Beyond friendship is love

The young people walked side by side and walked away slowly. If it weren't for the sense of distance between the two, people would definitely think that this is a pair of happy lovers.

And in the future, will they wake up in the middle of the night and suddenly think of the person they once loved but never got close to? Will they remember the bitter and desperate feeling of infatuation? The struggle of love is powerless...

When you come back to your senses, do you feel sorry for the loss of time, the power of time, those feelings have long been buried in your heart, are you lamenting that you will never give that kind of unreserved love again, and you can’t find the most stupid and innocent love? Own!

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☆, Extra Story: Ji Yiran Chapter ([-])

Maybe it's because of his family growth, Ji Yiran has always been indifferent to outsiders and doesn't like to get close to others.When Ji Yiran was young, he was also a naughty and active child. After his mother died young, his father was away for many years, which made his personality become more and more cold.

His mother's early death was not without cause.

Ji Yiran's mother is a dance artist with a very beautiful temperament. Before marrying Ji Yiran's father, she was the object of many men's pursuit.It is such a beauty, but she is infatuated with Ji Yiran's father, Ji Rui.Ji Rui is a career-minded person who puts more emphasis on career than anything else. He and Ji Yiran's mother met each other on a blind date.

Life was not salty or dull, as long as Ji Yiran could remember, his father was not at home all year round, and his mother was very gentle to him, would coax him to sleep, tell stories, and send him to and from school.

Such ordinary days did not last for many years. Ji Rui's affair was widely reported by the media. From then on, his mother began to cry a lot, often holding Ji Yiran and crying in the middle of the night. Finally, in Ji Yiran's arms He died of depression at the age of 7.At that time, he was still young, crying and begging his father to take the time to go to the hospital to accompany his mother, but his father just kept busy and excused himself. If his father could have spent more time with him and his mother back then, maybe his mother would not have passed away prematurely.

From then on, there was no family in the empty house, only the housekeeper and the nanny were always with him, but his father, like a transparent person, rarely saw him a few times a year.

He has also cried, been sad, and been weak, but nothing has changed, so he changed himself, became strong, and only by making himself strong can he protect the things he loves. Of course, the relationship between him and Ji Rui also changed. From then on, father and son are just like strangers, and Ji Yiran, especially when Ji Rui didn't exist, entered University A regardless of his father's wish to send him to study abroad.

To him, Shen Mingyan was like a lifeline, full of vitality and impulsiveness, so he fell in love with that gentle and stubborn person.

Ye Qianyu is an existence that he completely ignores in his life. He doesn't like cowardice, and even hates a cowardly character, so he hates Ye Qianyu. That thin person reminds him of himself, so powerless, see When I arrived at Ye Qianyu, I always reminded myself that such cowardice was a burden that I tried my best to get rid of.

But Ye Qianyu is like a cockroach that can't be beaten to death. No matter how many times he tramples to death, he will walk around him with a smile, cleaning up this and that for him, as if the whole world turns only for him.From entering university to graduating, and even when he entered the music industry, he never took this person seriously. Occasionally, he would be a little moved, but he deliberately suppressed it in his heart.

Letting Ye Qianyu become his assistant was entirely out of curiosity at the time, or more precisely, he didn't want Ye Qianyu to find an excuse to understand him.He admitted that he had a scheming plan. He wanted Ye Qianyu to be his assistant, but he just wanted to seal Ye Qianyu's mouth. He didn't want others to know that he had such emotions.

Every year on his mother's memorial day, he would stay in front of his mother's grave all day long.That day, as in previous years, he went to the cemetery early, but met Ji Rui.The man he called his father strongly demanded that he go back and inherit the family business, but he angrily refused.Ji Rui's career seems to him to be one of the murderers who killed his mother.For this matter, he and Ji Rui had a big fight in the storm.At this time, Ye Qianyu, who rushed out from nowhere, was like a tigress protecting a baby, blocking himself behind his not wide back.

At that moment, he was touched that there was still a person in this world who loved him like life.

The person in front of me has never said to himself seriously: I love you.The only coy confession was also interrupted by myself.But he knew that Ye Qianyu loved him, Ye Qianyu's eyes were very clean, he didn't know how to hide, everything could be seen through his eyes.It was precisely because of this little sense of superiority that even though he didn't like Ye Qianyu, he didn't reject his approach.

He is a person with a clear distinction between love and hate, and will never touch things that he hates, but he has recruited Ye Qianyu as an assistant to stay with him. He has no real emotions that are slowly fermenting in his heart, and he doesn't want to owe favors after using it. Such a reason.

He also has to admit that with Ye Qianyu as his assistant, his life has become very different from before. He will never find expired milk in the refrigerator, and he will never find his clothes and pants in the morning. Well-organized, not worried about oversleeping and not being able to catch up with the announcement... Everything is due to Ye Qianyu, he knows it, but he has treated it with that attitude for many years, he wants to change, but he can't find a reason, and he pulls I can't bear that face.

What really made him treat Ye Qianyu badly was the drunk incident at the celebration party.

His first album sold over 500 million copies. The company specially held a celebration party for him. He was very happy. This achievement was the beginning of a challenge to his father Ji Rui. He drank too much.Knowing that Ye Qianyu helped him back to the apartment, he didn't remember anything after that.

When he woke up early the next morning, he found Ye Qianyu lying next to him, with bruises and bruises all over his body, the fool knew what happened to them last night.He was so annoyed that he wanted to kill himself.How could he have a relationship with Ye Qianyu?

What was even more angry was Ye Qianyu, knowing that he was drunk and the person he liked was Shen Mingyan, but he made the wrong mistake like this.What Ye Qianyu was thinking, he knew best, but he just wanted to use this to coerce him to be with him. Who is he, hmph, he will never compromise like this. He is absolutely loyal to feelings just like his mother. Now Having a relationship with Ye Qianyu made him feel like a betrayal of Shen Mingyan.

As soon as Ye Qianyu woke up, he lost his temper a lot, but unexpectedly, that person didn't refute anything, just stood by the sofa, lowered his head and let himself scold.And this is what he dislikes most about Ye Qianyu. Wei Wei Nuo Nuo always has an apologetic expression for doing something wrong, which makes him angrier the more he looks at it.

The matter was settled in the end. Fortunately, Ye Qianyu didn't ask for anything, and he never mentioned it again after that. He still did this and that for him every day. Everything seemed to be calm, but it became completely different.

The person is still the same person as before, doing the same things every day, and still has the same personality, but there seems to be something different.At least, the relationship between him and Ye Qianyu has become delicate.

Not a lover, not a lover, not even a friend, but he began to be greedy for Ye Qianyu's body, it was so soft and warm, it was very comfortable to hold, like the breeze in summer, and the body in winter The warm sun in the house makes people love it, and it's not enough to eat it.

Ji Yiran didn't know what he was possessed by, he knew it was impossible, but he still couldn't let it go, and even occasionally had the idea of ​​taking this person as his own.His heart began to become messy. After work, his eyes always followed Ye Qianyu's figure. When he saw him laughing with others, he would feel bored. When he saw him tired from work, he would feel a little distressed. Running around by myself will feel satisfying.

When work is not going well, when you are arguing with your father, as long as you hold this person tightly, everything seems to be calm.As smart as he is, he can't understand these emotions that he has never had before.

Ji Yiran discovered that Ye Qianyu had become different than before. It was after he knew that Sun Yao had returned to work in City A. He knew that Sun Yao and Ye Qianyu had always been very close when they were in college. They were all together, and he even once suspected that Ye Qianyu liked Sun Yao, but he knew it was not the way Ye Qianyu looked at him with hot eyes.

During the rare vacation, Ji Yiran took the time to visit his mother in the cemetery, and told her about his recent situation. He knew that Ye Qianyu would definitely go to the apartment to prepare dinner for him, so he didn't stay late.

Originally thought that there would be Ye Qianyu busy at home, but when he opened the door, there was no one there. He had to admit that he was a little disappointed at that moment.He thought Ye Qianyu had gone out to buy groceries, and thought of going out to pick up someone on a whim.But when he walked downstairs, he saw that person talking and laughing with Sun Yao, and Sun Yao even rubbed Ye Qianyu's hair affectionately.

Such a simple action aroused all his anger. When did Ye Qianyu smile so sweetly in front of him? For so many years, Ye Qianyu was either expressionless or frowning in front of him. The appearance of asking for perfection.

Mingming Ye Qianyu said he was the one he loved, why did he smile heartily and warmly at other people.

Like a child whose favorite toy has been taken from him, he behaves wildly at home, wanting to vent his nameless anger, his usual proud calmness completely disappears, and the panic and panic deep in his heart can't be calmed down no matter what.

Seeing Ye Qianyu come back, without saying a word, he pressed the person under him, regardless of Ye Qianyu's begging for mercy, and whether Ye Qianyu could bear it, all he wanted to do was vent his uneasiness. Only by possessing this person can he be sure that he is still in Ye Qianyu's heart.

Until the end, Ye Qianyu was not reconciled to being unconscious in his arms. He dragged him into the bathroom and woke him up with water, and asked for it again mercilessly.

Afterwards, I felt that I was too abnormal and had to be cruel to let people leave.

Ye Qianyu didn't refute, didn't complain, got dressed quietly, and limped out of the apartment.

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That night, he lay alone on the wide bed, tossing and turning.He repeatedly reminded himself that the person he loves is Shen Mingyan, and he should think about Shen Mingyan, but the scene of Ye Qianyu and Sun Yao looking at each other and laughing in the afternoon appeared again and again in his mind. It was impossible to calm down and fall asleep.

Walk into the piano room, play the piano frantically over and over again, and let the music occupy all your thoughts.

The night is long, too difficult, lonely, like a vine wrapping around my heart little by little, painless but impossible to ignore.

Very early the next day, he received a call from Ye Qianyu, saying that he was not feeling well and could not go to the apartment today.

Ye Qianyu is a person who will never miss work unless he is too sick to stand up, let alone go to the apartment to take care of Ji Yiran's daily life.Ji Yiran knew this very well, he was so worried that he kept walking back and forth at home, he couldn't calm down what he wanted to do, but he couldn't do it if he wanted to look down on Ye Qianyu.

He hurt Ye Qianyu last night, he was very guilty, no matter how angry he was, he shouldn't have bullied Ye Qianyu so hard, it seemed like he was bleeding, but he hasn't completely calmed down about Ye Qianyu and Sun Yao.

He was so anxious at home that he didn't know what to do, when he received a call from Sun Yao, the name he didn't want to hear the most, came to his door by himself.The other party got the answer he wanted, and hung up the phone with a "click" before he could speak again. He was so angry that he threw the phone directly on the sofa.

Ye Qianyu was so kind that he even gave Sun Yao his cell phone number.The more he thought about it, the more angry he became, and the more angry he became, the less calm he became. The things he threw around last night were still scattered all over the living room. At this time, if Ye Qianyu was here, he would have cleaned it up long ago.

It's Ye Qianyu again, it's Ye Qianyu again, Ji Yiran is almost driven crazy by this name.

I've been bored at home all day, but in the end I still didn't look down at Ye Qianyu.Feeling so bored, she called Shen Mingyan and made an appointment to go out for dinner together.

Shen Mingyan arrived at the restaurant Ji Yiran mentioned half an hour later, when Ji Yiran saw him coming, he pulled out a chair for him and poured tea for him, without any coldness towards other people.Shen Mingyan looked around and asked, "Where is Qian Yu, why don't you see him?"

"He's sick." Ji Yiran said lightly, without any concern, as if the sick person had nothing to do with him.

"I'm sick, doesn't it matter?" Shen Mingyan became worried as soon as he heard it. Ye Qianyu lived alone, and he didn't have anyone to take care of him when he was sick. Ji Yiran grabs it.

"It's his own fault. It's just a small cold. Don't make a fuss. He's such a big man, he won't go to the hospital by himself. Leave him alone, we'll eat ours." Ji Yiran subconsciously avoided the lie he knew by heart. He met Shen Mingyan's exploring eyes.

"Of course, how do you say that? Anyway, he is my friend and your assistant. He has liked you for so many years. Every time you get sick, it's not that he's so busy worrying about it."

"He likes me? Hmph, I haven't seen him like me that much. Don't you still hook up with me? He's your friend, but he's just my assistant."

——If he likes me, he won't get involved with Sun Yaola. If he likes me, he won't smile so gently at other men, but he has never smiled like that at me. If he likes me, he shouldn't If you like others, like me, you should only look at me.

Ji Yiran roared in his heart, but he couldn't say anything, his throat felt like a thorn was stuck, and it hurt slightly.

"He likes you." Shen Mingyan couldn't help shouting.

"But the person I like is you!"

Shen Mingyan was defeated, "Of course, we made it clear from the beginning that you and I will only be friends, if..."

The strange thing is that Ji Yiran didn't feel heartache when he heard Shen Mingyan's words, instead he felt a bit indifferent, which is really funny, why even he couldn't figure out why in his own heart.

"Okay, whether you like it or not is my business. I didn't force you to respond to me. Let's eat. Don't influence us because of an irrelevant person."

Ji Yiran buried his head in eating as if nothing had happened, but he felt inexplicable uneasiness in his heart.

——Is it really irrelevant, Ye Qianyu, I blame you for disturbing my rules, saying that you like me, but you have no clear relationship with others.I'm getting sick of you more and more.

Ji Yiran thought that Ye Qianyu would resent him this time, but on the morning of the third day, as if nothing had happened, Ye Qianyu bought a bunch of vegetables and fruits as usual, and opened the door of the apartment.

In order to make it easier for Ye Qianyu to manage his life, he gave Ye Qianyu a spare key.Watching that person carry things into the kitchen, watching that person put the scattered things back into place one by one, watching that person's busy figure, Ji Yiran's heart was suddenly filled.Is this the so-called family warmth?

Ji Yiran was touched by Ye Qianyu when he returned from filming the commercial in France. That night he made an appointment with Shen Mingyan, and saw that Shen Mingyan was in pain because of An Xiao, and the person he loved felt sad for other men in front of him. , He should have felt pain too, but he had nothing but distress, he was just saying that it was worthless for Shen Mingyan. He was such a good person, but was hurt by An Shixiao again and again. He knew that if Shen Mingyan and An Shixiao were together Together, he would never have another chance, but he generously advised Shen Mingyan to let go of everything and confess boldly, his state of mind became a little unpredictable even for himself.

He went back early that day, because before going out, Ye Qianyu lowered his head and coyly asked him to come back early tonight, and he rarely agreed in a good mood.When I opened the door, the house was pitch black, and the person who was waiting for me was nowhere to be seen.

Ji Yiran's face suddenly darkened, is the damn Ye Qianyu playing tricks on him?Reflexively, he took out his cell phone and called Ye Qianyu, but that person's cell phone rang at home. He threw the cell phone away irritably, and sat on the sofa. He didn't want to admit it. He was worried in his heart, afraid that something might happen to Ye Qianyu.I made a few more phone calls to inquire about Ye Qianyu's whereabouts, but they all said that they had never seen Ye Qianyu.

Silently looking at the blackened phone screen, Ji Yiran suddenly laughed, is he crazy, worrying about Ye Qianyu?Decided to ignore him and go take a shower.As a result, when he came out of the shower, Ye Qianyu came back by himself.Seeing that person standing in front of him, he finally let go of his worry, but he asked mercilessly.

"Where did you go, you said you had something to ask me to come back, but you ran away without seeing anyone, what do you mean?"

"Ahaha, I'm sorry, I'm going to get the cake."

Ji Yiran watched him put the cake on the table, with a sorry expression on his face, he quickly went to find the hair dryer, and dried his hair for himself.

Seeing the cake, Ji Yiran was a little confused.

"Today is your birthday?"

"Me? How is it possible, today is your birthday in the lunar calendar, have you forgotten?" Turn on the dryer, blow dry Ji Yiran's hair, and occasionally comb it with your fingers to dry it, looking like a virtuous wife.

"Really."

"I'm sorry, I made my own way again, and I don't know if you like it or not, but I made a lot of your favorite food and bought your favorite red wine."

Although he was doing a celebration that had nothing to do with him, Ji Yiran could clearly feel Ye Qianyu's happiness.It was as if it was Ye Qianyu's birthday, not him.Just because of his inadvertent sentence, this fool firmly remembered it in his heart. It's not that he didn't have a birthday. Every birthday, there are gifts from fans and birthday parties held by the company.

But it was far less than this moment that moved him.This is his birthday, his real birthday, and only when his mother was still there when he was a child, would he celebrate it on the day of the lunar calendar. For good memories, there are no lively scenes, no gorgeous decorations, no luxurious gifts, only simple warmth and the most sincere blessings.

Ye Qianyu, this fool, what is he going to do with him?

The way Ye Qianyu lit the candles for him, the concentration in cutting the cake for him, the shyness when pouring the wine for him... All the expressions and movements suddenly became cute and cute, but he should be hated in such an atmosphere Li became unable to suppress the wild beating and throbbing in his heart.

When Ye Qianyu finished packing everything, he couldn't wait to hug her into his arms and kiss him. I don't know if it was the atmosphere or why, but he felt that Ye Qianyu was different from usual.

In the past, every time Ji Yiran hugged him, Ye Qianyu would not struggle, but he would not take the initiative either. He just endured his affection gently, but tonight Ye Qianyu took the initiative to kiss him back and put his arms around him. On his neck, he took the initiative to unbutton his clothes.Ye Qianyu like this is very abnormal, Ji Yiran noticed it, but he didn't pay much attention, thinking that Ye Qianyu just wanted to give himself a different kind of birthday night.

What really made Ji Yiran face up to the changes in Ye Qianyu was when he went to Australia to shoot the MV, Ye Qianyu still greeted him with care, and stayed quietly by his side every day busy, but he found that Ye Qianyu's eyes no longer followed Ye Qianyu also found an excuse to leave even at night when he forced him to stay with him.

This change made him a little panicked. He didn't understand why Ye Qianyu would suddenly change. Maybe Ye Qianyu is just too tired to spend his free time distracted by these things.

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More than a month later in Australia, the day was no different from usual. Everyone was busy on their own. After shooting a scene, he sat down to rest while preparing for the next scene. Ye Qianyu hurried to get him water. Ye Qianyu stretched out his hand holding mineral water in front of him, and he subconsciously took it, but when his hand reached mid-air, the man fell to the ground covering his stomach with his hands.

At that moment, his mind suddenly went blank, and he didn't know what to do. He stared at the person on the ground stupidly, with pale lips, pale cheeks covered with sweat, and tightly closed eyes.

Fear, from the soles of his feet to the top of his head, Ji Yiran will never forget that fear in his life.

He didn't recover until someone surrounded him and called Ye Qianyu's name.Pulling away from the crowd, he rushed to Ye Qianyu's side, carefully wrapping him in his arms.

"Ye Qianyu, what's wrong with you, wake up." Patting Ye Qianyu's face, trying to wake him up in this way, but the person in his arms remained motionless, completely unconscious.

"Call an ambulance!" shouted at a group of people, Ji Yiran completely lost control.

"Ye Qianyu, don't scare me." Pulling him into his arms, Ji Yiran realized that his hands were out of strength and trembling non-stop.

"It's okay, it's okay, don't be afraid, I'll take you to the hospital right away, you have to hold on."

Unable to wait for the ambulance to arrive, Ji Yiran rushed out of the crowd with Ye Qianyu in his arms, and ran towards the parking lot.Seeing this, a group of people followed and helped to open the car door. The driver even jumped into the car consciously and rushed to the hospital as quickly as possible. His life was at stake, and he didn't dare to delay for a minute.

Ji Yiran in the back seat held Ye Qianyu in his arms, his lips were tightly pressed into a line, and he anxiously kept urging the driver to drive faster.On the way, someone wanted to exchange hugs with Ye Qianyu, but Ji Yiran stared at him fiercely. Seeing that Ji Yiran subconsciously hugged Ye Qianyu even tighter, he was very surprised, but he didn't dare to ask any more questions, so he had to Sit obediently and wait for help when needed.

Why did a good person suddenly pass out and lose consciousness? Did Ye Qianyu, an idiot, endure it for a long time?Thinking of this, Ji Yiran wished he could slap himself twice. Even though Ye Qianyu had been staying by his side all the time, he didn't even notice Ye Qianyu's strangeness. He really deserved to die.

"Qianyu, cheer up, do you hear, you must hold on, the hospital is coming soon, you can't do anything." His heart was in a mess, he couldn't do anything except call Ye Qianyu non-stop, Whenever, as proud as he is, there will be such a sense of helplessness.

When the car drove to the hospital, he rushed into the hospital with his arms in his arms, calling for help in English.

The doctor pushed Ye Qianyu into the operating room for first aid, and he stayed outside. Some staff from the filming team also rushed over and asked him to go back to filming. He knew how tight the working hours were because they stayed behind in the hospital, but However, his feet took root, and he couldn't walk at all.

If it were him before, how could he care about Ye Qianyu's life and death? Sitting on the waiting chair outside the operating room, burying his face in his palms, he couldn't settle down. Besides being afraid, he was still afraid. Even his feet couldn't help shaking.

What are you afraid of?I was afraid that Ye Qianyu would disappear into this world like this, and that this person would never appear again in the days to come.Afraid, very scared, very scared, so scared that even imagining it makes my heart throb so badly.His throat was choked, but he tried not to let himself be vulnerable.

At this moment, he suddenly understood that Ye Qianyu had unknowingly walked into the deepest part of his heart all these years. Even though he repeatedly resisted such a result, at this moment, he had to admit that he also loved her. On Ye Qianyu.

He has always let reason paralyze him. Ye Qianyu is a copy of him back then. He should hate Ye Qianyu as much as he hated himself when he was a child. People can deceive themselves with reason, but they are no match for the invasion of the subconscious.

He clasped his hands, kept squeezing his thumbs, and looked calm as usual. Only he knew the fear in his heart. He didn't believe in gods, but at this time, he prayed to God over and over again to bless Ye Qianyu to be safe. The one-hour operation time made him feel that it was longer than centuries. He even hoped that it was himself lying in the operating room, not the thin Ye Qianyu. Thinking of the scalpel cutting Ye Qianyu's skin, his heart ached terribly. How could such a fragile person bear it.

When the doctor came out of the operating room, he rushed forward first, grabbed the doctor's arm and asked anxiously, "Doctor, is he alright?"

The doctor took off the mask and said: "It's okay, acute appendicitis, there is no major problem, just rest for half a month and it will be fine." After finishing speaking, the doctor walked away.

Afterwards, Ye Qianyu was pushed out by the nurse and sent to the ward.

Ji Yiran followed into the ward, seeing that the nurse's actions of carrying him to the bed were a bit rude, without saying a word, he asked the nurse to go away, carefully carried him to the bed, gently covered him with a quilt, and sat on the side, Looking at the people who are still asleep in a daze.

Ye Qianyu's face is actually very cute, with fair skin, a straight nose bridge, paper-pale lips due to illness, slender eyebrows like a girl, long eyelashes slightly curled up, and the corner of the left eye is still There is a small mole.It's just that after knowing each other for so many years, Ji Yiran has never looked at it carefully.

"I'm sorry, Qian Yu."

Ji Yiran stretched out his slender hand, touched Ye Qianyu's face, and gently rubbed his thumb against his too pale lips.For the first time, I bowed my head in front of Ye Qianyu and let go of all barriers.

"It's made you suffer for so many years. I'm the one who is really stupid."

——I am too stupid to see my own heart clearly, I am too stupid to repeatedly hurt you who loves me deeply, so I love you too, with such a fearful heart, tell me, you are so precious to me How important, in my life, except for the death of my mother, I have never been so afraid.Ye Qianyu, you won, you managed to capture all of my heart.

Just as he was about to say something more, the door of the ward was knocked, and several staff members came in, and one of them said, "Of course, Qian Yu's hospitalization procedures have been completed, you can go back to shoot first, here Let's keep someone watching and he'll be fine."

"Understood, everyone is very busy, so there is no need to keep anyone, please help me find a special nurse, you go there first, I will come later." Ji Yiran knew that the whole group was waiting for him, The time for this shooting was really tight, and he couldn't tolerate too much time in the hospital, and he was reluctant to leave Ye Qianyu's side, but he could only put the overall situation first and leave reluctantly.

"Qianyu, have a good rest. I'm going to work first, and I'll see you later. Be obedient and get well soon." He finally dared to face up to his own feelings.

Standing up, ready to leave, but suddenly remembered something, and walked back.He lowered his head and branded a kiss on Ye Qianyu's lips.

"I love you."

Those three words were very simple, but they were the words Ye Qianyu most wanted to hear from Ji Yiran in his life. Now that Ji Yiran really said it to him, he fell asleep and didn't hear a single word.

Ji Yiran originally thought that he could come over at night to see how Ye Qianyu was doing, but because of a delay of several hours, the filming didn't end until the next morning.Taking advantage of a few hours of rest, Ji Yiran rushed to the hospital.

When he heard that Ye Qianyu offered to resign, he agreed without even thinking about it.He has always seen how hard the job of an assistant is, and Ye Qianyu has to be busy with his daily life in addition to his usual work.

Ye Qianyu wanted to resign and take a rest, but he agreed a hundred times, and now that his love broke through the shackles, he discovered his love for Ye Qianyu.In the future, he will cherish this person in front of him, take good care of him, make him happy, and give him a home.

In the following time, he has been very busy. In order to hurry up and finish the filming, he refrained from seeing Ye Qianyu. He could only learn about Ye Qianyu's recovery through the nurse every day, and how much Ye Qianyu needed in the hospital. He, he understands, but sometimes he can't help himself, no matter how selfish he is, he can't delay the progress of hundreds of people.

From the day he went to see Ye Qianyu in the hospital, he understood his feelings. He couldn't see Ye Qianyu. He was afraid that once he went to the hospital to see Ye Qianyu, he would desperately stay by Ye Qianyu's side and didn't want to leave. , He underestimated Ye Qianyu's influence on him, and even more underestimated his own strength.He thought that as long as he had been busy for the past two months, he would have free time after returning to China. At that time, he would have a good talk with Ye Qianyu.

As for Shen Mingyan, he can only say sorry, he didn't persevere until the end, but he doesn't regret it, falling in love with Ye Qianyu, perhaps, is his greatest happiness.

If he knew that when he finished his work and returned to the country, what awaited him would be news that Ye Qianyu had disappeared without a trace, and he would never agree to Ye Qianyu's resignation. He would tie him by his side and take good care of him .It's not like now, when he knows love, but that person can't be found.

After all, he was the one who hurt Ye Qianyu so much, he deserved it, he didn't know how to cherish it, and was hurt by him again and again, Ye Qianyu finally gave up and left.

The person who tried desperately to push away at the beginning, but now he really withdraws from his world, he feels that he can't bear it anymore.

Empty, empty everywhere.

Empty house, empty home, even the heart becomes empty.

In the kitchen, there are tableware bought by Ye Qianyu, in the living room, there are sets bought by Ye Qianyu, in the bedroom, there are bed quilts washed by Ye Qianyu himself, in the piano room, there are Ye Qianyu's careful The piano was wiped clean, but the black and white keys touched by his fingers made him feel so cold for the first time... There are shadows of Ye Qianyu everywhere in this house, but the real Ye Qianyu doesn't want him anymore.

No one knew about Ye Qianyu's whereabouts, even Ye Qianyu's most cherished Shen Jia'an family did not have his whereabouts, and Sun Yao kept silent.He hated himself, why he didn't know Ye Qianyu better before.

The world is so big, where is he going to find him, where is he going to find the heart that was taken away.

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☆. Extra episode: Ji Yiran & Ye Qianyu ([-])

More than a year ago, after Ji Yiran was sure that he was in love with Ye Qianyu, he made the decision to withdraw from the entertainment industry. However, because his work schedule was too full, he couldn't make it right away. He wanted to take Ye Qianyu out in two or three years, but Ye Qianyu disappeared before his promise.Ye Qianyu left in a hurry, but rationally, as if his departure had been planned for a long time, and some items that had been left in Ji Yiran's apartment were also cleared away, leaving nothing behind.

Ji Yiran will always remember when he returned to the apartment and found that the belongings of Ye Qianyu had disappeared. Regardless of his celebrity status and the exhaustion of returning to China, he found the apartment Ye Qianyu was renting, and was told by the landlord that Ye Qianyu had moved halfway. Helpless for a month.

That person left without leaving him a word, quit his life, disappeared completely, as if no one named Ye Qianyu had ever appeared in his life.

That night, he huddled in the corner of the living room, exhausting all his energy to recall the little things he had with Ye Qianyu. In his memory, it was all Ye Qianyu did for himself, and apart from repeated injuries, he had nothing to do. He didn't do it for Ye Qianyu either.

find him.Apart from these three words, he couldn't hold anything in his mind, and he couldn't take care of his busy schedule. He went around like a lunatic to inquire about Ye Qianyu's whereabouts, An's family, Shen's family, orphanage, Sun Yao, and even as long as he was with Ye Qianyu. He asked all the people Ye Qianyu had a little contact with, but the results he got were either he didn't know, or he went to study abroad, but the only common answer was that he didn't know where Ye Qianyu was.

--Nobody knows?Haha, Ye Qianyu, everyone says you are the kindest person in the world, but you did such a great job, you didn't even give me a chance to find you.

Afterwards, because of Ye Qianyu's disappearance, he became emotionally disturbed, failed to make announcements on time many times, and made frequent mistakes at work, which caused the other party's dissatisfaction. His agent came to the door and had a deep conversation with him.

The manager's earnest words of comfort made Ji Yiran feel ashamed of what he did. He was always so self-righteous and repeatedly hurt the people who liked him, and now he hurt the fans who liked him. The manager was right, he There are still responsibilities, he will do well and have already taken over