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It's not only Liu Xiaoxiao who can't sleep tonight, but also Chu Li.

The man sat in front of the desk with his back straight, and by the candlelight, his lowered eyes fell on a letter he had already written on the table.However, he didn't seem to be reading the contents of the letter, but was only thinking about the squeamish boy who made him cry.

He didn't want to make that delicate person sad like that, but the moment he saw Gouyu, anger, disappointment, and panic that he didn't even notice rushed up like a tide, and Liu Xiaoxiao's deliberate avoidance pushed his reason into a corner.It wasn't until I was alone and the surroundings were clean that all the emotions faded away, leaving only regret.

Chu Li has now become a great general in charge of one side, with numerous elite soldiers under him, and honored and favored, anyone would think that he has obtained many things that ordinary people cannot match, but Chu Li still feels that he has nothing.

——He only has Liu Xiaoxiao.

The timing of that little thing's appearance was just right, and it accompanied him through endless splendor and blood. He was like a dragon guarding a treasure, and he only wanted to be isolated from the world with his treasure for the rest of his life.But he forgot that he wasn't the only one with this little thing.

He was afraid that this little thing would choose Chu Yuan without hesitation between him and Chu Yuan. After all, Chu Yuan knew this little thing earlier than him, and they might go to Dengyou Lake and ride horses before walking through the city together. But he has nothing, no wind, flowers, snow and moon, only yellow sand at the fingertips.

To Liu Xiaoxiao, Chu Li seems to be always at a disadvantage, with low self-esteem and timidity.The thousands of thoughts in his mind made him extremely painful, so he could only hug his head tightly, as if doing so would relieve some burden.The hair was messed up by his movements, the candlelight was dim, and the face hidden behind the arms could not be seen clearly, only the suppressed sobs from the man's throat could be heard.

He was so afraid that Liu Xiaoxiao would leave him and leave him alone.

No one can willingly return to the darkness after catching the sunshine, not Liu Suifeng, nor Chu Li.

Time flies, Chu Li still regards himself as a boy with nothing, carefully holding the small gift from God.He doesn't want much, he just asks Liu Xiaoxiao to stay by his side, as long as Liu Xiaoxiao is enough.

The man was trembling all over, and his clenched teeth seemed to let out a low gasp, suppressing the pain spreading from his heart.

"General."

The sudden human voice broke the silence around, Chu Li suddenly raised his head to look at the source of the sound, but saw the sky full of stars.It was late at night, and the morning star was too high to be seen under the blue-black night.

—It was very late.

The confusion in the eagle's eyes disappeared, replaced by the coldness of the past.Chu Li used his arms to support him and sat up straight again, as if the person who was hunched over and suffering from pain just now was just an illusion, but the palm of his hand was still trembling slightly.The disheveled locks were a little loose, a sign of what had just happened.

"Come in." Chu Li's voice was a little hoarse, and his eyes moved to the approaching soldier, and finally stood on the soldiers at the bottom of the steps. "Is the lady asleep?"

"Report to the general, Madam has already fallen asleep." The soldier replied.

"That's good..." Chu Li murmured, his eyes were a little dazed, as if he was thinking about the coquettish person in that room again.After a while, I slowly asked again, "Did he sleep well? Is his hair dry? Did he catch a cold? Are you still unhappy?"

Chu Li asked several questions in a row, but the soldier was a little embarrassed, "I don't know." How did he know that?

Chu Li was also concerned about it, so he paused for a while, as if he was thinking about whether to go and see for himself, but he held back abruptly.He was afraid that what he would do would hurt that delicate girl.

In the end, he still didn't have the courage to meet the squeamish person who was frightened by him.

"Go down." Chu Li sighed softly, returning his gaze to the letter.

"Yes." The soldier turned around and walked out of the Pojun hall, knowing that the two might have quarreled, he felt surprised, and hoped that they would reconcile soon, the general's stern face would always scare the recruits.

Chu Li rubbed the letter paper, and the letter stated that he was willing to exchange the tiger talisman for a piece of Jiangnan fiefdom, and never participate in the government.This was written a long time ago, but due to the continuous heavy snow, it was not sent out, and it was only waiting for the spring to be delivered to Chu Yuan.

but--

A corner of the letter paper was gradually swallowed by the flames, leaving only ashes.

It's different now, this Tiger Talisman is his bargaining chip, he has to sit in this position to have the strength to compete with Chu Yuan.

So the soldier heard Chu Li say behind him: "Let Li Yuan come to see me."

Li Yuan was in charge of the information under Chu Li, and it was self-evident who he wanted this person to come over and who he wanted to investigate.

Liu Xiaoxiao didn't sleep well all night, and woke up when it was still dawn.I felt a little dizzy, as heavy as a stone, and I was so uncomfortable that I couldn't help but sat on the bed for a while, listening to the hazy sound of soldiers performing in my ears.

Going to find Chu Li...

Liu Xiaoxiao only remembered this incident in her drowsy little head, and finally climbed out of bed staggeringly, and almost tripped when her foot stepped on the ground.As if stepping on a cloud, unable to borrow strength, the inner thighs felt like pinpricks, which made the delicate eyes turn red.

After standing on the edge of the bed for a while, Liu Xiaoxiao felt that she could adapt and endure the pain, so she walked to the main room in small steps.The charcoal fire in the main room hadn't burned out, and the room was still warm, but the quilt was cold.

Chu Li didn't come back all night.

Liu Xiaoxiao couldn't help being a little sad, feeling that she was really hated.He had never been disliked by others so publicly, and he couldn't help but feel aggrieved.

Sucking her little nose, Liu Xiaoxiao went out, ready to go to the martial arts arena to explain clearly to Chu Li, he felt very uncomfortable now, he decided to wait for Chu Li to coax him for a week before he would talk to him again.However, as soon as he walked outside the martial arts arena, he was stopped by two soldiers standing at the door, saying that General Chu had ordered that no one be allowed to enter during the training.

There was no such rule before, and Chu Li didn't stop this coquettish person from going wherever he wanted, so it must be Chu Li who gave the order.

Liu Xiaoxiao also understands this truth, but she is a little disappointed with Chu Li. The two soldiers were also quite embarrassed when they saw Liu Xiaoxiao's pitiful appearance, but they didn't dare to let him in. They just pointed to Xiaopo beside him, and said in a low voice. .

"You can see the general there."

Liu Xiaoxiao frowned, said a word of thanks in a low voice, and walked there with the mentality of giving it a try for the last time.The soldier watched Liu Xiaoxiao walk away, and saw the little figure staggering in the snow, thinking about the general, he really couldn't bear it.

After finally enduring the pain and climbing up the small slope, the training was coming to an end, and the shouting became much quieter.The position of the small slope is conspicuous, and the whole army can see that well-behaved boy holding the big tree and looking this way, his face seems to be flushed from sweat.

The deputy general who has a good relationship with Chu Li couldn't help but say, "General, where is Young Master Liu?"

Chu Li naturally saw Liu Xiaoxiao a long time ago, but he didn't think about how to face him, afraid that the little crying bag would hate his attitude last night. After all, he should hate himself for the way he treated him last night.

But Chu Li didn't want this squeamish person to hate him, so he could only deceive himself and others, and turned his back to not look at Liu Xiaoxiao, for fear of seeing the look of disgust on that little face.

"Chu Li!" Liu Xiaoxiao called his name, feeling her head was blown heavier by the wind, unable to see the people in the distance clearly, she persistently called his name, "Chu Li!"

Every time this squeamish person yelled, Chu Lili panicked, afraid that he would say that he hated her.The shrewdness of the past was gone, and he walked into the Pojun hall in a panic, which was to escape.

"Chu Li!" However, Liu Xiaoxiao still shouted, he couldn't see clearly, but he could vaguely see Chu Li's back as he walked further and further away.

Finally, after seeing that tall and straight figure no longer, Liu Xiaoxiao finally stopped talking, her hands and feet were cold, but her heart was even colder.

He opened his mouth and took a breath of cold air, feeling extremely lost.

"Is that why you don't want to see me..." There was disappointment in the soft voice, and he lowered his head and stood there in frustration.

He has always liked Chu Li very much, rather he worshiped Chu Li.Liu Xiaoxiao thinks that Chu Li is a hero, very powerful, different from people like him.That's why this timid little thing mustered up the courage to save Chu Li, and he mustered up the courage to stay with Chu Li in this desolate border.

But his hero now ignores him, and treats him so indifferently that he doesn't even want to see him face to face.

The tears finally couldn't be held back, and fell down patter, Liu Xiaoxiao hid herself behind the tree and sat down, not wanting others to see her like this.The hot tears made small pits one after another on the snow. Liu Xiaoxiao raised his hand to wipe away the tears, but he cried so sadly that more and more tears fell, and he couldn't finish wiping them away.

Weeping softly like a small animal, it was like a downpour fell in my heart.

He wanted to go back to Jiangnan, after all, staying here would be boring himself.

He didn't want to be with Chu Li.

Chu Li in that room was sitting in the broken army hall, his heart was in turmoil, and finally he couldn't help standing up, and wanted to find the culprit who made him restless.

He thought a lot last night, even if this coquettish bag belonged to Chu Yuan, couldn't he snatch him away?Besides, that little thing doesn't even know Chu's surname, so maybe Yu came here by chance.

Thinking of that squeamish and crying appearance again, my heart aches, and I think about how to coax her.He thought that as long as this squeamish person was happy, he could stab him with a knife.

While thinking about it, he walked towards the main house, but when he pushed the main house away, there was no one there.The shape of the quilt has not been moved, which means that Liu Xiaoxiao didn't sleep here at all last night!

Thinking of Liu Xiaoxiao's wet hair last night and the blush on her face this morning, Chu Li's pupils shrank.He walked to the table in a few steps and picked up the note. Beside the note were a dozen taels of scattered silver left by Liu Xiaoxiao.

"I want to buy a horse. The money is not enough. When I return to Jiangnan, I will definitely send the rest of the money."

He wants to leave himself.

Chu Li's hands trembled so much that he could hardly hold the note.

This little thing is so delicate, and it is snowing heavily, and he has nothing on him, where is he going?

Chu Li hardly dared to think about the consequences, and rushed out the door in a few steps, trying to calm himself down.

"Come on!" he shouted, his voice trembling.