long life

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Yu Xiu frowned, and quickly contracted the wings of his nose a few times. Zhou Jing was well aware of his habits, and knew that this was Yu Xiu's habitual movement when he was trying to suppress certain emotions.

Then Yu Xiu leaned over and hugged him, deliberately not letting Zhou Jing see his expression, "But if I go, we will have very few chances to meet each other, and we may not even see each other once in two years... "Brother, two years and 700 days, let alone a day like a year."

Zhou Jing's heart trembled when he heard it. Naturally, he had thought about everything Yu Xiu thought of, but as someone who had experienced it, he knew how difficult it is to find a suitable job after graduation and have a rare opportunity.

Perhaps with Yu Xiu's college entrance examination results back then, he could be admitted to a key university, and then get a better result than he has now.

However, at that time, because of himself, he chose to come to this city without hesitation, clearly missing a good opportunity.

As a mother, Sheng Huan naturally hoped for a better future for her children just like other mothers, so she used her contacts for Yu Xiu, asking the university professor in Lyon, so that Yu Xiu could once again choose the best. Opportunity.

Twenty-eight years of life have passed, and Zhou Jing just found this man whom he has a soul to rely on, and he loves the man he loves so much, so why hasn't he thought of letting Yu Xiu stay behind, but if so, this love will become selfishness and possessiveness.

If Yu Xiu gave up this opportunity to study abroad again, even if he didn't feel anything, Zhou Jing himself might not forgive himself.

It is precisely because I love him that I hope that he can become better, like a falcon, from plump to soaring above the sky.

"Brother knows." Zhou Jing stretched out his hand and rubbed Yu Xiu's hair, and ran his fingers gently through the hair, "Two years is really hard, but I only hope that you will become better and better. After these two years, we will There will be ten, twenty two years, right?"

"But I really don't want to leave you, but I can't take you away with me." Yu Xiu was silent for a few seconds, and whispered in Zhou Jing's ear: "You know, brother, I once had sex with you for two years. There was a particularly unforgettable feeling, during that time, my soul was empty, my heart was confused, and my emotions were numb, and I could only desperately search for a little bit of comfort in my memories with you."

"After you left, I often sat under the old tree in the compound and waited for you to come back. I couldn't afford to leave everything behind to find you. I just hope that one day when I look at a certain place, you are waving to me. .”

He rubbed the tip of his nose against Zhou Jing's collar, and greedily inhaled deeply the man's familiar smell, the faint lemon aroma, as long as it lingered on the tip of his nose, he could immediately outline too many memories of the past.

Zhou Jing's heart tightened for a while. After all, it was because of love and hate that fate tricked people, and he owed him a lot inadvertently. At this moment, he could only hold Yu Xiu tighter, and suppressed the words that wanted to keep him. Press, buried deep in my heart.

"Now that I am with you, there is no way to make up for the past, but we still have the rest of our lives and the future." Zhou Jing took a light breath and adjusted his emotions for a few seconds, "So I hope you can go, not just because of the future, Even one day many years later, when we suddenly think of this moment, we will not regret it."

Yu Xiu remained silent and didn't answer for a long time. Zhou Jing was held in his arms at this time, and he could only feel his lover's slow and rising breathing and regular heartbeat, but he couldn't tell what emotion he was in.

Apart from being his lover, Yu Xiu is always a younger brother in front of him. Usually when he is depressed, Zhou Jing can't help but want to comfort him like a child.

He stroked Yu Xiu's back reassuringly, and said in a coaxing tone, "It's still a long time before graduation, and you won't leave here now."

Yu Xiu buried his face on his shoulder and replied sullenly, "But the later you leave, the more you don't want to leave."

Zhou Jing smiled helplessly, and after thinking about it, he said, "Why don't I promise you a wish after you come back, and you can ask for anything."

"Anything is fine?" Yu Xiu seemed to be taken aback for a while, and Zhou Jing heard him say again after a while: "Brother, say it again, I didn't hear clearly just now."

Zhou Jing smiled helplessly, and could only repeat at his request, "I said to make you a wish after you come back from your training. Except for picking the stars and the moon, I will grant you any other requests."

"Okay, it's a deal."

Yu Xiu agreed very quickly. Last second he was still in grief, and then changed his mood in the next second. The speed was so fast that Zhou Jing didn't even have time to react.

"The recording has been saved, and you are not allowed to go back on your word at that time."

Yu Xiu let go of him and shook the phone, turned it on and played it again, "I said to make you a wish after you come back from training, except..."

"Okay, you brat, have you learned how to swindle your brother?" Zhou Jing reached out to grab the phone, but Yu Xiu held the phone between his fingers and lifted it to the highest point. Even if he stood on tiptoe desperately, he could only scratch him palm.

"It was hard for me to agree." Yu Xiu raised the corners of his lips, wrapped his other hand around Zhou Jing's waist and held him in his arms, "I promised to study abroad after graduation, and I will work hard in the past two years. continue their studies until they obtain the proper qualifications."

Zhou Jing was slightly taken aback, and before he could react, Yu Xiu suddenly lowered his head, and his lips touched his, a lingering long kiss, until the air in Zhou Jing's chest became increasingly tense. Thin, the body couldn't help but soften.

Yu Xiu just loosened his arms a little, and put his hands firmly on Zhou Jing's back, "Brother, we will move when the apartment rent is due this month."

"Moving?" Zhou Jing gasped with her lips parted slightly, her face still flushed, "Moving...you can't rush it, and besides, that house is still owned by Aunt Sheng's friend, wouldn't it be inappropriate for us to live in rashly?"

"You can rest assured about this." Yu Xiu looked into his eyes and explained softly, "My mother's friend is actually her best friend, and I heard that shortly after she bought this house, she died For some reasons, I went to live in other places, and I have not come back these years, and the house has been vacant."

Zhou Jing bowed his head with a "huh", he thought that once Yu Xiu left, he would have to wait alone in that room for a long time, and felt a little lost in his heart.

But then I thought again, maybe I should be happy, instead of thinking about Yu Xiu's departure, I would rather think about the day when he returned with a full load of glory.

Seeing that he didn't speak, Yu Xiu thought that Zhou Jing had some feelings for this apartment, and he was not willing to move for the time being. But compared to these, he was more worried about whether Zhou Desheng would come to him and continue to pester him, so moving out early would be fine. these worries.

"Brother, the place we are going to move to is much bigger than here, and the room is more spacious and bright. Although it is only a temporary residence like this apartment, one day we will have our own home, our home." Yu Yu Xiu held his hand, with a clear smile on his brows.

"Our home." Zhou Jing whispered softly in his mouth and repeated it.

Our home, home is such a warm word, and we refer to myself and Yu Xiu.

Talking about becoming a monk from Yu Xiu's mouth is like hearing the oath of a lifetime. Only when you recognize the other party as your lifelong partner will you hope to share a place with him.

Zhou Jing stretched his smile after a while, and nodded almost without hesitation, "There will be, our home."

Yu Xiu leaned close to Zhou Jing with a smile, and put his head against his forehead, "Then the matter of moving is settled like this, brother, don't you still feel a little bit reluctant?"

"There are indeed some." Zhou Jing nodded lightly, "At least I feel that there are traces of our existence here."

Yu Xiu's heart moved accordingly, and he couldn't help leaning close to kiss him like a superficial kiss, "Then is there anything else you forgot?"

"What else?" Zhou Jing was slightly puzzled.

Yu Xiu took a few steps to lock the door, and then quickly turned back to embrace Zhou Jing, "Forgot what we should continue, this time no one will bother you."