I am pregnant with the cub of the enemy's proton

"What do you mean, what do you mean it's not the original one? How could this happen! Where did the original one go?"

Shen Chen was about to go crazy, shooting out a series of questions like cannonballs, wanting to breathe fire in a hurry.

But Xiao Qi Xiao Ba couldn't answer this question either.

"Chenchen, what's wrong?"

Yan Xiuhua's hoarse voice suddenly came from behind.

When Shen Chen got out of bed in a hurry like losing his soul, he woke up.

"It's nothing, why did you wake up?" Shen Chen squeezed the jade pendant hard, and forced a smile, but he didn't know how forced he was.

"You're making a lot of noise." Yan Xiuhua's voice was soft, as if he was afraid of scaring him, "Why, did you have a nightmare? You don't even wear shoes."

For some reason, Yan Xiuhua didn't hug him directly this time, but took the shoes and let him sit beside him.

However, Shen Chen seemed to realize something, pursed his lips and remained motionless, staring straight at him.

Yan Xiuhua squatted in front of him and raised his foot, but Shen Chen took a step back.

In fact, there was a very thick blanket on the ground, so it didn't matter if he didn't wear shoes, but he was afraid that Yan Xiuhua would be worried, so he would obediently wear shoes.

"Chenchen." Yan Xiuhua raised his head, his face was cold, as usual, "What's wrong?"

Shen Chen bit his lip, paused, and finally raised his hand, holding the delicate box, and asked, "Have you touched the jade pendant inside?"

There were many thoughts in his mind, but they were overthrown one by one. No one knew what his jade pendant was for, and no one would deliberately change his jade pendant.

Only Yan Xiuhua has the guts to touch his jade pendant and put it back exactly the same.

But why did Yan Xiuhua do this?

At this moment, many speculations flooded his mind. He was calm on the surface, but in fact he was so terrified that he even breathed lightly.

Yan Xiuhua stood up and said calmly, "I moved it."

He was a head taller than Shen Chen, looking at him with lowered eyes at this moment made him feel a burst of fear.

Shen Chen had never been so afraid before.

He wanted to retreat, but Yan Xiuhua suddenly grabbed his wrist.

Yan Xiuhua took him by the hand and walked to the bed, sighed lowly, and said softly: "Chenchen, take a rest."

It wasn't until he was walking by the bed that Shen Chen said awkwardly: "Why?"

Yan Xiuhua said calmly: "You looked at it every day, and I got jealous, so I took it away and threw it away, but I was afraid that you would be angry, so I found another one that was exactly the same and put it back."

Very good, Shen Chen breathed a sigh of relief for not discovering his secret...

He didn't breathe a sigh of relief, and suddenly raised his voice in horror: "Did you throw away the previous piece?!"

"Yeah." Yan Xiuhua hugged him to the bed, and said calmly, "To be precise, I accidentally crushed it and couldn't recover it, so I threw it away."

Shen Chen looked at him incredulously, not knowing what to do for a moment.

He didn't know whether he was refuting Yan Xiuhua or persuading himself, and said in a rambling manner: "How is it possible, that is a jade pendant, how could it be broken at will, and you put it in such a hidden place, it must be very important. You can't..."

"It's not as important as you." Yan Xiuhua interrupted his fantasy, "No matter how important the jade pendant is, it's not as important as you. I have internal strength, so it's normal to crush a piece of jade pendant."

Shen Chen paused.

"How could you do this?!" He was going crazy, "How could you move it without my consent!"

If you can't go back, what will your mother do?He can't leave his mother alone at home.

Before he knew it, tears flowed all over his face, and Shen Chen's vision was a little blurred.

But he can't care about these anymore. If he can't go home, what will his mother do?

Seeing that he was about to collapse, Yan Xiuhua pinched his wrist, held him in his arms, and kissed the top of his head: "It's okay, it's just a jade pendant, I can find you many that are exactly the same."

"It's different, it's different." Shen Chen shook his head, crying almost exhausted.

Weeping and crying, he suddenly pushed Yan Xiuhua away and ran out. He went to look for it, and there must be more than this piece of jade that could bring him home.

"Chenchen!" Yan Xiuhua hugged him from behind, held him tightly, kissed the tears in the corner of his eyes, but didn't say a word.

Shen Chen struggled hard, but couldn't break free. There was a huge gap in physical strength between this man and him, and he had never been able to fight him.

"You have always been like this, you have always been like this." Hot tears fell, and Shen Chen's voice was hoarse, "You never listen to my opinion on the things you insist on, and you seem to be gentle and considerate to me. In fact, you are arbitrary. You forcefully brought me back to Chu State, knowing that I didn’t want to but still imprisoned me, I endured it, after all, I love you too, but that jade pendant is different, how could you do this, how could you do this.”

Shen Chen squatted down and sat on the ground hugging his knees.

Yan Xiuhua was shocked for a moment, he didn't know whether it was because of Shen Chen's accusation, his collapse, or his strong love that he rarely said.

"Because I'm afraid, Chen Chen." He also squatted down and put his arms around Shen Chen's shoulders, "I'm afraid that if I don't bring you back, I'll never see you again, and I'm afraid that if I don't shut you up, you will After leaving, I was afraid that you didn't love me enough, and you would suddenly disappear on a certain day that I don't know."

"I..." Shen Chen wanted to defend himself, but found that he couldn't do anything.

He really didn't love him enough at that time, and wanted to leave at any time.

"Then you can't do that." Shen Chen wiped away his tears, and said to him, "What if I don't love you all my life? Are you going to lock me up like a prisoner? What do you take it for?" , a thing without thoughts and feelings? You love me, why don't you ask me if I want to?"

Yan Xiuhua pursed his lips, and did not speak for a long while, Shen Chen saw his answer from his eyes.

The usual indifference is a disguise, and he is willing to be gentle and considerate, but that is not his essence.

He is a paranoid person in essence, he will do whatever it takes to achieve his goals, he only knows that he will get what he likes no matter what method he uses, but he doesn't care about the feelings of others.

He thought that he was good enough to Shen Chen, but he didn't know that was not what Shen Chen wanted.

Shen Chen felt tired, he tilted his head and leaned against the edge of the couch, his eyes were a little dazed.

"But you love me now, right?" Yan Xiuhua whispered, "You love me now, isn't that enough?"

"Don't you feel that you are wrong?" Shen Chen turned to look at him, "You still don't feel that what you did was wrong?"

"That's right." Shen Chen leaned his head back again, and snorted softly, "You feudal nobles are all used to yourself, who would care about what others think, do you think that pampering me is a great gift to me?"

"Chenchen!" Yan Xiuhua's chest trembled violently, "I've never thought of it like this!"

Shen Chen: "Then what do you think? You shouldn't treat me like that if you care about my thoughts!"

"What can I do? If I don't do that, you will leave." Yan Xiuhua said, "You were pregnant at that time, but you didn't tell me, didn't you just want to leave secretly?"

Yan Xiuhua has never asked him this question, but it doesn't mean he doesn't care. On the contrary, he cares too much. He is afraid of hearing an answer he doesn't want to hear, so he always pretends that nothing happened.

Shen Chen even forgot about this, and immediately said after hearing the words: "It's true that I wanted to leave, but I didn't tell Tuantuan about its existence because you said you don't like children!"

He hugged his knees and curled up into a pitiful ball: "I'm a man again, who knows that after I tell you, will you think I'm a monster and want to kill this child?"

Yan Xiuhua: "This is our child, how could I..."

"Why can't you? I can't pry open your head, how do I know what you think? What if? If you want to kill him, can I stop it?"

Shen Chen's voice became lower and lower, and in the end, it hardly seemed like a question, but it was more sober than a loud question.

"In this world, I'm just a dodder attached to you. You can give me everything or deprive me of everything at any time, and I have no right to resist." Shen Chen was tired, tears stopped, and only With tears all over his face, "You seem to have given me all the favors, but you don't know that this is a kind of charity in itself."

"No!" Yan Xiuhua suddenly felt great panic in his heart, he shook his head and said, "This is not charity, this is love, I will not do anything to you, I will not hurt you if I hurt myself!"

Shen Chen wanted to refute, but suddenly felt a little tired.

"There's no point in arguing about these things. Anyway, I have no way out." Shen Chen closed his eyes, and slid back as if exhausted, "I can only be slaughtered by you."

His voice was very soft, like a feather. Yan Xiuhua hugged him, but felt that it was just a body without a soul.

Shen Chen leaned in his arms, didn't resist, just closed his eyes, not giving him any response.

"Chenchen, I will always love you and put you above me forever, don't be afraid." Yan Xiuhua was suddenly very frightened, and he said anxiously, "You still have Tuantuan, Tuantuan will definitely look towards you in the future, and Xiao Tomorrow night, if I treat you badly, he won't let me go..."

He has always been cold and arrogant, as if he has everything under control, and he is rarely so helpless and crazy.

Every time, it was because of Shen Chen.

"Host, warning, the host's physical function is declining, and there is a risk of losing consciousness!"

Xiao Qi's voice sounded in Shen Chen's mind, but Shen Chen could no longer hear it.

He passed out.

Shen Chen dreamed that he had gone home.

The hair that my mother had been grooming so delicately was all white and messy behind her. She was lying on the hospital bed, touching his photos over and over again, babbling his name and talking about his childhood, The appearance is even a little dull.

He stood there calling her, but Mom didn't seem to hear him.

Yes, he is dead, how could mother hear him.

And, he can never go back.

Big drops of tears rolled down his cheeks, Shen Chen wanted to hug his mother, but he couldn't hold him no matter what, he was helpless and frightened, seeing his mother's appearance, his heart was broken.

"Whoa! Whoa—"

Shen Chen was awakened by the sound of a baby crying.

He opened his eyes and tilted his head to look at the blurry vision of the group around him.

He reached out and touched it, and it was full of tears.

Tuantuan was crying at first, but she didn't know if she sensed that he woke up and became quiet.

"Chenchen." Yan Xiuhua sat on the head of his bed, saw that he was awake, and hurriedly delivered the soup to his lips, but he turned his head and avoided it.

Shen Chen didn't want to see him, so he turned his head to hide.

Yan Xiuhua's hand stopped there.

He was silent for a long time, and suddenly said: "That jade pendant is still there."

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