baffling

There was a bag of black plastic bags in my mother's hand, and it was not difficult to guess that they came down to throw garbage.

And Xu Zhi at this moment.

It was a very clear feeling, not only was the whole body numb, but also as if a basin of cold water was pouring down on it, and the heart suddenly beat violently due to the stimulation.

Xu Shi's head was spinning rapidly, and the number displayed on the elevator was 16, so the mother didn't just come out, but stood there for a while.

So why doesn't she go out and take out the trash.

So there is a high probability that you have seen it?

Xu Shi still tried his best to remain calm and kept a glimmer of hope.

She swallowed, saw her mother look outside, and said, "I'm back."

Xu Shi's hands and feet were stiff: "Yes."

Mom: "Why are you standing there? After I finish taking out the trash, should I go up first?"

Xu Shi said, "I'll wait for you."

Mom suddenly smiled: "Then just wait."

With just a few simple and normal words, my mother went out, and Liu Xu just stood there foolishly.

Then she began to analyze again, mother's attitude seemed to be an attitude that she hadn't seen at all, but it seemed that she couldn't stand careful consideration, and it was a little weird in the normal.

The trash can is not far away, and it didn't take long for my mother to come back.

As soon as the outside glass door opened, Xu Shi became nervous again, but she still pretended nothing happened and smiled at her mother.

"It's early," said Mom, walking at her normal pace and walking past her. "I thought it was going to be late again."

Xu Shi kept up with his mother's pace, and hummed for some reason.

Mom pressed the elevator: "The one who brought you back is Yu Lingshan, right?"

After Xu Shi managed to relax a little bit of nerves, he suddenly tensed up again.

"Yes." Xu Shi said.

Mom smiled: "It looks pretty."

As soon as the voice fell, the elevator arrived with a ding, Xu Shi hummed indiscriminately, and went in with his mother.

She was still nervous, so instead of standing beside her mother, she stepped back a little silently, and then observed her mother's expression.

It's no different than usual.

During this section of the elevator, neither of them said anything, and for the first time in his life, Xu Shi felt tormented beside his mother, unable to stand, release his hands, or breathe.

Since Mom has already seen Yu Lingshan, does it mean that she saw what the two of them were doing outside, but the light outside is not very bright, and Xu Shiqin's flash was fast, does it mean that Mom and her Missed the point.

It's normal for girls to send girls back.

Xu Shi became more nervous when he thought too much. At this moment, his mind was in a mess. She really hoped that her mother would say something more, and it would be best if she could say something probing, so she wouldn't have to guess like this.

Do you just give her a knife?

After getting out of the elevator, Xu Shi continued to follow his mother. Mother opened the door naturally and finished changing shoes naturally, but stopped suddenly unnaturally, watching Xu Shi change shoes like never before.

After such an encounter, Xu Shi's mind was even worse, and he couldn't change his shoes easily. There was a very depressive atmosphere in the air, which made Xu Shi unable to breathe.

After Xu Shi changed his shoes, his mother finally spoke.

She asked, "Is there anything you want to say to me?"

Xu Shi panicked all of a sudden, and his expression immediately became unusual: "What are you talking about?"

Mom sighed obviously, looked at Xu Shi and said, "I'm waiting for you to speak."

These words were like a knife behind the tulle, finally pierced its pointed end, and stabbed towards Xu Shi.

Xu Shi took a deep breath, but his throat seemed to be stuck and he couldn't say anything.

"come in."

After saying this, my mother went to the living room.

Xu Shi followed in and sat down on the sofa with his mother.

It was also such a short distance, Xu Shi was ready.

So as soon as he sat down, Xu Shi asked, "Did you see it just now?"

Mom: "Yeah."

In fact, Xu Shi can have many excuses. It can be said that she and Yu Lingshan are very good friends. They have a very good relationship.

But it seems unnecessary.

Xu Shi lowered his head and said, "Yes."

Mom suddenly laughed: "What?"

Xu Shi suddenly felt aggrieved: "I don't know."

Mom picked up the water on the table and took a sip: "So it's the kind of relationship I thought, you two? Are you in a relationship?"

Xu Zhi said in a low voice, "Yes."

Mom sighed again, and the voice was so helpless that Xu Shi's heart tugged again.

The last time I heard my mother sigh like this, it seemed that Xu Shi told her that she would stop designing.

She downplayed it, and her mother sighed after watching her for a long time, and said to her, "You just decide."

Xu Shi pretended to smile lightly, and asked his mother, "Why aren't you surprised at all?"

Mother glanced at Xu Shi, then at the cup in her hand, lifted the cup up, but took it away from her mouth, and put it on the table again.

"I'm not surprised."

As she spoke, mother suddenly sighed heavily, and slowly raised her hands to cover her face.

Two seconds later, Xu Shi knew that his mother was crying through the sound of sniffling from his mother's palm.

Xu Shi couldn't help it either, she grabbed the pillow and lowered her head, tears dripped down instantly.

The air in the living room seemed to be frozen, and every tiny speck of dust was crying along with it.

The two sat with a distance of one person, and cried silently for nearly a minute. After a minute, my mother finally let go of her hand.

Xu Shi sniffed, quickly took the tissue box from the table, took two and handed them to his mother.

Mom wiped her hands, then her face, took a deep breath, and then let it out slowly.

"I……"

Mom opened her mouth, but only said one word, her throat suddenly choked, and she couldn't say anything.

Xu Shi moved over, leaned into his mother's arms, and hugged her.

This time, the two of them cried even harder, and the mother even cried aloud.

Xu Shi was in a very complicated mood. It was not enough for her to press two pieces of paper under her nose, so she simply ignored it and put it on her mother's shoulder.

After a while passed like this, both of them seemed to have calmed down a little. Xu Shi relied on not wanting to leave, she sniffed her nose once and for all, listening to her mother sucking the tissue on the sofa to deal with herself.

Then, in her sight, Mom threw the papers into the trash can and started touching her head when she was done.

This touch made Xu Shi feel uncomfortable again.

"Mom." Xu Shi called out in a low voice.

Mom smiled: "I'm still crying at such a big age."

Xu Shi didn't know whether her mother was referring to herself or Xu Shi, she took another breath, and finally got up from her mother's arms while pressing the sofa.

Mom's eyes were very red, but the tears had been wiped away, so she took out one and pressed it for Xu Shi.

Xu Shi said, "You seem to have known it a long time ago."

Mom opened and closed her mouth, then smiled: "Why do you want to cry when you talk about this?"

Xu Shi pursed his lips.

Mom: "I haven't taken a bath yet."

Xu Shi looked up and saw that it was indeed mother's usual bath time.

Xu Shi: "Oh."

Mom said: "I guessed it before, you are abnormal."

Xu Shi was taken aback for a moment: "Really?"

Mom: "It's just a guess, I really hope you deny it."

Xu Zhi stopped talking.

Mom's voice started to cry again: "What do you think..."

Xu Zhi lowered his head.

Mom: "What do you think?"

Xu Shi shook her head: "I didn't think much about it." Xu Shi also wanted to cry, and she tried her best to hold back: "We can only be together if we like it."

I don't know what happened to this sentence, and it made my mother cry again. Seeing her mother crying like this, Xu Shi couldn't help crying.

Mom stood up immediately, took out a piece of paper and wiped it casually: "It's good to know, it saves me from thinking about this and that all day long."

Xu Shi grabbed the pillow and looked up at his mother.

Mom: "Okay, I'm going to take a shower, I can't see you now."

Xu Shi: "Oh."

Mom: "I'll go to bed after washing."

Xu Shi: "Yes."

Xu Shi watched his mother go back to the bedroom, and when the door closed, she fell directly on the sofa.

keep crying.

I don't know what to cry for, but I just can't help crying, crying intermittently.

She really wants to find Yu Lingshan, Yu Lingshan knows that she will hug her when she cries.

But during the walk, Yu Lingshan said that she had a manuscript to revise tonight, and she would find Xu Shi after the revision.

The news that was sent only 5 minutes ago has reached home, and it is estimated that the draft is being revised now.

I am revising.

Xu Shi was wronged too much, and even cried because Yu Lingshan was revising the manuscript.

Back and forth, after staying in the living room for more than half an hour, Xu Shi went back to take a shower when he recovered.

But during this process, her heart was always heavy, as if there was a huge stone pressing her down, her walking was heavy, her breathing was heavy, and her whole body was very heavy.

After taking a shower, she lay idly on the bed, not wanting to do anything.

It was already eleven o'clock when Yu Lingshan came to find her, and her cell phone vibrated.

She picked it up to watch, and Yu Lingshan said on the screen: I'm done with my work baby

Yu Lingshan asked her: What are you doing?

Xu Shi could not restrain his chin, and only used his index finger to type out the pinyin letter by letter: crying

Fairy Wife: Are you crying?

Before Xu Shi started typing, the video over there came over.

And the moment Xu Shi picked up and saw Yu Lingshan's face, the emotion that had been hidden in his heart seemed to be poked suddenly, and it was released instantly.

Xu Shi's nose became sore all of a sudden.

"Where are people?" Yu Lingshan asked over there.

Xu Shi pressed his nose outside the camera: "Yes."

"What's wrong?" Yu Lingshan immediately heard it: "Are you really crying?"

Xu Shi's nasal voice was particularly strong: "Yes."

Yu Lingshan: "What's wrong? What happened?"

Xu Shi lay the phone flat on the bed, leaning his face against his arms, and spoke as clearly as possible.

"Yu Lingshan." Xu Shi called out.

Yu Lingshan: "What's wrong?"

Xu Shi: "I want to see you."

Yu Lingshan still cannot see Xu Shi from this angle, but Xu Shi can see Yu Lingshan. She can feel that Yu Lingshan is nervous about her, and she can see it too. After she said that she missed her, Yu Lingshan did not hesitate , just said "OK".

And she said, "I'm coming."

Xu Shi wanted to cry even more: "Okay."

Yu Lingshan: "Stop crying, talk slowly when you see me."

Xu Shi: "Yes."

Yu Lingshan came as soon as he said, and the phone was cut to the voice and did not hang up, so Xu Shi just lay on his stomach, listening to Yu Lingshan's voice.

Listen to her close the door, listen to her enter the elevator, watch the phone show that the other party's signal is weak, and then show a normal call.

Yu Lingshan's house was not far from Xu Shi's home. After a few sounds of the road, Yu Lingshan told Xu Shi that he had arrived at the door.

Xu Shi picked up the phone: "I'm coming down."

The timing was very coincidental, Xu Shi happened to arrive downstairs, and Yu Lingshan also happened to come over.

Yu Lingshan is still the same as tonight, and it is true that the two of them have only been separated for a few hours, and only Xu Shi has experienced a lot.

Opening the glass door, Xu Shi rushed over and fell into Yu Lingshan's arms.

Yu Lingshan hugged her and patted her on the head: "What's the matter?"

Xu Shi called her name: "Yu Lingshan."

Yu Lingshan: "Here."

Xu Shi said: "I let my hair down, do you like me too."