Life in the Three Kingdoms

cloud! "I choked him with all my might.

Zhao Yun turned around and looked at me sadly: "This is the first time you call my name."

I froze for a moment, didn't know how to answer the call, so I stopped answering, and continued: "Tell me where Yuan Zhi is?"

"In the house that Cao Cao arranged for his mother, you can see it when you go out and turn left on the third street. The one with the funeral banners is there. I have already visited it."

Before Zhao Yun finished speaking, I got out of bed and walked outside while getting dressed.

The house Zhao Yun mentioned was easy to find, and I soon arrived at the gate covered with white mourning flags. The gate was ajar and was not closed, so I went straight in.The house is quite big. Along the way, I saw that the ground was covered with white and yellow patches. Occasionally, I saw one or two people walking around. I stopped one of the guys and asked about the situation.

"When did you die?"

"As for what happened in the middle of the night yesterday, when her son came back yesterday, she crashed into a wall and died. I don't know why, hey..."

It was midnight last night...it's still early in the morning, Zhao Yun said it was half a day, it seems that it was almost the time we arrived...just a little bit, thinking of this, I feel guilty, if my health is not so bad, You may be able to catch up by riding all the way here.

"Then, what about her son?"

"He's guarding the mourning hall in the back. He said that no one will disturb him, and he won't let anyone go to pay respects. He does all the encoffining by himself, so we'll help out."

"Understood, thank you." As soon as I finished listening, I ran straight towards the direction of the mourning hall pointed by the guy, completely ignoring his voice behind me to stop me.

When I arrived at the mourning hall, a depressive atmosphere came over my face. I comforted myself that it was just my own psychological effect, and then walked in with concentration.There was no one and no coffin in the front hall of the mourning hall. I turned to the back hall and saw the silhouette of Yuan Zhi.He was sitting motionless in front of the coffin, staring blankly at the coffin, expressionless and motionless like a statue.

I was worried for a while, and stepped forward to hug him gently from behind him in two steps. Because I was afraid of scaring him, I slowed down and lightened my movements as much as possible.

"You're here." Yuan Zhi's voice was lifeless like a pool of stagnant water.

"I'm sorry." I shed tears of regret, if I could hurry up, if I could think earlier, if...

"I am the one who should say this." Yuan Zhi's tone was still so calm, but I could feel the body in my arms trembling slightly, "I am the one who is sorry for my mother, I was the one who killed her, I watched helplessly. With her dying in front of me, I have no way to stop her, save her..."

"Don't be like this, cry if you want to cry, don't hold back." I stroked his hand from behind, trying to relax his trembling hands, but he subconsciously moved away.

"Leave me alone, Kong Ming."

"Why? How can I ignore you?" I walked up to Yuan Zhi and knelt down to look into his eyes.It felt so strange for the first time.

"What's the use of a person like me? I can't even take care of my own mother, I can't even protect her, I don't even understand her temperament! Go away, I know Zhao Yun came with you, he treats you very well , He is more capable than me to protect you, why are you still staying with me?" Yuan Zhi said, his slack eyes began to have some waves, his eyes became red and swollen, and his body trembling became more obvious.

I suddenly stood up and hugged him tightly, kissing his lips.

I don't want him to say these things anymore, I don't want him to think nonsense, my body reacts faster than my head, and the quickest way is to gag him.

Yuan Zhi was startled and didn't respond at first, and then began to resist, but I bit his lips tightly and refused to let go. After a few seconds of stalemate, I suddenly tasted some salty taste, which turned out to be Yuan Zhi's. Tears flowed down, and unexpectedly, he obviously strengthened the force on his mouth, and my lips were brutally pried open, and his tongue slipped in, flexible and possessive in my mouth Aggression, time seemed to stand still, his love, hatred, regret, and pain all broke out in this kiss, and I let him vent all his emotions.

I closed my eyes, enjoying his indulgence, I don't know how long it took, when I felt that my breathing was about to stop, he finally let me go.

I opened my eyes and looked at Yuan Zhi, and he also looked at me. I found that his tears were all over his face, so I raised my hand to gently wipe him away.And he just looked at me without blinking.

"Did it hurt you?"

"What?" I almost thought that I had heard it wrong, but Yuan Zhi's first sentence would be this.

"This is the first time for me to kiss a man, and I can't control it." He said intermittently.

"Kissing a man for the first time? Then have you kissed a woman before?" I deliberately joked.

"How is it possible!" Yuan Zhi was nervous, regretting that there was a problem with his expression just now, but his nervousness only lasted for a while before turning to dim, "It's you, you must have kissed the bride on the wedding night."

Boom, I lightly slapped Yuanzhi on the head: "What are you thinking about? Didn't I marry Huang Yueying to lure you back? At that time, Duanduan disappeared, and I don't know the ins and outs."

Hearing what I said personally, Yuan Zhi smiled in relief. He should have imagined various reasons why Huang Yueying and I got married before. Although he may have guessed it, he may not really believe it, and he really doesn't care.

Seeing Yuan Zhi's smile, I finally felt a little relieved. Although it was not a relaxed or gratifying smile, at least he could cry and laugh now, which was much better than the numb look just now.

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☆, in the future

The yellow and white money flowers falling all over the yard were blown up by the sudden wind, swirled and danced in the air for a while, and fell down again. Except for the rustling of paper and the sound of the wind, there was no movement at all. The sound was desolate.

Yuan Zhi and I were walking in the yard, watching all this, with the cool breeze blowing, and suddenly felt how wonderful it would be if time stopped like this, and there was only this one piece of land left in the world, even though it was desolate and sad, it was safe and secure.Of course, I think this is just my wishful thinking. Yuan Zhi just lost his mother and abandoned Liu Bei to devote himself to Xudu. He must not be in the mood I am to enjoy this kind of peace.

"Actually, you don't have to blame yourself at all." I couldn't help but say.

"You don't need to comfort me."

"No, I'm not comforting you!" I couldn't help but increase the volume, and then told Yuan Zhi a story. I told Yuan Zhi what happened between me and Huang Yueying, and told him that I almost died for him the day he left. Defeat.

"How could you do this!" Yuan Zhi was as excited as I imagined.

"Yes, you see, I almost did something similar to you, and if such a thing happened, I believe you would not be alive, even if I could think of the consequences, I would have no other way. Fortunately, that It was Zhao Yun who saved me, otherwise the consequences would be disastrous. In fact, people are all the same, so you really don’t have to feel too guilty, after all, you came here to save your mother, not to harm her.”

"I know, are you telling me this now because you are afraid that I will commit suicide out of regret?"

"I don't know if you would do that, but I don't think it's worth it."

Yuan Zhi nodded and said, "I know you will be sad when I die, so I will live on."

Speaking of this, Yuan Zhi suddenly stared at a place in a daze. I followed Yuan Zhi's eyes and saw that among the bleak and dilapidated autumn leaves, there were a few buds that seemed to be dripping, growing out of season.It seems that Yuanzhi's eyes are lit up by the kind of life that can make people feel moved.

"What are you going to do from now on?" I asked again.

"In the future? What else can I do." Yuan Zhi smiled wryly, "How can I have the face to go back to Liu Bei now, even if I want to go back with a face, I have no intention of doing anything."

"Then, are you going to stay and help Cao Cao?"

"Anyway, it was Cao Cao who indirectly killed my mother. How could I have the heart to really help him? However, I think I will still be his assistant. From now on, I only need to know his situation and the situation of the world. The general trend will be fine."

"Why?" I stopped and asked strangely, "Why do you still care about the world? I thought you would be disheartened from now on, and you would stop asking about world affairs. As long as you want to retire from the world, I will accompany you Focus on mountains and rivers. But, why do you still want to stay under Cao Cao? Are you still nostalgic for these intrigues?"

"You asked me why." Yuan Zhi also stopped to face me, "The reason is the same as when I was unwilling to indulge myself with you at the beginning. You should not go back to the mountains and forests. Now there is gunpowder smoke everywhere, and hunger is everywhere. If you don't You, when will this chaotic situation settle down?"

"Hehe, you think so highly of me?" I laughed at myself, and for the first time felt that my talent was superfluous.

"Even if the country cannot be settled in peace, as long as you are there, the people in the places you pass will never suffer. You can run the army, govern, farm, and support the people. The most important thing is that you have a heart to benefit the world. He will do things as ruthless as Cao Cao, and he will not be as moderate as Liu Bei."

"Is that so..." I looked at Yuan Zhi with indescribable pain, "Is it so important to you, the people of the world, the common people? Can it make you forget hatred and love?"

"No, I can't forget hatred, so I can't help Cao Cao, and I can't forget love, so I can't help but pay attention to the general trend of the world, because all the future will be created by you, and you will display your ambition , and I've been watching you right here."

"Then you don't care who I'm with?"

Listening to my question, Yuan Zhi looked at me, his eyes were filled with pain, but he was extremely firm: "So what if I care, I am destined to let you down in this life, in fact, I have always felt that as long as I get closer to you, The more I want to keep you as my own, when we were with Gongwei and the others, when I saw them talking to you, I would secretly be jealous of them. At that time, I knew that if one day we were really together , I will not be able to bear the existence of other people around you, I am afraid that I will cut off your communication with everyone else."

"I don't care!" I interrupted Yuan Zhi's confession, I never knew how deep and absolute his love for me is, "As long as you want, I don't care about anything!"

"But I care!" Yuan Zhi roared in a louder voice than mine, "I can't help but care! I said, I can't occupy you with peace of mind. If you, who are full of beauty and talent, belong to me only Alone, I'd have a bad conscience...I'm so conflicted...so in the end I just let go."

What Yuan Zhi said made me unable to say anything anymore. He said similar words to me more than once, talking about his love and helplessness. Can't let him go.

Seeing that I was silent, Yuan Zhi said again: "I used to think that as long as I love, it is normal to have such a mood of desperately wanting to possess, but after meeting Zhao Yun, I realized that there are different people."

"At a time like this, I don't want to hear you mention him." I'm always afraid of Yuan Zhi talking about Zhao Yun. I always feel that he is ruthlessly pushing me towards another man, and I'm deeply afraid that I will be in this time and time again. Being pushed, she gradually walked towards that man.

Yuan Zhi chuckled, as if he could see through my thoughts. For a long time, I seemed to be able to see through everyone's thoughts, but I couldn't see through Yuan Zhi, and in turn, Yuan Zhi often saw through.Yuan Zhi said: "If you say this, it means that you still care about him. If you don't care about or hate someone at all, you will only directly express your feelings for him. It is because maybe you haven't been able to adjust your feelings towards him subconsciously. His emotion is that he simply doesn't want me to mention him."

"Zhao Yun is very different from me. He obviously likes you and knows that you like me, but he can tell you that I am leaving, and he can also bring you to me. Since I met Zhao Yun here, I know that he is more generous than me. There are too many. People like him will not deprive you of the freedom to make friends in the future, let alone deprive you of the opportunity to show your ambitions."

enough!

I don't want to hear any more.

"Don't say it anymore!"

I was so angry because I knew what Yuan Zhi said had his reasons, but I didn't want to just give in like that.

But Yuan Zhi's voice was calm and cruel: "The more excited you are, the more proof I am right."

"That's enough, Yuan Zhi!" There was already a cry in my words.

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☆, blood pupil

Probably because he couldn't see me crying, Yuan Zhi had no choice but to stop talking, then he hugged me and hugged me, patted my back lightly, and said softly as if apologizing, and I closed my eyes and hugged him quietly, Enjoy his rare tenderness wantonly.

However, such a good time was suddenly broken by a sudden coolness. I opened my eyes involuntarily and looked towards the source of the coolness, but I was taken aback.Someone was looking at us from outside the concealed gate, and I was stunned by the blood-stained crimson eyes at a glance. In fact, those eyes may be beautiful in themselves, but they look incomparable against this quiet and desolate background. It's weird, I can even see the sadness and hostility in those eyes.

Yuan Zhi quickly realized my sudden stiffness and asked what was wrong.

I just patted him, pointed him in the direction of the door, and told him to turn his head to look, but the eyes outside the door flashed past and disappeared without a trace.

"What's the matter? Is there someone at the door?" Monk Yuanzhi Erzhang couldn't figure it out.

"Do you know anyone with very special eye color?" I really can't ignore it, that person must have noticed that I was looking at him before leaving. Although I only saw the eyes and the general facial features, I still feel like somewhere I have seen it before, but the unique crimson blood pupils like coagulated blood clearly told me that this is the first time I have seen it.But why do people who meet me for the first time have such strong negative emotions towards me?

"It doesn't seem to be there. What's the matter? What color are you talking about?"

"Oh, forget it." It seems that Yuan Zhi didn't know anyone, as long as he saw such eyes, no one would not remember them.

Yuan Zhi looked at me suspiciously, and seeing that I had nothing to say, he stopped asking. After all, he hadn't recovered from the shock of losing his mother, and he wasn't in the mood to look aside.

This scene also passed like an episode. Yuan Zhi had to keep mourning for his mother for three days before burying her, so I stayed by his side and stayed with him day and night. For us, three days Both are too short.These are the last days of him and his mother, and also the last days of me and him. When his mother is buried in the ground, our feelings will be buried in the loess, and we are destined to be separated from now on.

For three days, Yuanzhi and I were almost inseparable, but the strange thing is that we almost never had any intimate movements, not to mention kissing and hugging, even a little bit of physical contact was subconsciously avoided as much as possible.This is not the strangest thing, the strangest thing is that no matter when I am awake or in a dream, those blood pupils will always emerge inadvertently, and that kind of hostility always makes me feel chills involuntarily.

In the past three days, Zhao Yun never showed up, nor did he send anyone to greet him. I am very lucky, because I really don't know how to deal with the situation where he and Yuan Zhi are present at the same time.

And when the short three days passed, it was finally the day when Xu's mother was buried, and I finally got the answers to many things, why Zhao Yun didn't show up, who was the owner of the pair of blood pupils, and why I felt familiar——I finally In such a day with no wind, no rain and no sun, I know.

The funeral procession entered the mourning hall early in the morning. After beating gongs and drums, it was very lively, and then all kinds of people came, but there were not many people, because Yuan Zhi didn't have the intention to inform many people. People from Xudu or nearby came here when they heard the news. Among them were some distant relatives of Yuanzhi, some subordinates of Cao Cao, and some sages who knew Yuanzhi's fame.Besides that, there was only one person, and his blood pupils and iceberg-like expression were particularly eye-catching.

When I saw him, I had already heard whispers from many people around, probably full of curiosity about such a strange person.

Obviously he came because he knew me, and he just looked at me when he came.

"Your Excellency?" For the first time in my life, I was uncomfortable being stared at by a stranger. Seeing that he didn't intend to speak, I had to be the first to ask.

"Yu Xue." The words were very clear, simple and without any other introduction, but the moment he said these two words, Yuanzhi and I understood who he was.

It turned out that he was the elder brother who was in the fire, another child picked up by Zhao Yun.No wonder, I am so familiar with his appearance, his facial features are really similar to his younger brother, delicate and immature, but I have never thought of Yuhuo, because the similar facial features show a completely different temperament, Yuxue from Yuhuo His expressions, eyes, words and deeds are all calm and scary.

Yuxue stopped talking and stood beside the visitor, quietly waiting for the arrival of others. He seemed to have nothing to say to me. I looked at him again and again, but I didn't see any special emotions towards me. Could it be Was it my illusion that day?I can't help but doubt myself.

After a while, all those who should come have almost arrived, and the time has come. The funeral procession lifted the coffin and headed out of the city. Yuxue followed the procession quietly. Only then did I suddenly realize how Zhao Yun He didn't come, so he walked a few steps behind Yu Xue and asked him.

Hearing my question, there was another moment of hostility in Yuxue's eyes. Although it was fleeting, I still caught it. This made me believe that it was not my illusion before, but I still don't understand why.

"You just thought of asking now?" Yuxue's answer was beyond my expectation, he was waiting for me to ask?Then why didn't he speak first?

"Why do you say that?" I couldn't help but wonder.

But Yuxue didn't answer this question, but answered the previous question: "He went back."

"go back?"

"Ms. Cai secretly manipulated Liu Bei and wanted to touch Liu Bei. I will tell him and he will go back."

With such a large amount of information, Yuxue actually finished it in a few words. I have always known Cai's ambitions, but I didn't expect them, who are always brave and indecisive, to act so fast this time, and the timing is so good. I can't help but wonder if there will be my family in it. Thanks to that Miss Huang, she is one of the smartest people who knew that Yuan Zhi and Zhao Yun had left, and she might do anything out of revenge.

I glanced at Yuxue curiously, could this be the reason why he was hostile to me?Could it be that he thought I was with Cai and the others, and that I deliberately transferred Zhao Yun?

However, after a lot of turning around in my brain, I found that I had a little concern about Zhao Yun leaving without saying goodbye, but I quickly discovered the problem: "Then why did you stay? You stayed at Yuanzhi's house that day You're the one who can't come in after a while, right?"

"..." Yuxue didn't want to answer my question, he was silent for a long time before he said reluctantly: "Zilong asked me to stay, see what you can do to help, and then go back together when you get better."

It seems that Zhao Yun still didn't leave me alone, at least he left the most important confidant here to help me, and then took me back together, there was a sense of relief for a while, and it was this sense of relief that covered up the feeling I felt something vaguely wrong.

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☆, return trip

After a lot of hustle and bustle, Yuan Zhi's mother was buried in the ground soon, and when I said goodbye to him, most of the funeral people had left one after another, and there were still a few left lingering in place. .

Seeing Yuxue following me, Yuan Zhi signaled him to stop, and then dragged me to a secluded place to talk for a while.

I thought that Yuanzhi sent Yuxue away so that he could say goodbye to me, but I didn't expect him to say to me: "I always feel that something is wrong with Yuxue."

"What's wrong?" I couldn't help but look towards Yu Xue in the distance, only to find that he was also looking at us, and when he saw me turn around, he hurriedly turned his eyes away.

"I haven't met him before. Zhao Yun is very relieved to let him lead his own troops. Many things are left to Yuxue to do. I just heard that he is very smart and stable in doing things, which is very different from Yuhuo. But this time I When I met him, I felt something was wrong, have you ever paid attention to his attitude towards you?"

"You see it too?"

"So you really noticed it?" Yuan Zhi gave me a dissatisfied look, "Then you pretend it's okay? Although it is said that he has a bit of a cold personality, he is not unmannered, but don't tell me the way he looks at you." It’s basic etiquette, and there’s even a feeling of national hatred and family hatred.”

"But I just know him, and I haven't offended him before. It may be that Mrs. Cai has caused trouble recently, and he has implicated me in this account."

"I don't think so, you, every time you are very slow about your own affairs...Hey, you should be careful all the way back, I always feel something is wrong."

"Well, I know." Yuan Zhi still cared about me so much at this time, and I felt a burst of joy in my heart, so I couldn't help hugging Yuan Zhi, but this hug brought out a lot of reluctance, and the joy was immediately overwhelmed by the sadness. watered down.

Yuan Zhi also had a look of reluctance, but he still waved goodbye to me, and he didn't send me far away. The farther we send, the harder it is to part with each other. We all know this well, and we didn't say anything when we parted in the end. , No goodbye, no care, no smooth journey, just like that, Yuxue and I embarked on the return journey.

Since the way back was not in a hurry, we each rode slowly on horseback. I was not a talkative person, and I had nothing to say when I met Yu Xue, who was so taciturn. I was speechless all the way.It was close to noon when we set off. After walking for a while, the sun hidden behind the clouds showed its head, and it became more and more hot. Sweat oozes from the head and sweat on the back, and the clothes are wet and sticky. The more airtight my body became, the more hot I felt, and I couldn't help but loosen my clothes.

Yuxue rode almost side by side with me. He saw my actions at a glance, stopped the horse and said: "Why don't you take a rest first, it's a bit hot, you can rest under the shade of a tree over there, and I'll look for water nearby. If there is a river, you can go there and wash your face to cool off."

Unexpectedly considerate, probably after all, he has always been the elder brother at home, and he is an orphan. He has to take care of his younger brother independently, so he may already have the habit of taking care of others.

I was really too hot and tired, so I went straight to enjoy the cool without hesitation, and went to the path on the other side, soaked in blood, and quickly disappeared from my field of vision.Because it was really hot and uncomfortable, I sat down and unbuttoned my clothes, so that I could cool off with the clothes open, but only halfway through undressing, I heard a very dissonant voice.

"Hey, where is the beauty? I'm so hot? My brother will help you out." Two people suddenly sprang out from the nearby bushes. They were both big men who were walking and swaying. The one who spoke had already reached out to me. .

I was about to knock his hands off, but someone suddenly grabbed them from behind, and at the same time, my mouth was covered with a rag that smelled of sweat and had a strange smell. I couldn't make a sound, and struggled for a few seconds. I was stunned.

When I woke up again, I found myself in a thatched room. My limbs were tied to wooden poles and I couldn’t move. From the wet hair, it can be seen that time has not passed. It seems that someone tied him here and locked him up temporarily.This room is not big, there are only a few piles of firewood and thatch, and my clothes scattered. After looking at the environment of the room for a while, I vaguely heard someone talking at the door, which seems to be the guard arranged.

"What is this? It's the first time I've seen such a man who is more ecstasy than a woman, but now he can't move. Do you think Boss Hong is sick?" This voice is very familiar, it is the one who molested me before I was fainted big guy.

"Hey, I think so too. The boss is getting less and less courageous. Isn't it just because he saw a token from Cao Cao on his body that he thought he had a lot of background. People like us will leave after finishing their work. Man, who can find out?"

It sounds like it was the token that Yuan Zhi gave me before leaving that saved me. He intended to give it to me unintentionally so that I could pass the customs on the way back, but he saved me at a critical moment. It was when those people saw this sign when they were about to attack me after taking off my clothes, they stopped temporarily and locked me up first. The so-called Boss Hong might have gone around to inquire about my possible identity.It would be fine if someone found out and came to save me, but if he finds out that I have no background in Xudu first, then my future fate can be imagined.

However, I was still too optimistic. I only heard the first person who spoke lowered his voice and said, "Speaking of which, Erhu, can you bear it? When I think of the slut in there who is naked now, my heart shudders." Itch, how about it, why don't we sneak in and taste it?"

"Are you crazy, Niu Si, how dare you disobey Boss Hong's order." The Erhu's tone was not as righteous as his words.

Niu Si knew Erhu's meaning as soon as he heard it: "Come on, I think you just have no guts, and you're pretending to be serious even if you've leaked out. Don't worry, if the boss asks me to carry it alone, no matter what, we're all going to die. My friendship, what can he do with me! But then again, you have to let me go first when you go in later."

"Hey, it's okay."

Before Erhu's ridicule was over, the door was slammed open, and the two big men who came in were the same two who had seen rushing out before.As soon as the two of them came in, they swept their eyes unscrupulously around my body, and finally lingered on those special places. Niu Si winked at Erhu, and Erhu went over and closed the door, and got in from the inside. The lock cannot be opened from the outside.

Seeing Niu Si approaching me step by step, while Erhu on the other side looked at me with a smirk, his eyes became more and more presumptuous.I know that yelling here is useless, it will only fuel their arrogance, but no matter how fast I think about it, I can't think of a way to stop it. When I think of their conversation just now, I can only slow down the attack first, and shouted at them angrily: "Stop it!" , who do you think I am?"

Hearing what I said, Erhu obviously retracted his eyes, but Niu Si didn't take it seriously at all: "Haha, at this point, I don't care who you are? You have seen us, and we have already offended you , you must have come and gone, whoever you are?" This typical scholar meets a soldier, facing such an unreasonable and unafraid person, I really have no better way, I can only be in his rough I closed my eyes the moment my hand touched my body.

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☆, lost

Niu Si's rough and fat hands kept moving around my body, stopping to play with the most sensitive parts of my body from time to time. I resisted my body's instinctive reaction of being teased and remained motionless, even trembling. I was suppressed to the smallest extent, and I was afraid that a little response would only bring him more excessive actions.

However, he still untied my hands and body, because these would hinder what he was going to do to me next. When he pressed my back with one hand and made me bend down, I tried my best. He tried his best to resist, but it was still useless, and finally showed him the most shy place.

At that moment, I heard Niu Si's snort obviously intensified, and at that moment, I only felt that my world was dark and quiet, so I could only hear his heavy snort, so I didn't notice outside the door movement.

But when I came back to my senses, the door had been broken open by a long sword, and a person broke in out of thin air. Before I had time to see his appearance clearly, the sword flashed, and Niu Si behind me and Er Hu on one side were all killed. Stabbed in the heart and died.

So fast, so accurate, and so ruthless.

This is the closest I've been to death, so close.

The first reaction was not to see who the person was, but to grab my messy and scattered clothes to cover my body, and I could still clearly see the red marks on my body that were kneaded by Niu Si just now in my vision blurred by tears , This kind of trace makes me ashamed to be seen by anyone.

However, it was still seen by the visitor.

"Sorry, I'm late." I immediately recognized the voice as bloody.

He didn't come to help me right away, but said the second sentence: "Are you lost?"

My heart skipped a beat when I heard this sentence, why, why did you ask that question, in fact, there is nothing wrong with asking this sentence, but the tone - that is a tone of irrepressible expectation, you are what to expectIt was this little bit of suspicion that quickly swelled in my heart, and I thought of many things at once: leaving at the right time, kidnapping that seemed to be coincidental, rescue almost too late, killing people so quickly and ruthlessly...

Is everything your plan?

But for what?Want me to lose my virginity?

"You, have you been treated?" Yuxue asked again when he saw that I was unresponsive.

I hesitated for a moment, nodded with difficulty, and then shed two rows of tears.If this scene is a bloody plan from beginning to end, even though I don't understand what he's doing for it, at least it won't do me any harm if he thinks his purpose has been achieved.And judging from the scene at the scene when he appeared, the theory of losing his virginity is completely tenable.

Seeing my reaction, Yuxue threw away the sword, stepped forward to help me, and then repeatedly said sorry in my ear, saying that I just walked away for a while and came back to find that I was gone, and it was hard to find this place.I just cried and didn't speak, I don't know what drama he is going to sing, but I can only act with him, otherwise his sword might not let me go.

Get dressed roughly, of course some of my original clothes have been torn, Yuxue took off his own coat and put it on for me, then we left together from the thatched cottage, walked out of the door of this house only to find that this is an old family Behind the deserted temple, and when we walked by, I found that the entire backyard and the front hall of the temple were lying with corpses pierced through the heart by a sword, which deepened my thoughts about the bloody hiring of these people and then killing them , I inadvertently glanced at Yuxue, but he just looked ahead and walked all the way.

"Are you okay?" After leaving the temple for a long time, Yuxue asked me suddenly, probably because my face hadn't recovered.

I shook my head slightly, and said, "Let's take the main road."

"why?"

"Walking on the path, I will think of those things and feel uneasy." It is true that I will be uneasy, but it is only because I am afraid that I don't know what else will be done in the blood. It is safer to be in a crowded place.

Yuxue didn't have any more doubts, so he took me all the way to the main road. In order to help me recover from this weak and dissociated state, he specially hired a carriage so that I could relax and not have to ride a horse by myself.

Although he didn't talk much, he took good care of him all the way, which made me more and more confused about his motivation in the previous scene, and even wondered if I thought too much and blamed him, but I still believe it was because of me I really lost my virginity by lying to him, so he didn't do anything else.

In this way, I followed Yuxue back to Jingzhou cautiously. Yuxue insisted on sending me back to my home in Nanyang, but when I thought about what Huang Yueying did before I left, I really didn’t want to go back, so I just went to the old familiar post in Xinye. I have been used to living here for a long time, and this time I said goodbye to Yuanzhi and came back, and this post house has a new taste.

"It's getting late, you go back first." After I stayed, I sent Yu Xue back.

Yuxue just cupped his hands to say goodbye, and left without saying a word.It was only after he left that I felt at ease. The days I spent with him these two days were always filled with fear, and his face was so dark that I couldn't tell what he was thinking.