Beyond friendship is love

In the classroom, An Shixiao supported his head, looked at Shen Mingyan who was sitting next to him, and vomited bitterly: "Yanyan, I knew I wouldn't study business administration, look at this class, even the one who can read No, there are not many girls in the first place, and they are all crooked, how can they live for four years in college?" With a lazy look, he didn't pay attention to the teacher on stage at all. .

Shen Mingyan sat very upright, listening carefully to the teacher's instructions on the precautions for military training in a few days, but there was a sparrow next to him that kept chirping in his ear, and he was very angry, girl, girl, will you die without a girl?He really wanted An Shixiao to get out of his side, away from him, and not to say something that made him sad by his side. Jie had completely lost all color, and her tightly pursed lips never opened when the teacher announced that class was over.

"Yanyan, are you uncomfortable? Why is your face so ugly?"

Surrounded by An Shixiao's caring words, Shen Mingyan took a deep breath, slowly let go of his hand, and pretended to answer casually: "No, Xiao, I didn't mean you. When you first entered college, you thought about how to pick up girls. I'm not afraid of you." Goddess is chasing you?"

"Goddess? Where did the goddess come from?" Obviously, she had forgotten.

"Didn't you just catch up with a so-called goddess in the second half of high school? Could it be that my memory has declined?"

"Her?" An Shixiao was such a ruffian, Shen Mingyan wanted to punch him, how could there be such a person who deserved to be beaten, how could he be childhood sweethearts with such a worthless person.

"You said that she was the goddess in high school, but now it's university, there are countless goddesses, and you have separated from her long ago. You were not the one who heard me answer the phone that day."

Stretched out a paw and touched Shen Mingyan's forehead.

"It's not really memory loss, but don't forget me, my husband."

Fending off the magic hand, Shen Mingyan also packed up the things on his desk.

"Yeah, I really forgot."

In the classroom after class, the students had dispersed one after another. Shen Mingyan packed up his things, and he didn't intend to leave. Instead, he sat upright again, motionless, and didn't speak for a long time. An Shixiao saw that Shen Mingyan's expression was always wrong , I was a little worried, and stayed by my side, in the huge classroom, the two of them were left in the end.

"Xiao, after all these years and with so many people, have you ever truly loved someone?" Shen Mingyan was in a low mood, and he even spurned himself who was influenced by An Shixiao.

"Love?" An Shi Xiao burst into a smile.

"Small love while studying, who would take it seriously?"

"Is there no one you love?"

"Why not, I love my parents, Shen's father, Shen's mother, eldest sister, second sister, of course, I love you the most, hehe, you are my wife. No, Yanyan, you are very wrong today, What's the matter?" Pulling Shen Mingyan to face himself, An Shixiao felt more and more that the little guy today was a bit strange, and his whole person was indescribably gloomy, no, it should be said that as he grew older, he became more and more I don't understand Shen Mingyan's thoughts, the person who used to run around behind his buttocks, always circling around him, now always avoids himself.

No, no, it must be an illusion, they have never quarreled and blushed, how could he alienate himself, it must be his own illusion.

"It's okay, class is over, call Shang Qianyu, let's go eat together, this guy, he won't wait for us after class, where did he go alone." Shen Mingyan stood up and walked towards the door of the classroom, with such sad eyes , was finally allowed to leak after turning around.

——Yeah, you love me like a friend, like a brother, like a family.Yes, you love me, not a lover, just a brother, but at least you love me, I should not be greedy, I should be content, but why is my heart so empty, why is it screaming for more, I Fear, if one day you have a lover, will you stop loving me like this, will you slowly walk out of my life, will you forget me a little bit one day, where will I go at that time?

Knowing that the future has no ending, why does my heart still hurt a little bit, why do my tears still want to fall uncontrollably?

Speaking of military training, people who have experienced it will have these words to describe it: hot weather, perverted instructors, and inhumane training.

For country children, it may not be torture, but for the spoiled, delicate-skinned and tender-fleshed young masters in the city, it is purgatory on earth.

On the first day of military training, they had to be assembled at 06:30 in the morning, and Shen Mingyan and An Shixiao had to get up at 6 o'clock in the morning.

Shen Mingyan looked at An Shixiao, who was wearing camouflage uniform and military cap, and was a little lost. The seriousness of the camouflage uniform could not help but make An Shixiao's handsome look more mature and stable. With such strong hands and broad chest, in the future, Who will he rely on, and who can get the hug he longs for day and night?

Heh, other than his family, he is the closest person to An Shixiao, but it is also because of this closeness that he dare not go too far, for fear that even this closeness will be destroyed in the end. I dare not think about such a result. I also dare not bear it, ah, so be it, just watch him cynical, watch him linger in the flowers, watch him walk towards happiness one day in the future, and then pack up my heartache and send my most heartfelt blessings.

Shen Mingyan raised his hand and slapped his face vigorously a few times, making his pale face turn red with burning pain.

An Shixiao, who was about to change his shoes, heard a few slaps, looked up and saw Shen Mingyan abusing his face, and was startled.

"What are you doing, haven't you woken up yet?" Pulling away Shen Mingyan's hand, the finger prints on his face were bright red and glaring.

"It's okay to play with yourself, look at this blushing, come here."

The red marks on his face made An Shixiao a little annoyed, he rudely pulled Shen Mingyan into the bathroom, soaked a towel in cold water, wrung it half dry, and gently applied it to Shen Mingyan's face.

"Does it hurt?" An Shixiao blew gently with his mouth while compressing, with infinite tenderness and concern in his eyes.

"I'm fine, just wake up." Unconsciously, he took a small step towards An Shixiao's arms, and Shen Mingyan felt warm in his heart.

"He said it's okay, look for yourself, your face is so red from being slapped, it's not your way to wake up, wash your face in cold water, you can wake up from everything, you idiot, do you have common sense? Slap yourself in the face, what kind of stupid way is this?"

"Well, I got it." The corners of his lips curled up, happiness surged in his heart little by little, such a gentle An Shixiao, such a considerate An Shixiao, only he had seen him.

Shen Mingyan was fascinated, they were so close, he could even feel An Shixiao's breath caressing his face, his blushing face turned red again.

An Shixiao carefully covered Shen Mingyan's face, but just met Shen Mingyan's bewildered eyes, he was stunned, looking at Shen Mingyan's red face, deer-like watery eyes, perhaps because of the pain. With his pursed lips, An Shixiao's whole body began to feel hot. He even wondered if he was possessed by a demon. He actually had the urge to kiss. He wanted to taste the taste of those lips that were so beautiful and dripping in front of his eyes. Thinking about it made it hard to breathe.

Shen Mingyan was so stared at that he looked away unnaturally, and took a step back in embarrassment.

"It's okay, it doesn't hurt anymore, you can change your shoes and come out, I'll call Qian Yu first."

The dormitory door was opened, and then closed gently.

An Shixiao stood where he was, holding the towel stained with the warmth of Shen's famous words in his hand, shook his head, threw away the towel, picked up the cold water in the basin, and rushed his face. Now he needs to calm down, he thinks I was disgusted that I actually had such thoughts about Fa Xiao, whom I had been with for more than ten years.

Another handful of cold water was poured on his face, and the self in the mirror slowly changed into Shen Mingyan's gentle smiling face, reaching out his hand to caress, and suddenly, it turned into the back of Shen Mingyan walking out the door silently, feeling So sad, so lonely.

how come?An Shixiao plunged his head into the basin, and did not raise his head until he was short of support. He dried his face with a towel, and the person in the mirror returned to his former flamboyant and handsome appearance.

He is really suitable to be surrounded by beauties. In a class without beauties, he has only started school for a few days, and he is so bored that he imagines his hair as a beauties. Well, it's time to get a girlfriend again.

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