Beyond friendship is love

After reading the letter, An Shixiao couldn't help smiling. His little bamboo horse is so bitter to write a love letter. If he lived in ancient times, he must be a great talent.After laughing, he quickly took out the pen, found a piece of letter paper, carried the love letter over again, and drew a vulgar love heart on the letter paper, then packed the letter, and put it in the desk drawer. He took out a big envelope from inside, put Shen Mingyan's manuscript love letter neatly in it and locked it.

It's the 13th letter. He actually chased 13 girls. The record is good. An Shixiao, a playboy, patted his chin proudly.

Many years later, when An Shixiao opened these moving words again, he realized how much affection and pain Shen Mingyan concealed between the lines. When writing these so-called love letters for him, how much pain and despair that silent boy endured. It's just that he understood too late, too late, too late, too much hurt and torture between them, so late that he would never see the smile of that little bamboo horse who was wholeheartedly thinking of himself.

As expected, as soon as the love letter was handed over the next day, An Shixiao hugged the beauty at the agreed place. The other party was a girl from another school.It is said that the girl was completely moved after reading the love letter, and in addition, she had admired the famous handsome An for a long time, so it became logical to have a relationship.

The beauty is in his arms, and An Shixiao is honest. Every day is full of spring breeze, and he is more active in his studies. There is a rule in Shengya High School. In order not to affect the senior high school students reviewing and sprinting for the college entrance examination, the transfer of the position of the student union will be carried out one month after the high school starts. , relieved of the burdensome duties of president of the student union, An Shixiao lived like a duck to water.

Shen Mingyan didn't change much, he still studied every day, and occasionally bickered with An Shixiao at home, he took the matter of An Shixiao's girlfriend calmly, and he seemed to have gotten used to it in the three years of high school, and he knew that An Shixiao Shi Xiao didn't take those so-called loves seriously, and still stuck to himself every day, attending classes, eating, reviewing, and playing together. Maybe what the cynical An Shixiao wanted was the sense of accomplishment after conquering.Every time he thinks about this, Shen Mingyan doesn't know whether to cry or laugh, maybe he should be happier, at least, he can still stay by that person's side, at least, that person's heart doesn't belong to anyone.

Shen Mingyan and An Shixiao stood side by side at the gate of Shengya High School. The two of them took off their school uniforms and put on casual clothes. They were so handsome that they attracted frequent attention from the students entering and leaving the school, but they remained unmoved.

Meanwhile, An Shixiao's cell phone rang. Seeing the name on it, which indicated that it was his girlfriend who was dating, he answered the phone, but only said three words lightly: Let's break up.He hung up without hesitation and turned off the phone.

Standing beside him, Shen Mingyan shook his head, and didn't say much. He had only been dating for a few months, and he worked so hard to write a love letter for him, but this person dumped him with just three words, which is absolutely amazing.Only he himself knew how happy he was when he heard An Shixiao say they were breaking up. The stone that was pressing on his heart landed safely again. In fact, he is not a kind person. Otherwise, how could there be such Kind of gloating.

Seeing that Shen Mingyan was motionless and his mind was too far away, An Shixiao put his hands on Shen Mingyan's shoulders and said very naturally: "Come on, daughter-in-law, let's go to this school with brother again, come out, we are college students gone."

Shen Mingyan did not refute An Shixiao's words this time, and obediently accompanied An Shixiao from the beginning to the end of the school.

The college entrance examination has ended, and the grades have come down. Shen Mingyan and An Shixiao's choice is a key university in this city. It is expected that they entered this university with scores that exceeded the admission score by a lot.Looking back at the school where I stayed for three years, I feel very cordial. The classroom that I once thought was boring has become glamorous. The school scenery that I was tired of seeing has become unparalleled in my eyes at this time. .

Graduation is happy but also sad. At least, when I look back at my classmates many years later, I will miss it. The classmates who were noisy and frolicking in the past, those piles of textbooks that can never be memorized, those who always look serious and will never end. Teachers who value grades become cute in the eyes of graduates.

The classmates and teachers in Shen Mingyan's class were not so literary at this time. A large group of people got drunk at the night market stall, and Shen Mingyan could only yell at the sky and was speechless.

The original words of the teachers and parents are as follows: Children, you have graduated, you are 18 or 9 years old, you are adults, so today, you are allowed to stay drunk, except for Shen Mingyan who is only 17 years old.

There are not many students in Shengya High School with rich family background and wealth, like An Shixiao and Shen Mingyan, but most of them are children of ordinary families. Naturally, there is not much money to squander. Children of ordinary families do not have much money. The arrogance of those dandies, their simplicity, kindness, thrift and thrift, naturally they would not go to those high-end places, so a group of people came to the night market stall in a mighty manner, making the night market owner very happy.

These good students received an amnesty order from their teachers and parents tonight, like wild horses that have run wild, drinking one cup after another, respecting the teacher for a while, and pouring in the classmates for a while. joy.

Shen Mingyan drank fruit juice and ate grilled chicken legs by himself. An Shixiao who was sitting on the side was like an attentive dog leg. Shi Xiao, this son of a bitch naturally likes this kind of lively occasion the most. The students are pouring wine, drinking to the bottom, and there is no ambiguity at all.

"An Shixiao, drink less, I'm not responsible for carrying you when you're drunk, you yourself..." Before finishing speaking, another classmate stood up to confront An Shixiao.

An Shixiao in this room blushed from drinking, and he stood up a little shaky and said loudly: "Okay, but half of this time, my wife will take care of me and let me drink less, or I will just drink less at night." I can sleep on the street now."

While talking, he put an empty hand on Shen Mingyan's head.

When a group of people heard An Shixiao's joke, they all burst into laughter, and even the teacher bowed down laughing.

No one in Sheng Yali knew about the relationship between Shen Mingyan and An Shixiao.

"You guys are so funny, okay, do half of it, do it."

"cheers."

Shen Mingyan lowered his head, but his face, which was not drinking, was so red that it could bleed, cursing inwardly: This damn An Shixiao, he lost all his face.

No one cared about the students. They were all used to this kind of joke, and they all envied the two of them for having such a brother who was like a brother and sister to accompany them in their youth.

The wine came and went again and again, and the scene mentioned before appeared, a group of drunks who were drunk.Fortunately, everyone had made arrangements in advance. Shen Mingyan and a few sober teachers sent the group of people to the car one by one, and then dragged An Shixiao up again.

"Shen Mingyan, do you want the teacher to help deliver it?" The homeroom teacher saw that Shen Mingyan's small arms and legs were being crushed by An Shixiao and he couldn't breathe.

"It's okay, I ordered the car, just put him in the car, thank you teacher." Shen Mingyan panted heavily, his hair was wet with sweat in the summer.

"The teacher will help you get into the car."

"Okay, thank you teacher."

It was not easy, the two of them worked together to help An Shixiao, who was dancing vigorously, into the taxi, and Shen Mingyan also got into the taxi, calming down An Shixiao before turning his head and saying goodbye to the teacher.

"Teacher, let's go first. Be careful on the way, teacher. Goodbye."

"Well, be careful on the road, goodbye." The teacher stood in place and watched the two cars go away. This goodbye may really be goodbye. Thinking of how many batches of students I have sent away like this, I can't help feeling sad.

June is really a happy and sad season!

Shen Mingyan struggled to drag An Shixiao, who was a head taller than him, to the Shen's house step by step, he was so tired that he really wanted to slap this drunk to death, he was exhausted.

When they came home, Shen's father and Shen's mother were still up. As soon as they saw them coming back, they quickly helped An Shixiao to the bed prepared for An Shixiao in Shen Mingyan's room. Shen's father even helped to wipe An Shixiao's body. Wipe it, put on pajamas, and let this dead boy lie down and sleep.

Shen's mother called An's family across the street, and when Shen Mingyan came out of the shower, the Shen family and his wife had helped pack up and go out.An Shixiao's wine quality wasn't too bad, except that he moved a little more when he was drunk, but he was also quite obedient, he didn't vomit and didn't make a lot of noise.

Seeing that this guy fell asleep honestly, Shen Mingyan finally breathed a sigh of relief, adjusted the temperature of the air conditioner, lay back on his own bed, turned around and quietly looked at the person on the other bed not far from him.

Since they were young, they ate together, played together, made trouble together, and slept in the same bed. When they got older, it was a bit crowded for two people to sleep in the same bed, so they put a bed for each other in their own room.

After this summer, it will be 10 years until October. From his birth to the present, they have been together all the time. They may not be as familiar with each other as their parents. But this is the one who has grown up with me for 17 years. The person who made himself fall in love with him, he told himself countless times, no, absolutely not, every time he thought his determination was firm enough, he would completely collapse when facing An Shixiao again, He is only less than 17 years old, is he already doomed to escape from this net?

Shen Mingyan lifted the quilt, walked lightly to An Shixiao's bed and squatted down, the person sleeping on the bed, flushed from drunkenness, breathed evenly and hit Shen Mingyan's face with exhaled breath , crashing into the bottom of Shen Mingyan's heart, feeling hard for himself, he lowered his head and kissed his long-awaited lips, the wonderful and soft touch, Shen Mingyan suddenly felt like he was flying into the sky, as if this kiss exhausted all his strength With strength, his body fell on An Shixiao's body weakly, this is the person he has always liked, how can he not be moved.

Shen Mingyan whispered in An Shixiao's ear with a voice only he could hear: "I'm sorry...I like you, Xiao, I really worked so hard, Xiao, I'm sorry...I shouldn't like you, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

Over and over again, what responded to him was nothing but the sound of each other's breathing, a tear slipped from the corner of his eye, dripped on An Shixiao's sleeping eyelid, flowed into the pillow, and finally dried up and disappeared, as if it had never existed .

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