not attachment

As if someone had poured a basin of cold water, Ye Mu's anger disappeared in an instant, and turned into biting cold.He looked at the surprised man in front of him. "You...why are you here, just...what did you hear?"

It was obvious that the question was meaningless.

"Sorry, excuse me..."

Regardless of how the two remaining people felt, Ye Mu walked away as if in despair.There were two periods of self-study in the class that afternoon. He took the first leave since he was in high school, together with evening self-study.In the next few days, he also avoided Yan Feng like a snake and scorpion. After all, this kind of matter is a bit sensitive, and it is not suitable to discuss it in public. Every time Yan Feng wants to talk to Ye Mu alone, he always uses various reasons. And pass.

A few days later, it happened to be a monthly seat change.Ye Mu asked the class teacher to do it separately from Yan Feng, because Yan Feng can handle his studies without his guidance, and the class teacher naturally did not object.After the seats were changed, Yan Feng was really angry.Without further ado, he dragged the reluctant Ye Mu back to the place where the disaster started, that small corner a few days ago.

"Ye Mu, you made it clear to me, what's going on these few days!? What are you hiding!?" Before Ye Mu could speak, Yan Feng launched an attack, his face turned red with anger, completely No usual hippie smiley face.

Looking at Yan Feng's angry expression, it is so vivid and youthful, and there is only pure anger in his eyes, without too many impurities, just like his character, youthful and simple-to put it bluntly, it is about love. Some of them have extremely low emotional intelligence and can't understand his mind at all.And his unintentional "confession" seemed to have tarnished his purity.That aggrieved emotion came so strangely that even Ye Mu didn't know what was going on. "...Could it be that what you heard before is not enough for you to understand what happened?"

Feeling that his tone was too harsh, Yan Feng immediately softened his tone. "You... What's wrong with you liking me? Aren't we good brothers? Isn't this normal? Why do you make such a fuss?"

"You heard it at the time, I am gay, just like heterosexuals, it is impossible to have pure feelings for the opposite sex. Don't you feel disgusted by my liking for you?" Ye Mu tilted his head slightly, looking at the wall, Don't dare to look at the other person's expression.

Yan Feng immediately vetoed it. "of course not!"

"That's because you always think it's the love between brothers. I'm talking about love, the kind of love that lasts forever." Ye Mu still stared at the wall, as if he was about to make a hole. "Do you still take it for granted?"

Yan Feng hesitated when he heard the former's explanation. "of course……"

"What? Hesitating?" Ye Mu slowly raised his head, stared at those clear eyes, and slowly approached.

Yan Feng was a little vigilant, when Ye Mu walked up to him, face to face, it took only a split second, Ye Mu's lips were attached to Yan Feng's, just lightly, without too much movement.Yan Feng violently pushed Ye Mu to the ground, wiped his mouth vigorously after realizing it, looked at him in shock, and couldn't utter a complete sentence. "Ye Mu, you, you..."

Ye Mu fell to the ground, shaking his head, he didn't expect the behavior just now, it was entirely due to impulsiveness, now that he has calmed down, he has a trace of regret, but also a trace of expectation, looking forward to the other party's reaction.He raised his head, smiled faintly, and asked. "Why, now you finally understand what I mean? How does it feel?"

Maybe it was because of the other party's expression, or because of his behavior just now.Yan Feng blushed with anger, "Ye Mu! Why are you humiliating yourself like this! It's... really disgusting!" After saying that, he turned around and left.

practice yourself.

Disgusting.

The eight big characters hit Ye Mu's heart deeply.He was still smiling, and a few drops of fluid dripped from his eye sockets. ...this is probably the best outcome.

After this incident, the classmates in Ye Mu's class were surprised to find that the two groups of Ye and Yan who were originally inseparable no longer went in and out together.At first, everyone thought that the two of them were having an awkward relationship—in fact, they were, but there was no sign of reunion for several months, and even if someone was curious, it was inconvenient to ask.As time goes by, no one pays attention to this point anymore, after all, it is someone else's business.

Later, Yan Feng approached Ye Mu once more, but that was already the second semester of the second year of high school.Obviously because of the previous experience, the place of conversation was changed to the playground. There were people exercising on the viewing platform and on the playground below, but no one could hear their conversation clearly.Regarding the other party's defense, Ye Mu knew in his heart, but couldn't help but smile wryly.

Yan Feng said that he went to check the information on this, and said that Ye Mu is because of "homosexual attachment", which is only a unique condition of adolescents, similar to homosexuality, but not all, and will return to normal after this age. Then tell him not to fall like this.Ye Mu listened the whole time without speaking.Homosexual attachment... huh.

Helpless, in the end Yan Feng had no choice but to say that he didn't want to quarrel too much, if they wanted, they could continue to be friends, or even brothers.

Ye Mu was naturally unwilling.The conversation failed, and Yan Feng never came to look for him again, and every time he happened to meet, he just looked at each other and became strangers.It is impossible for Ye Mu not to regret it in his mind, but the reality is that he can only accept it.

The study life in the third year of high school is intense and exciting. All the homework is over, and the key and difficult points have been covered. The only thing left is continuous consolidation exercises and intensive training.Especially in the next semester, in addition to the exams, the exams are commented on the test papers. Generally, the exams will be commented on during the day and at night, and the exam will continue the next day.Sometimes you even have to take the exam until [-]:[-] in the evening before you can rest and eat.Except for a period of time when Ye Mu's grades declined during his second year of high school, he was always in the top three in his class in all other exams.

Time is like a colt passing through the gap, and soon, the third year of high school is over.When the bell rang at the end of the last comprehensive exam, it also announced the end of the high school life of this year's senior high school graduates. The students cheered and celebrated, waving and throwing the textbooks in their hands at will.

At that time, it was very popular in the school to write classmate records. Everyone in the class had them. Even the frugal people would be determined to buy one. The day they applied for volunteering was also the last day they got together completely.Pink, blue, and white schoolmates fly around.

When receiving the one belonging to Yan Feng, Ye Mu neatly filled in the previous information, just like writing for ordinary classmates.Turned over, but thought for a long time, and finally wrote four bold characters in the blank area:

"It's not attachment."

Almost Lover

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