Reborn to Strive

The sound of a motorcycle honking came from outside the window, Guan Baiyu trembled, and woke up from his sleep covering his head.

His head was aching, and he felt a little nauseous.

He had insomnia again last night.

I couldn't fall asleep after tossing and turning, until after three o'clock, I finally fell asleep, and was woken up again early in the morning.

This situation has been going on for a long time.

At the beginning, the results of the compilation did not come out, so he couldn't settle down, but now... there are some rumors about him and Shi Zhen outside.

If he is not careful, his years of hard work will be ruined.

It wasn't the first time this kind of thing happened to him, but it still made him sick.

What's more...the Sun family that he has always hated has nothing to do with him.

He has a very bad temper recently and always wants to get angry, but there is no one around him except Shi Zhen, and he doesn't want to get angry with Shi Zhen.

Shi Zhen is very busy. He is dealing with that Shao Baitong, and he is about to succeed. At this time, he is angry with Shi Zhen. Isn't this disturbing others?

He can calm down first...

These days, he didn't dare to talk too much with Shi Zhen, because he was afraid that he would be like a dynamite, and would blow up at the slightest touch.

He has always been gentle in front of Shi Zhen, he doesn't want to show his hysterical side.

Guan Baiyu lay on the bed and didn't want to get up.

Recently, it may be because of his poor health. He doesn't want to eat anything, so he can only eat a few heavy-tasting foods, but he can't eat too much.

Lying down, Guan Baiyu was dazed and fell asleep again.

He had a dream, a sweet dream.

In the dream, Shi Zhen appeared in his life when he was in the third year of junior high school, and has been taking care of him since then...

This dream is too fake, Shi Zhen is not such a person at all!

Among other things, Shi Zhen is not that clean.

And where does he have a cousin?This man is a liar!

I must have taken a fancy to him!

However... Shi Zhen has always been a gentleman, but it was him in his dream who wanted to hook up with Shi Zhen all day long.

Haven't hooked up yet!

Guan Baiyu felt that he was a bit useless in his dream.

If it was him, he wouldn't attack Shi Zhen out of guilt.

He will try his best to hold Shi Zhen firmly so that Shi Zhen cannot escape from his palm.

Fortunately, they are still together in the end.

Wait... Shi Zhen was reborn?

He went out to eat with Shi Zhen and got bumped?

Guan Baiyu was stunned, and suddenly woke up. At the same time... he remembered what happened next.

he died.

Just today, Shi Zhen will come back early and take him out for dinner.

However, as soon as they went out, a car was about to hit them.

Shi Zhen pushed him away, but Shi Zhen himself would be hit, so he pushed Shi Zhen again.

Then there was severe pain, and Shi Zhen's voice kept calling him.

All of this is extremely clear, it is what he has personally experienced, and now... it is less than 12 hours before his death.

He shouldn't be holding it in for too long, and his brain will be broken, right?

This is all a mess, how could such a thing happen!

Thinking of the past in their village, there was a mentally ill person who imagined a lot of things all day long and took them seriously... Guan Baiyu was dumbfounded.

Couldn't he... also be mentally ill?

Otherwise, why do you feel that you have already died once?

He even felt that the things in the dream were real.

This... what should I do?

Guan Baiyu was a little slumped, and lay down on the bed again.

He didn't know how long he had been lying there, when the door opened suddenly.

Guan Baiyu picked up the phone next to him and checked the time.

It was past four o'clock in the afternoon, Shi Zhen came back, and Shi Zhen would come back with chopped pineapples, and then happily told him that Shao Baitong was finished...

Wait, this is something he imagined, does he really take it seriously?

But it hurts so much when he dies... He really thought of it.

Guan Baiyu thought so, got up and walked out, and then saw Shi Zhen coming in with a chopped pineapple, saw him and said: "Xiao Yu! Shao Baitong is finished! He is finished!"

Exactly the same!

Shi Zhen's dress is exactly the same!

He wasn't awake when Shi Zhen went out, so he logically didn't know that Shi Zhen was wearing this!

Next he would smile and ask Shi Zhen if he wanted to celebrate.

Guan Baiyu forced a smile and asked, "Then shall we celebrate?"

Shi Zhen said: "Yes, a new store has opened nearby..."

Shi Zhen said something, but Guan Baiyu's mind was "buzzing", and he suddenly realized that he was really reborn.

And now it was only an hour before his death.

Next, Shi Zhen will take a shower and change clothes, and then take him out for dinner...

Guan Baiyu didn't speak.

Shi Zhen was full of joy as if he had been splashed with cold water, but he still said: "I'm going to take a shower, let's go out to eat today..."

"I won't go!" Guan Baiyu said without thinking.

He kind of wanted to curse.

He felt like he was going to be blown up!

He wasn't angry because he would die next time, but... the things in the dream, he thought were real.

He died, and then Shi Zhen... cheapened another him, why!

He also knew that he was a little unreasonable, but he had already held back his anger!

"You..." Shi Zhen looked at Guan Baiyu unhappily.

How happy he has accomplished a great thing!I just wanted to share it with Guan Baiyu.

Guan Baiyu was lucky, he didn't even want to go out for a meal with him.

Guan Baiyu became more and more indifferent to him, and also...disliked him more and more.

Shi Zhen has a violent temper, and he wanted to get angry right now, but he didn't lose his temper.

Guan Baiyu already disliked him, if he got angry again...wouldn't it be as Guan Baiyu wanted?

Although he thought about breaking up and letting Guan Baiyu go, he still didn't want to go so fast and wanted to wait.

Anyway, if Guan Baiyu doesn't mention it, he just pretends... he doesn't know.

Shi Zhen opened his mouth, and finally choked out a sentence: "Then I will go by myself."

Finally revenge, he wanted to find a place to have a drink and get drunk.

But it definitely won't work at home... Guan Baiyu didn't talk about cooking recently, he didn't even buy vegetables. He came home hungry at night and wanted to find something to eat, but couldn't find it.

After thinking about it, Shi Zhen said again: "What do you want to eat? I'll bring you some..."

"You are not allowed to go either!" Guan Baiyu said.

Guan Baiyu's face was cold, and Shi Zhen was not happy anymore: "Why, you won't go out to eat, and you won't let me out..."

If you go out, you will be killed!

Guan Baiyu looked at the sweaty Shi Zhen, and was furious.

Shi Zhen is 28 this year.

Shi Zhen in the dream is very well maintained. He doesn't smoke or drink. At this age, he has no physical problems at all!

What about Shi Zhen?

This person smokes and drinks as much as he does, has many minor ailments, and is gaining weight!

If this goes on like this, his lungs and liver will fail!

The most important thing is... the reborn Shi Zhen in the dream did not live to be 20 years later!

He was so short-lived!

"I said you are not allowed to go out, so you are not allowed to go out!" Guan Baiyu said.

"Why should I listen to you?" Shi Zhen said.

Guan Baiyu has always been a little... overthinking.

He knew that Shi Zhen liked him, but he was not sure that Shi Zhen would always like him.So he always tried to figure out Shi Zhen's thoughts very carefully, and would tell Shi Zhen that people outside might have heart disease or something like that to intimidate Shi Zhen.

In other words, Shi Zhen likes men, and there are few such men around him, otherwise...he felt that he would stare at Shi Zhen all day long.

He is such a person.

If Shi Zhen had said such things in the past, he would have softened, and he might have acted coquettishly.

But now he is angry.

Guan Baiyu said: "Because I am your man!"

Shi Zhen was very upset at first, after all, Guan Baiyu gave him a slap in the face, but after hearing what Guan Baiyu said...his face was a little hot: "You..."

Guan Baiyu said: "No matter what! You are not allowed to go out today!"

It was only at this time that Shi Zhen came back to his senses: "This is not good, I have something to do tonight..."

"What's the matter with you? Why do you have so many things?" Guan Baiyu said.

Shi Zhen's face was a little red because of Guan Baiyu's words just now, but Guan Baiyu's aggressive look, which was completely different from usual, woke him up again.

Is Guan Baiyu finding fault with him and arguing with him, wanting to break up with him?

"I have too many things to do, but you, you don't want to talk to me recently!" Shi Zhen said.

"You came back so late by yourself, what do you want me to do with you?"

"In the past, when I came back late, you would prepare something to eat for me, and you wouldn't dislike me, and you wouldn't sleep with me!"

"Whoever makes you snore, whoever sleeps with you can sleep!"

"No one has ever said that I snore, only you! Do you dislike me? Want to break up with me?" Shi Zhen finally couldn't hold back.

"You still dare to talk about breaking up, you don't want to break up!" Guan Baiyu picked up the pillow on the sofa next to him and threw it at Shi Zhen: "Even if I die, I will still pester you, don't even think about breaking up!"

Speaking of "death", Guan Baiyu finally couldn't control it, and sat down on the ground, covering his face and crying.

He seemed to want to cry away all the messy emotions in his heart.

Shi Zhen was stunned.

At this moment, Guan Baiyu has something to say: "You bastard! You get drunk every day, you don't want your stomach or your liver!"

"You still snore! I can't sleep every day, and I have a terrible headache. You still snore, and you still don't recognize it!"

"I want to wake you up every day! If it weren't for seeing you too tired, I would kick you seven or eight times a day!"

"I finally got admitted to the establishment, and your sister is still speaking ill of me outside, and I am so mad!"

"I slept for three or four hours last night, and I didn't eat a bite of food during the day today. You still don't listen to me!"

……

Guan Baiyu doesn't want to do anything else now, he just wants to quarrel with Shi Zhen.

After the quarrel, he still had a feeling of fearlessness.

Looking at the situation in the dream, one can tell how much Shi Zhen likes him!

"You still dare to talk about breaking up! Do you want to get rid of me and find a younger one? Don't even think about it! You are a dog man with sperm all day long!"

Shi Zhen was dumbfounded.

Guan Baiyu had never quarreled with him, especially... sitting on the ground and crying.

Then he grasped the key point: "You haven't eaten all day today? I'll go buy you something to eat..."

"I told you not to go out!" Guan Baiyu roared.

Shi Zhen: "...then I... make you something?"

"You're sick! I'm arguing with you!" Guan Baiyu wiped away his tears again.

Originally, Shi Zhen also wanted to quarrel with Guan Baiyu, after all, he had accumulated a lot of anger recently.

Among other things, Guan Baiyu may not like him, and he finds it difficult to accept breaking up with him.

But now Guan Baiyu won't let him go even if he's a ghost... Isn't it all right?

He doesn't want to quarrel!

And Guan Baiyu is crying like this, his snoring is probably true, now Shi Zhen is very embarrassed: "I'm sorry, I didn't know that I snore, others say I don't..." He used to sleep on the construction site, no People have said he snores.

"If you didn't hit it before, it doesn't mean you don't hit it now. You'll fall asleep anyway, and I can't sleep every day!" Guan Baiyu picked up the pillow next to him and went to pump Shi Zhen's leg.

Shi Zhen squatted down: "Don't be angry, just hit if you want... don't use a pillow, it doesn't hurt." Guan Baiyu really wants to hit, finding a remote control is better than a pillow!

Guan Baiyu hugged him again: "Bastard, if you hurt me, pay for it!"

Shi Zhen: "..."

Guan Baiyu didn't want to talk about the rebirth.

If Shi Zhen knew about this, he would definitely feel uncomfortable... He planned to rot in his stomach for the rest of his life.

Now...

Guan Baiyu cried again: "I'm so sick, it turns out that I was bought back by my grandma, not the Sun family at all."

"I'm going to take the exam, do you know how difficult it is? Everyone has something to do with it!"

"I'm so uncomfortable, I can't sleep every day, I have a headache, and I can't eat."

... Guan Baiyu sat on the ground crying and making noise.

He has never cried like this since he was a child.

After all, no one hurt him.

But now, he just wanted to cry.

After being at a loss for what to do at first, Shi Zhen finally came back to his senses and began to coax people: "Don't cry, it's all my fault."

He hugged Guan Baiyu, and Guan Baiyu cried against him: "You come back so late every day, don't you know that if you don't come back, I will be worried? I can't sleep!"

Shi Zhen said: "I will definitely come back early in the future."

"What's so good about smoking? You smoke so much!"

"I will definitely quit smoking in the future."

"You're still drinking! Even though you can only drink so much, you're still drinking!"

"I... I won't drink anymore."

"You know how to coax me!"

"I'm not kidding you, I'm telling the truth."

……

Shi Ting was coaxed by Shi Zhen when she was a child, and he also knew that children sometimes...the more coaxed they were, the more they cried.

But...he couldn't bear to coax him!

Guan Baiyu has always been gentle and gentle in front of him, how wronged he has been to cry like this now... Even if he had to coax him all night, he would admit it.

In fact, he is quite happy now.

Guan Baiyu was crying and fussing because he was thinking about his body.

He thought Guan Baiyu was with him because of money, but looking at it now... obviously not.

In fact, he wished that Guan Baiyu would scold him a few more times, and hit him a few more times. Is the beating a kiss or love?

Shi Zhen was already happy today, and now he is even more so. Seeing Guan Baiyu crying until his eyes were red, he couldn't hold back and kissed him.

Guan Baiyu said again: "You pervert!"

"That's right, I'm a pervert!" Shi Zhen now recognized everything.

Who told Guan Baiyu to call him a pervert, and at the same time slip into his arms.

As Guan Baiyu burrowed into his arms, he still disliked him: "Your body smells like sweat, it smells so bad."

"I'm going to take a shower right away..."

"Don't you want to hug me anymore!" Guan Baiyu said.

Shi Zhen: "..."

Guan Baiyu said again: "You hug me and take a bath!"

Shao Baitong is still outside, Guan Baiyu doesn't want Shi Zhen to leave his sight now!

Shi Zhen was overjoyed.

During this time, Guan Baiyu was in a bad mood, and he didn't know how long he had been vegetarian.

He hugged Guan Baiyu and got up from the ground. After hugging him, he found that Guan Baiyu had really lost a lot of weight.

It suddenly occurred to him that Guan Baiyu hadn't eaten yet.

What is a bath?Eating is a big deal!

For Shi Zhen, the most unbearable thing was starvation!

"Wait, I'll get you something to eat first, and then take a shower." Shi Zhen put Guan Baiyu on the sofa, and went to find something to eat.

During this period of time he was busy, and Guan Baiyu didn't go home to buy vegetables, and there was nothing to eat at home. Fortunately, he was hungry and had nothing to eat when he came home in the middle of the night, so he bought instant noodles, biscuits, and ham sausage. eggs or something.

Guan Baiyu was still crying, and suddenly said: "I want spicy food."

Shi Zhen originally wanted to get the braised beef flavor, but after hearing what Guan Baiyu said, he took a pack of spicy ones, after thinking about it, he took two packs of non-spicy ones.

He boiled three packs of noodles together, put in the seasonings, cut in three ham sausages, took apart three marinated eggs, and finally gave one third to Guan Baiyu.

The rest was his, and he was hungry.

Guan Baiyu cried all the time, and waited for Shi Zhen to make the noodles before he sat at the table to eat, took a bite and said: "You fooled me! This is not spicy!"

"You haven't eaten all day, don't eat too spicy..." Shi Zhen said.

"No matter how spicy it is, how hot is [-]-degree shochu?" Guan Baiyu said.

Shi Zhen lowered his head to eat instant noodles.

Before he went home, he had already planned to have a big meal tonight, but in the end he ate two packs of instant noodles.

But he was quite happy.

Guan Baiyu said again: "I only have one egg, you have two!"

Shi Zhen was afraid that he wouldn't be able to eat it, so he gave him one, and immediately said: "I'll break another one for you."

"I can't eat it! And I just want to eat the egg yolk." Guan Baiyu said again.

Guan Baiyu loves the egg yolk for boiled eggs, and he also likes chicken livers with similar taste... Shi Zhen ate the egg white, and quickly gave the egg yolk to Guan Baiyu.

In fact, he prefers to eat delicious egg whites... What's so delicious about dry egg yolks?

Guan Baiyu finally said nothing, sobbing while eating.

Shi Zhen looked at him, feeling soft in his heart.

This Guan Baiyu is really cute.

How could there be such a lovely person in this world!

Thinking of going to take a bath together after dinner... Shi Zhen unconsciously sped up the speed of eating instant noodles.

He even ate the whole marinated egg in one bite.

Then Guan Baiyu cried again: "Don't you know that you have to eat carefully and slowly? You eat so fast, it hurts your stomach!"

Shi Zhen: "..." At a time like this, he is in a hurry!