Love reshapes life

Huang's mother wants to be strong all her life, and her two sons and one daughter are all dragons and phoenixes. Although she later disdained her husband very much, she still could not leave the Huang family, but could only choose to occupy the power of the Huang family's mistress. This is also the result of the times. sorry.

Originally, she didn't worry much about her children anymore. In her opinion, survival of the fittest is the law of the whole society.Life is short, and people have to give up, compromise, and bear too much in this life. Therefore, many times, she adopts a laissez-faire attitude.

For example, Huang Xiang was going to marry a penniless teacher. She didn't go into the good and bad of that person, and felt that even if she met an unkind person, it would be a calamity in her life and she had to go through it.She thought that the Huang family would cover her up, no matter how bad it was, it wouldn't be too bad.But the world is impermanent. It turns out that the Huang family is not an invincible myth, and cannot protect her anytime and anywhere.In fact, she should have seen through this long ago. The rise of the Huang family was only a few decades ago, and the decline was also in an instant. It seemed that it shouldn't be so hard to accept.After all, she is just a mortal, still unable to detach herself from the mundane world, unable to grasp the will of God.

Yiping saw that Huang's mother was very stiff and wanted to comfort her, but before she could organize her expressions and vocabulary, she got up and went back to the bed to lie down.She seemed very tired, and she didn't even look at Yiping, which made Yiping really not know what to do.

Huang's mother is too detached, it seems that the whole world is out of her eyes, but the whole world is under her control.Yiping used to think that she didn't like herself, but later found that she seemed to treat everyone the same, and her attitude towards her had never changed because of what happened between her and Huang Xuebing, and it was the same now.

Yiping thought, maybe she hated the whole world, a world where women have to bow to patriarchy.Even though many women in this era are awakened, the secular shackles still bind women's hands and feet, and the space for women to live and breathe is still very limited.Yiping actually understands her a little bit, because even in later generations who advertise equality between men and women, women still cannot escape the shackles of the world. Being unmarried is regarded as a sad person, and even successful single women will still be ridiculed for not having a man It seems that the success of the family and the happiness of marriage are the criteria for evaluating a woman's true success.

But now that she is in prison, she failed to give Huang Xiang the correct guidance, and became a bargaining chip to contain her son. If she is a mother who is generally knowledgeable and concerned about the country and the people, in the hearts of the people, her best ending should be from the city wall. Jumping down, it fulfills the filial piety of the children and grandchildren, inspires them to fight the enemy bravely, and gives future generations a bragging example to regulate the words and deeds of the families of heroes.

Is it a big mistake to just live in vain? Yiping sat on the ground with her arms around her knees, thinking about her next choice.

For seven days in a row, they did not touch Yiping and Huang's mother, but only sent people to send some news about the Huang family from time to time. Yiping knew that they returned Huang Xiang's body to the Huang family and his son.

It turned out that they had long threatened the Huang family and his son in this way. Every seven days, they would send them a corpse of the Huang family and ask them to surrender.The concubines and aunts of the Huang family, including the wife and son of the eldest son of the Huang family, have died, and now only Huang's mother is left.

Because of such a big internal mistake, the Huang family and his son had already lost the opportunity, and now they have lost the trust of their superiors, and now they are being threatened again. It is conceivable that the situation is very difficult.Even though they received the corpse of a family member every once in a while, they still fought to the end without compromise, and became more and more courageous as they fought, which became the biggest resistance for the Japanese army to capture Shanghai and march into Nanjing.

Yiping thought, they locked themselves together with Huang's mother because they thought they were members of the Huang family, and they didn't know when it would be her turn.

Just when she was immersed in panic, Zhang Daoxian, who had been missing all this time, suddenly appeared and dragged herself drunk into his room.Yiping didn't know what he wanted to do, the panic in her heart made her resist violently, and slapped him hard on the face.He didn't fight back, but his eyes were blurred, and he said aggrievedly: "You still owe me a song, you promised to sing for me."

This slap was a bit sudden, and Yiping was also pulled back a little rationally by the burning pain in her hand. After thinking about it carefully, after he pulled herself into the room, he didn't seem to do anything very unreasonable.And these days, he didn't really threaten or be violent to himself.Only when one's life is in extreme danger can a person arouse infinite courage. Once he feels that he may still have a chance of life, he will not be so righteous.

Hearing what he said now, I feel like I've knocked over a bottle of five flavors, I don't know whether to be angry or timid.

Today, it seems to be Huang Xiang's first seven. Is this man's current form secretly hurting her?

Thinking of everything in the past, she suddenly felt that life was really impermanent. When she sang, she couldn’t remember what she wanted to express in the Japanese song she wrote for him. In fact, she only sang one Japanese song , and after the Chinese song first, the rewritten Japanese version was translated and sung with accurate pronunciation under the guidance of Professor Bai.

But music is not limited by the lyrics. At this moment, Yiping suddenly remembered the famous Japanese song "Castle in the Sky". She couldn't remember the Japanese lyrics, but she was very familiar with the melody and the sadness behind it. Therefore, she Singing out unconsciously.

Probably, even Zhang Daoxian never thought that Yiping would really sing for him, and under such circumstances, the melody is sad, but there is no hostility or irony. The figurative impatience of wanting to seek answers but being unable to ask no matter what, makes people want to cry unconsciously for this miserable life.

"Why don't you die?" Zhang Daoxian said suddenly after Yiping's singing stopped for a long time.

"It is said that people who commit suicide will go to hell." This is a reason Yiping found for Huang's mother to live well. These days, Huang's mother is doing as usual, and there is no such thing as a hunger strike to protest.She ate some of the food brought over, although she could tell she had a poor appetite, but she didn't treat herself deliberately, and let Yiping see that she had no intention of committing suicide at all.This gave Yiping a little more hope of survival. She could live strong in front of her daughter's death, so what face did she have to live and die.And Huang Mu worshiped Buddha for many years, she did not commit suicide, probably because she understood the connotation of Buddhist classics.

"Maybe he was expecting you to die?" Zhang Daoxian looked at her fixedly, his eyes were particularly bright against the red palm prints on his face.

"Then let him kill me himself, and I won't blame him." Yiping knew that he was referring to Huang Xuebing, but in fact, this idea always flashed in her mind.As a family member of the hostage, maybe he doesn't want us to live. If he dies, he can take revenge, but he may not be able to bear the price of rescuing us alive.But, maybe, he wants me to live, as long as there is still a glimmer of hope, people shouldn't give up, right?

He suddenly took another sip of wine, regained his drunken demeanor and said, "Then remember what you said today."

The next day, someone gave Yiping a set of gorgeous clothes to change into, and she was taken to a banquet hall.It is said that there will be a welcome banquet.Another senior Japanese general joined forces with their generals, and will increase their attack on Shanghai in the near future, and the occupation of Shanghai is just around the corner.

As a trophy, Yiping finally had more uses, and here, Yiping met two acquaintances at the same time, Bai Jie and Luping.This is so dramatic, did they also fall into the hands of the Japanese army?

After seeing Yiping, their expressions also changed drastically. Both of them looked a little unpredictable, not like gloating at her misfortune, nor like sighing for her, nor the kind of sadness associated with the disease.That's right, in the hands of the Japanese, even life is not their own, and it is impossible to reveal their true feelings by doing anything.

At the top was a man nearly 60 years old. Although he was not tall, he was very bulky. He looked at Yiping and said something in Japanese.In fact, Yiping understood, but she deliberately pretended not to understand. Bai Jie, who was sitting next to this man serving tea, translated for him at this time: "The general heard that you can sing well, today I want you to sing for everyone One song, the cherry blossom in Japan is very good."

Yiping looked sideways at Luping who was sitting next to another man. Except for the moment of astonishment when she saw Yiping, she kept her head down and didn't show any more emotions to her.

"I don't know how to sing." Yiping replied directly. In fact, she didn't want to be so righteous, but she couldn't be as flexible as these two.Facing such a person, doing such a thing on such an occasion, it is not only a matter of dignity and reputation. She is afraid of death, but she is even more afraid of being humiliated and embarrassed before death. Before, she preferred to follow her heart.

Her performance really angered the general, he slapped the table again, and also taught her in Japanese, which probably meant to tell her not to be ignorant of current affairs, and she couldn't help her to choose here.

Yiping was silent, and the man next to Luping suddenly spoke in non-standard Chinese: "I heard that you and this White Rose are sisters, why don't you have a bit of her gentleness and pleasantness?"

Lu Ping replied with a clever smile: "My sister is different from me. She was raised as a rich lady since she was a child, but she didn't suffer much. When she grows up, she is also smart and lovable. The men around her are lovely. There is no one who does not fall in love with her, otherwise she would not be down, that General Huang will marry her. So, she is much more useful than me, maybe that General Huang will come to save her."

"Oh! I'm more interested when you say that." He got up and was about to walk over to La Yiping. Yiping was ready to die. If she killed this person, death would be enough, but She didn't have any tools in her hands, and it was not easy to kill him.

She observed the man carefully and found that he hadn't removed the gun that he carried with him, so there was still a chance.Just as she was rehearsing in her mind what kind of angle to shoot would be more unexpected, Zhang Daoxian broke in suddenly, interrupting the man's footsteps, making Yiping's heart choke back in her throat.

He glanced at Yiping and said in Japanese to the man standing up: "Lieutenant General Tsuruta, she is already my woman."