My star is hard to keep

Lin Yaning didn't come in, Liu Wanwan looked behind Zhan Yanxi, it was empty.Zhan Yanxi looked indifferent, approached and said: "Don't look, she has something to leave early." Seeing the masterpiece on the round table, Zhan Yanxi also admired Liu Wanwan in her heart, but she was so tired of waiting, And it's still waiting in vain, seeing Liu Wanwan pulling his neck and calling Lin Yaning with such vigor.

"Boss, when did you come here? Why didn't you call me?" Liu Wanwan guessed that Zhan Yanxi might have been here for a long time, but she suddenly felt a little sleepy. Looking at the time, it was very late.

"What tone are you talking about? Who stipulated that I have to call you when I come?" Zhan Yanxi always spoke hard, but the chef came out at this time and greeted happily, "Hi, beauty Yan, this is your new assistant, right? Find the right one, clever ingenuity."

"This is best to eat now, but I think you should take it home." The chef suggested, Liu Wanwan hurriedly said: "Thank you today, please give this to Lin Yaning, she has always wanted to eat. "

Zhan Yanxi remained silent, and came out with Liu Wanwan, who was sore all over.Liu Wanwan was going to take the driver's seat, Zhan Yanxi called her to stop, "I'll drive!"

Liu Wanwan started to feel confused when he got in the car, and when the confusion came to an end, the car drove to Zhan Yanxi's house, Liu Wanwan rubbed his eyes, "This is not my house..."

"Get out of the car." Zhan Yanxi went down first, and Liu Wanwan had to follow. Liu Wanwan was going to drain the water, but she was really sleepy, and hit the bathroom door directly, with a "bang", which made Zhan Yanxi jump.

"You take a bath and go to sleep, don't worry about me." Zhan Yanxi didn't want to admit it, she was so angry, Liu Wanwan's dazed look was too cute, she couldn't bear to order her around.

When Liu Wanwan woke up the next day, he found that there were missed calls on his phone, which belonged to Su Yiran. When he came out, he found breakfast on the table, and Liu Wanwan's eyes widened.

"Let's have breakfast, make something casually when you get up early, it's been a long time." Zhan Yanxi said a few words and then stopped, she had to explain so much about what she did.Liu Wanwan was overwhelmed by the flattery, and said that it was delicious after a bite, which meant a compliment, but the taste was also quite good, so Liu Wanwan thought that Zhan Yanxi couldn't cook at all.

It was rare for the two of them to have a hearty breakfast. Zhan Yanxi drank milk, flipped through the newspaper, and heard Liu Wanwan take a sip of porridge and said, "Porridge is delicious too." Sweet and proud.

Liu Wanwan was eating sullenly, when the phone rang suddenly, it was Su Yiran who asked her why the person who was going to move yesterday disappeared, and whether she wanted to move.Liu Wanwan peeked at Zhan Yanxi, and explained in a low voice, "Yes, I'll call you later."

Liu Wanwan continued to eat, but heard the newspaper rattle, Zhan Yanxi said: "Didn't you move yesterday? Why did you go to learn how to cook?" Liu Wanwan wondered, how did Zhan Yanxi know!

"I was packing my things, but Lin Yaning called, and I went." Liu Wanwan explained.

"Why did you move to Su Yiran's house? Wouldn't it be more convenient to move to me?" Zhan Yanxi raised her eyebrows and asked, but Liu Wanwan heard that the words were challenging. It seemed that Su Yiran must have said it , Inadvertently making friends!

"Move to my place directly. If you feel uncomfortable living in vain, you can pay the rent every month." Zhan Yanxi spoke forcefully, Liu Wanwan remained silent, and Zhan Yanxi asked, "How many things?"

"not much."

"I'll be with you after dinner, and I'll be very busy afterwards, so I don't have time to do other things." Zhan Yanxi was talking about after filming, "Do you have any comments?"

"I don't need to move to live with you, do I?" Liu Wanwan protested, she was still afraid of Zhan Yanxi, not just a boss or an employee, Zhan Yanxi is still a dazzling star, it's good to see from a distance .

"Work comes first. If you think you can come to my place for breakfast every day after the filming starts, then you can move wherever you want." Zhan Yanxi felt that Liu Wanwan didn't know what was right and what was wrong, and she rarely took the initiative, okay? !Especially when he invited others to live in his home, but was rejected.

Liu Wanwan told herself that work comes first, she is the boss, and she is an employee, so she put herself in the right position, "I see, I will move here."

Liu Wanwan moved things, but Su still regretted it. He didn't expect that the frankness to the goddess would make her and Liu Wanwan miss it.After moving in and getting along with each other day and night, Liu Wanwan realized that she was overthinking. The filming of the crew was in full swing, and she and Zhan Yanxi were very busy, and Lin Yaning no longer had the old jokes.

"I don't think you have expressed her despair at that time." Lin Yanning will also judge Zhan Yanxi, as long as it is about drama, Zhan Yanxi is willing to accept it, and motions Lin Yaning to continue, "I betrayed for a chance to perform. You, and successfully robbed you of everything, you lost everything, the kind of despair must come from the bottom of my heart, especially this line, 'I really mistrusted you for nothing, you let me down' is not painful enough, Not desperate enough, not resentful enough."

Zhan Yanxi re-examined, and found that what Lin Yaning said was correct, her mentality was a little floating, and she hadn't suppressed it to the bottom. The more anxious she was, the more inaccurate she was.Zhan Yanxi shouted to stop and let everyone eat, Liu Wanwan helped Zhan Yanxi's food and drink, a box of lunch, and a bottle of water, Liu Wanwan also found time to eat.

Zhan Yanxi didn't have any appetite, and was all about trying to grasp that feeling, but the scene just started, and she got stuck.Zhan Yanxi expected this kind of situation to happen, but she didn't expect that the person would be herself. Several cameras were facing her, but she couldn't find the feeling she should have.

"Wanwan." Zhan Yanxi called out.

"Huh?" Liu Wanwan had almost eaten, put down the lunch box, and walked over.

"Have you ever felt hopeless? It's the kind of hopeless, utter despair." Zhan Yanxi sat in the temporary shed, watching the crew members gather in twos and threes outside, talking while eating.

"Yes." Liu Wanwan's answer caught Zhan Yanxi by surprise, would a young girl have that kind of despair on the verge of death?Zhan Yanxi looked over, Liu Wanwan took a deep breath, more like a sigh, "It's ridiculous, I'm a person with no memory."

Zhan Yanxi simply put down the lunch box and listened to Liu Wanwan's speech, "I was in a car accident once, which happened to hurt my brain. At this time, most people would think of the amnesia of dog blood. Indeed, I did lose my memory later, but my memory did not happen all at once. Lost, it disappeared from my mind little by little, like an hourglass, I couldn't grasp the memory. I still remember my despair when the memory was first lost, and there seemed to be a very important person in my memory, so important to me I would rather die than forget her, but in the end I forgot her completely. I was disappointed, hopeless, fearful, hated myself, tortured myself, and committed suicide... I also kept a diary at that time, but I dare not read it now. Afraid of that feeling, I can't live, I can't die..." Tears dripped on his hands, Liu Wanwan touched his face blankly, when did they flow down?

Liu Wanwan hurriedly turned around, and his younger brother said: "So, up to now, the person who is important to me has completely faded from my life." Liu Wanwan always felt that God might be saving her, Some residual memories can only be pain, why did she suddenly talk to Zhan Yanxi about this today.

Zhan Yanxi didn't speak for a long time, and her mood fell to the bottom because of Liu Wanwan's story. Yes, it was that kind of powerlessness, the kind of despair born of wanting to fight against it countless times but being powerless.

I don’t know if it was the story of Liu Wanwan that inspired her. In the afternoon, Zhan Yanxi grasped that feeling very well. In the evening, when the crew finished work, Zhan Yanxi returned to the residence after giving a lecture to the actors, only to find that Liu Wanwan Come back without listening to her.Zhan Yanxi waited until late, Liu Wanwan didn't move, and Zhan Yanxi made a phone call. To be honest, she wondered that sometimes Liu Wanwan was very sensible, but sometimes he was very disobedient.

"Hello? Wanwan?" No one spoke, and Zhan Yanxi gave a few feeds.

"Hey, boss." Strong nasal voice, crying?Zhan Yanxi was surprised when a cry came from the other end of the phone, sobbing softly, which made Zhan Yanxi's heart twitch.

"What's wrong? Wanwan, where are you now?" Zhan Yanxi softened her voice.

"I'm sorry." Liu Wanwan apologized inexplicably, but Zhan Yanxi didn't interrupt her, "Can I not go back at night?" Liu Wanwan almost begged.

"Okay, tell me where you are first, so you don't have to come back." Yes, after talking about the place, Zhan Yanxi picked her up. Liu Wanwan was probably drunk, so he hung up Zhan Yanxi's phone after saying his name , she couldn't do such a thing when she was sober.

Zhan Yanxi passed by, and saw a discordant scene, Liu Wanwan was wearing a sweater and a hat, sitting in a corner drinking, Zhan Yanxi wrapped herself up for fear of being recognized by others.Liu Wanwan was like an underage child, full of melancholy, drinking away his worries, Zhan Yanxi was wondering, and suddenly thought, could it be his problem in the afternoon that caused this child to fall into the memory and not be able to get out?

Zhan Yanxi can't get close, and doesn't want to stay away. If you can see Liu Wanwan from a hidden angle, that's fine.Zhan Yanxi didn't even realize that her concern was beyond the scope of what it should be. Perhaps she had crossed the line since the first meeting, so she also became natural later on.

This is an unknown small bar, Zhan Yanxi took a sip of the wine and felt his throat hurt, that silly boy drank it like poison, what was it for?Zhan Yanxi's curiosity about Liu Wanwan surfaced again, this child...she has lost her memory!Could the important person she forgot be herself!Zhanyan Xi opened his mind, and couldn't hold back his thoughts.

A song suddenly came to mind, a Japanese song, with a touch of sadness, she knew this song, Utada Hikaru's "roflove".Zhan Yanxi found that Liu Wanwan was gone. When she opened her eyes, she looked at the stage again, and the stage was hazy. The cyan sweater and light blue hat were Liu Wanwan.

Liu Wanwan's voice is low and slow. Compared with the sadness and grief of the original singer, Liu Wanwan's singing has a kind of thoroughness after thinking about it, as if he has made a decision in his heart.The time of a song, to make a break for the past, so powerless, as if forced to make a decision.

The audience fell silent, the noisy world just now fell into dust, everyone looked at the figure on the stage, her back was turned to the audience, the old-fashioned classic microphone was dragged to an angle by her, she lowered her head, immersed in the world of songs.Zhan Yanxi listened fascinatedly, and felt more and more that the child actually has many charms. You see, she can draw, speak Japanese, and cook top-notch...

A song ended, with thunderous applause, Zhan Yanxi passed through the crowd and arrived in front of Liu Wanwan, and found that this stage is set for everyone, as long as you want, you can sing a song, and joked that if you are scouted Find out, maybe you can become a star.

Zhan Yanxi just approached, and at the same time someone else leaned over, the voice came first, and asked Liu Wanwan: "This beauty, are you interested in coming to my resident singing?"

Liu Wanwan turned a deaf ear, the man stretched out his hand to pull Liu Wanwan, with Zhan Yanxi in the middle, "She's not interested."

"Zhan Yanxi!" The person recognized it at a glance, and shouted, "I'm your fan!" With a whoosh, the crowd gathered around, and Liu Wanwan turned around when he heard the word "Zhan Yanxi". The brightest star, why is she here?