Comprehensive fear: this dead heroine

Kelly didn't know what she was thinking. She wanted Zuo Si to come back, but she didn't want her to come back.

It has been ten years since Zuo Si disappeared, and Cole has also waited for ten years. He has grown from a handsome boy to a handsome man, but his heart has never changed.

Ten years is enough for Kelly to see Cole's feelings clearly, and she also knows that Cole's treatment of Zuo Si is not a momentary infatuation, but an unforgettable love.

Kelly doesn't understand this kind of love, she doesn't know why Cole fell in love with a ghost who has lived for hundreds of years, she doesn't know the meaning of Zuo Si to Cole, what she knows is that ten years is not enough to erase Zuo Si The traces in Cole's heart, even if it takes another ten years or 20 years, Cole may not be able to forget that female ghost.

At the very beginning, Kelly didn't tell Keer that Zuo Si had disappeared. As time went by, she saw Kele's affection for Zuo Si, and she was even more afraid to tell Keer the truth.

She was afraid that Cole would not be able to carry on if he knew that he was waiting for someone who would never come back.

However, just now, Kelly saw that familiar figure again, the woman who had been with Cole for seven years, and whom Cole cared about for ten years.

She was still the same as before, although it was just a shocking glance, but she still recognized her.

Is it her?Is she back?

Kelly didn't know, she didn't even dare to go to Cole's residence now, what would she do if she found Zuo Si was also there in Cole's residence?

"Mommy mommy?"

Jenny's immature voice brought Kaili back to her consciousness. She touched her face and realized that she was crying out of nowhere. on the daughter.

"What's the matter, Jenny?"

"Mom, aren't we going to find brother? Why don't you drive?"

Jenny asked suspiciously, Kelly froze for a moment, and forced a smile on her face.

"Go, why not, let's go now."

After such a short time, Kelly quickly calmed down.

Regardless of whether Cole waited for Zuo Si or not, she would go there, and she couldn't feel relieved unless she saw it with her own eyes.

The car restarted and continued to drive towards Cole's house. Along the way, Kelly's mood slowly calmed down.

Even though ten years have passed, Kelly's thoughts are no different from ten years ago.

No matter how deeply Cole loves Zuo Si, they are human beings and ghosts who go their separate ways and cannot be together.

She had to let Cole know this, if he met Zuo Si and got his wish, he should be like every normal person, marry a wife and have children, this is what he should do.

It takes four to 10 minutes from Kelly's house to Cole's house, but Kelly was anxious, so she drove much faster. In less than half an hour, the car stopped outside Cole's house.

Cole got the news that Kelly was coming, so he waited outside the door early, watching Kelly's car drive up, Cole had a smile on his face.

He opened the courtyard door and parked the car in the garage in the courtyard. After the car stabilized, Cole opened the rear door and carried Jenny out of the car with her arms open for him to hug.

"Big brother, Jenny misses you so much~"

I haven't seen him for more than two months, but Jenny is not at all unfamiliar with Cole. She hugged Cole's head, kissed him a few times, and covered his right half of his face with saliva after a while. .

Facing his beloved little sister, Cole couldn't help showing a faint smile on his face, and his eyes, which were full of melancholy, also showed light.

He kissed Jenny's chubby face, smiled and said, "Jenny, brother misses you so much."

Jenny tilted her head and looked at Cole, and said childishly, "My brother misses me, so why doesn't my brother come to see me?"

Cole froze for a moment, glanced at Kelly who just got out of the car, and then moved his gaze to Jenny's face.

"My brother has been very busy these past two months, so I didn't visit our Jenny, I'm sorry Jenny, forgive me this time, okay?"

What Jenny said just now was nothing more than coquetry with Cole. She nodded and said with a smile: "It's a puppy who is lying. If brother doesn't come to see Jenny, brother is a puppy."

Cole hummed, seeing that Kelly also got out of the car, hugged Jenny, and took Kelly back to the room.

It's cool in autumn, and Jenny is still young, so it's better to stay inside.

Kelly has been married for five years, and she has been away from this home for five years. She lived here for more than ten years, but in just a few years, earth-shaking changes have taken place in the house. Looking at the home furnishings that have been replaced with Chinese style, even though she has been here many times, Kelly still feels a little uncomfortable.

Maybe it was her feeling in her heart, or maybe it was just like this place. After entering the door, Kelly felt a sense of dullness and depression.

Cole is only 26 years old this year, but he lives like an old man.

He seldom goes out to socialize with his peers. Apart from taking orders and doing business, he spends most of his time meditating and practicing at home.

Kelly knew that he was waiting for Zuo Si to come back, but she couldn't tell him that that woman would never come back...

Thinking of the figure she saw when she came, Kelly's body froze for a moment. She hugged Jenny tightly, and subconsciously raised her head towards Cole who was coming over with coffee and milk.

He bought the coffee and milk specially before Kaili came. He is now considered a regular Taoist priest. What he drinks and entertains people is green tea brought from China, but Kaili should not be used to drinking that. In order to take care of her and Jenny, he went to buy coffee and milk.

After putting down the coffee and milk cup, Cole sat down beside Kelly, and held Jenny in his arms.

After pinching Jenny's chubby face, Cole smiled and chatted with Jenny.

Kelly was restless. She picked up the coffee and drank it slowly, but focused on Cole, sizing him up secretly.

After playing for a while, Jenny was a little sleepy. Cole brought the milk, fed Jenny to drink, then skillfully put Jenny to sleep, and put her in the guest room.

Touching Jenny's chubby face, Cole covered Jenny with the quilt. Thinking of Kelly's appearance just now, Cole's eyes darkened.

He walked out and slowly descended the stairs. The coffee in Kelly's cup was already completely cold, but she seemed to have not noticed it, and she was still drinking it one sip at a time.

They have lived together for more than [-] years, and Cole knows Kelly's character very well. Her appearance shows that there is something in her heart, and this thing must have something to do with him, otherwise, Kelly wouldn't be like this.

Lowering his eyes and keeping his thoughts away, Cole walked over slowly, reached out and took the coffee cup from Kelly's hand.

He glanced into the coffee cup, and there was still more than half of the coffee in it. After drinking coffee for so long, there was still so much left. It seemed that that matter had caused her a lot of trouble.

Cole put the coffee on the table and walked over to sit beside Kelly. He sat there with his long legs folded together, giving him a very relaxed feeling.

Cole looked at Kelly, and asked directly, "Mom, do you know something?"

Kelly's body trembled for a while, and she quickly came back to her senses. She looked towards Cole, her eyes flickering: "No, it's nothing, why do you ask such a question?"

Kelly still didn't tell what she saw Zuo Si in the end, what if she got it wrong?Cole has been waiting for ten years, maybe he is about to give up, telling him now, doesn't it give him hope, if he continues to wait foolishly, what should he do?

Like every mother in the world who loves her children, Kelly wants the best for her children. She feels that Cole's waiting is suffering, and she wants to free Cole from suffering.

There was nothing wrong with this, but the fault was that she ignored Cole's feelings, she concealed everything, and did what she thought was good for her child, but she forgot that her child really needed what is it.

Kele clearly knew that Kelly had something in her heart, but Kelly refused to say anything, and Cole had no way to press her. Seeing that she didn't want to talk, he changed the subject and asked about Kelly's work and life, and that man. How are your feelings.

Kelly answered one by one, but she always looked restless. She raised her head and looked at Cole's young and handsome face. She clearly saw the uncontrollable melancholy deep in Cole's eyes. color.

After so many years of waiting, has his feelings for her changed?

Like a coincidence, Kelly suddenly asked, "Cole, what would you do if you really waited for that person?"

After asking this sentence, Kelly's nerves tensed instantly, and she stared at Cole, waiting for his answer.

What would Zuo Si do if he waited?

Cole's expression was in a trance for a moment.

He was no longer that 16-year-old boy, just kissed his beloved, and then he was in a state of confusion, not knowing how to face the one he loved.

Ten years has made him mature a lot, and he also clearly knows what is in his heart and what he wants.

"If I wait for her, I want to be with her and never be separated again."

"Mom, I think, I love her."

He wanted to be with her, life and death, never to be separated.

The blood on Kelly's face faded away. She had been deceiving herself and didn't want to admit Kele's feelings for Zuo Si, but now, Kele personally admitted his feelings for Zuo Si in front of her.

He said he wanted to be with her, he said he loved her...

Kelly smiled miserably, and finally decided to hide the sight of Zuo Si.

"She won't be coming back, Cole. When she left that day, she told me that she won't be coming back."

Kelly fabricated what Zuo Si had never said, and she didn't want Cole to continue to fall into a hopeless relationship.

Loving a human being, marrying a wife and having children is what he should do.

"is it?"

Cole didn't seem to care what Kelly said at all, he glanced at Kelly and smiled slightly.

"So what?"

"Alive, I'll wait for her, dead, I'll go look for her."

He looked at Kelly, and the smile on his face became more and more gentle: "When I am alive, I will spend my whole life waiting for her here. If Si dies, I will turn into a ghost and go find her. 100 Years, 200 years, or 1000 years, I'll find her anyway."

The love is so deep, no matter how much other people say, it can't change his mind. Kelly completely fell silent and did not continue on this topic.

She can't stop it, and she can't stop it. Such a hot love has completely surpassed the boundary between life and death.

Kelly took Jenny to accompany Cole for a whole day, and when she left Cole's house at night, Kelly finally told Cole what she saw during the day.

"I saw her, right there on Fifth Avenue, and I'm not sure if it was her, but I thought I should tell you about it."

Cole froze for a moment, his eyes softened, he was not a fool, he could feel Kelly's hidden hostility towards Zuo Si, he knew that she didn't value his feelings, now she told him this, did it mean That said, she had accepted his feelings.

Cole stretched out his hand and hugged Kelly: "Thank you, Mom, I love you."

Kelly hugged Cole, a tear fell from the corner of her eye.

"I love you too, Cole."

She loves her child deeply, so she hopes that her child can get his wish and be with the one he loves.

What does it matter if it's a human or a ghost?People are going to die sooner or later, and in the end, don't they become ghosts?

After Kelly left, Cole went to the place she mentioned on Fifth Avenue. He didn't see any trace of Zuo Si, and there was no familiar smell in the air. Cole stood under the camphor tree, Staring blankly at the dead leaves falling from the top of his head.

Is it her?

Cole doesn't know, he doesn't know whether his wish will come true in the end, what he knows is that he will always wait, waiting for her to come back, no matter how, as long as he can return to him... …

"Sir, please let me..."

A girl's crisp voice came from behind him, and Cole's whole body trembled, his mind went blank.

This voice, this voice, this voice! ! !

Lovesick to the bone, in the dream, he heard her voice countless times, but after waking up, there was nothing, leaving him with boundless darkness and loneliness.

That person never came back, never came to his side, everything was just his dream.

"gentlemen?"

There was a hint of doubt in the man's voice, it was the voice he had been dreaming about for ten years.

Can't be wrong, can't be wrong...

Cole turned around abruptly, his body trembling uncontrollably because of his excitement.

He saw a person, a very familiar person, a person who had appeared thousands of times in his dreams.

"Zuo Si..."

Cole murmured her name, and tears rolled down from his eyes uncontrollably.

Zuo Si, who was standing in front of Cole, was already in a daze. She looked at the foolish and tearful man in front of her uncertainly, and she didn't know why this man looked familiar.

For Cole, it was only ten years since Zuo Si left, but for Zuo Si, she left this world and went through countless mission worlds before returning here. It has been too long, too long. So much so that she has forgotten Cole's appearance, she just thinks this man looks familiar, but she can't remember his name at all.

"Who are you?" Zuo Si frowned and looked at him and asked again: "How do you know my name?"

Cole was stunned. He took a step forward and wanted to grab Zuo Si's hand, but Zuo Si took a step back to avoid the hand he grabbed.

"Tell me who you are?"

"I'm Cole, I'm Cole, Zuo Si, I've been waiting for you for so long, have you forgotten me?"

Zuo Si looked at the tearful man in front of him, and vaguely felt that he had done something to offend the man in front of him.

Cole, Cole, Cole...

She frowned and began to recall carefully, those vague memories slowly began to become clear, a little light appeared in Zuo Si's eyes, she stared at the man in front of her with wide eyes, and could vaguely distinguish him from his appearance It looks like after he disappeared.

"My God, are you Cole? You've grown up so much!"

It is undoubtedly a very happy thing to see an old friend in the mission world. Zuo Si walked over, wanting to take a closer look at Cole.

However, after Zuo Si recognized him, Cole suddenly pulled Zuo Si into his arms.

He hugged Zuo Si tightly, as if he wanted to integrate her into his own flesh and blood.

"Great, great, you're back, I knew you would be back..."

After hugging for a while, Cole let go of Zuo Si. He lowered his head, looked at Zuo Si whose eyebrows and eyes had not changed, and couldn't help but speak out his thoughts.

"I love you, Zuo Si."

The author has something to say: Well, the extra episode is over, it does not affect the viewing of the main text, (~￣▽￣)～