advantage of Zuo Si's inattention, stretched out his hand and snatched the diary from Zuo Si's hand.

Before Zuo Si had time to stop her, she had already snatched the diary.

"Now let me see what is in this diary that can make you look like you are now."

After finishing speaking, Saenju opened the diary with a smirk on his face.

However, when she opened the diary, she froze on the spot, and then looked at Zuo Si with a suspicious look.

Seeing her showing such a strange look, Zuo Si couldn't help but feel his heart tighten. How could she explain to Sa Enju that she had Sanjay Singhania's diary?

Sa Enju's eyes fell on Zuo Si, and there was an indescribable strangeness in his eyes. Zuo Si's scalp was numb from seeing her, and when she saw that she was silent, he snatched the diary from her hand .

However, Sa Enju did not stop Zuo Si, and Zuo Si snatched the diary away. After the diary was snatched away by Zuo Si, she just opened her mouth, but her voice became extremely weird.

"Sonia, how bored are you to come up with such an idea?"

Zuo Si looked at her blankly, apparently not quite understanding what she meant. Seeing Zuo Si like this, Sa Enju was a little frustrated, and unexpectedly, she continued to pretend at this point.

However, when Zuo Si looked at her, his face was still full of bewilderment, and he didn't know what was going on with this person at all.

Sa Enju pointed to the diary in Zuo Si's hand, and said, "You are really boring. I bought such a thick holiday diary. It's so precious. I thought there was something written in it, but I snatched it away. When I saw it, it was all blank. You said you didn’t have anything in it. Why did you pretend that there was something in it? Are you bored? If you are bored, then you can help me Do your anatomy homework."

Zuo Si was confused by what she said, but she vaguely felt that she had touched something.

When Sa Enju saw that Zuo Si was still like this, she sighed, and always felt that Zuo Si's acting skills had become more and more proficient.

She walked over and showed Zuo Si the diary in Zuo Si's hand, "You see, this diary is blank, what are you pretending for? Speaking of which, I really didn't know that your acting skills are so good."

When Saenju came over to open the diary in her hand, Zuo Si fell into a strange situation. She stared at Saenju's hand, but didn't do anything, just stared blankly. Watching Saenju open the diary.

Everything was just as Saenju said, the diary was empty and there was nothing there, but after seeing this scene, Zuo Si was completely stunned, and the expression on her face became tangled. After a long time, she finally He raised his head and looked towards Saenju, as if he couldn't believe what he saw.

"How is this possible? How is it possible?"

It's clearly full of days, why is it like this now?

Sa Enju saw that Zuo Si was still pretending until now, so she rolled her eyes at Zuo Si and said angrily: "Okay, okay, I don't have time to watch your play here, I have other things now I have things to do, so I won’t be acting with you here.”

After finishing speaking, she took her change of clothes and went to wash in the public bathroom downstairs in the dormitory.

After Sa Enju left, Zuo Si had time to think about what was going on. She stared at the empty diary in her hand, her mind was blank, and she always felt that she had fallen into a very weird situation. middle.

Zuo Si frowned, and various guesses emerged in her mind. Her initial intelligence was not too high, but after increasing her intelligence points, she became much smarter. Before, some people couldn't even think about it for a few days. What she understands can be figured out even after giving her a few hours.

Zuo Sisi thinks that the time he lives in now is 2005. The reason why you can’t see anything written on the diary may be because everything has not happened yet. Naturally, there will be no unwritten things in the past. thing.

Because everything has not happened yet, and Sanjay Singhania has not written down the contents of this diary, so everything does not exist.

This diary is the medium through which Zuo Si came to this world. However, when she returned to the past, the undiscovered diary has not been written yet, so this is the current situation.

Zuo Si felt that she had thought of something that seemed extremely extraordinary, she sighed, raised her hand and rubbed the center of her brow, the expression on her face looked a little better.

Zuo Si sat in the dormitory for a while, and felt that she could not stay here any longer. She had better find Karpa as soon as possible to end all this. This world is a rewarding world for Zuo Si, although the task is possible. No, it doesn't matter whether it is completed or not, but Zuo Si's stubbornness came online at this time. She felt that she had to complete the task no matter what. After the task was completed, everything that followed would have nothing to do with her It's okay, she can do whatever she wants.

It was still early, Zuo Si glanced at the calendar on the table, and found that it was already April No. 20, and Sanjay Singhania had returned to India for a while at this time.

Zuo thought for a while, rummaged through the closet, and found a simple T-shirt and jeans. She wanted to dress up as a boy, but her chest muscles were too good, even if she wore them The boy's clothes didn't look like a boy either. In order to better disguise himself, Zuo Si ruthlessly wrapped his chest with cloth strips.

To be honest, it is indeed an extremely inhumane thing to flatten a mountain. Although there is no pain, the feeling of flesh piled up is also uncomfortable. The expression on Zuo Si's face is extremely ugly. After a while, she finally She regained her strength, but there was a faint blush on her cheeks just because of her poor breathing.

Sonia was originally a girl with a delicate face. Although she turned the mountains into plains, the faint blush on her cheeks gave her a strange sense of charm, which could easily attract people's attention.

However, Zuo Si, who was not very smart enough, didn't know how attractive she was now, so she left the room with such an extremely attractive appearance.

When Zuo Si came out of the dormitory, many girls in the corridor saw Zuo Si, but when those girls saw Zuo Si, the expressions on their faces suddenly changed.

All of them had different appearances, but all of them were beauties with high noses and deep eyes. Staring at Zuo Si, a "beautiful boy" with red teeth and white teeth, they showed reserved and warm smiles.

But Zuo Si was at a loss for all of this, and didn't know what was going on at all.

Along the way, many girls saw Zuo Si, but few of them came forward to strike up a conversation. Therefore, Zuo Si had a wrong perception of her own charm. She thought that she had dressed herself up enough, but She didn't know that this deliberate dressing made herself the most eye-catching existence in the crowd.

So when Zuo Si stayed downstairs in Sanjay Singhania's company a few times, he was discovered.

Wearing black suits and black trousers, men with reasonable looks walked up to Zuo Si, and they looked at Zuo Si with very polite tone.

And Zuo Si looked at the rows of black suits with a look of bewilderment on his face.

Zuo Si tried his best to pretend to be a soy-sauce existence who just passed by by chance, but at this time, his overly outstanding appearance became a burden. The leading bodyguard in black suit invited Zuo Si to Sanjay Singhania's house very politely. in the office.

When seeing Sanjay Singhania sitting in the leather chair in the office, Zuo Si couldn't tell what kind of feeling it was like. She looked towards Sanjay Singhania with a faint expression on her face. , I can't see any emotion.

The current Sanjay's Singhania and the future Sanjay Singhania are completely different. If it wasn't for the president's office of Lingyin Communication Company, Zuo Si would have thought that he had admitted the wrong person.

Sanjay Singhania is a very gentle man, completely different from the feeling that the violent man gave Zuo Si later. He looked at Zuo Si who was standing among the bodyguards, the corners of his mouth curled up, and there was a faint smile on his face. smile.

"Hello." He thought about his words, and then said: "Hello miss, I found that you often follow me these days, and I want to know why."

This gentle man was completely different from the violent man before. Hearing his gentle voice, Zuo Si remained silent and didn't know what to say.

Zuo Si didn't expect his tracking skills to be so poor, and he was discovered by Sanjay Singhania not long after.

Zuo Si couldn't help but feel a little embarrassed, she looked up at Sang Jie, seeing that he was still looking at her, Zuo Si's eyes drifted away.

In all fairness, if she finds someone who follows her all the time, Zuo Si feels that she will never be able to bear it. She looked at Sang Jie, and after being silent for a while, said: "If I say I didn't do it on purpose, everything is a coincidence. Will you believe me?"

However, Sang Jie looked at Zuo Si, although his eyes were gentle, but there were already some sharp things in his eyes. He is the president of Lingyin Communication, and he must not be as harmless as his appearance, Zuo Si secretly groaned in his heart , I feel that with my own IQ, I really can't figure out what to do in such a situation.

She stood there for a while, holding it in for a long time without finding a reason, but at this moment, the door of the office was pushed open, and a person in a black suit walked in from outside the office.

He didn't even look at Zuo Si who was standing there, but just handed over the thick stack of documents in his hand to Sang Jie. Zuo Si felt that something was wrong, and always felt that the thing he handed to Sang Jie could give her the bottom line. Seeing the bottom of the sky, she felt a little restless in her heart, and when she stared at Sanjie, her face couldn't help showing a little bit.

After Sanjay took the stack of things that looked like documents, he began to look through them.

There were quite a few people in the office, but they all stood there with their heads bowed, and no one spoke.

The whole office became extremely quiet, only the rustling sound of papers being flipped through. After a while, Sang Jie turned his head and looked at Zuo Si, the suspicion between his brows was much less.

He stared at Zuo Si for a while, and then said, "Are you Sonia, a sophomore in the Faculty of Medicine, Indian Medical University?"

Well, my previous guess was indeed correct. The information in Sanjie's hand was all about herself. Zuo Si sighed, nodded resignedly and said, "That's right."

Sanjay nodded, then raised his legs and looked towards Zuo Si. His legs were crossed together, his hands were placed on his abdomen, and his whole body showed a relaxed posture.

In this way, he looks very talkative, and seems to be able to attract people to tell the truth involuntarily.

Zuo Si stood on the spot, her body tensed up, her face was not very good, just when she was hesitating how to speak, Sang Jie suddenly said: "If you don't want to say it, then you don't need to say it , I will let you go, as for today's matter, I will not tell others, but I don't want to see you again in the future, if I see you following me, I will call the police."

"You are a student yourself. If I call the police, something we don't want to see may happen."

After a pause, he continued: "You can be admitted to the Indian Medical University, which is enough to prove that you are a very smart girl. Your future will be very bright. You should continue to work hard instead of thinking about some unreasonable things. practical things."

Zuo Si saw that he still didn't make a sound, and Sanjie didn't take it seriously, but nodded towards the bodyguard next to him, signaling the bodyguard to send Zuo Si out.

When the bodyguard sent Zuo Si to the door, he looked at Zuo Si's exquisite face and couldn't help but say: "Our president is usually a boss with a good personality, but if you always treat him like this The edge of patience is tempting, maybe he won't be so gentle."

Zuo Si stared at him blankly, as if he didn't quite understand what he meant, but he didn't mean to explain to Zuo Si, he just nodded to Zuo Si, and didn't say anything else.

It has been more than an hour since Zuo Si was invited in. Standing outside under the hot/spicy sun, Zuo Si felt unreal. She shook her head and put that unreal Feeling removed from the mind.

Although Zuo Si's stalking failed this time, she still would not give up and continue to follow him. She thought that she should improve her method, as long as Sanjie couldn't find her.

Zuo Si stood at the door for a while, then turned around and left without hesitation.

In fact, Sang Jie was not worried about Zuo Si, he was afraid that Zuo Si would not leave, so he sent several bodyguards to follow Zuo Si, and did not let the bodyguards come back until he was sure that Zuo Si had returned to school and was not doing other things.

Then Zuo Si stopped for a few days. Due to the heavy curriculum in the school, it was impossible for Zuo Si to follow Sanjie all the time. There is no time to go to Sanjay again.

Since Zuo Si didn't look for him again for a while, Sanjie heaved a sigh of relief, feeling that Zuo Si's inexplicable attention to him should have disappeared.

But Zuo Si didn't let him go as Sanjie thought.

She has read Sanjay's diary, and has a certain understanding of Sanjay. He is a very self-disciplined person, and the things he does every day are similar to each other. The only exception should be the encounter with Karpa. Zuo Si felt that he Before they meet, they can't tell what their purpose is, otherwise, if they don't meet, Zuo Si doesn't know what the consequences will be.

After resting for a period of time, Zuo Si continued her stalking behavior. After continuous speculation and study and the influence of various TV dramas, she mastered excellent stalking skills, but she was never discovered again.

It's just because Zuo Si spent most of his time following Fang Jie, so the school's courses naturally dropped a lot. After skipping a few classes, Sa Enju blocked Zuo Si who had been leaving early and returning late during this time.

"Sonia, I think you should tell me why you have been leaving early and returning late all this time? You have missed so many classes, don't you want credits, don't you want to graduate?"

Sa Enju and Zuo Si talked a lot, all of which meant only one thing, which was to let Zuo Si study hard every day during this period of time, and strive to get a good test result and not fail the subject.

During this period of time, Zuo Si racked his brains to follow Sanjay Singhania, so that her brain capacity was consumed too much, so she forgot a lot of things. His mind was instantly clouded, and he felt as if he was about to suffer.

Sonia is a top student, and her academic performance has always been very good. Now that she has gone back to the past, she turned Sonia into a scumbag. Zuo Si felt that he might feel a little bit sorry for Sonia failing the exam, which made Zuo Si's expression become tangled.

After following Sanjay Singhania for a period of time, Zuo Si didn't get any useful information. This person's life pattern is terrible. After the company finishes work, he will return to his home, and then stay at home and can't come out. .

Zuo Si felt as if he would never meet the heroine at all, this feeling made Zuo Si very anxious, but there was nothing he could do.

During this period of time, he will not meet the heroine again. After thinking about it, Zuo decided to fool the exam first.

The medical school exam was not an easy task. Zuo Si racked his brains and thought hard. During this period of time, he almost used all his limited IQ, and finally managed to fly low.

After the exam, Zuo Si, who lost a layer of skin, felt that she was alive again. She had a good sleep before continuing to follow Sanjay Singhania.

However, when Zuo Si didn't follow him for a while, Zuo Si found out that Sanjay Singhania and Karpaxetti had known each other.

Zuo Si, who didn't know what happened at all, was stunned, but the development of the matter would not be changed because of her consciousness, Zuo Si sighed and could only accept his fate.

If you don't think about it carefully, even if they know each other, it won't have much influence on Zuo Si.

It was an accident for Zuo Si to discover that Sanjay knew Kalpa. She just followed Sanjay's car that day as usual, thinking that he would go home, but saw Sanjay driving a luxury car to a place where civilians lived.

The houses around this area are very low, and many roads are even just loess roads. When the car rolled over it, it immediately set off billows of dust.

Sang Jie couldn't feel anything inside the car, but Zuo Si had eaten a lot of dust outside the car, and a beautiful woman turned into a disheveled look.

Sang Jie is a person with terrible self-discipline, he would not rashly come to such a place that does not match his identity, Zuo Si vaguely had a guess in his mind.

Afterwards, Zuo Si saw Sang Jie and a beautiful girl with a bright smile coming out of the vegetable market.

After following Sangjie for so long, Zuo Si has seen all kinds of appearances of Sangjie, but she has never seen such a homely Sangjie, especially when she saw the clothes on him that cost at least tens of thousands of dollars. Zuo Si didn't know what kind of expression he should show when a suit was covered with dirt from radishes.

Although Sang Jie, who subverted Zuo Si's cognition, was holding those things, he couldn't hide her temperament at all. He still looked like a handsome young man.

But it was obvious that Karpa's eyes were not very good. He was obviously tall, rich and handsome, but she felt that he was just a small employee, and he was very open when talking to him.

Kalpa is a girl with a very warm smile, and Zuo Si also knows that she is a very, very kind girl. After following her for a while, Zuo Si discovered that her kindness is completely from the heart, not just for show or What is gained by this, she is a pure and kind girl.

After confirming Karpa's identity, Zuo Si didn't continue to follow Sanjie. She stayed with Karpa for a while, and after getting to know her a little bit, she found a chance to get in touch with her, and gradually became friends with Karpa. good friend.

Kalpa is a model in a small company. Before that, she could only play some supporting roles. However, she once bragged that she was Sanjay Singhania’s girlfriend, which won the respect of the boss and promoted her from a supporting role. She reached the position of the protagonist of the advertisement, and she also made a lot of money because of it, and her money became more abundant.

Although she got such an opportunity because of a lie, for some reason, even knowing that she had lied about this matter, Zuo Si couldn't feel any bad feelings towards Karpa.

Because not long after getting acquainted with Zuo Si, Kalpa told Zuo Si what he had done, and when she was talking about it, she was still beaming.

Zuo Si looked at her and laughed, and didn't say much. As the relationship between Kalpa and Sanjay got better, Kalpa wanted to introduce Zuo Si to Sangjie, but Zuo Si was somewhat repelled by it.

After all, Sanjay knew her identity. If Sanjay really knew that she and Karpa knew each other, he might misunderstand Karpa.

Zuo Si shook his head, not quite willing to reveal his identity.

However, sometimes Karpa would not inform other people when she was doing things. She called Sanjay to her home without Zuo Si's knowledge, and then also called Zuo Si without knowing it.

When Zuo Si entered Kalpa's home, he found that there were other people in Kalpa's small home. When Zuo Si was on guard and ready to deal with the intruder, he saw Sanjay Xin sitting on the sofa Chania.

"!!!"

When seeing Sanjay Singhania, Zuo Si was taken aback. With her limited IQ, Zuo Si didn't know what to do in the current situation.

When Sanjay and Kalpa were in love, they completely concealed their identities. Kalpa still thought that he was just an ordinary company employee, but what he didn't expect was that Kalpa's friend turned out to be that The girl who has been following him for a long time.

For a moment, various speculations emerged in Sanjie's mind. He didn't dare to believe that the person he liked would be a woman with a deep heart, but all the things in front of him made him have to doubt.

When Zuo Si saw that surprised and uncertain expression, he knew that he was definitely paranoid. Zuo Si sighed and felt that the current situation was a bit serious. No matter what, she couldn't let him have such a misunderstanding. It doesn't do them any good.

So when Kalpa went to the kitchen to make afternoon tea for them, Zuo Si walked up to Sanjie.

Sang Jie looked up at Zuo Si, with an ugly expression on his face, Zuo Si didn't know what he was thinking in his heart, but when he looked into his eyes, Zuo Si understood the meanings in his eyes.

After being silent for a while, Zuo Si said, "Would you believe me if I told you that all of this has nothing to do with Karpa?"

Sang Jie looked at Zuo Si with deep eyes. In this small room, he seemed to have become the domineering company president who sat in the office that day, but at this time, the expression on his face was the same as the one that made people feel refreshed that day. The feeling is completely different, and the whole person feels extremely depressing.

Seeing him like this, Zuo Si knew that things couldn't be good this time, she sighed and said, "Actually, I don't know what to say about this time, everything is really just a coincidence, but if I don't explain clearly If you do, the relationship between you and Kalpa may change, and I agree with what I have done, but none of this has anything to do with Kalpa."

"You also have a heart. You can watch, listen, and think with your heart. Think about what kind of person Karpa you know."

Sanjie didn't think about doubting Karpa, so when he heard Zuo Si's words, he became silent, but when he looked at Zuo Si, there was something Zuo Si couldn't understand in his eyes. look.

Seeing that he didn't speak, Zuo Si continued: "I don't have any malice towards you, but I can't say why I followed you."

Sang Jie stood up suddenly. He looked at Zuo Si across a tea table. When he looked at Zuo Si, he felt a condescending sense of oppression.

"You said that the two of you didn't join forces to act together, so do you have any evidence to prove it?"

Zuo Si looked at him and said, "You are the president of Lingyin Company. I think you have a lot of professionals under your command, just like when you investigated me last time. Did the two of Kalpa know each other before I followed you?"

He looked at Zuo Si and didn't speak, but his eyes became a little dignified. Zuo Si looked at him and didn't say anything. After a while, he pondered for a moment, and then said: "I believe Karpa, she is not like that people."

Zuo Si breathed a sigh of relief, but in the next second, she heard San Jie say again: "The one who makes me not believe it is you."

Zuo Si: "..."

She laughed dryly, and when she was about to say something, Kalpa came out of the kitchen with twice the amount of milk tea. Seeing Zuo Si and Sanjie standing face to face, Kalpa said strangely: "Sangjies, Sonia, why are you standing there? Sit down and talk if you have something to say."

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