Comprehensive fear: this dead heroine

After several months of treatment, Zuo Si was finally able to come out of the hospital.

In fact, Zuo Si wanted to stay in the hospital very much. Although the hospital was full of oozing white and the smell of disinfectant was very unpleasant, there was one of the biggest benefits of being in the hospital.

The strength she needs, those yin and resentment, can only be found in the hospital. When she was in the hospital, because of the nourishment of those yin and resentment, her body recovered quickly, but after returning home, Without the constant stream of yin and resentment, Zuo Si's recovery speed became much slower.

Both Ren Dongxun and Meiji thought it was because the conditions at home were not as good as those in the hospital, and they felt sorry for Zuo Si because they had no money to let Zuo Si continue to live in the hospital.

They had clearly made up their minds to let Zuo Si live a good life in the future, but in the end, they discovered that with the strength of the two of them, there was no way for Zuo Si to live a good life.

Ren Dongxun was just an ordinary company employee. In the past few months, because he had to take care of Zuo Si, he often came in late and left early, and the company had already fired him.

After all, the company is not a philanthropist. Even if he has a good reason, the company's leaders will not keep a person in the company who cannot work normally and cannot create benefits for the company.

However, the company was kind enough to give Ren Dongxun some money when he fired him.

Ren Dongxun's family is not a wealthy family. During this period of time, Suyuan and Meiji were hospitalized and spent all the money in the family. In desperation, Ren Dongxun could only discharge them from the hospital.

No matter how many things happen, life still has to go on. In this world, it is difficult to move without money. Ren Dongxun had to go out to find a job, and Meiji reopened the small shop at home with her big belly.

No matter how hard it is, people still have to live.

It has been a few months since Suyuan's incident, but those who like to chew their tongues still haven't forgotten about it. They used seemingly kind words to sprinkle on Meiji's unhealed wound one by one. with salt.

"Oh, Meggie, you are really pitiful, for such a thing to happen."

"Yes, if you want me to tell you, the most pitiful thing is that child Suyuan, a good little girl, who was ruined abruptly."

"That is to say, if you ruin it, you will ruin it, and you did such a disgusting thing. I heard that Suyuan's uterus was removed?"

"Hey, is this true? What do you think you can do about it? A good girl is actually a sinner..."

These aunts chattered in front of Meiji, they seemed to be unable to see Meiji's paler and paler face, and kept chatting there.

After all the scars were removed, these people seemed to be finally satisfied, bought some oil, salt, sauce and vinegar and left. Before leaving, these people left another hypocritical sentence.

"Meiji, don't take it to heart, we are also worried about Suyuan, don't take it to heart."

When all these people had left, Meiji could not control the tears she had held back for a long time.

She sat there, crying silently, unable to do anything but cry.

Those people seemed to have good intentions, but they called Suyuan over and over again. They said in front of her that they described what happened to Suyuan vividly with people they knew and didn't know. Originally, Ren Dongxun and Meiji thought that there was no How many people knew what happened to their Suyuan, but when their family returned home, they found that the whole block knew about Suyuan.

Under the banner of visiting Suyuan, they brought some worthless things, and then sat down in their home. And what happened to Suyuan kept bringing up the things they wanted to forget.

Obviously everyone is the same person, but now, they seem to be completely different from them.

Those people gave them cheap sympathy they didn't need with their mean looks.

Meiji was immersed in her own world, she couldn't restrain herself from crying, tears fell in strings, the child in her belly was affected by her emotions, and began to move uncomfortably.

Meggie touched her stomach, tears fell even more fiercely.

She can't even protect Suyuan well. Can she protect a child born at such a time?

Zuo Si didn't know when she came down from upstairs, and when she saw Mei Ji exuding great sadness and despair, Zuo Si stopped in her footsteps. She didn't know what happened, but what she knew was that the current Mei Ji must be Very much in need of comfort from others.

Comforting people is something Zuo Si is not good at. She stood there with her brows furrowed deeply. After a few seconds, she breathed out a bad breath and walked towards Meiji slowly.

The urine bag hanging by her side rustled as she walked, this sound startled Mei Ji, she suddenly raised her head, and looked towards Zuo Si.

Zuo Si had already stood in front of Mei Ji, she looked at Mei Ji's face full of tears, and after being silent for a while, she said, "Mom, don't cry."

Looking at her well-behaved and sensible daughter, Meiji's nose was sore, and she almost cried again. She resisted the urge to shed tears, and said with a choked voice, "Mom, don't cry, Suyuan, don't worry about mom, mom won't cry. "

Zuo Si hummed, but didn't say anything.

After standing in front of Mei Ji for a while, making sure that she wasn't crying, Zuo Si took a deep breath, turned around and walked outside the shop.

The sunshine outside was just right, and the glass window was covered with colorful notes. These things were pasted outside by the children in Suyuan's class. Those innocent children did not neglect Suyuan because of what happened to her. They used In his own way, he treated the injured classmates carefully.

On the paper in the center of the note were written a few words in immature fonts, Zuo Si stretched out his hand, and his white fingers slid over the words.

"We're waiting for your return."

For some reason, when she saw this line of words, Zuo Si's heart seemed to be stuffed with cotton, her nose was sore, and something seemed to come out of her eyes.

This is the purest concern for those children. They didn't treat the hurt Suyuan as a different kind, they still regarded Suyuan as their classmate and friend.

The children's hearts are pure and kind, even the indifferent Zuo Si can feel the kindness from them.

Zuo Si took down all the pasted papers, and just as she was about to go back to the room, Zuo Si felt a gaze staring at her.

Zuo Si stopped in his tracks, turned his head and looked in the direction of the source of his gaze.

She saw a little boy carrying a schoolbag standing at the end of the road. He stood there against the light, and Zuo Si couldn't see his face at all.

Even though he couldn't see his face, Zuo Si could still feel the pain and guilt coming from that child. After hesitating for a long time, he finally mustered up the courage and ran to Zuo Si.

"Suyuan, I'm sorry, it's all my fault..."

The little boy said, sad from his heart, couldn't help crying loudly: "I'm sorry Suyuan, it's all my fault, if I waited for you to go to school with me that day, you wouldn't have suffered such a terrible thing, I'm sorry ..."

Rong Zhi cried until tears and snot flowed out. He really felt guilty and felt that everything was his fault. If he had waited for Suyuan that day, Suyuan would not have been hurt by that person.

Rong Zhi is only eight years old this year. At his age, he doesn't know what happened to Suyuan. He only knows that because of his fault, Suyuan was almost killed.

In the past few months, Rong Zhi has been tortured by guilt. Although Zuo Si has been back from the hospital for many days, Rong Zhi has never dared to see her. To get her forgiveness.

Looking at Rong Zhi standing in front of her crying uncontrollably, Zuo Si couldn't tell what it was like in her heart, she could see Suyuan's memory, she knew that Suyuan never blamed Rong Zhi.

Seeing Rong Zhi crying more and more sadly, Zuo Si raised his hand hesitantly, and wiped away the tears from Rong Zhi's face.

"Rong Zhi, I don't blame you, it's not your fault, I don't blame you, stop crying."

Zuo Si's words made Rong Zhi's heart full of guilt finally let go. He pursed his mouth and cried even more sadly.

Seeing Rong Zhi crying more and more sadly, Zuo Si didn't know what to do, after a few seconds of stunned, Zuo Si followed Ren Dongxun's example and hugged Rong Zhi.

"Stop crying, okay?"

"Ok!"

****

Jiang Yongzhi was imprisoned, and the prison guard informed the prisoners of his crimes.

In prisons, prisoners who prey on children are the most contemptible. The prison guards specifically explained Jiang Yongzhi's crimes, in order to imply that these prisoners can do something to Jiang Yongzhi within the scope of 'reasonable'.

This is an unwritten rule in the prison. Generally speaking, criminals like this will not disclose why they were locked in. Now that the prison guards have revealed it, there is only one reason. Some people want prisoners in the prison. Come clean up Jiang Yongzhi.

When facing those weak children, Jiang Yongzhi is the devil who controls everything, but in front of these criminals full of crimes, he is indeed like a little sheep without any ability to protect himself.

In the bathroom of the prison, which was the only place without surveillance cameras, countless strong men pushed Cui Yongzhi down on the cold concrete floor.

Their tactics were extremely rough, no matter how much Jiang Yongzhi resisted, he couldn't break free.

One, two, three, four... A total of 68 strong men took turns venting on Cui Yongzhi's body. During the five hours, these strong men were on Cui Yongzhi's body one by one. Vent their long suppressed desire/desire.

Cui Yongzhi couldn't remember how many times he had been tortured. He thought he would pass out, he thought he would be ravaged/ravaged to death, but his body, which had been emptied by alcohol, became Incomparably strong, no matter how many people he has suffered, he can't faint, he can only go through it all soberly.

After everyone was satisfied, they left here, leaving only Cui Yongzhi lying on the cold concrete floor, the blood gushing from his body had dried up, lying there, motionless, as if Like dead.

He passed out as he wished - after being soberly tortured by countless men.

Cui Yongzhi thought the nightmare was over, but after falling into a coma, he knew what despair is.

He was walking forward in a black mist, the black mist was everywhere, he couldn't see anything clearly, he didn't know where he was, and he didn't know where he was going, he just kept going walk forward.

I don't know how long it took before his eyes suddenly lit up. Cui Yongzhi found himself holding an umbrella and standing on the rainy street. His body seemed to have shrunk and it didn't look like him anymore. Strange, yet familiar, as if he has been here countless times.

What the hell is going on here?What happened?

Cui Yongzhi's mind is already confused, it's obviously his consciousness, but his body seems to be out of control. He heard himself humming a song, bouncing forward, and the little water on the ground full of rainwater In the hollow, countless mud spots splashed up, and those mud spots stained his body, very icy and cold, just like his mood at the moment.

The scene in front of him became more and more familiar, and the fear in Cui Yongzhi's heart gradually permeated. Finally, when he saw the man standing in front of him who smelled of alcohol, his fear reached its peak.

The man standing in front of Cui Yongzhi clearly looked like him, with that demeanor and tone, who else could there be besides himself?

He heard the 'self' on the opposite side ask: "Little girl, can you hold an umbrella for the uncle, the uncle wants to go to the school..."

'No, don't go! ! ! '

Cui Yongzhi clearly knows what will happen next, he knows what will happen to the body he is using now, don't go, please, don't go! ! !

The most desperate thing in this world is this. He knows that there is an abyss in front of him, but he can't control himself to leave here.

Cui Yongzhi watched desperately that the body he was using now left with another self. When he was caught in the dilapidated warehouse, he finally gained control of the body. He wanted to escape like crazy, but now He became the Ren Suyuan who was hurt by him, how could he escape the hand of the demon opposite?

"Don't! Help, who will help me!!! Help, don't do this to me, help!!!"

Cui Yongzhi struggled desperately, but he was not his opponent at all.

"Help!! Help me!!!"

Cui Yongzhi, who has no guilt in the face of the victim, did not feel guilty until this moment, because he suffered exactly the same injury as the victim, because he was being tortured by the him he used to be.

How can it be so painful, why is it so painful?

Help me, please help me, I know I was wrong, let me go, let me go! ! ! !

Just like Ren Suyuan in the past, no one heard his cry for help. In this world, there is no Superman who wears underwear and Iron Man who comes without lights, and no one will come to rescue him.

Jiang Yongzhi endured all the hardships, just when he thought everything was over, the nightmare came again.

He experienced everything Ren Suyuan had experienced over and over again, and was tortured by himself at that time over and over again. Cui Yongzhi was about to be driven crazy by this never-ending nightmare. If he collapsed, he would become a complete lunatic, but he underestimated his own nerve toughness, and also underestimated Zuo Si's revenge against him.

She will not let him die, as long as she lives in this world for a day, Cui Yongzhi will be alive, soberly experiencing everything that Ren Suyuan has experienced.

Didn't you say you'll never regret it?Then let you become a victim of what you hurt, and experience those scenes from a different angle that you will never regret.

*****

What happened to Cui Yongzhi was very clear to Zuo Si, there was an illusion created by her resentment in him, and everything that Cui Yongzhi encountered in the illusion was caused by Zuo Si.

Zuo Si didn't feel that Cui Yongzhi had experienced all these miserably, because everything, all disasters and nightmares were caused by himself.

It's his own choice, he deserves what he's going through.

Zuo Si is not staring at Cui Yongzhi all the time, she also has her own things to do.

A month later, Miki gave birth to a boy, and this new life finally brought new hope to the family shrouded in dark clouds.

Ren Dongxun and Meiji, who had never really smiled since Suyuan's accident, finally had smiles on their faces again.

Ren Dongxun and Meiji named the child Suwang.

Su Wang, Su Wang, his name represents their good hope, the dark days of the past will eventually pass, and they will live a new life.

The arrival of a new life always makes people feel happy, Zuo Si came to the hospital again, she can absorb those yin and resentment, speeding up the recovery process of her body.

When Meiji was discharged from the hospital, Zuo Si was finally able to remove the urine bag that had been hanging on his body for several months.

After these days of recuperation, the trauma on Zuo Si's body has almost healed, but the excised uterus in her body will never grow back.

Zuo Si didn't feel anything about not having children, because she never thought about falling in love and getting married, let alone having children. When Ren Dongxun and Meiji were sad because she would not have children, Zuo Si Conversely persuade them.

"I'm still alive, nothing else really matters."

What Zuo Si said is very reasonable. As long as you are alive, there is hope. Getting married and having children is not a process that everyone must go through in their life. Even good people will choose to dink instead of having children.

The couple were persuaded by Zuo Si.

There are new things happening in this world all the time, the matter of Ren Suyuan is slowly forgotten, and those aunts who like to chew their tongues start talking about other topics again.

With the birth of Suwang, everything began to develop in a good direction.

Zuo Si returned to school, and the children were all welcoming Zuo Si back. No one mentioned the things that Zuo Si had encountered, and everyone was protecting Zuo Si carefully.

Rong Zhi seemed to have become Zuo Si's flower protector. The two families lived together. When Zuo Si started to go to school, Rong Zhi escorted Zuo Si to and from school all the time, rain or shine.

Zuo Si once persuaded Rong Zhi not to send her off, but Rong Zhi was very stubborn, no matter what Zuo Si said, he would stubbornly escort Zuo Si.

This child understands what responsibility is, and he uses his own method to protect Zuo Si.

He wanted to send it off, but Zuo Si couldn't persuade him. In the end, Zuo Si had no choice but to let him go.

Zuo Si is not a smart child. Going to school in Kimchi Country is a great challenge for her. Fortunately, the teachers in the school are very patient. she.

After that happened, Zuo Si met many people with malicious intentions, and even more people with good intentions towards her. She could actually feel that Suyuan had never left, but her soul was asleep. Refusing to wake up and face the world.

Zuo Si didn't urge Ren Suyuan to wake up either, she used Ren Suyuan's body to live seriously.

Although the harm was inevitable, Zuo Si was using her method to gradually erase the scars caused by these injuries.

She believed that as long as she kept erasing the harm, the hurt Ren Suyuan would wake up one day sooner or later.

Zuo Si is not smart, she is a very stupid girl, she has no way to let Ren Suyuan untangle her heart, she can only change little by little, let Ren Suyuan know that there are many beautiful things in this world.

Suffering is only temporary, and the light will come sooner or later. As long as you have patience, you will always wait.

Zuo Si has always believed in this.