Comprehensive fear: this dead heroine

Zuo Si died in the last world and returned to that mysterious space. She lay on the soft ground with her body stretched out, enjoying this rare time of comfort and tranquility.

What she experienced in the previous world was so disgusting that Zuo Si felt very uncomfortable in her heart. She tried her best to make herself forget everything that she experienced in that world, but those scenes happened in her heart. It was constantly replaying in front of my eyes.

Zuo Si's heart was weighed down by those unpleasant memories.

She didn't understand why human beings were so cruel. Even though they were all human beings, why were they so cruel to do such things to those mountain people who were also human beings.

Deformed people are indeed hateful, but they did not want to become that way. Their peaceful life was brutally broken, and they changed from human beings to deformed people without knowing it.

Those tolerance potions changed their appearance, and similarly, their personalities were also changed.

Zuo Si raised his hand and stared blankly at his white and slender fingers. She used such hands to take the lives of those deformed people. She still remembered the feeling when the blood from the deformed people splashed on her body. , she still remembered the indescribable stench from their blood.

She still remembers a lot of things, that thing is not a good memory for her, she doesn't want to remember those things.

Forcibly suppressing those memories, making people feel unhappy, unhappy, and unhappy memories, there is really no need to think about them.

Zuo Si lay on the ground for a long, long time, until the memory in her mind was cleared, and she slowly regained her strength.

After Zuo Si had almost recovered, her character attributes appeared in the void.

"Congratulations on completing the mission again."

The voice that had appeared many times before reappeared in her ears. She was already familiar with this voice. When she heard it again, Zuo Sixin actually felt very happy.

"Thank you."

After she finished speaking, she looked into the void.

Character: Zuo Si

Age: 16

Intelligence: 32 (out of 100)

Physical strength: 17 (100 full marks)

Force: 12 (out of 100)

Hatred value: 4 (out of 100)

Special skill: grateful heart.

Special title: Beheading Little Expert.

This time, in addition to the substantial increase in character attributes, a new category appeared under the last special skills.

Special title, what is that?

Zuo Si asked his doubts.

The mysterious voice quickly explained the meaning of this thing to Zuo Si.

In the mission world, after achieving some achievements, they will have a special title.

In the previous world, Zuo Si had beheaded many freaks, and her method of killing freaks was basically beheading, that's why she got the special title of such a small beheading master.

After listening to that person's explanation, Zuo Si was a little speechless. This special title really made people wonder what to say.

In general, in the last world, Zuo Si really got a lot of useful things. She grew up very quickly, and seemed to be more and more adapted to this special job.

When Zuo Si was chosen for the task, the supervisor felt that the person who chose this time seemed to have made a wrong choice, but after such a long period of observation, he discovered that their choice was not wrong.

Zuo Si is really a very qualified tasker.

Zuo Si was given another long period of rest, and after she had recovered completely, a new task appeared.

This task: get the hatred of the wronged soul, the task time is not limited.

Zuo Si lay there, watching the mission that appeared in midair, the expression on his face didn't change much.

After the task is given, it won't be long before she starts to do the task.

Sure enough, not long after this task appeared, Zuo Si felt an empty space under her body, and immediately after, she fell straight down from the empty space.

Although he had fallen countless times, even though he had fallen many times, Zuo Si was still not used to the feeling of falling rapidly.

She slowly closed her eyes, and her consciousness began to blur.

Not long after, Zuo Si fell into a coma completely.

After she passed out, her soul turned into a ray of light and entered the mission world.

A new mission has begun.

*****

In the new task world, Zuo Si turned into a 36-year-old man. She is a child psychologist named Mike.

A child psychologist, as the name suggests, is a doctor who deals with various psychological problems of children.

To be honest, when she first became Mike, Zuo Si was a little dizzy. Although she had all of Mike's memories, she was not the real Mike after all, and Zuo Si couldn't grasp the things that Mike knew.

But fortunately, although she goes to and from get off work as usual every day, probably because of her ability is not light, or because of other reasons, anyway, after more than half a month of work, Zuo Si has never met a See her for children with psychological problems.

This is a good thing for Zuo Si. After all, she is not the real Mike. If there are really problem children coming to the door, she can't guarantee that she can handle the psychological problems of the problem children well.

According to her level, Baobuqi will eventually lead problem children into the ditch.

The days passed day by day like this. What Zuo Si did every day was to go to work with a briefcase, and then sit in the office for seven or eight hours. When the time came, she would leave the office and carry her Returning home from work with a briefcase.

Mike has a wife, but when she entered this world, Mike's wife seemed to be in a cold war with Mike. The two of them lived in the same room every day, but Mike's wife seemed to completely treat Mike as a strange air. , She is just doing her own thing, she only cooks one meal, and only washes her own clothes. Even cleaning the room, she only cleans her own room.

She seemed to have built a high wall between herself and Zuo Si, no matter what Zuo Si did, there was no way for her to bypass this wall and come to her side.

It's not that she didn't try to talk to her, but even if Zuo Si stood in front of her, she would just turn a blind eye to her.

From then on, Zuo Si understood what she meant, and stopped trying to sway in front of her.

Mike's memory about this part is also vague, and Zuo Si doesn't know what's going on between him and his wife.

But if this is the case, it's not bad for Zuo Si. After all, Mike and her are husband and wife. If they are close, there will be things that Zuo Si doesn't want to see happen. Such a cold attitude is very good.

A few days later, Zuo Si found that not only his wife, but also the relationship between Mike and his colleagues was not very good. When she greeted her colleagues, the colleagues ignored her. Even if she was standing in front of them, those people just pretended not to see her .

One or two, or it can be said that both parties have reasons, but if all people are like this, then it is not the problem of both parties.

Mike is really not a pleasant person.

Zuo Si stroked his somewhat bald head, his expression was unavoidably gloomy.

In fact, Mike's appearance is not bad, although his face is a bit gloomy, but in general, he is still a very handsome bald middle-aged man.

People are not welcome in the work unit, and his wife is not welcome to see him when he returns home. In addition, there is really nothing to do in the work unit. Gradually, Zuo Si no longer wants to stay in the work unit.

After going to work in the morning, after staying in the unit for a while, Zuo Si staggered out of the unit. She had nowhere to go, so she wandered around on the street.

Unlike in the unit, where no one is willing to talk to her or communicate with her, on the street, there are quite a few people who are willing to chat with her.

Zuo Si was sitting on the bench by the street, the sun was falling from the sky, and shone on her body, it was warm and comfortable, Zuo Si closed his eyes comfortably, and planned to take a nap here.

While sleeping in a daze, Zuo Si heard a woman's voice not far away.

"Cole, you can't go on like this. You're already a big kid. If you did something wrong, I want you to admit it yourself instead of pushing all the responsibilities to some inexplicable things..."

"But Mom, I really..."

A timid child's voice sounded, and after the voice reached Zuo Si's ears, her heart suddenly trembled, she slowly opened her eyes, and turned her head to look to the side.

I saw two people, one big and one small standing beside the fountain not far away.

The young woman was fair-skinned, tall and slender, wearing camel-colored overalls, and she looked very capable.

Standing opposite her was a young blonde lady, wearing a black school uniform and carrying a small black schoolbag. Standing there, he looked like a tender willow tree that had just sprouted, and looked very fragile .

He looked at his mother, with a strong pleading tone in his tone.

"Mom, listen to me, it's really not me, it's..."

"Cole, that's enough, you know I don't like lying children, you always like to lie like this..."

The woman obviously didn't want to hear what the little boy had to say, and she came to the conclusion very arbitrarily, thinking that her child had been lying all along, trying to evade her responsibility with lies.

The little boy named Cole seemed to be about to cry. He opened his big eyes, looked at his mother, and begged a little more in his tone: "Mom, please don't be like this, I'm sorry. I'm not lying, it's really those things..."

"Okay, that's the end of this topic, Cole, I don't want to bring it up anymore, and you don't want to bring it up anymore, let's stop here, shall we?"

The woman said, reaching out her hand to Cole.

Cole took a step back and bit his lips. He looked at his mother, looking very sad, and tears rolled down from his eyes uncontrollably.

Seeing Cole like this, the woman's heart also softened. She took a step forward and squatted down to meet Cole's eyes.

"Listen, Cole, none of that is real. The doctor says you're delusional. If you don't think about it, none of that stuff exists..."

Cole's tears kept falling down his cheeks, he looked at his mother sadly, and said over and over again: "Mom, that's not delusional, they all really exist, I can see They, I..."

Cole obviously wanted to continue talking, but the woman didn't want to continue listening to his nonsense.

"Okay, Cole, this matter is over, I will take you to the doctor, now you should go to school."

The woman interrupted Cole forcefully. She stood up, took Cole's hand, and walked quickly towards the subway station not far away.

Cole was hurt by his mother's distrustful attitude, and his tears became more intense.

Zuo Si, who had witnessed this scene the whole time, felt a little uncomfortable. When the woman pulled Cole past her, Zuo Si looked at Cole with a gentle smile on his face.

"Little friend, stop crying."

After she finished speaking, she saw that Cole's body froze for a moment, the child raised his head and looked at Zuo Si in horror, and then Cole, who was originally being dragged away by the woman, walked quickly to the woman's side Beside her, walk forward together closely next to her.

Zuo Si: "..."

What's happening here?

She touched her face in embarrassment, thinking that it was probably because of her appearance that Cole felt uneasy.

As far as children are concerned, men always have no woman to let children relax.

This was regarded by Zuo Si as an episode, and she quickly forgot about it. She thought that they would only have such a small intersection, and there would be no relationship in the future, but when Zuo Si returned to the office, she saw the When I saw the file on my desk, I felt a little dizzy.

That file belonged to a boy named Cole.

When seeing the name Cole, Zuo Si still felt a little familiar. It wasn't until he saw the photo attached at the back that Zuo Si just realized it.

The boy in the photo was the little boy Zuo Si had seen in that small square before.

Things in this world are too coincidental, Zuo Si sighed and opened this file.

Cole is a nine-year-old boy. He looks very delicate, but his expression is very melancholy. He claims that he can see the dead, and he often makes some strange expressions. The doctor thinks that he has delusions. He goes to a psychiatrist.

Children of Cole's age are more or less paranoid, but most of the children can distinguish between fantasy and reality, only a small number of children can't distinguish between fantasy and reality , thinking that those things in their fantasies are real.

Mike once dealt with a case. It was also a nine-year-old boy. He was also a delusional patient. He thought he was a Tyrannosaurus rex, and he lived in the way he imagined the Tyrannosaurus rex every day.

His parents had no choice but to send him to Mike. After three weeks of treatment, although the little boy was still very obsessed with Tyrannosaurus rex, he no longer regarded himself as a Tyrannosaurus rex. up.

This Cole is similar to the patient who regarded himself as a Tyrannosaurus rex. The difference is that the patient regarded himself as a Tyrannosaurus rex, but Cole claimed that he could see dead people.

Su Wan picked up the case and looked through it. She didn't really want to take this case, but after all, she had been working in this unit for another two weeks. She hasn't done it. If she continues like this, she will feel embarrassed even if others don't say anything.

Zuo Si can't do such a thing as eating without doing work and getting paid.

She thought about it for a while, and was ready to take the job.

With the similar case from last time as a base, and with the help of Mike's memory, Zuo Si believed that he was fully capable of handling this matter.

It's getting late today, Zuo Si took a look at the sky outside, and planned to visit Cole's house tomorrow.

Usually they deal with children's psychological problems. Since the children are relatively young, dealing with these problems here will make them feel very nervous. However, if it is their home, the children will be more relaxed in a familiar environment.

The night passed quickly, and the next day, Zuo Si went to the unit to sign in, and then took the subway to the place where Cole's house was.

Today is Saturday, Cole is not at school, and if nine o'clock passes, it will be just right.

She stood outside the door, ringing the doorbell over and over again.

After about seven or eight rings, the closed door opened, and the person who opened the door was Cole's mother, whose name was Kelly.

"Hello……"

Before she finished speaking, Kelly turned around and walked into the room. Looking at her, it seemed that she didn't like her very much...

Zuo Si touched her nose, feeling a little strange. She glanced at Kaili's back and followed her in silently.

The door closed behind him with a slap, Kaili's body trembled, and when she looked back, Zuo Si raised the corners of her mouth and smiled at Kaili.

Kelly: "..."

Kelly still looked indifferent.

With her appearance, Zuo Si inevitably felt a little embarrassed. She opened her mouth, cleared her throat, and said, "Hello, Ms. Kelly, I'm Dr. Mike, I think I..."

Before she finished speaking, Kelly stood there and shouted upstairs.

"Cole! Cole!"

Footsteps were heard upstairs, and 2 minutes later, a little boy in striped pajamas appeared on the stairs on the second floor.

Zuo Si looked up at him, and subconsciously raised the corners of his mouth to reveal a smile.

However, the moment Cole's gaze met hers, Cole's face instantly turned pale, his body trembled uncontrollably, and he turned around and ran towards his room.

Seeing Cole like this, Kelly became a little anxious. She raised her feet and ran towards the second floor. Zuo Si didn't know what was going on, but after thinking about it for a while, she also chased after him.

She entered the room together with Kelly.

At that moment, Kelly was dragging Cole from under the bed.

"Kyle, how many times have I told you not to lie under the bed!!!"

Kelly's voice was very serious, and her strength was also great. Regardless of Cole's crying, she dragged him out from under the bed and put him on the bed.

"Cole, why did you hide under the bed again? Mom told you many times, you are not allowed to go under the bed..."

Cole's body was trembling, his expression was terrified, and his eyes were full of tears.

"Mom, I'm scared, he, they're coming, they're coming for me, I'm going to hide, mom..."

Cole was crying and talking, looking very pitiful.

Just seeing Cole like this, Kelly frowned tightly: "Cole, your paranoia is serious again, I have already found a doctor for you, and he will help you, now, don't you Stop thinking about it, those are fake and don’t exist.”

Kelly said a few more words, all the content that Cole saw and heard was false, not true, and told Cole not to think about it.

Cole's eyes slowly dimmed, and he lowered his head, letting the tears keep falling.

After Kelly said a few words, she left the room directly, leaving Zuo Si and Cole in the same room.

Cole seemed to be terrified. After Kelly left, his whole body kept shaking.

"Cole..."

Zuo Si yelled in his gentlest voice, but before she could say anything, Cole seemed to be frightened. The man quickly jumped onto the bed and wrapped him up in a quilt .

Zuo Si: "..."

With Cole like this, she really didn't know what to do.

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