[Red Mansions] The Road to Empress Dowager

After Xing Xiuyan cried that night, she felt much better during the day, but she had her period the next day.Before the menstrual event came, I would feel depressed and sad, and I went to a new place at night, thinking about "marriage", and I couldn't control it.

In this way, her menstrual days were reported to the respect room, and then she lived in seclusion in Luoxia Pavilion for a few days.

Because I have not been favored, I don't need to pay my respects to the queen, but I am calm.

The emperor summoned a beauty Zhang on the first night, Li Guiren on the second night, Zhao Xiaoyuan on the third night, Beauty Wang on the fourth night, Liu Xiaoyi on the fifth night, and Shen Xiaoyuan on the sixth night.

Listening to the news Qingxuan inquired about, Xing Xiuyan was making a picture, looked at her indifferently, and asked, "Qingxuan, are you free?"

Qingxuan persuaded: "Cairen, you have passed your childhood, you really should go out for a walk more, Mrs. Xie Gui goes to the Imperial Garden every day, I heard that Liu Xiaoyi met the Emperor in the Imperial Garden a few days ago. Even if the Emperor reads Talented people, if there are too many beauties, they will be dazzled."

Xing Xiuyan said: "Then you can go." As she spoke, she picked up the brush and drew a picture again.

Having said that, but in the evening, the eunuch of the quiet room came to report that the emperor ordered her to serve in bed tonight.The four servant girls and the newly added maid named Lan Jiu were all overjoyed, but Xing Xiuyan couldn't help feeling a little melancholy, she didn't know how to face him for a while.She couldn't turn the corner, she always had a sense of resentment, the feeling of being betrayed by her relatives, and what happened to her on the day of her "marriage".

Before the sun went down, the eunuch in the respect room carried her to the clean room of the side hall of Taiji Palace to take a bath. Xing Xiuyan stripped and scrubbed in front of the court nuns in embarrassment, then dried her hair, wrapped her up and carried her away.

Xing Xiuyan thought to himself, this kind of undignified way of serving the bed was obviously invented by Kang Lao Mazi, so Da Zhou is also self-taught.There are two ways for Da Zhou to serve the bed, and this kind of rookie girl will be sent to the emperor's bed in this way.However, the concubines with higher status lived in a better place, and the emperor would not bother to go to the place where they lived to stay overnight.

In the bright yellow tent embroidered with real dragons, she was lying on the soft and wide dragon bed in a daze. It was inevitable that all kinds of distracting thoughts would come to her at this scene.

She wondered who she really was.

Xin Xiuyan is still Xing Xiuyan, dead or alive.

She is good or bad.

Is this real or unreal.

To know such seemingly simple questions as "who am I", "good and bad" and "true and false" are ancient problems that can confuse people.

She thought again: She must have died, and now it is just the last fantasies of the consciousness before death. People say that the longest dream is only a few seconds.

Huang Liang had a dream time, but decades passed in the dream.

Is the near end of the dream disappearing forever?What about after disappearing?nothing left.

Suddenly she felt something moving in front of her eyes, and she saw the delicate dragon robe sleeves and a hand with slender knuckles.

She turned her head slightly and looked indifferently, he was not him, the relative who had been with her for a hundred years and left an indelible mark on her psychology.

Now his skin is delicate and young, full of collagen, his face is shaved, with long eyebrows and phoenix eyes, young and unrestrained, suave, but there is an emperor's domineering in his brows, which is something that has been cultivated in the slaughter.

Tu Yuanyi wiped the tears off her face with his hand, turned his head away again, and said suddenly: "If you don't want to, I won't force you."

Xing Xiuyan couldn't help but smile in his heart, and said, "Is the saint saying this now to kill me?"

"Why did I kill you?" His twinkling phoenix eyes flickered slightly.

Xing Xiuyan actually said to herself that she should learn to hide her thoughts in front of him, but the resentment in her heart made her unable to control, and she couldn't help saying: "Where is the harem, the women who come in die early or late, it depends on how you sleep. You throw me out now, isn't it just to kill me?"

Tu Yuanyi raised his eyebrows, and said, "You're blaming me." I couldn't see him for a few days, except that she couldn't go to bed when she was young, and she also wanted to conquer her, but this little leopard still made trouble. with.However, on a beautiful day, with a beautiful woman in bed, he was in a happy mood and not really angry.

Xing Xiuyan said: "I'm blaming myself. I died when I was in my twenties in my previous life, but I have been with you for 120 years. Even my parents have not spent as much time with me as you. I regard you as a relative in my heart. You But treat me like a toy."

Tu Yuanyi twitched his throat and said, "Is that what you think?"

Xing Xiuyan said: "I have followed your decision, but I don't know your way of thinking. After all, you are an ancient person. I hugged your thigh, but I am sincere to you. I am not just a burden to you, but more I won't betray you, but you brought me into the harem. Just because I am a woman, is my value only sleeping?"

Seeing the resentment between her eyebrows, Tu Yuanyi was a little annoyed, his phoenix eyes flashed, he looked at her and said: "Then you have entered the palace now, you are lying on my bed now, you What are you waiting for?"

Xing Xiuyan sat up straight like a carp, but was too tightly wrapped by Hong Zhou to struggle, and fell down again with a bang, which was indecent and funny.

How is this different from meat on a cutting board?

But thinking about how many years she would live in this life, she would live in this kind of place, and the excitement would end before it started, she couldn't help crying like rain.

"Wow...you lied to me...you said you would cover me, I came to the capital...you betrayed our relationship. You old man lied to me a poor blind girl. You drew me a Paradise sweet dream, I thought that when I came to the capital, I would be able to be the president of an "imperial enterprise" and a dandy, gain fame and fortune, eat, drink and have fun, but I didn't expect to come to be your housemaid. Wow...why am I so miserable..."

Tu Yuanyi's phoenix eyes gleamed, his eyebrows slanted, and he thought about her way of thinking, so he said, "Xiuxiu, when did the sky drop a pie, right? My housemaid is also a position that everyone fights for." , as long as you work hard, the future is still bright."

Xing Xiuyan calmed down from crying, looked at the man whose feelings she couldn't tell, stretched out his hand, and said, "What's the future?"

Tu Yuanyi looked calm and said, "If you can't be a queen, you can be a queen mother."

Xing Xiuyan was not stupid, and said: "Your spiritual power is higher than mine, so you must live longer than me. If I die and reincarnate, you won't be able to die. What kind of empress do I deserve?"

Tu Yuanyi's handsome face was tinged with interest, and he felt even more gorgeous and romantic: "Oh, have you thought about reincarnation?"

Xing Xiuyan resented: "I will never see you again after reincarnation! Even if I am really a dog, you can't be so cruel, I am also a living thing."

"Finished?" Tu Yuanyi's phoenix eyes dimmed.

Xing Xiuyan gritted her teeth and said: "I have lived two lifetimes. It was the first time I got married. I couldn't be divorced, and I couldn't remarry after I divorced. I have waited for more than 100 years in two lifetimes, but there is no wedding dress, no ring, and no glass of wine. No red envelopes, no blessings from relatives and friends. I walked into the "in-law's house" with a burden, and the person who greeted me was not the groom, but the groom's other concubine's slap in the face. In your ancient times, concubines were still carried into the side door in a sedan chair. There are still two glasses of beauté, and there is also a new house, and there will be a groom in the new house. There is only this kind of ghost place, and there is nothing! That is the day of 'wedding' that I have been waiting for for more than 100 years, how can I not hate you?"

Tu Yuanyi's chest heaved and his face turned dark, he said: "Everyone who has just entered the palace is like this, and it's not just you, you are also a bit too temperamental."

Xing Xiuyan's resentment was in full swing now, and she couldn't control herself, and said, "I was wondering if you liked me a little bit, it turned out to be a joke."

Tu Yuanyi pursed his thin lips, and said lightly: "What you think is whether I like you or not, have you ever thought about whether you like me? Isn't I pampering you enough? Just because I was wronged when I entered the palace Noisy. Can't you suffer a little bit of grievance for me?"

Tu Yuanyi pursed his thin lips, took a deep breath, turned his head away to calm down the complicated emotions.

Xing Xiuyan said painfully: "I just want you to give me a little dignity, without love, you will give me a little warmth."

Tu Yuanyi interrupted with a sullen face, "Enough! No matter who you are, there is a time for you to start over. Others can do it, but you can't? I think I'm the most benevolent to you, but you just don't know good people. Conscious of flattery."

Xing Xiuyan said: "Uncle has never been like you, he never told me to 'know how to appreciate'. That year, my 'new body' had no hair, I thought it was ugly, uncle ran to the world and secretly cut Jinling's hair at night. The beautiful hair of the first beauty was used as my hair, which made the beauty almost commit suicide. The uncle said, as long as I like it, he will cut all the beautiful hair in Jinling for me. That year, a batch of tributes to the emperor of Jinling stopped in Jinling , the uncle went to steal it, and gave me all the night pearls to play with. I never knew what "uplifting" is, because although I am a ghost, I am also a "princess" among ghosts. Uncle loves me, and I also respect and love uncle, and serve him wholeheartedly He, but now he's gone. I think if the uncle hadn't died, he wouldn't let my husband treat me like this, and he would help me beat him..."

Tu Yuanyi couldn't help feeling a little emotional when he thought of the past, feeling indebted and distressed towards her.But seeing Xing Xiuyan sitting up, her hand had already stretched out from the red silk, she wiped away her tears and stared at his handsome face.

At this point, she had finished expressing her grievances and recounting the past, and she thought about the theme of tonight.

What cucumbers and toothbrushes are not shared with others, for her there is only one cucumber in the world, and she doesn't need to die suddenly and accidentally one day.Where do clean cucumbers come from in modern real life?Just make do with it, no need, maybe live two lifetimes and die without knowing the taste of cucumber.

Ah Q, Xing Xiuyan thought about it, but felt that there was nothing he could do now that he could not do before.

"Although, it's terrible here, but don't think I'm afraid to sleep with you!"