Teen Priceless
Chapter 23 The Coming Evening Wind
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The sports meeting finally came to an end in the leader's lengthy speech.
The seventh class was gloomy, there were only two medals in total, and more than half of one was missing, leaving only a bare face, like a big cake.
Yu Shengyang waited for a long time but did not wait for his "surprise" to be praised. His face was as black as the bottom of a pot. After the leader said the words "successful conclusion", he stood under the rostrum like everyone else, very reluctantly. clapped his hands twice.
Zhu Yao skipped the closing ceremony by virtue of her status as a wounded person, and sat in the empty classroom sighing and meditating on how to confess the truth to Yu Shengyang.
He didn't intend to tell Yu Shengyang what he thought, but at least he wanted to clear up the misunderstanding.
But lying is easy to come by, but it is difficult to reveal the truth. People like Zhu Yao who have no psychological burden on other people's opinions, after thinking about it for a long time, also feel a little hard to tell.
Regardless of whether it was his intention or not, he has obtained too much protection from Yu Shengyang by virtue of the pseudo-gender of "girl".
Is Yu Shengyang's tenderness only for himself?He is a very good person, isn't he so patient with everyone?
What will Yu Shengyang think of him, will he be angry?I've been lied to for so long, it's normal to be angry...
I don't know when it started, but in Zhu Yao's view, it was a wishful misunderstanding by Yu Shengyang, a fool, and it turned into a huge rock that was difficult to speak and weighed on his heart.
Besides, my actions are deceiving in the final analysis. For an idiot like Yu Shengyang who is upright and magnanimous, sometimes Zhu Yao would find it difficult to stand in front of him with a straight chest.
The more Zhu Yao thought about it, the more anxious she became, walking around in the empty classroom.He heard the commotion in the playground, and knew that the leader's speech was finally over, the closing ceremony was over, and everyone should go back to the classroom.
Why should I tell him to tell him after the run!Zhu Yao rubbed her temples, thinking that I have no idea what to say...
The corridor gradually became chaotic, and some people returned to the classroom one after another.
Zhu Yao sorted out all the thoughts in her mind, and felt that nothing was natural enough.
Forget it, no matter how much you think about it, it’s useless, just let nature take its course.
Maybe Yu Shengyang doesn't even remember.Zhu Yao thought it was a one-ten-thousandth chance, gave up and struggled again.
It is impossible not to remember.
On the night when the sports meeting ended, the classroom was so noisy that it was impossible to study.
After Zhu Yao was hit on the back by a small note from nowhere for countless times, she was very distracted and spent two seconds thinking about why the school didn't just have a holiday tonight. No one would want to study today anyway.
He sighed, and picked up the small note from the ground expressionlessly, but paused when he picked it up, because the folded side was written in Yu Shengyang's handwriting, and "Give Zhu Yao" was clearly written on it.
It's so close that it can't be thrown on my own table.Zhu Yao thought, your shooting skills were really taught by Schrödinger.
He stared at the note for several seconds, took a deep breath imperceptibly, closed his eyes, and opened it slowly.
This is a piece of matt paper. I don't know which book Yu Shengyang tore it from. A small circle was blackened in the middle.
Zhu Yao turned to the back in doubt, and finally found something with content in the upper left corner.
There are three big characters written on it - "Come on a plate".
"..."
"..."
Zhu Yao twisted the two sides expressionlessly, and was about to tear off the note, but saw a row of small characters with two horizontal lines in the lower right corner:
"Don't tear it up! Give Ning Sizhou a kick to wake him up if he doesn't fall down."
"..."
Zhu Yao turned her head away calmly, and slapped the matt paper on Yu Shengyang's desk.
The sound was so loud that everyone around turned their attention.
Even Ning Sizhou, who was so sleepy that he didn't know what night it was, grumbled in his dream.
Yu Shengyang was tilting his chair and spinning his pen in boredom. He was taken aback and almost fell back, frowning, "What are you doing?"
"Give it to yourself," Zhu Yao said coldly, "don't let me do such a boring thing."
"?" Yu Shengyang didn't understand what had offended him, and asked inexplicably, "Why are you angry?"
"Don't you have something to tell me?" Yu Shengyang blinked slowly, "Evening self-study has not ended, so I can't find some entertainment to pass the time?"
Zhu Yao's expression softened a little, he took the matt paper back from the table, and said in disgust, "Then let's accompany you to the next round, just one round."
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It's been a long time since the bell rang for the next class, and Zhu Yao still frowned, holding the pen, and said with disbelief: "This is impossible, let's have another round."
Yu Shengyang waved his hand quickly, "I'm not coming, don't you want to talk to me? I'm not going to be with you anymore, so tell me quickly."
As if Zhu Yao didn't hear it, she shook her head, "That's not important, it's impossible, you play with me first."
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Until the end of the evening self-study get out of class, Zhu Yao was still immersed in the shock of not winning a game of chess with the idiot, which was hard to accept.
Yu Shengyang also seemed to feel a little speechless, and glanced at him, "You don't have to be disappointed like this, I'm very good at backgammon, and it's normal to lose to me."
"How is this possible?" Zhu Yao repeated the same sentence, like chanting a mantra, "This is impossible."
"It's impossible," Yu Shengyang said, "Don't you know that poor students can play backgammon very well? I have been playing backgammon since the second grade of elementary school. It is normal for you to beat me."
"What else are you good at..." Zhu Yao said slowly.
Yu Shengyang thought for a while, and said very seriously: "A lot. Turning the pen, turning the book, and tying all kinds of shoelaces. I can draw very well, but only on draft paper. Games are also okay. Hitting ten Ning Sizhous is no problem."
"Is there any use of brain..." Zhu Yao asked.
Yu Chengyang looked at him for a while, then suddenly smiled, "Which one doesn't need to use his brain?"
Zhu Yao's heart moved, that smile was very clean, but it was more kind than usual, like a big boy who was a little helpless, revealing a kind of patient and unconscious tenderness.
Just as Zhu Yao was about to open her mouth, she heard Yu Chengyang make up the knife slowly: "I'm so embarrassed to say, the loser who didn't win a game."
Zhu Yao: "..."
He sighed, but Yu Shengyang moved closer to him and looked at him seriously: "Are you going to tell me or not? If you don't say that evening self-study is really going to be over."
Zhu Yao circled the classroom, looked at the clock hanging in the classroom, and pondered for a while, "Is there a time limit for you boarding students to go back to bed at night?"
Yu Shengyang said casually: "No, sometimes we go out to surf the Internet all night, and we all go directly to the classroom in the morning, and the aunt is not strict."
Zhu Yao quickly squinted her eyes, Yu Shengyang hadn't realized that she had confessed again.Zhu Yao sighed, thinking that he would settle accounts with you next time.
He hesitated for too long, and he seemed a little stiff when he spoke: "...Then can you take me home? I'll tell you slowly on the way. "
Yu Chengyang suddenly showed a surprised expression, Zhu Yao felt guilty, and quickly added, "There are too many people in the classroom...it's not very convenient."
Yu Shengyang was quiet for a while, and when he spoke, his tone was complicated, and more than half of it was blank, "Is it something that is inconvenient to say in the classroom?"
Zhu Yao had never done this kind of thing before, and he didn't know that from any bystander's point of view, his performance seemed a bit excessive.
Zhu Yao nodded quickly, thought of something, and immediately added: "It just so happens that my foot is injured, so I may have to trouble you."
Fortunately, his unnaturalness Yu Shengyang didn't even feel a single punctuation mark.
Yu Shengyang was immersed in the imagination of thinking about what kind of outrageous things Teacher Zhu had done, and he didn't notice his abnormality at all.
However, Yu Shengyang seemed to have thought of something suddenly, hesitantly said: "Shall I see you off alone? It's inconvenient...do you want to call Peng Yu together?"
"?" Zhu Yao reacted for two seconds before he understood what Yu Shengyang was thinking. At that time, his decision became firmer. This misunderstanding must be resolved. Although Yu Shengyang is very sweet, it is really too much effort!
He glanced at Yu Shengyang, and said expressionlessly: "It's nothing inconvenient, will you send it?"
This was the first time Zhu Yao asked him for help, and for some reason, he didn't find Peng Yu who sent him to school.Yu Chengyang had no time to think about where the smugness in his heart came from, coughed, and said coldly: "Then give it away."
Although in fact, the road to and from school is the same, the location remains the same, and even the scenery has not changed, except that the morning light is replaced by night, there is no difference.
But Zhu Yao felt that walking on it tonight was a little subtle, something she had never felt before.
He suddenly remembered the end of last semester when he gave Yu Shengyang and the others extra lessons. Yu Shengyang insisted on sending him home after every day.
The winter is very cold, the sky is darker than it is now, and there is no sense of security, and it often snows, making the road even more difficult.
At that time, Yu Shengyang and Zhu Yao were unfamiliar with each other, and they often walked quietly on the road without saying a word.
Yu Shengyang wears headphones. In order to pretend to be aggressive, he often only wears a thin coat over the school uniform.He walked very fast at the beginning, and often stopped and waited for Zhu Yao after walking a while.
Later, he found out by himself, and walked behind Zhu Yao without saying a word.
Sometimes Zhu Yao would look back and see Yu Shengyang put the hood of his coat on top of his head, like a black animal on the snow, walking under the white snow and silver moonlight, like a silent landscape.
But now, in midsummer, the two of them walked side by side in the evening wind and the singing of cicadas. The clear summer night was full of stars, and the corner of Yu Chengyang's mouth was always smiling casually.
The boy who was more beautiful than the moonlight filled the air with a clear and sweet fragrance, which made Zhu Yao's heart beat faster.
For some reason, Yu Shengyang, who seemed in an inexplicably good mood, suddenly stopped, called Zhu Yao, and asked, "Where is my medal, why don't you take it with you?"
Zhu Yao subconsciously glanced at her wrist, paused, and said honestly: "It's quite heavy, and it's inconvenient to do homework."
The next moment, the beautiful boy's face was full of wind and rain.
Yu Shengyang said in disbelief, "You lost it?"
Zhu Yao looked at him silently, "How is that possible."
He suddenly took a step forward, pulled his collar away a little, and showed Yu Shengyang the red belt hidden under the collar, "Do you have bad eyesight, so you can't see it so obviously?"
Yu Shengyang stepped back half a step, Zhu Yao's fair collarbone hit his sight, leaving an inappropriate image on his retina for a while.
He really wanted to see no evil, but Zhu Yao must have cut the red belt short, and the lightly attached coin was sticking to Zhu Yao's chest a little higher up, as if it was reflected in an arc by the moonlight. silver light.
"You..." Yu Shengyang rubbed his forehead, feeling a little helpless, "...Can you pay attention to it?"
"Girls have to respect themselves." Yu Shengyang taught with a straight face and seriousness.
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After Zhu Yao paused, he was speechless for a moment, and then he made up his mind.
I really can't take it anymore, I have to talk about it sooner or later anyway, so I might as well pick the blame now, so that idiot Yu Shengyang won't add drama to himself every day!
He looked around and saw no one around, so he took a breath, pulled the coin out from the skin close to his chest, and held it in the palm of his hand.
"Yu Shengyang—"
"Huh?" Yu Shengyang, who had already walked to the front, turned around and asked in confusion, "What's wrong?"
"I'm going to tell you what I want to tell you now!" Zhu Yao roared.
Yu Shengyang was taken aback, and walked up to Zhu Yao, "Say what you want to say, what are you yelling at? I'm not deaf."
Zhu Yao looked at him nervously, the palms of his hands holding the coins were covered with sweat, he hesitated for a while, but when he opened his mouth, he opened his mouth with a preface that he wanted to kill himself afterwards——
"What do you think about me……?"
"...?"
"... Very good." Yu Shengyang showed a blank expression, "Very good, very good, if you are not good, I will not be friends with you."
I don't know why, after speaking, even though I feel very ashamed, Zhu Yao is no longer so nervous.
He took a step forward, with unprecedented seriousness in his eyes, and looked at Yu Shengyang solemnly, "Then no matter what I want to say next, can you guarantee that you will think so?"
"What are you doing..." Yu Shengyang took half a step back, feeling a little flustered for no reason, "Can't you just talk, what are you doing so close..."
He looked down at Zhu Yao, thought for a while, and said seriously: "No matter what you say, I think so."
Zhu Yao clenched the coin in her palm a little tighter, as if she had drawn infinite courage from it, but when she spoke, she was calm as if she was saying something unimportant, "I fell in love with someone recently."
Yu Chengyang was taken aback for a moment, then his eyes widened.
He himself didn't know why, and before he could digest the information in his mind, he had already frowned in displeasure on his face very honestly.
Yu Shengyang felt a sudden pain in his temple for a long time before he stopped.He secretly took a deep breath, tried his best to make it appear that this was not a big deal, raised the corners of his mouth stiffly——
"I thought it was something. Why, scared? Excuse me? Which boy? If you want to confess, go there. I'll see who dares to say anything."
Zhu Yao said: "You."
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Yu Shengyang worked hard for a long time, but couldn't make a natural expression.
what?
who?What did he just say?what me?Who do you like?
Yu Shengyang's brain turned around quickly, but it still felt like a mess, and it was hard to re-enter the current scene.
There was a thin layer of red on his face, but he didn't know what to say, and he didn't say a word after trying hard for a long time.
After a while, Yu Shengyang turned his head to one side, coughed, and managed to hold back a sentence: "Oh, thank you."
Zhu Yao: "..."
"Forget it," Zhu Yao sighed, and said slowly, "You can pretend that you haven't heard of this, it doesn't matter. I didn't intend to tell you, and I will pretend that nothing happened in the future. Telling you is just I want you to know why I suddenly confessed to you."
...Yu Chengyang was taken aback for a moment, and then quickly frowned again.
What, the person concerned didn't say anything, so why didn't it happen? I still haven't published my thoughts.
He opened his mouth and was about to speak, but Zhu Yao turned his face away from him and opened his mouth again, "You have seen my sister, right?"
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This topic jumped a little too quickly, and Yu Shengyang hadn't reacted yet, and was embarrassed to turn it back by himself.
Not knowing what expression to make, he could only tense his face and nodded inscrutablely.
"My sister's name is Zhu Yan. We are twins. Although she goes to school a year later than me, she is the same age as me." Zhu Yan smiled. Weird name?"
Yu Chengyang lowered his face, unconsciously being led away by Zhu Yao.
Zhu Ruo Zhu Yan... It's really strange.
"Neither Zhu Yan nor I have a father, so we follow my mother's surname." Zhu Yao lowered her eyes and said lightly, "My mother is a ballet dancer, she is very beautiful, and Zhu Yan looks a lot like her. But her life is not very good, very dead long ago."
"I don't remember a lot of things when I was young, but even if I don't want to know a lot, someone will always mention it in front of us."
Zhu Yao paused for a moment, and then continued to calmly say: "I heard that not long after we were born, my mother was slapped more than a dozen times by a strange woman who rushed onto the stage at the curtain call during a performance. Never been on stage."
"She died when I was very young. She was dragged to death by alcohol, poverty, and pointing. Zhu Yan and I have been living with my grandmother, but we don't have any deep feelings for her. Especially Zhu Yan, when I was young, I Mom went out to drink and forgot us at home. Zhu Yan and I were locked up for two days without eating or drinking. Zhu Yan fell ill and went to school a year later than me. My mother has always been a little scared."
When Zhu Yao said this, she lowered her head and was quiet for a while. When she spoke, she changed into a light and sad tone, "But I always think she is quite pitiful. You can see that she will be a girl for the rest of her life just by looking at the names of me and my sister. It must not be very happy, and I will never let go of it until I die."
Standing silently for a long time, Yu Chengyang didn't know what to say or what not to say.
For the first time, he felt really powerless, because he couldn't even find the right way to comfort him.
Yu Chengyang took a step forward, hesitated for a long time, then raised his right hand, placed it lightly on Zhu Yao's head, and touched it twice slowly.
In fact, he wanted to go up and hug Ruo, but he didn't know if it was suitable, so he could only stand there without saying a word.
Zhu Yao was taken aback for a moment, then laughed, "What? Are you comforting me?"
He raised his hand suddenly, grabbed Yu Shengyang's wrist and pulled it down, holding his palm with both hands, and said calmly: "It's nothing, and I didn't want to tell you this."
"What I want to tell you is," Zhu Yan raised her head and looked at Yu Shengyang, "Because of these terrible things, Zhu Yan and I have not had a very good life since we were young, and my grandma's health has become worse and worse since I went to high school. Well, I need to do a lot of hard work for money."
Zhu Yao rubbed the warm palm in her hand with her fingertips, and bent her eyes, "Of course I don't mean to sell you, it's nothing, there are many people who are worse than me, and there are people like this. The days are over."
His fingers lingered on Yu Shengyang's wrist for a moment, and finally moved away, and the smile on his face gradually faded.
Zhu Yao took a breath and looked straight into Yu Chengyang's eyes, "What I want to tell you is that I lied to you, I'm sorry, I did something very excessive."
"I'm not a transgender person, and I never wanted to be a girl. It's all about getting a job and lying to your brother."
"I'm a very ordinary boy," Zhu Yao's hand hanging by his side trembled slightly, forcing himself to look at Yu Shengyang's surprised and bewildered eyes, not letting himself look away——
"It's just a very ordinary boy who likes boys."
Yu Shengyang didn't speak for about 2 minutes, Zhu Yao's throat tightened, and she kept looking at him nervously.
Yu Shengyang's hand was clenched in Zhu Yao's palm, almost burning hot.
In the end, however, he pulled back.
Zhu Yao's expression lost almost instantly, but Yu Chengyang didn't speak, but took a step forward and stood straight in front of Zhu Yao.
He raised his arms and circled Zhu Yao gently, as if hugging a piece of glass, carefully encircling him.
Zhu Yao seemed to hear Yu Shengyang sighed, and said calmly: "Confirmed. Isn't he just a very ordinary boy?"
He quickly let go of his hand, took half a step back, and smiled at Zhu Yao, "No, it's not ordinary to grow up like this, and it's not ordinary to be a top student. He's kind and smart, and he can take good care of his family and classmates. The boys are even more unusual."
Yu Chengyang raised his eyebrows, "Why do you think that I think you are bad because of this? I thought you did something illegal and disciplined. I almost made up a set of bars and burst into tears along the way."
Zhu Yao stood where she was, with no expression on her face, she just looked at him silently and lightly.
The street lamp outlined Yu Shengyang very gently, with a slack, lingering smile in his eyes.
Zhu Yao thought of the winter night a long time ago, Yu Shengyang stood in the white space of the snowflakes like this, with clear silver light in his eyes, and said to him calmly, you will be afraid.
At that time, even though they had nothing to do with each other, they were not even considered friends, but the soft inner core hidden deep in the boy's cold eyes, which originally belonged to him, was obviously exactly the same, why I never saw it clearly.
Zhu Yao put the coin back into his collar and let him put it on his chest again.
The two of them stopped talking for the rest of the way, and they were about to reach the gate of the community. Zhu Yao was planning to say goodbye to Yu Chengyang, but the person who had been silent all the way suddenly said something amazing——
"You really like me?"
Zhu Yao turned around and looked at him inexplicably, "I talked about it all night, and I almost cried to myself. In the end, you remembered this sentence, right?"
"No..." Yu Chengyang was dumb, and after a while of silence, he watched Zhu Yao speak in a low voice——
"I don't know why, I still feel sad, but when I think of this sentence, I feel a little happy."
The sports meeting finally came to an end in the leader's lengthy speech.
The seventh class was gloomy, there were only two medals in total, and more than half of one was missing, leaving only a bare face, like a big cake.
Yu Shengyang waited for a long time but did not wait for his "surprise" to be praised. His face was as black as the bottom of a pot. After the leader said the words "successful conclusion", he stood under the rostrum like everyone else, very reluctantly. clapped his hands twice.
Zhu Yao skipped the closing ceremony by virtue of her status as a wounded person, and sat in the empty classroom sighing and meditating on how to confess the truth to Yu Shengyang.
He didn't intend to tell Yu Shengyang what he thought, but at least he wanted to clear up the misunderstanding.
But lying is easy to come by, but it is difficult to reveal the truth. People like Zhu Yao who have no psychological burden on other people's opinions, after thinking about it for a long time, also feel a little hard to tell.
Regardless of whether it was his intention or not, he has obtained too much protection from Yu Shengyang by virtue of the pseudo-gender of "girl".
Is Yu Shengyang's tenderness only for himself?He is a very good person, isn't he so patient with everyone?
What will Yu Shengyang think of him, will he be angry?I've been lied to for so long, it's normal to be angry...
I don't know when it started, but in Zhu Yao's view, it was a wishful misunderstanding by Yu Shengyang, a fool, and it turned into a huge rock that was difficult to speak and weighed on his heart.
Besides, my actions are deceiving in the final analysis. For an idiot like Yu Shengyang who is upright and magnanimous, sometimes Zhu Yao would find it difficult to stand in front of him with a straight chest.
The more Zhu Yao thought about it, the more anxious she became, walking around in the empty classroom.He heard the commotion in the playground, and knew that the leader's speech was finally over, the closing ceremony was over, and everyone should go back to the classroom.
Why should I tell him to tell him after the run!Zhu Yao rubbed her temples, thinking that I have no idea what to say...
The corridor gradually became chaotic, and some people returned to the classroom one after another.
Zhu Yao sorted out all the thoughts in her mind, and felt that nothing was natural enough.
Forget it, no matter how much you think about it, it’s useless, just let nature take its course.
Maybe Yu Shengyang doesn't even remember.Zhu Yao thought it was a one-ten-thousandth chance, gave up and struggled again.
It is impossible not to remember.
On the night when the sports meeting ended, the classroom was so noisy that it was impossible to study.
After Zhu Yao was hit on the back by a small note from nowhere for countless times, she was very distracted and spent two seconds thinking about why the school didn't just have a holiday tonight. No one would want to study today anyway.
He sighed, and picked up the small note from the ground expressionlessly, but paused when he picked it up, because the folded side was written in Yu Shengyang's handwriting, and "Give Zhu Yao" was clearly written on it.
It's so close that it can't be thrown on my own table.Zhu Yao thought, your shooting skills were really taught by Schrödinger.
He stared at the note for several seconds, took a deep breath imperceptibly, closed his eyes, and opened it slowly.
This is a piece of matt paper. I don't know which book Yu Shengyang tore it from. A small circle was blackened in the middle.
Zhu Yao turned to the back in doubt, and finally found something with content in the upper left corner.
There are three big characters written on it - "Come on a plate".
"..."
"..."
Zhu Yao twisted the two sides expressionlessly, and was about to tear off the note, but saw a row of small characters with two horizontal lines in the lower right corner:
"Don't tear it up! Give Ning Sizhou a kick to wake him up if he doesn't fall down."
"..."
Zhu Yao turned her head away calmly, and slapped the matt paper on Yu Shengyang's desk.
The sound was so loud that everyone around turned their attention.
Even Ning Sizhou, who was so sleepy that he didn't know what night it was, grumbled in his dream.
Yu Shengyang was tilting his chair and spinning his pen in boredom. He was taken aback and almost fell back, frowning, "What are you doing?"
"Give it to yourself," Zhu Yao said coldly, "don't let me do such a boring thing."
"?" Yu Shengyang didn't understand what had offended him, and asked inexplicably, "Why are you angry?"
"Don't you have something to tell me?" Yu Shengyang blinked slowly, "Evening self-study has not ended, so I can't find some entertainment to pass the time?"
Zhu Yao's expression softened a little, he took the matt paper back from the table, and said in disgust, "Then let's accompany you to the next round, just one round."
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It's been a long time since the bell rang for the next class, and Zhu Yao still frowned, holding the pen, and said with disbelief: "This is impossible, let's have another round."
Yu Shengyang waved his hand quickly, "I'm not coming, don't you want to talk to me? I'm not going to be with you anymore, so tell me quickly."
As if Zhu Yao didn't hear it, she shook her head, "That's not important, it's impossible, you play with me first."
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Until the end of the evening self-study get out of class, Zhu Yao was still immersed in the shock of not winning a game of chess with the idiot, which was hard to accept.
Yu Shengyang also seemed to feel a little speechless, and glanced at him, "You don't have to be disappointed like this, I'm very good at backgammon, and it's normal to lose to me."
"How is this possible?" Zhu Yao repeated the same sentence, like chanting a mantra, "This is impossible."
"It's impossible," Yu Shengyang said, "Don't you know that poor students can play backgammon very well? I have been playing backgammon since the second grade of elementary school. It is normal for you to beat me."
"What else are you good at..." Zhu Yao said slowly.
Yu Shengyang thought for a while, and said very seriously: "A lot. Turning the pen, turning the book, and tying all kinds of shoelaces. I can draw very well, but only on draft paper. Games are also okay. Hitting ten Ning Sizhous is no problem."
"Is there any use of brain..." Zhu Yao asked.
Yu Chengyang looked at him for a while, then suddenly smiled, "Which one doesn't need to use his brain?"
Zhu Yao's heart moved, that smile was very clean, but it was more kind than usual, like a big boy who was a little helpless, revealing a kind of patient and unconscious tenderness.
Just as Zhu Yao was about to open her mouth, she heard Yu Chengyang make up the knife slowly: "I'm so embarrassed to say, the loser who didn't win a game."
Zhu Yao: "..."
He sighed, but Yu Shengyang moved closer to him and looked at him seriously: "Are you going to tell me or not? If you don't say that evening self-study is really going to be over."
Zhu Yao circled the classroom, looked at the clock hanging in the classroom, and pondered for a while, "Is there a time limit for you boarding students to go back to bed at night?"
Yu Shengyang said casually: "No, sometimes we go out to surf the Internet all night, and we all go directly to the classroom in the morning, and the aunt is not strict."
Zhu Yao quickly squinted her eyes, Yu Shengyang hadn't realized that she had confessed again.Zhu Yao sighed, thinking that he would settle accounts with you next time.
He hesitated for too long, and he seemed a little stiff when he spoke: "...Then can you take me home? I'll tell you slowly on the way. "
Yu Chengyang suddenly showed a surprised expression, Zhu Yao felt guilty, and quickly added, "There are too many people in the classroom...it's not very convenient."
Yu Shengyang was quiet for a while, and when he spoke, his tone was complicated, and more than half of it was blank, "Is it something that is inconvenient to say in the classroom?"
Zhu Yao had never done this kind of thing before, and he didn't know that from any bystander's point of view, his performance seemed a bit excessive.
Zhu Yao nodded quickly, thought of something, and immediately added: "It just so happens that my foot is injured, so I may have to trouble you."
Fortunately, his unnaturalness Yu Shengyang didn't even feel a single punctuation mark.
Yu Shengyang was immersed in the imagination of thinking about what kind of outrageous things Teacher Zhu had done, and he didn't notice his abnormality at all.
However, Yu Shengyang seemed to have thought of something suddenly, hesitantly said: "Shall I see you off alone? It's inconvenient...do you want to call Peng Yu together?"
"?" Zhu Yao reacted for two seconds before he understood what Yu Shengyang was thinking. At that time, his decision became firmer. This misunderstanding must be resolved. Although Yu Shengyang is very sweet, it is really too much effort!
He glanced at Yu Shengyang, and said expressionlessly: "It's nothing inconvenient, will you send it?"
This was the first time Zhu Yao asked him for help, and for some reason, he didn't find Peng Yu who sent him to school.Yu Chengyang had no time to think about where the smugness in his heart came from, coughed, and said coldly: "Then give it away."
Although in fact, the road to and from school is the same, the location remains the same, and even the scenery has not changed, except that the morning light is replaced by night, there is no difference.
But Zhu Yao felt that walking on it tonight was a little subtle, something she had never felt before.
He suddenly remembered the end of last semester when he gave Yu Shengyang and the others extra lessons. Yu Shengyang insisted on sending him home after every day.
The winter is very cold, the sky is darker than it is now, and there is no sense of security, and it often snows, making the road even more difficult.
At that time, Yu Shengyang and Zhu Yao were unfamiliar with each other, and they often walked quietly on the road without saying a word.
Yu Shengyang wears headphones. In order to pretend to be aggressive, he often only wears a thin coat over the school uniform.He walked very fast at the beginning, and often stopped and waited for Zhu Yao after walking a while.
Later, he found out by himself, and walked behind Zhu Yao without saying a word.
Sometimes Zhu Yao would look back and see Yu Shengyang put the hood of his coat on top of his head, like a black animal on the snow, walking under the white snow and silver moonlight, like a silent landscape.
But now, in midsummer, the two of them walked side by side in the evening wind and the singing of cicadas. The clear summer night was full of stars, and the corner of Yu Chengyang's mouth was always smiling casually.
The boy who was more beautiful than the moonlight filled the air with a clear and sweet fragrance, which made Zhu Yao's heart beat faster.
For some reason, Yu Shengyang, who seemed in an inexplicably good mood, suddenly stopped, called Zhu Yao, and asked, "Where is my medal, why don't you take it with you?"
Zhu Yao subconsciously glanced at her wrist, paused, and said honestly: "It's quite heavy, and it's inconvenient to do homework."
The next moment, the beautiful boy's face was full of wind and rain.
Yu Shengyang said in disbelief, "You lost it?"
Zhu Yao looked at him silently, "How is that possible."
He suddenly took a step forward, pulled his collar away a little, and showed Yu Shengyang the red belt hidden under the collar, "Do you have bad eyesight, so you can't see it so obviously?"
Yu Shengyang stepped back half a step, Zhu Yao's fair collarbone hit his sight, leaving an inappropriate image on his retina for a while.
He really wanted to see no evil, but Zhu Yao must have cut the red belt short, and the lightly attached coin was sticking to Zhu Yao's chest a little higher up, as if it was reflected in an arc by the moonlight. silver light.
"You..." Yu Shengyang rubbed his forehead, feeling a little helpless, "...Can you pay attention to it?"
"Girls have to respect themselves." Yu Shengyang taught with a straight face and seriousness.
……
After Zhu Yao paused, he was speechless for a moment, and then he made up his mind.
I really can't take it anymore, I have to talk about it sooner or later anyway, so I might as well pick the blame now, so that idiot Yu Shengyang won't add drama to himself every day!
He looked around and saw no one around, so he took a breath, pulled the coin out from the skin close to his chest, and held it in the palm of his hand.
"Yu Shengyang—"
"Huh?" Yu Shengyang, who had already walked to the front, turned around and asked in confusion, "What's wrong?"
"I'm going to tell you what I want to tell you now!" Zhu Yao roared.
Yu Shengyang was taken aback, and walked up to Zhu Yao, "Say what you want to say, what are you yelling at? I'm not deaf."
Zhu Yao looked at him nervously, the palms of his hands holding the coins were covered with sweat, he hesitated for a while, but when he opened his mouth, he opened his mouth with a preface that he wanted to kill himself afterwards——
"What do you think about me……?"
"...?"
"... Very good." Yu Shengyang showed a blank expression, "Very good, very good, if you are not good, I will not be friends with you."
I don't know why, after speaking, even though I feel very ashamed, Zhu Yao is no longer so nervous.
He took a step forward, with unprecedented seriousness in his eyes, and looked at Yu Shengyang solemnly, "Then no matter what I want to say next, can you guarantee that you will think so?"
"What are you doing..." Yu Shengyang took half a step back, feeling a little flustered for no reason, "Can't you just talk, what are you doing so close..."
He looked down at Zhu Yao, thought for a while, and said seriously: "No matter what you say, I think so."
Zhu Yao clenched the coin in her palm a little tighter, as if she had drawn infinite courage from it, but when she spoke, she was calm as if she was saying something unimportant, "I fell in love with someone recently."
Yu Chengyang was taken aback for a moment, then his eyes widened.
He himself didn't know why, and before he could digest the information in his mind, he had already frowned in displeasure on his face very honestly.
Yu Shengyang felt a sudden pain in his temple for a long time before he stopped.He secretly took a deep breath, tried his best to make it appear that this was not a big deal, raised the corners of his mouth stiffly——
"I thought it was something. Why, scared? Excuse me? Which boy? If you want to confess, go there. I'll see who dares to say anything."
Zhu Yao said: "You."
……
……
……
Yu Shengyang worked hard for a long time, but couldn't make a natural expression.
what?
who?What did he just say?what me?Who do you like?
Yu Shengyang's brain turned around quickly, but it still felt like a mess, and it was hard to re-enter the current scene.
There was a thin layer of red on his face, but he didn't know what to say, and he didn't say a word after trying hard for a long time.
After a while, Yu Shengyang turned his head to one side, coughed, and managed to hold back a sentence: "Oh, thank you."
Zhu Yao: "..."
"Forget it," Zhu Yao sighed, and said slowly, "You can pretend that you haven't heard of this, it doesn't matter. I didn't intend to tell you, and I will pretend that nothing happened in the future. Telling you is just I want you to know why I suddenly confessed to you."
...Yu Chengyang was taken aback for a moment, and then quickly frowned again.
What, the person concerned didn't say anything, so why didn't it happen? I still haven't published my thoughts.
He opened his mouth and was about to speak, but Zhu Yao turned his face away from him and opened his mouth again, "You have seen my sister, right?"
……
This topic jumped a little too quickly, and Yu Shengyang hadn't reacted yet, and was embarrassed to turn it back by himself.
Not knowing what expression to make, he could only tense his face and nodded inscrutablely.
"My sister's name is Zhu Yan. We are twins. Although she goes to school a year later than me, she is the same age as me." Zhu Yan smiled. Weird name?"
Yu Chengyang lowered his face, unconsciously being led away by Zhu Yao.
Zhu Ruo Zhu Yan... It's really strange.
"Neither Zhu Yan nor I have a father, so we follow my mother's surname." Zhu Yao lowered her eyes and said lightly, "My mother is a ballet dancer, she is very beautiful, and Zhu Yan looks a lot like her. But her life is not very good, very dead long ago."
"I don't remember a lot of things when I was young, but even if I don't want to know a lot, someone will always mention it in front of us."
Zhu Yao paused for a moment, and then continued to calmly say: "I heard that not long after we were born, my mother was slapped more than a dozen times by a strange woman who rushed onto the stage at the curtain call during a performance. Never been on stage."
"She died when I was very young. She was dragged to death by alcohol, poverty, and pointing. Zhu Yan and I have been living with my grandmother, but we don't have any deep feelings for her. Especially Zhu Yan, when I was young, I Mom went out to drink and forgot us at home. Zhu Yan and I were locked up for two days without eating or drinking. Zhu Yan fell ill and went to school a year later than me. My mother has always been a little scared."
When Zhu Yao said this, she lowered her head and was quiet for a while. When she spoke, she changed into a light and sad tone, "But I always think she is quite pitiful. You can see that she will be a girl for the rest of her life just by looking at the names of me and my sister. It must not be very happy, and I will never let go of it until I die."
Standing silently for a long time, Yu Chengyang didn't know what to say or what not to say.
For the first time, he felt really powerless, because he couldn't even find the right way to comfort him.
Yu Chengyang took a step forward, hesitated for a long time, then raised his right hand, placed it lightly on Zhu Yao's head, and touched it twice slowly.
In fact, he wanted to go up and hug Ruo, but he didn't know if it was suitable, so he could only stand there without saying a word.
Zhu Yao was taken aback for a moment, then laughed, "What? Are you comforting me?"
He raised his hand suddenly, grabbed Yu Shengyang's wrist and pulled it down, holding his palm with both hands, and said calmly: "It's nothing, and I didn't want to tell you this."
"What I want to tell you is," Zhu Yan raised her head and looked at Yu Shengyang, "Because of these terrible things, Zhu Yan and I have not had a very good life since we were young, and my grandma's health has become worse and worse since I went to high school. Well, I need to do a lot of hard work for money."
Zhu Yao rubbed the warm palm in her hand with her fingertips, and bent her eyes, "Of course I don't mean to sell you, it's nothing, there are many people who are worse than me, and there are people like this. The days are over."
His fingers lingered on Yu Shengyang's wrist for a moment, and finally moved away, and the smile on his face gradually faded.
Zhu Yao took a breath and looked straight into Yu Chengyang's eyes, "What I want to tell you is that I lied to you, I'm sorry, I did something very excessive."
"I'm not a transgender person, and I never wanted to be a girl. It's all about getting a job and lying to your brother."
"I'm a very ordinary boy," Zhu Yao's hand hanging by his side trembled slightly, forcing himself to look at Yu Shengyang's surprised and bewildered eyes, not letting himself look away——
"It's just a very ordinary boy who likes boys."
Yu Shengyang didn't speak for about 2 minutes, Zhu Yao's throat tightened, and she kept looking at him nervously.
Yu Shengyang's hand was clenched in Zhu Yao's palm, almost burning hot.
In the end, however, he pulled back.
Zhu Yao's expression lost almost instantly, but Yu Chengyang didn't speak, but took a step forward and stood straight in front of Zhu Yao.
He raised his arms and circled Zhu Yao gently, as if hugging a piece of glass, carefully encircling him.
Zhu Yao seemed to hear Yu Shengyang sighed, and said calmly: "Confirmed. Isn't he just a very ordinary boy?"
He quickly let go of his hand, took half a step back, and smiled at Zhu Yao, "No, it's not ordinary to grow up like this, and it's not ordinary to be a top student. He's kind and smart, and he can take good care of his family and classmates. The boys are even more unusual."
Yu Chengyang raised his eyebrows, "Why do you think that I think you are bad because of this? I thought you did something illegal and disciplined. I almost made up a set of bars and burst into tears along the way."
Zhu Yao stood where she was, with no expression on her face, she just looked at him silently and lightly.
The street lamp outlined Yu Shengyang very gently, with a slack, lingering smile in his eyes.
Zhu Yao thought of the winter night a long time ago, Yu Shengyang stood in the white space of the snowflakes like this, with clear silver light in his eyes, and said to him calmly, you will be afraid.
At that time, even though they had nothing to do with each other, they were not even considered friends, but the soft inner core hidden deep in the boy's cold eyes, which originally belonged to him, was obviously exactly the same, why I never saw it clearly.
Zhu Yao put the coin back into his collar and let him put it on his chest again.
The two of them stopped talking for the rest of the way, and they were about to reach the gate of the community. Zhu Yao was planning to say goodbye to Yu Chengyang, but the person who had been silent all the way suddenly said something amazing——
"You really like me?"
Zhu Yao turned around and looked at him inexplicably, "I talked about it all night, and I almost cried to myself. In the end, you remembered this sentence, right?"
"No..." Yu Chengyang was dumb, and after a while of silence, he watched Zhu Yao speak in a low voice——
"I don't know why, I still feel sad, but when I think of this sentence, I feel a little happy."
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