The Magician's Skyfall

What is it like to like someone?

In the past, Akamatsu Ryu was able to learn from the remaining emotions on various materials, and he probably could taste the taste of love.

But when he really paid more attention to Dazai Osamu and tried to analyze his feelings, Akamatsu Ryu was not sure again, because he didn't know whether the feeling in his heart was love.

Akamatsu admitted that he was indeed attracted to Osamu Dazai, and wanted to see how much he would be attracted, so he had to bring Osamu Dazai to the underground tomb no matter what.

Just as Osamu Dazai speculated, even if Osamu Dazai is not willing, Akamatsu Ryu has a way to force Osamu Dazai to come down.

Only in this place that is not affected by the objective environment, identity, international situation, and interests, Akamatsu felt that both he and Osamu Dazai's thoughts and moods would become purer, and they would be able to distinguish and judge their own thoughts and feelings.

Before coming, Akamatsu Ryu thought well.

He still needs to study magic, whether it is a formal dress or a gemstone sword, it is time-consuming and energy-consuming. He may not care about Dazai Osamu, and will even completely forget about this person after indulging in the experiment.

Even if he is still attracted by Osamu Dazai, then taking a little time to accompany Osamu Dazai to go around the underground tomb a few times is already the limit, right?

Akamatsu Ryu is a magician who has been studying mystery and magic. Once he puts all his mind on magic, it is difficult for Akamatsu Ryu to think about emotional issues.

Well, the experienced magician Akamatsu Ryu decided so.

When you come to the underground tomb, you must either see your true psychology clearly, or completely abandon this attraction.

It was only when he was actually in this environment that Akamatsu Liu realized that his thinking was too simple.

Magic research requires materials, gemstones and spells. Whenever Akamatsu goes out to find materials or something, you can hear news about Osamu Dazai, and even see Osamu Dazai talking and laughing happily with the people here, and you can see him getting more and more brilliant look!

What makes Akamatsu even more helpless is that he really likes to see Osamu Dazai in high spirits. Even when he is doing research on magic costumes, he can't help but find Austin's novels when buying materials, just because Osamu Dazai mentioned a thought at first. look.

After confirming that Dazai Osamu had indeed left a deep shadow in his heart, Akamatsu Ryuu no longer tried to suppress this emotion with reason.

He really likes to study magic, but when he is not studying, thinking about what can be made from discarded materials, and then giving it to Osamu Dazai, he feels a sense of relaxation in discovering the joy of life.

Liking this kind of thing is a behavior that makes both parties physically and mentally happy. Akamatsu Ryu feels that he is in a good state recently. Even Matou Sakura's magic dress is progressing at an incredible speed, so he has the idea of ​​​​speeding up the research on the jeweled sword.

... Then reality hits the head. The Tohsaka family has worked hard for hundreds of years without success. It really can't be overcome with the blessing of dating buff. Akamatsu Ryu is a little frustrated, but it is not unacceptable.

Just when he was adjusting his mood, Dazai Osamu suddenly ran over, which was unexpected by Akamatsu Ryu.

Seeing the failure by Dazai Osamu, Akamatsu Ryu felt a little depressed, so he tried to turn his back on Dazai Osamu, but when he heard Dazai Osamu mentioned the five-element magic, Akamatsu Ryu couldn't help it.

There is one thing that Akamatsu Ryu cannot change: the other self has left a deep impression on Osamu Dazai.

Although the other self walked away neatly, this has already happened.

Everyone has their own bottom line and thunder point, even if they are in a relationship, they cannot retreat without limit.

Akamatsu Ryu does not allow himself to be regarded as another person, and he does not want Osamu Dazai to find another person's shadow in him.

However, after Akamatsu Ryu said so, Osamu Dazai once again made a very considerate behavior.

Osamu Dazai directly used his own death to prove the difference between the two, which made Akamatsu Ryu a little surprised, but at the same time regretted it.

...Did he act too seriously at the beginning?

At this moment, Akamatsu Ryu suddenly remembered another message from himself. The other party said that Dazai Osamu is actually a very gentle person, but his gentleness is too obscure and cautious, and most of the time, this kindness is even covered up. It's hard to get a glimpse of the truth.

"Wait, is it because you in another world like me, so even if you like me, you never tell me?"

Dazai Osamu was caught off guard and said this, and Akamatsu Ryu was surprised again just as soon as he came back to his senses.

It's hard to describe Dazai Osamu's expression at this moment, anyway, from the perspective of Akamatsu Ryu, it is super cute.

Like a frightened cat, the fur all over its body exploded, its iris-colored eyes were rounded, its whole body was stiff, and it didn't even know how to put its hands and feet down.

"...I don't like you, so I will tell you."

Akamatsu Ryu couldn't help laughing, he obeyed his thoughts, reached out and touched Osamu Dazai's head.

Well, this time I finally got it.

Then Osamu Dazai took a step back subconsciously, covered his head, and looked at Akamatsu Ryu as if he was looking at an alien.

Akamatsu Ryu blinked, did Osamu Dazai startle?

He tried to use a natural and steady tone and said: "We all know that it is difficult to judge whether you like it, but if you hate it, you don't have to think about it at all."

"Either curse with words, or avoid it directly, or even directly destroy it physically..."

Akamatsu Ryu took a step back and gave up some space, saving Osamu Dazai from feeling too oppressive. He continued: "I am not affected by my self in another world. I just see you having fun. My own There are things to deal with, so it is postponed for the time being."

Osamu Dazai finally recovered his voice. His mind was in a mess, but he instinctively didn't want to admit defeat in terms of language, so he said stubbornly, "Aren't you afraid that I'll overplay it and stop looking for you?"

Akamatsu smiled gently, and he said calmly: "Maybe you who go to the Armed Detective Agency will do this, but as the leader of the port organization, are you a person who will give up?"

"If you give up so easily, will you still be the leader?"

Chi Songliu's eyes became soft, and he said softly: "You are different people, different pasts have shaped you now, and I have seen you from the beginning to the end, so I never worry about you giving up, I Just worry about..."

Osamu Dazai subconsciously asked, "What are you worried about?"

Akamatsu Ryu looked at Dazai Osamu quietly, as if he wanted to see through this man, and after a long time he said in a sighing tone: "After you finished saving Oda Sakusuke, you thought of self-destruction; then you are picking the fruit of love After that, will it repeat the same mistakes?"

"Dazai, you're a little bastard who's always chasing the unobtainable."

"You seem very lively recently, just because you are overcoming the problem of love. After you succeed in overcoming it?"

Akamatsu Ryu shook his head slightly: "You don't have an answer."

Osamu Dazai stared blankly at Akamatsuru, and murmured, "It's too much."

Akamatsu raised his eyebrows: "Why did I go too far?"

Osamu Dazai pointed to Akamatsu and complained: "This is all your speculation, not my idea at all!"

Even if it is, you have to say no now!

Chimatsu let out a snort, and he looked at Osamu Dazai with great interest: "Then tell me, do you have any plans for the future?"

Osamu Dazai raised his chin and said proudly, "Of course there are!"

In fact, there was none, but this did not prevent Osamu Dazai from finding one on the spot, not to mention that he did have a good idea.

"Miss Matou said, if you don't know how to take the first step, then follow the person you like to gain courage."

Osamu Dazai announced loudly: "Since you said you don't hate it, that's fine. I will solemnly leave it to you to find my future and future life goals for me!"

"You must take responsibility! Do you hear me!"

Akamatsu Ryu: "..."

He looked at Dazai Osamu speechlessly: "This is obviously what I told Matou Ying, and you are too shameless to come out of her way to deal with me?"

Osamu Dazai didn't take it seriously: "Am I wrong? As long as it works."

Just as described by Akamatsu Ryu, Dazai Osamu is a person who dare not think about the future, because he feels that he has no future at all.

He is a coward who likes to be brave, a weak person who shrinks behind others, hides in the dark and looks at the world indifferently. The only time he mustered up the courage to catch someone is because he has a successful example in the parallel world.

But since he has caught it, let the person in front of him describe the future for him.

Thinking of this, Dazai Zhizhi looked at Chimatsuliu confidently: "You still have my money, you still owe me the undead research, and the bodyguard contract, my business is your business, don't try to get rid of me again. "

Akamatsu Ryu thought of the mess in Yokohama for no reason, and thought of Fyodor who was stirring the wind and rain on the surface of London, and suddenly felt a stomachache.

He murmured, "Didn't you say before that you have given up the position of leader to Zhongye?"

[Nakahara Chuya: Do you think of me now? 】

Osamu Dazai nodded: "But in order to throw money at you, I am still the leader."

Otherwise, he would not be able to mobilize the funds of the port organization.

In the next second, Osamu Dazai had a frightened face: "If I have no money, you don't want me?"

Chisong let out a breath stuck in his throat, and looked at Osamu Dazai helplessly after a long time: "Don't play tricks, as I said, if you don't like you, you will directly refuse."

Speaking of this, Akamatsu Ryu had a correct attitude, he took a step forward, and gently took Dazai Osamu's hand.

Osamu Dazai's heart was pounding, he was a little scared, and wanted to retreat to avoid it, but Akamatsu Ryu's hand was very steady, and he did not allow Osamu Dazai to retreat at all.

"A magician is, after all, a liar who achieves his own ends by deceiving the world for a short time."

"We modify the power of the world, violate the objective laws of world development, and strive to trace the reverberations of the age of ancient mythology. We are a group of creatures who strive to explore death and the past."

"Is it really okay for you to find a future for me like this?"

Akamatsu Ryu looked at Osamu Dazai seriously: "Maybe I am not the straw that gives you hope for the world of the living, but the devil who drags you into hell together, Dazai, you..."

"not like this."

Osamu Dazai spoke abruptly, and his expression was also very serious, with a little bit of loneliness and melancholy: "If I am alone, I can't change the world, and even let Odasaku really survive."

"Vigilaire, in the endless storm and darkness, you are a shining lighthouse. I use you as my guide, and this is how I successfully stitched the two worlds together."

Osamu Dazai chuckled: "You are the anchor that connects everything, I live because of you."