Yin Xiangze falls in love with Xu Yingmei

Fatal wounds can have no superficial scars, and mournful eyes can have no traces of tears.Xu Yingmei was leaning on the window sill, with her hands bent, her stubborn chin hidden under her arms, her eyes that would never admit defeat lost their spirit in the rainy night.

The wind and the rain, unscrupulous things, they came in from the window, hitting her face with water marks all over her body, and messing up the ink on a piece of letter paper in her hand.How she wished that some things and some people could be like this blurred letter paper, half a word and a half sentence could no longer be recognized.Another gust of wind hit her face, knocking away a letter she had held all night.

A piece of letter paper cannot hold a lot of writing, but if the person who writes it is a beast named devil, a few words are enough to keep people with ghosts forever and sleepless nights.The letter was written by Pei Renxiu. Xu Yingmei had changed her phone a long time ago and was about to move to a new place. Pei Renxiu shouldn't have found her. Xin flew from the prison and hit her impartially.

"Are you happy?! But I'm in misfortune! Wait for me, I want you, I want you to hug me—to go to hell together." Pei Renxiu wrote, he will come out soon, he will appear in her In front of him, he bit off a piece of her flesh.He will...he will.

Xu Yingmei couldn't think of it herself. It turns out that she also had a day of fear. She thought that the word "fear" should have disappeared in her life, but she was afraid. When she saw the postmark under the prison cover on the envelope, her heart sank. She was shaking so much that her legs couldn't support her slender body.She was terrified, terrified that happiness was an illusion, as long as she slept and opened her eyes, she would turn back into the drunkard's daughter not so long ago, the corpse in the ground.

She picked up the devil's letter from the ground that had just fallen from her fingertips, lit a match to light a corner of the letter paper, and slowly looked at the spell from hell that had scattered ashes.

"Do you need help..." It was Jin Youzhen, he knew she was moving today, and Cai Junmao told him.This was the first time they had met since Xu Yingmei appeared at his house last time, which made him almost use force to teach her a lesson.

"No need..." She watched the red-hot flames approaching her fragile fingers, and at the last moment, when she was about to burn herself, she let go of her fingertips, allowing the burnt ash to fly all over her body.

"Actually... this is not the first letter..." Jin Youzhen stood beside her, and said timidly, "There are two more... I... tore it up..."

"Then... there shouldn't be any more." A cold light flashed across Xu Yingmei's eyes.

"Go and see him..." he said, looking at her slender back with pity, "go and tell him it wasn't you who sent him to prison...don't make him hate you...don't...call someone who used to be like that People who love you...hate you..." Jin Youzhen went to the prison, he saw the face of Pei Renxiu's mad dog baring his teeth, "There is only as much hate as there is love, and the endless hatred that is so strong that it destroys everything should come from how many years ago. love

"When he appears in front of me again... I will definitely take a long knife and pierce his heart straight." She said it so calmly and coldly, as simple as talking about eating and sleeping, but Jin Youzhen really felt it. It's true what she said.

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During these days, Yin Xiangze found that Yingmei seemed to have become very silent. When they were alone, she said very little, let alone a happy joke. Every time he deliberately teased her, she would just smile lightly.Although she seems to be very dependent on him, she likes to hold his arm, lean on his shoulder, sit with him by the beach, look at the clear blue sky, look at the sky before the dark night, look at the galaxy Flickering covered with shady splendor.

Sometimes, one or two small sailboats passing by the sea will make her stare at them for a long time, and the time between him and her is like the sand in an hourglass walking slowly.

"Don't make yourself so hard, okay?" He said, during these days, her talents were fully displayed, and every time the planning department held a seminar, she always had amazing ideas.He always hits the crux of the problem in one word, which made the predecessors admire. "So, is it a waste of overdrawn energy and time? Why do you always look so tired..."

She didn't answer his words, but her hands unconsciously held his arms tighter, the faint scent of soap on his neckline, the steady and deep breath in his breath, how scared she was, these are things she shouldn't have covet.

"I don't want to be Cinderella, have a moment of glory...at twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, when the clock strikes, and lose everything as the magic disappears..." she said, so sadly.

His heart touched, and he hugged her into his arms, wishing to imprison her for the rest of his life, "How can you heal your sad heart... so sensitive and delicate..." He still remembered that she was finally willing to move To the apartment he arranged, but on the day of the move, she still refused to let him pick him up. She insisted, "I can do it myself."

In fact, she didn't want him to see that her whole life was just a backpack.But he still secretly stayed downstairs in the studio, seeing everything sadly.

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Zhen Shanmei's career as a work-study student was much more difficult than she could have imagined, and there were always words of comparison between her and her predecessor, Xu Yingmei, around her.It’s also really far away. One almost doesn’t need to carry it at all, and solves all problems independently, so that the seniors can rely on it with peace of mind; the other has to teach everything, and even a little problem will make her eyes wet. The colleagues on duty every day clean up the mess for her. I can't count them all.

Lacking basic common sense, and having to be rooted in the production department, it is no different from abusing herself. At the beginning, Jin Xianda warned her with the sharp eyes of her elders and seniors, "It will be much easier if you are arranged to work in the broadcasting center..." But Zhen Shanmei No, she thought that if Xu Yingmei could do it, so would she.

Finally, luck never leaves her.Zhen Shanmei has the best father in the world.On the first day of work, Zhen Guicheng brought snacks during the afternoon tea time. The colleagues in the production department saw this kind and kind father, and gave Zhen Shanmei a great deal of tolerance, including her daily life. Trouble with all the 'mistakes'.

"Hello! Yingmei? Come and help me... come and help me... what should I do..." It was Zhen Shanmei's voice, Xu Yingmei was a little surprised, since she returned Jin Youzhen to her, they should have There is no intersection.

"The tape...the tape is stuck.....I can't take it out..." She cried, and she could tell that she was really anxious. If she hadn't been helpless, she would not have put down her face and called Xu Yingmei.

"I see."

Thanks to Zhen Shanmei for having a good father, even Xu Yingmei couldn't refuse her.On the day when Zhen Gui became a colleague of Zhen Shanmei's production department and brought her afternoon tea, she also specially sent an extra copy to Yingmei from the planning department. The uncle always treated her well, and those who don't know may think that Xu Yingmei is his other a daughter.However, when Zhen Guicheng left, those eyes full of love said, "That child Shanmei... sometimes she gets a little angry, but her heart is always good... Yingmei...you let her... If you can, try to help How about her?" Good father, the kind of good father Xu Yingmei has longed for for so many years...

Zhen Shanmei was crying so hard that she couldn't breathe, and was anxiously waiting at the door. Xu Yingmei's eyes looked like a seriously injured animal, "Oh! Yingmei...you are finally here..." She stood up and looked When I arrived at Yingmei, I hurriedly pulled her to the side of the editing time frame machine, "No... Isn't pressing here, the tape should come out..." She kept pressing a button.

Xu Yingmei lowered her eyes and took a glance, "da" and "da" pressed twice lightly, and the stuck strap came out.

"Oh!" Thank God, it finally came out, and Zhen Shanmei's sweat and tears flowed wildly at the same time.

The tape had come out, so Xu Yingmei turned around and was about to leave, but the timidly crying voice sounded again, "Yingmei... that... which two buttons did you just press?"

Xu Yingmei turned around, suppressed her breath, held her temper, pointed to the operation panel and said, "This - Play button, used to play, when pressed twice, the freeze frame setting will automatically start, this - Record button, recording status, press After downloading, the previous image will be erased. Press the Play button, press Stop, this button,” Yingmei pointed to the red button on the far left, and then said, “Press it but not for more than three seconds, and the tape will Stop playing and exit."

Zhen Shanmei sucked her nose, her tears had stopped, but she looked at Xu Yingmei in a daze, probably 1 people would never have imagined that Xu Yingmei would teach her in such detail.Besides, what Xu Yingmei just said, she really - doesn't understand at all.

"Don't understand?!" Yingmei guessed it when she saw her blankly.

"En!" Zhen Shanmei nodded heavily.

Xu Yingmei let out a low breath, and said again, "Play button, press it once, play. Twice, freeze frame. Stop button, press it once, stop, don't press it for more than three seconds." She looked at Zhen Shanmei again, that face Dazed, "Forget it, I'm leaving."

"Hey! Welcome to the beauty!" Zhen Shanmei yelled, 'Really, what are you dragging!Didn't you come in earlier than me