Comprehensive fear: this dead heroine

Deep sadness swept over his body, and Cole didn't know how to confide his pain and despair. It seemed that no one understood him, even his dearest mother didn't believe him.

If it was really all delusions, why did he feel fear and fear?Those pine creeks haunted him all the time, even in his sleep, he would be drawn into the dreams created by those things.

He closed his eyes and covered his ears, trying to make himself invisible and deaf, and even then he could feel their presence.

Cole closed himself off, unwilling to contact normal people, because until now, sometimes he can't tell whether what he sees is a human or a ghost...

Gradually, he learned to protect himself, say less and make less mistakes, and if he doesn't speak, he won't be regarded as a child talking to himself.

In this world, not many people have the patience to slowly open the heart of a child who has shut themselves up. Even parents, there are very few who can listen to and pay attention to their children, let alone other people?

Cole became more and more withdrawn, and fewer and fewer children were willing to be with him.

In addition to being out of gregariousness, lonely children are also easily bullied by other children, especially a boy like Cole who always looks timid and cowardly is the target of being bullied by those bad children.

His life in school was not easy, but when facing his mother, he still made up lies and told his mother that he was actually doing well.

Cole had slowly become numb, he accepted his life would be like this, but now, under the questioning of a gentle ghost, he felt sad and sad again, and couldn't control his tears The place of residence slipped from the eye sockets.

He wept silently, letting the tears run down his face.

Seeing Ke Ke who was crying so sadly, Zuo Si felt a little distressed. She stretched out her hand and touched Ke Ke's face.

His tears stained her soul body, and the scorching liquid made her soul seem to become warm.

Zuo Si looked at him and said softly, "Keer, you have such a powerful ability because you are a unique child. You must know that not everyone can see dead people."

Cole shook his head, choked up and said: "I don't want this uniqueness, I just want to be an ordinary child, like every ordinary child..."

Things that are ordinary to ordinary people are indeed a luxury to Cole. With this special ability, even an adult may not be able to survive, let alone an ordinary little boy?

He must have felt pain, sadness, and fear.

When Zuo Si was little treasure, she also saw a lot of things with Chen Ming. She may have a way to help people open the sky eyes, but Zuo Si does not have that ability to help people seal the sky eyes.

In fact, when every child is born, the altar is clear and free from dust. They can see things that ordinary people cannot see. This is the eye of the sky, also known as the eye of yin and yang.

However, the vast majority of children, before they can remember anything, their celestial eyes will automatically close, and they will lose that special ability. Only a very small number of children with pure and flawless souls can continue to have celestial eyes.

In a situation like Cole's, if he was in the world where Master Zhengying lived, he would be scrambled by Taoists. After all, children with open eyes are uniquely blessed. If they practice Taoism, they will get twice the result with half the effort compared with ordinary people.

Master Zhengying is a Taoist genius, even for a person like him, if he wants to see ghosts, he has to use external force to temporarily open his eyes.

However, Taoism is a Chinese school, and it enshrines the Daoist Sanqing, but Cole is an out-and-out American. He believes in God, and he has different beliefs. It seems that it is not easy for him to change his beliefs. matter.

Zuo Si has a simple mind, and after knowing that Cole has innate yin and yang eyes, he made up his mind.

She wants to cultivate a little Taoist priest.

But there is one biggest problem before her, and that is the problem of belief.

Her mind is not bright, and she can't do two things at once. She was still thinking about how to appease Cole just now, but after a while, she turned to other things.

The more Cole thought about it, the sadder he became, and he cried for a long time, only to find that apart from Zuo Si touching him at the very beginning, there was no other comforting action.

Cole: "..."

What about comforting the soul? ! !

At the end of the cry, there were really no tears flowing out. Cole raised his hand and silently wiped away his tears. It had been so many years, and he was used to it. Anyway, the worst was nothing more than that.

After wiping away his tears and adjusting his mood, Cole turned his head silently and looked towards Zuo Si.

"Mike, Mike, what are you thinking?"

Cole yelled a few times, and finally brought back Zuo Si's thoughts of not knowing where he had gone. She was stunned for a while, and silently met Cole's eyes.

"Cole, do you want to get out of this situation?"

Zuo Si finally decided to ask Cole to see what he thought.

Cole nodded, and the melancholy in his eyes became more intense: "I think, but, what can I do?"

Zuo Si looked at him and said seriously: "I have a solution, but it may make you give up something, are you willing?"

Cole was not a stupid child. Hearing what Zuo Si said, she immediately became alert, and her suspicious eyes fell on Zuo Si.

"What do you want me to give up? Do you want to kill me?!"

When he said the words "kill me", Cole's voice raised a few degrees, and his body wrapped in the quilt also trembled.

Zuo Si stared at Cole dumbfounded, not knowing what kind of brain circuit he was in. She didn't seem to say anything excessive, so why did he get so wrong that she wanted to kill him?

"I didn't say I would kill you, why should I kill you?"

Cole's body was still trembling, as if he didn't believe Zuo Si's words. After trembling for a long time, seeing that Zuo Si really didn't seem to hurt him, he slowly poked his head out, and with a pair of deer-like eyes, timidly Looking at her: "Did you really not want to kill me? Then why did you say you want me to give up something?"

Zuo Si sighed and felt a little headache. She looked at Cole and said seriously: "I want you to give up your belief and stop believing in God. Are you willing?"

Faith is very important to some people, they would rather give up their life than give up their faith, however, for some people, their faith is not so firm.

Cole once believed in God unswervingly, thinking that God would save him from suffering, but he was disappointed again and again, struggling in pain and despair.

No one rescued him, and even the omnipotent God seemed unable to hear his prayers. As a young boy, he began to doubt his belief.

Do you give up your faith...

Cole fell silent, Zuo Si just sat quietly by the side, not urging him, but patiently waiting for his answer.

Time passed by, and Cole finally said, "Give up my belief, so I won't see those things anymore?"

"You will still see." Seeing that the light in Cole's eyes dimmed, Zuo Si said again: "However, you won't be afraid anymore."

***

Cole is afraid of those ghosts because they can hurt him. Many times, he almost died in the hands of ghosts. He often has large and small bruises on his body. He accidentally injured himself. In fact, those scars were all left by ghosts on his body.

Not every ghost is as kind as Zuo Si.

Some ghosts don't know that they are dead, they can only see what they want to see, and then continue to live like a living person according to their own trajectory.

And some ghosts already know that they are no longer human beings. Because they are dead and no longer living people, the hearts of these ghosts have changed. They hate the living people and try their best to hurt the living people.

The abilities of living people vary, and the abilities of ghosts are the same. Some ghosts can only do small evils, while some ghosts are much more powerful and can cause greater harm to living people.

Cole has seen many living people killed by those terrible ghosts. Those ghosts seem to know that he can see them, and they always come to him. They are like cats and mice, teasing him, time and time again. Push him to the brink of danger.

Maybe it's because of his good luck, or because of some other reason, every time he can escape from death, those ghosts can't kill him, but they can leave scars one after another on his body.

Because of the existence of these ghosts, Cole's fear is increasing day by day. He is really afraid that if one day his good luck disappears, will he die in the hands of these ghosts like those people?

It was probably because Zuo Si said that he would not have to be afraid of those ghosts in the future. When facing Zuo Si, Cole told him all of his horrible encounters over the years.

He kept these things in his heart all the time, and never told anyone. Now that he said it, Cole felt a lot easier.

Zuo Si nodded, and began to analyze with Cole why he encountered these things.

"Cole, the relationship between you and ghosts is mutual, like two magnets, you can see them and feel them, they can also see you and feel you, you and other people. It's different, in the eyes of ghosts, you are like a star in the dark, emitting a warm light, no matter where you are, ghosts can see your existence."

"In the words of Taoism, it's because you have too much aura in your body. Normal people can't see your aura, but ghosts can see it. They can see your aura, so they keep haunting you."

It was the first time for Cole to hear such a new way of saying, he half understood, and looked at Zuo Si blankly.

In fact, Zuo Si is also a half-hearted person. These things are some of the things she learned when she was with Uncle Ming. Later, she also learned a lot from Master Zhengying, Uncle Nine, and Master Lin.

But she learned those things mechanically, and it was not easy for her to explain them clearly.

But fortunately, although she is half-baked, Cole is a noob who doesn't know anything, so it's okay to teach him.

It's also fortunate that Cole is a genius in Taoism, otherwise, it would be a miracle if he was taught by Zuo Si in this way.

The most important thing in learning Taoism is to feel the qi in your body. This is something you must experience when you get started with Taoism. If you fail this step, learning Taoism is tantamount to fantasy, but for Cole , due to the existence of Tianyan, this entry step is a very easy thing for him.

Zuo Si taught him according to memory, and Cole followed suit.

After getting started, you need to study systematically. However, Zuo Si is not a formal Taoist disciple. The things she learned at the beginning were all learned from Uncle Ming, and she has never studied systematically. There is always a hammer in the east and a hammer in the west.

Thanks to Cole's cleverness, Zuo Si taught him like this, and he gradually learned a lot.

To draw a talisman, you need cinnabar, a brush, and yellow paper. These things can be bought in Chinatown, but the price is a bit high.

Cole didn't have much pocket money, and almost spent the pocket money he had saved since he was a child when he bought it.

When he came out of the store, Cole looked at Zuo Si beside him with a bitter face, and whispered, "Mike, I've spent all my money."

Zuo Si lowered his head, looked at Ke Er's miserable appearance, and said awkwardly, "Well, I didn't know that these things are so expensive, otherwise, why don't you go back a little?"

She really didn't know how expensive these things were. She remembered that when she followed Uncle Ming, these things didn't seem to cost much.

Why do things go up in price when you arrive in a foreign country?If things were so expensive in that world back then, Uncle Ming might not be able to afford them even if he pawned off his pants.

Cole shook his head and said, "I bought everything, but I still won't refund it."

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