[Magic Master Xue Yang and colleagues] Suffering is coming

It was getting dark outside the window.In the small guest room, Xue Yang, who was tired from crying, fell into a deep sleep.Ruan Yue moved the stool and sat by the bed, looking at his face motionless under the faint light of the candle.

I have to say that this face is really pretty, more handsome than anyone she has ever seen before.Although the black-clothed Taoist priest I saw at the graveyard last time was also outstanding in appearance, but it seemed too rigidly beautiful.Unlike Xue Yang's eyes that are always so lively, when he smiles, the corners of his mouth are curved and sweet.It seemed to be trying to prove that the sweets and snacks he ate were all sweetened into his bones, and nothing was wasted.

He should be the most beautiful existence in the world, but he has become the cruelest devil.

Ruan Yue no longer dared to guess how many lives Xue Yang had ruined so far. Xiao Xingchen's few words describing the process of a little girl being killed by him were enough to make her tremble with fear.

What happened to him to become like this, or is it just his nature?Ruan Yue also struggled in her heart about whether she should save Xue Yang like this.However, when Song Lan wrote the three words "he doesn't deserve it", she felt as if her heart was suddenly clenched by a hand, throbbing like she couldn't breathe.

If Xue Yang's actions made him doomed to be unworthy of happiness, wouldn't his life have to walk in the darkness towards death, with no other direction to choose from?If even Xue Yang thought so, wouldn't he dare to look back easily even if he saw the light by chance?

At that moment, Ruan Yue understood.Perhaps when Xue Yang made her laugh for the first time, or even earlier, he had already fallen in love with him, and he could no longer view his crimes without prejudice.

Xue Yang is heinous, but there are people in this world who like him and don't want him to die.

During the days when Xue Yang was unconscious, Ruan Yue made a wish to Mantian God and Buddha, hoping that he would stay away from killing and never be disturbed by right and wrong again.However, she was not half sure.Although Xue Yang had never killed anyone by her side in the past six months, but like Xiao Xingchen said, who can guarantee that he will keep his own law and order in the next few decades, abandon evil and do good?

Ruan Yue knew that she had neither the right nor the position to restrain Xue Yang, not to mention that he might not be willing to be restrained by her.Just like treating her confession, although Xue Yang didn't reject it, he didn't respond either.As a result, Ruan Yue was very uncertain now, fearing that Xue Yang would leave after he recovered from his injury.

I am so boring, I don't know anything except medical skills, at most I can make a few snacks.If he wants to leave, how can she keep him?

Ruan Yue was worrying when she suddenly heard Xue Yang talking in his sleep, and it became louder and louder.Ruan Yue guessed that he might have been haunted by a nightmare, so she quickly pressed the acupuncture points on his neck with her fingers to wake him up.

"Don't... don't crush my finger! My finger... hurts... it hurts..."

"Xue Yang! Xue Yang!" Ruan Yue called out his name loudly, and pressed a few more acupuncture points, until Xue Yang opened his eyes with a loud "Wow", and kept shouting: "My Fingers... I don't have any fingers..."

Ruan Yue held Xue Yang's right hand tightly, and said softly, "You are dreaming, your fingers are not broken, they are still there." But Xue Yang ignored her, just staring at his left side of the body.

Not only the fingers, but the arms were gone.

After a long time, Xue Yang finally calmed down and said, "Ruan Yue, do you want to hear a story?"

Ruan Yue nodded.Quietly listening to him tell the story about the kid and the dim sum, he never dared to let go of Xue Yang's hand.

"...Then, the wheels ran over the child's hands one by one. He was only seven years old. One left hand bone was completely broken, and one little finger was crushed into a pile of mud on the spot." This is Xue Yang told this story to others for the second time, but his tone was much calmer.

"What happened next?" Ruan Yue asked with a trembling voice.

Xue Yang laughed softly, and said, "Later, he grew up and became a notorious hooligan who committed all kinds of crimes. In order to avenge his revenge for cutting off his finger, he killed that man's whole family.

"There was a Taoist priest in white who liked to meddle in other people's business, so he caught the child and sent him to Jinlin Terrace to lock him up. Unfortunately, he was released not long after. So the child tried to get revenge on that child. The Taoist priest in white clothes caused him to lose his eyes. Later, he saved his life by mistake, but he wanted to avenge his kindness by deceiving him into blindness, deceiving him into accidentally killing many innocent people, and friends who came to him. In the end, when he learned the truth and collapsed, he still had to dig out his sore spots, stimulate him to insult him, and made him unable to live any longer."

Ruan Yue said: "That priest in white is Xiao Xingchen, right?"

Xue Yang said: "Yes. He was very proud before, but when he was about to die, he shrank into a very small ball, crying all the time, so desperate that even his own soul was shattered. But even so, that child It still hasn’t changed, and after that, many people have been killed one after another.” He looked into Ruan Yue’s eyes and said slowly, “Now, do you still think that child shouldn’t die?”

Xue Yang felt warm water droplets continuously falling on his right hand.He saw Ruan Yue bowed her head and sobbed, "I don't know...you haven't told me about the 'later' I want to know."

Xue Yang asked, "What do you want to know?"

Ruan Yue cried and said: "After the child was crushed by the wheel... Has anyone stopped the bleeding and healed his wound? Has anyone comforted him and given him something sweet? Has anyone... Give him a treat that can Back home, so that he doesn't have to wander outside and be bullied?"

"Yes." Xue Yang said, "But he came too late."

Ruan Yue finally understood at this moment why Xiao Xingchen said that he regretted not saving Xue Yang earlier.

She wiped away her tears and said firmly: "It's not too late. It's not too late. From now on, that child will have someone who will love him, love him, and be willing to give him snacks and candy every day. He can cry when he is hurt , You can also cry out the pain, and someone will rush over to treat him immediately. As long as he is willing to trust this person and let go of all the cruelty and resentment for her, this person will give him a home and stay with him forever, regardless of life or death. "

Xue Yang looked at Ruan Yue's eyes that were red and swollen from crying, and felt strange.He always thought that if his fingers didn't grow on other people, no one would know how much pain he had.But now it is obvious that he is just telling an old story, Ruan Yue has neither seen it nor hurt, why is she still crying so ugly?

Is it because Ruan Yue likes him?Even if she said so, is she really trustworthy?A villain like him, who everyone is either scared to death or hates to death, may be wiped out by some righteous man one day.What's the benefit of falling in love with him?

So Xue Yang asked cautiously, "What if the person you mentioned lied to him?"

Ruan Yue didn't answer, but rushed over and kissed Xue Yang.