Unforgivable

There were too many things to do at the beginning of school, so Nan Shu took the subway directly to their family's company at the end of the second day of military training.

In fact, strictly speaking, it has nothing to do with him.

After he was taken to City C by his uncle five years ago, Shi Zhiyuan lost contact with the people from the Nan family. He made countless calls to Shi Zhiyuan every day. From the beginning, he never got through, and finally the number turned into an empty number. , He lost the way to contact Shi Zhiyuan, and his life became more and more miserable day by day. He didn't eat or drink, and he didn't even go to school.At that time, Nan Che hadn't left City C, so the responsibility of looking after him naturally fell on him.

It’s just that Nan Shu, who knew far away when he just left, was really like an irrational lunatic. The incident spread wildly within a few days after arriving at Nan Che’s house. , Nan Che's mother couldn't bear it, and proposed to send Nan Shu away.

Just where can it be sent?

Who would accept the son of a murderer?

Nan Shu bought a train ticket back to City A online. It was the holiday period at that time, and the tickets were not easy to buy. He waited for a long time before he got an eight-hour station ticket. He didn't pack anything, and brought a The mobile phone ran to the train station, and was forcibly taken home after being discovered by Nanche.

He wanted to escape more than once, but every time he was discovered by Nan Che, Nan Shu sealed himself up and hid in a dark corner, like a shell.

Nan Che wouldn't say any harsh words to him, and even held him by hugging her.

But Nan Che's mother is different.

Raising a son is already a lot of work, not to mention that her husband brought an unrelated and seemingly abnormal oil bottle. It would be okay if he was safe, but since he came here, the family has not stopped.

She stood at the door of Nan Shu's room and scolded: "Have you had enough trouble, kid? I'm willing to take you in. You still want to go back? Your father killed his mother! Don't forget, you He was kicked out! Do you think your elder brother still recognizes your younger brother? Do you think he still wants to see you?!"

Nanshu didn't believe it.

Shi Zhiyuan, who has lived for 13 years and spoiled him so much since he was a child, is not his elder brother?

Why don't you want him.

For the past five years, he has always believed that Shi Zhiyuan is not so cruel, so he must be very reluctant to part with him, even if they have not contacted once during this period, he thinks that Shi Zhiyuan can't find him.

He must also be worried about whether he is doing well.

Standing under the tall building, Nan Shu looked up at the floor, not knowing how the company survived in the first place.

It was only later that he heard from Nan Che that his uncle had been paying attention to Shi Zhiyuan's life all the time, as if he could get some psychological comfort as long as he knew that he was doing well.

It's ridiculous, people who didn't make mistakes are also atoning.

Nan Che never took the initiative to mention Shi Zhiyuan in front of Nan Shu, because Nan Shu who left Shi Zhiyuan was no longer normal.

Nan Shu didn't care about being squeezed out by the people around him. He started to study hard and applied for University A. Nan Che's family knew that he couldn't be stopped, so they let him go. The relationship of 13 years is not fake. If Shi Zhiyuan really accepted him, which is naturally the best.

Except for Nan Shu, everyone felt that this possibility was extremely slim.

He was still wearing military training uniform, and stood at the door for a long time, so long that even the security guard on the first floor noticed him, and someone shouted at him, "What are you doing?"

Nan Shu came back to his senses, ignored it, turned around and walked back.

He has been to this place many times, just like him who has been with Shi Zhiyuan for 13 years, but now there seems to be no reason to get closer.

brother?

Shi Zhiyuan does not recognize it.

After walking not far, Nan Shu saw a familiar commercial vehicle coming out of the garage. The car was driving straight to the south, and Nan Shu couldn't see clearly whether Shi Zhiyuan was in it or not.

He didn't know who the strange man who was so close to Shi Zhiyuan that day was. Just thinking about it, he couldn't suppress the anger in his heart. He wanted to drive away all the people who approached Shi Zhiyuan, and let Shi Zhiyuan To him alone.

He didn't go back to school, he took the subway to several different streets, he went to find the Japanese food, hot pot restaurant, omelet rice, Spanish food that Shi Zhiyuan liked to eat... It's a pity that many restaurants have been replaced by A store he is not familiar with.

He found a brown bear-themed cafe, and he fell in love with it when Shi Zhiyuan brought him there once when he was a child. At that time, Shi Zhiyuan saw that he really liked the bear, so he bought him a lot of dolls and a lot of small pendants from the Internet.

He sat in the cafe for a long time and left when the sky darkened.

The dormitory of University A closes at [-]:[-], perhaps because the management was not strict during the military training period, Nan Shu took out the key, but could not open the door of the dormitory.

The door was locked inside, and he didn't have the contact information of the three people, so he raised his hand and knocked, but there was no movement.

He glanced, it was indeed getting late, maybe they were already asleep.

With his back against the wall, Nan Shu was about to leave when he heard Song Zhi's voice: "Is there someone knocking on the door?"

Zhang Yichen replied aloud at this moment: "No."

"Really? It sounded like a knock on the door to me."

The voice of the voice was getting closer, and the door was opened in the next second. Song Zhi had just taken a shower, wiped his hair with a towel, and was slightly taken aback when he saw Nan Shu.

After Nan Shu walked in, he glanced at Zhang Yichen who was lying on the bed playing with his mobile phone, and went back to the table and sat down.

Song Zhi's voice lowered a bit: "I said don't lock it until everyone is here..."

"Who knew he would come back." Zhang Yichen interrupted his words directly, with a slightly aggressive tone, "Besides, who comes back so late every day, who has the time to wait for him?"

Song Zhi glanced at Nan Shu's back, shook his head and signaled Zhang Yichen to stop talking.

Seeing that Nan Shu was silent, Zhang Yichen became more and more enthusiastic at the moment, and got out of bed with his mobile phone: "The dormitory is a dormitory, which is different from home. You have to consider other people's feelings here. I really think there is someone here who will be your mother... ..."

As soon as he turned around, his whole body was hit against the wall by a huge impact. He screamed in pain, but his arm was pressed against his throat.Nan Shu stood in front of him, looked down at him, his eyes were like a beast with red eyes.

"It's really embarrassing for you." Nan Shu raised the corner of his mouth and looked at him gloomyly, "I have been turning a blind eye to your targeting these days, but what kind of thing are you, and you are worthy of my tolerance?"

The sound of the phone falling to the ground was so clear that Zhang Yichen was dumbfounded.It was really surprising that he had such a vicious look all over his body. Song Zhi stared at his side face, and forgot to persuade him for a while, even the other boy who was sleeping on the upper bunk sat up.

Nan Shu stood up straight, looked down at him for two seconds, turned around and took his clothes into the bathroom, Zhang Yichen almost lost his footing.

Since then, Zhang Yichen never troubled him again, and Nan Shu didn't take him seriously. After the military training, he changed his clothes and ran into Nan Che who had just arrived when he went out.

Seeing his hurried steps, Nan Che frowned and asked with a smile, "Where are you going?"

Nanshu didn't answer.

"The military training just ended, didn't you eat?" Nan Che didn't ask, "There's a restaurant with good fried rice, let's go together."

"I'm not going."

Nan Che asked with his eyes, but he clearly knew the reason.

Nan Shu looked away: "I'll go find my brother."

After a few seconds of silence between each other, Nan Che let go of his clenched fingers, smiled very lightly, and said, "You saw him on the first day you came back, right? Nan Shu, how is he treating you?"

Nan Shu lowered his eyes.

"Answer me." Nan Che pressed on step by step, "Is he nice to you?"

okay?It's good, before that incident happened, no one treated him better than Shi Zhiyuan.

Although the current Shi Zhiyuan hates him to the bone, he believes that as long as they meet each other often, Shi Zhiyuan's heart will gradually soften.It doesn't matter, Shi Zhiyuan treats him badly now, he is not afraid of him, really, it doesn't matter.

He insisted on leaving, but Nan Che didn't stop him. He took the bus to the vicinity of the community, walked for a while to the destination, and turned around on the first floor. Nan Shu saw a small place behind Shi Zhiyuan's house In the garden, some unknown grasses are planted in it, and it is still green in this autumn.

There are no familiar cars around, Shi Zhiyuan should still be in the company.

The greening in the community is well done, and the road beside it is full of small wild flowers. Nan Shu sits on the side of the road and weaves a few dogtail grasses into a small love flower to pass the time.He stared at the leaf sheath swaying in the wind, and the sharp voice pulled him back from his thoughts.

He looked up and saw the yellow-haired boy who had been punched by him that day was pointing at him, and a young-looking woman stood beside him.

The boy saw that he was very emotional and started to complain. After saying "Mom, he hit me that day", the woman's eyes widened immediately, and she glared at Nan Shu, as if she was going to rush up at any time.

"It's you who beat my son? I don't even want to touch my son, how dare you?!"

The woman's voice was shrill and harsh, but Nan Shu didn't pay attention to it. He glanced at it lightly and then added ears to the heart made of dogtail grass.Seeing that he was ignoring him, the woman pointed at his nose and said a few obscenities, and said, "Where is your home? Take me to your mother! This matter is endless!"

The movement of Nan Shu's hands stopped slightly. During this quiet few seconds, he heard the sound of the car being locked from behind. He turned his head and saw Shi Zhiyuan getting off a Mercedes-Benz.

Shi Zhiyuan just came back from the company, wearing a black slim suit. From Nan Shu's perspective, Shi Zhiyuan's figure is thin, but his proportions are very good.When he left five years ago, his elder brother was still a sunny boy in casual clothes. After so many years of experience and pressure, he seemed to have become an excellent and attractive man.

There were already several people around watching the commotion, it was so eye-catching, Shi Zhiyuan also looked over.

Nan Shu met his eyes, stood up and was about to walk over, but was blocked by a woman: "Where do you want to go? Call your mother!"

After she finished speaking, Nan Shu saw the change in Shi Zhiyuan's expression. Shi Zhiyuan turned his gaze back to him again. blame him.

Perhaps it was because of Shi Zhiyuan's glance, or perhaps because the woman's words reminded him several times, Nan Shu's patience was gradually worn away, and he turned to look at the woman with distorted facial features. The hostility in his eyes almost overflowed, the woman and him His sons were all taken aback.

It is this kind of eyes, without the desire to live, as if to pull people in, it is not an exaggeration to die together.

The woman felt that she was justified, and immediately said: "If you do something wrong, you are not prepared to take responsibility? How did your family teach you? You really have a mother but not a mother!"

Nan Shu's eyes sank, as if covered by darkness. He clenched his fists and pressed her step by step. The fierceness exuding from him was terrifying. The woman took a few steps back: "What are you doing..."

"Aunt Yang."

The familiar voice woke Nan Shu up instantly, and he froze there, not even daring to turn his head.

As if knowing each other, the woman smiled stiffly: "Oh, I'm back when I was a child."

Shi Zhiyuan had already walked over, smiled politely, and said, "That's right, I found out that the car was scratched this morning, but I was too anxious to check it. Today I asked my assistant to check the surveillance and found that it was your son playing with it." I accidentally bumped into it while skating. Look, do you want to discuss how to deal with this?"

The woman looked at the S-Class Mercedes not far away, her face turned pale in an instant, and she stammered: "Oh, this...maybe an accident, he's just a child, he didn't do it on purpose..."

As soon as the words came out, the aunt beside them who had long been displeased with their family was not happy: "You said this, didn't you mean that you don't have to pay for someone's car if you scratch it?"

The woman had a good face, and her expression was a little uneasy. She glanced at her son who was obviously making a mistake with his head down, and coughed: "It's normal for a child to make mistakes. Why are you so aggressive?"

After Shi Zhiyuan listened with a smile, he said softly: "Then he is also a child, please let the past go."

The people around didn't know the relationship between the two, Nan Shu stared at Shi Zhiyuan's profile until the woman left in a hurry.The matter was resolved just like that, the smile on Shi Zhiyuan's face disappeared, and he turned and left directly.

Nan Shu chased after him: "Brother..."

Shi Zhiyuan warned him: "Don't follow."

Nan Shu followed behind him and whispered, "I just want to see you, brother, don't..."

"Not dead, no father or mother, similar to you, what's so good about it?"

Shi Zhiyuan turned around and found that Nan Shu was much taller than him.Five years can indeed change a person visible to the naked eye, and I'm afraid I don't know each other in my heart.

He stood at the door of the house, took out the key and prepared to open the door: "Don't come again, I don't want to see you."

Nan Shu hesitated, wanted to hold his hand and stopped in the air, bowed his head and said, "Brother, I miss you so much, I miss you so much. These five years... don't you miss me at all?"

"I was admitted to University A in order to come back here. I really just want to come back to see you. Can you just ignore me?" Nan Shu begged in a voice that was barely audible, "Don't drive me away every time OK?"

Shi Zhiyuan's hand holding the key trembled slightly, he didn't know which sentence touched the line of defense, he turned around suddenly, and stared at his weak brother who seemed vulnerable in front of him: "Have you lost your memory? Have you forgotten what your father did five years ago? Do you want me to treat you well and greet you with a smile? Nanshu, you haven’t made any progress in the past five years. Which university did you go to? What's the matter with me? I'm surprised that you're alive, after all, you're an idiot who can't do anything without your brother. "

"……I am a fool."

Nan Shu's eyes were red and his voice was hoarse, and said: "I tried to run back countless times, but I was caught every time. I called you, but I never heard your voice. Everything that was given to me was packed in a box, and the only thing I took out was the photos, because I can see you when I look up. I always think... I miss you so much, and you must miss you too Me, brother, you must miss me too, right?" He carefully grabbed Shi Zhiyuan's sleeve, every second seemed to slow down, he couldn't organize his words well, and he didn't know what he was talking about at all, " Brother... I'm sorry, he's dead, he's dead..."

Shi Zhiyuan looked at his humble and begging appearance, his eyes were fierce, he shook off his hand, and said coldly: "He is dead, Nan Shu, it's only because you are bleeding from him, as soon as you get close It just makes me sick."

Nan Shu looked up at him and said unwillingly, "...but you obviously helped me just now."

Shi Zhiyuan laughed, and looked at him incredulously: "Help you? Don't be ridiculous, I don't want my mother to be insulted because of your stupid thing! You should cause less trouble if you have a conscience. Don't let the people who died tragically have no peace because of you!"

As if being poured with cold lead, Nan Shu's whole body was cold, and his hands dropped heavily. He heard the deafening sound of closing the door. This heavy door once again separated him from Shi Zhiyuan.

At this moment, many images flashed back in Nanshu's brain. That time when he went to participate in the international piano competition, Shi Zhiyuan was late because of something at school, so he was so angry that he ignored him. Shi Zhiyuan kept coaxing him for a long time for a long time.

When he was playing, Shi Zhiyuan was watching him from the auditorium and listening to his piano sound. When he won No.1 in the youth group, Shi Zhiyuan applauded him from the audience. Every move, every look, and every sound were so gentle.

But now, the elder brother who doted on him in every possible way seemed to have completely disappeared.

His elder brother, who he misses day and night, seems to never be able to forgive him.