Beyond friendship is love

Shen Mingyan didn't know whether to cry or laugh. An Shixiao's attitude towards him now was extremely bad. In the past, he could be regarded as a stranger in the company, but now he is sneering, ridiculing and rejecting.From the case of An Shixiao being forced to withdraw from the resort, it has evolved into this. Maybe it was Fang You's pillow talk, or An Shixiao's own guess, thinking that he was the culprit of all this.

Shen Mingyan bowed his head, trying not to listen or look, his heart was already broken, what else was there to care about.

"Shen Mingyan, don't think that if you don't speak, you can pretend to be okay. If you are capable, kick me out of this plan. Hmph, why, will you kick me out of the company next step?" I regretted the impulsiveness that night. I wondered if it was because of this reason that Shen Mingyan suddenly called in sick. I went to see him in the apartment, but in the end I didn't dare to knock on the door. I just stood guard outside the door for a whole night, and went to work the next day with a depressed face. , I couldn't fall asleep for several days, my whole body became abnormal, and all I could think about was Shen Mingyan.

However, he was told by his elder sister to withdraw from the case a few days ago, and he refused to give the reason.He knew that Shen Mingyan must be taking revenge on him, and what happened to Fang You must be Shen Mingyan behind the scenes.So he was angry, and even if he wanted to apologize to Shen Mingyan, he was thrown out of the sky, but what made him angry was not because he was expelled from the case, but because Shen Mingyan wanted to draw a line with him.Why this is so, I don't even understand myself.

Approaching step by step, Shen Mingyan never responded, not even a glimmer of light fell on him, which made him even more annoyed, he was completely ignored by Shen Mingyan, was he going to be completely excluded from the world by Shen Mingyan?

Reaching out and grabbing the collar of Shen Mingyan's chest, he gritted his teeth and said, "Or your heart has been twisted to this extent, ah, why did I forget, you are a pervert who likes men, hmph!"

No, it's not like that, he didn't want to say these hurtful words, but facing Shen Mingyan's indifference, he felt that he was about to be unable to hold on, like a drowning person, who was about to be unable to breathe.

After pulling back his clothes and tidying them up, Shen Mingyan tried his best to keep calm.

"Whoever I like is my freedom. It's none of your business. It's working hours now. If Manager An has nothing to do, I'll go to work first." Passing by An Shixiao, he was as indifferent as an emotionless person. The machine, only tightly clenched fists, always reminds me of the pain in my heart, why I have decided not to love, but I still care so much, why does my heart still hurt so much?

Falling in love with the same sex is a road of no return. He knows that this road is too hard and cruel. Over the years, he dare not confess his love to An Shixiao, not only because An Shixiao hates homosexuality, but also because he doesn't want to let him He walked on the same path as himself, and he didn't want his life to become rough because of him, didn't he? He had always had such an awareness, but when he really had to face everything, it was still so difficult.How can it not hurt to hear those hurtful words from a loved one?

——An Shixiao, how far are you going to hurt me?An Shixiao, in the future, will we end up perfectly, or will we just be strangers like this?Whether your indifference now is to tell me the outcome of the future, whether the unknown future is the fruit of the present.I don’t say anything, I keep it in my heart, I have nothing to look forward to now, nothing to be sad about, I have to get used to it, don’t I, in the next journey, maybe, there is another person waiting for me, and you, after all, will still be there Get out of my life.

"Shen Mingyan, you're doing well, huh!" An Shixiao watched Shen Mingyan leave without looking back, feeling an uncontrollable panic that went straight to the bottom of his heart, but the other party embarrassed him, and he would not let Shen Mingyan go. better off.I punched the wall, but I didn't feel any pain, and I couldn't tell whether it was anger or heartache.

I can't tell what it's like in my heart. The relationship that has eased a little in the past two months has made him very happy. When he heard from An Sihe that he was asked to withdraw from the resort village case, he was a little bit unwilling. You said that Shen Mingyan must have said something to An Sihe to have such a result, and he believed it.He knew that Shen Mingyan had a reason to do this. After the physical entanglement that night, he ran away, and he was even more ashamed to see Fang You when he returned home. From that day on, Shen Mingyan's flushed face was always in his mind. But when he thought of Ji Yiran, he couldn't help but want to hurt Shen Mingyan, An Shixiao punched the wall again in frustration, something wanted to come out in his heart, and he was about to be unable to suppress it.

The wind at night was very cool, Shen Mingyan gathered up his thin coat, and a gust of wind blew by, making him shiver.

Shen Mingyan laughed at himself, probably because he was crazy, he suddenly wanted to see An Shixiao, so instead of going home at night, he went downstairs to An Shixiao's apartment and waited far away. Just wanted to take a sneak peek.When he left the company, An Shixiao hadn't left yet, and he came here just for such a glance. He was obviously injured badly, but he was still obsessed with it.

That's right, let's make an end to my secret love for many years. After tonight, between the two of them, bridges return to bridges, and roads return to roads.

I waited downstairs for several hours, but it was almost eleven o'clock in the evening, and there was no sign of An Shixiao. Just when Shen Mingyan was too cold to bear, Fang You came down from upstairs. Shen Mingyan Subconsciously hid behind a tree and watched from afar. Within a minute, three tall and burly men walked towards Fang You. Shen Mingyan couldn't hear what they were talking about. It was strange how Fang You knew such a man. He looks like a gangster, and it's getting late, so if something happens, you must talk about it now.

Shen Mingyan didn't want to care about it, but within a few minutes, Shen Mingyan saw Fang You backing away in shock, desperately shaking his head and refusing something, the three men immediately rushed up, and after Fang You yelled for help, they covered her face. mouth, pulling and pushing her away with the fastest speed.

Shen Mingyan secretly screamed that it was not good, took out his mobile phone to call An Shixiao, but he was hung up as soon as he was connected, and he called again, but was hung up again, repeated several times, Shen Mingyan stared angrily Looking at the mobile phone, he cursed in a low voice: "Asshole."

Shen Mingyan knew that the situation of the world might be urgent, so he hurriedly called the police, and followed them quietly. He couldn't figure out, did Fang You have any problems with these people, or did he come for the Shen An Group?Just in case, during the chase, I kept calling An Shixiao, hoping to get some information from An Shixiao or come to help, but I was hung up several times in a row, and the other party turned off the phone directly.Shen Mingyan had no choice but to bite the bullet and chase after him. After all, Fang You still had An Shixiao's child in his stomach, so he couldn't ignore it.

The three men obviously came prepared, and took Fang You into a side street with a series of turns and turns. Seeing that the apartment was getting farther and farther away from An Shixiao's apartment, Shen Mingyan called the police again and reported his current situation. He explained that the police asked him to keep his mobile phone on call and use location tracking.Knowing that the police were sending someone over, Shen Mingyan had the guts to let go.

"Stop!" Shen Mingyan shouted from behind, successfully attracting the attention of the three men, and stopped.

Shen Mingfang took the opportunity to catch up quickly, and the other party vigilantly clasped Fang You tightly.

"Fang You, are you okay?"

Seeing Shen Mingyan approaching, Fang You struggled desperately to shout, but a man covered her mouth tightly with her hands and grabbed her hair. The pain made her cry, and there were five fingers on her face that were beaten because of the struggle just now. India, how can I still have the arrogance of the past.

"Where do you want to take her, let her go quickly." Seeing Fang You's distressed look, Shen Mingyan couldn't bear it, and wanted to go over to save her.

"Hey, my little lover is here to be a hero and save the beauty!" One of the men felt relieved when he saw that Shen Mingyan was just a tall and thin young man. .

"Boy, you have to weigh your own weight to save people, see if you have the ability, play a fat hero with a swollen face, be careful that I beat you into a bear, since you come to the door yourself, it's just right, let me be with you tied."

While the two men were talking, they had already rushed towards Shen Mingyan. Shen Mingyan cleverly dodged left and right to avoid the attack of the two men, and approached Fang You. Seeing this, Fang You stepped on and stopped On her man's feet, the man let go of her in pain, Fang You ran towards Shen Mingyan without hesitation.

Shen Mingyan used his not-so-broad shoulders to protect Fang You behind him. With the attitude of an old hen, he looked defensively at the three men who were getting closer, thinking about how to get out, even if he lasted until the police arrived.

"Fang You, run away after I entangle them." Pulling Fang You back bit by bit, he whispered.

"What about you?" Fang You cried and sobbed. She didn't expect Shen Mingyan to come to save her. The person who was the least likely to save her in the world stood in front of her bravely like a knight at this moment, telling her to hurry up. escape.

"Don't worry about it, protect yourself and your children. I have already called the police. As long as the police arrive, we will be safe." Shen Mingyan whispered: "Wait a while and play by ear."

Without waiting for Fang You to speak, Shen Mingyan took the initiative to meet the three men. He had never learned self-defense and could only rely on his body's instinctive reaction. Shen Mingyan was beaten all over within a few seconds.

Shen Mingyan took advantage of his unpreparedness and kicked one down, but another person strangled his neck from behind and couldn't move, so he could only shout loudly: "Fang You, run quickly."

The third man stepped forward and pulled Fang You who was running away, and slapped Fang You. Fang You lost his balance and fell to the ground. The man kicked Fang You on the back in confusion, cursing: "Damn woman, dare to step on me, I can't kill you, bah."

Fang You was in so much pain that she didn't dare to move around, so she could only lie on the bed, arched her body, and carefully protected her stomach, perhaps because she was overly frightened, Fang You felt her stomach throbbing until the pain finally left her. the whole consciousness.

"Fang You!" Seeing Fang You fainted, Shen Mingyan yelled, opened his mouth and bit the hand strangling his neck fiercely.

The first man who was kicked down stood up staggeringly, his eyes became extremely ferocious, he took out the dagger on his body, and stabbed Shen Mingyan in the stomach.

The others let him go, and the bright red blood soaked Shen Mingyan's clothes in an instant, forcing himself to stand still with difficulty.He can't fall down, Fang You hasn't escaped yet, he can't fall down, at least he has to persist until the police come.Leaning his back against the wall, trying to hold his cramped abdomen with both hands, gasping for breath, but standing upright firmly, one of the three men spat out and pushed Shen Mingyan against the wall.

"Stinky boy, let you show off your strength, it's a good thing to spoil me." While speaking, he held down Shen Mingyan's head and slammed it hard against the wall.

"Hmph, you came out on the way, and you really think you're a capable person, huh? I want to see how you can handle it!" Knocking Shen Mingyan to the ground, the three of them gathered around and turned towards Shen Mingyan. A burst of kicks.

Pain, as if he had lost consciousness, his body shrank into a ball, enduring the kick that was stronger than the other, he was in pain, the blood in his abdomen was still flowing, his body was in pain, his head had been hit hard several times The pain was even more muffled. He could even feel blood bleeding from the back of his head. He was so tired and drowsy. The things in front of him became more and more blurred. Before he fell into a coma, he heard the siren and heard When he arrived, the police told him to hold on.

At that moment, he knew, they were saved.

——An Shixiao, I rescued your wife and child. Now, you can rest assured. It's good that you didn't answer the phone. Otherwise, I'm afraid you'll get hurt when facing such a dangerous person.Ah, after so many years, I can finally let go of my liking for you, and I can finally walk out of your world with peace of mind. If I want to completely forget you, this time, I think I can definitely do it.So, goodbye, Xiao, goodbye, the person I once loved so hard.

With a sad smile, Shen Mingyan allowed his consciousness to fall into a dark sleep.

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