Shen Mo ABO

"What would you do if I wasn't there?" Shen Ju asked Ji Ling calmly.

"I won't push that air." Ji Ling still smiled, "I have been in this school for three years anyway, and I still know about it."

Shen Ju smiled, thinking, I still think you are a second fool.

"There is no emperor, and I don't know what is aggressive." Ji Ling said slowly.

Shen Ju still laughed, saying that Ji Ling was the empress.

Ji Ling also cursed back.

A slanting sun came through the window, stretching the shadows of the two people.It was getting dark, and the dim light covered the classroom, covering the tables and chairs with a thick cream-like cover.

"I helped you out, don't you thank me?" Shen Ju reminded Ji Ling.

"Thank you, of course." Ji Ling responded readily, winking at Shen Ju.

"Thank you?" Shen Ju didn't look at Ji Ling, but lowered his eyes.

Looking at the long eyelashes hanging down, Ji Ling felt inexplicably hot.

"Thank you Brother Shen." Ji Ling said without thinking.

Shen Ju raised his eyebrows when he heard this address, but didn't say anything.

Ji Ling looked at Shen Ju's indifferent agreement, and felt that Shen Ju didn't like it very much, and was not very happy.

He was afraid that Shen Ju would be uncomfortable, so he quickly changed his words, "Thank you, Young Master Shen."

Unexpectedly, Shen Ju frowned, and asked Ji Ling a little seriously: "Do you know that you have a problem?"

Ji Ling is a little strange, he claims to be cautious in dealing with people, trying not to make others feel uncomfortable, how can there be problems?

Shen Ju touched the hem of Jiling's long-sleeved school uniform, straightened the folds on it, and said, "You always like to look at others."

"..." Ji Ling didn't answer, recalling whether such a thing really happened.

"It's fine if you do this elsewhere, do you still want to look at me when you're by my side?" Shen Ju's black eyes stared at Ji Ling.

"Don't live so tired." Shen Ju pulled out the chair for Ji Ling, motioned him to sit, and ended the conversation.

Especially around me.

But Shen Ju didn't say that.

When it got dark, the surroundings of the two appeared ambiguous.Ji Ling wanted to turn on the light, but Shen Ju held him back.

"Don't you want to write? It's dark, it's not good for your eyes." Ji Ling explained.

"Don't you dislike strong light?" Shen Ju asked.

Ji Ling looked at Shen Ju, and his eyes fell on Shen Ju's eyes.His pupils were black and thick like ink.

Full of simple concerns.

His heart was astringent and his nose was sour.

Yes, Ji Ling really doesn't like strong light.

When a beam of light shines, it will fall into the dark, damp, and filthy swamp, revealing all his dirty thoughts to everyone, and everyone will know his unspeakable past.

At this time, Ji Ling stared at Shen Ju carefully.

He has long eyelashes.Dark, thick eyebrows with raised brows make her look unfriendly.There is a small mole at the end of the eyebrows gradually entering the temple, which neutralizes the sharpness and looks gentle.

Shen Ju has a charming gentleman's demeanor, and his every move is polite and considerate.

Ji Ling looked at it seriously, and the distance between the two gradually approached.

After feeling Shen Ju's scented breath, Ji Ling quickly withdrew.

"Didn't you say thank you?" Shen Ju leaned close to Ji Ling's ear and asked softly.

The young Qingming's voice whispered, lowering the volume, which seemed a little low and magnetic.

It was too close, and Ji Ling's hearing was good, and he could clearly hear the slight sound of water with the tip of his tongue and the sound of teeth colliding in Shen Ju's mouth.

Ji Ling's ears turned red, he clenched the pen in his hand, looking a little dazed.

Shen Ju held Ji Ling's hand with his hand, exerted a little force on his wrist, dragged Ji Ling's hand, and drew a pattern with the pen.

Ji Ling felt something damp, hot and weak pressed against his ear, and his warm breath breathed beside him with water vapor.

Probably Shen Ju's lips, Ji Ling guessed randomly, let Shen Ju hold his hand and write something casually.

After finishing writing, Ji Ling avoids Shen Ju shyly, and leans forward to look at the thing he just drew.

Ji Ling could see that it was a slightly trembling and crooked peach heart.

But because of shyness or other reasons, Ji Ling refused to comply with Shen Ju's wishes.

"What did you draw? Butt?" Ji Ling pretended not to understand.

"Then I'll draw another one." Shen Ju also pretended not to see Ji Ling and pretended not to understand.

With a movement of the wrist, draw an arc, connect the two ends with a straight line, and draw a square.

"This is the ridge." Shen Ju murmured, pointing to the arc. "This is the moment." The nib turned square.

"What is this? Shen Ju and Ji Ling's...logo?" Ji Ling asked Shen Ju.

"It's nothing, isn't it good-looking?" Shen Ju rubbed the back of Ji Ling's hand with his fingertips.

"It's beautiful." Ji Ling said.

The touch of fingertips rubbing is obvious, hot and itchy.The heart was swept by a feather, and something gushed out.

"Do you like it?" Shen Ju asked.

"I like it." Ji Ling said.

The intimate behavior of the two was clearly seen by Chen Yuyou who was standing behind the door.

Chen Yuyou had just played the ball for half an hour, but was ridiculed by his classmates for failing to play the ball.

In the afternoon, Class [-] and Class [-] played ball, and they were very happy to win.

Chen Yuyou went back to the classroom angrily, and saw Ji Ling and Shen Ju sitting very close to each other, talking.

He was so angry that he was half dead, thinking about something bad.

A chaotic day is over.

When Ji Ling woke up, it was one day before the exam.

He got up very early and quietly looked forward to today.

It was a sunny day, but the sun wasn't too big, and it wasn't too hot. There was a little wind blowing, and the air was good, very fresh, with the smell of summer.

But when he got to the classroom, everyone's eyes turned to him.

Shocked, helpless, sympathetic, disgusting.

a face.

They frown, they laugh, they shake their heads.

Ji Ling was stunned, and the schoolbag on his body was suddenly heavy.He stood at the door of the classroom, looking helplessly for Shen Mo among the malicious heads.

he is not here.

Just laughing, it seems that everyone has the same hatred, hates him, excludes him, and refuses to accept him.

They laughed at the poor mouse being crushed to death in the gutter, and they laughed at the camel's useless struggle, throwing down the last straw that crushed it.

Ji Ling was in the classroom, but he seemed to be locked in the black room they created by himself.

There is nothing, no people, no temperature, no sound, no light.

Only darkness.endless.Inexhaustible.

Ji Ling staggered to his desk, and understood why his classmates made fun of him.

On his tablecloth someone else had painted the shape of a dog with a black pen.

Not quite, it's ugly, it's ugly, it's twisted.

Some people looked at him deliberately, some glanced at him out of the corner of the eye, some glanced at him lightly, and stopped looking at him.

It seemed that everyone came to this dark room to peep, monitor, and judge.

The uproarious laughter just now did not leave any trace in the classroom, but after Ji Ling took out the book, he lowered his head and remained silent for a long time.

He wept, bitterness streaming from his eyes, across his lower lids.

Tears fell to his lips.

Tears run down the cheeks.Tears flowed to the temples.

Tick ​​tock, tick tock tock.

He cried with tears streaming down his face, but also so quietly that no one noticed.

Ji Ling cried quietly, quietly, secretly.

It wasn't that he deliberately didn't want to cry, but he couldn't cry at all.

When he was young, Alpha hoped that his family would always be peaceful and beautiful, and that Ji Ling would always be happy.

If you can't be happy, show him a smiling face.

"Pa" two teardrops rolled together, rolled to Ji Ling's small chin again, and dripped down.

The front desk handed over a tissue and put it on Jiling's desk.

Ji Ling remembered the front table.

She gave him a candy.

"Ji Ling, do you want to hear a story?"

The front desk asked him.

The eye exercises after class were canceled because of the exam for the second year of high school. Although the students were overwhelmed by tomorrow's exam, they still talked in a low voice and were agitated.

Ji Ling thought of the kindness from the front desk and did not refuse.

"You don't know what my name is, do you?" There was a little girl at the front desk with a gentle smile.

Ji Ling's face was a little hot, he lowered his head and said nothing, because he really didn't know her name.

"That's right, you haven't chatted with others since the first year of high school." There was a bit of complaint in the tone of the front desk, looking pitiful.

"Well, I'm sorry. What's your name?" Ji Ling was moved by her cuteness and asked in a low voice.

"My name is Chen Qingqing." She said, "So what? Would you like to listen to me?"

Ji Ling nodded, indicating that he was willing.

"This is the story." Chen Qingqing began to tell.

"Then let's call the protagonist of the story C."

C was born in the countryside, his birth mother is unknown, and he was adopted by a family.

The family has no children and loves C very much. At that time, C had whatever he wanted, except for the stars and the moon, the family could give C.

C is spoiled. If nothing else, he has a childish temper that will accompany him throughout his life.

One day, a rich and powerful beautiful woman came to the village and visited the family.

She said, this is my lover's child.

The family asked her, is it your child?

She just said, this is my lover's child.

The woman took C for a paternity test, and it turned out to be her lover's child.

But not her children.

She greeted the family, gave money, made several promises, counted please, and the family agreed to take C away.

After C was brought back to her home, she was still pampered.

Everyone responds to C's needs.

The woman took C to prove his identity and added ten years old to him.

C said that he was only seven years old, not ten years old.

The woman said, "I'll steal three years from time and give it to you, okay?"

C agreed, which child doesn't want to grow up quickly?

Later, C met his biological father.His father dotes on him very much.

My father liked his appearance very much. He always said, your little nose looks like her, and your smile also looks like her.

C asked his father who "she" was, and his father said, it wasn't that woman anyway.

The woman was very unhappy, because C always saw her crying secretly by herself.

A woman is also beautiful when she cries. C told her: "You don't have to be like her, you are beautiful yourself."

The woman cried even more when she heard it, but she would also touch C's little head, her eyes full of self-blame and guilt.

C also has a younger sister, but this "sister" is actually older than him.

C dare not ask the man why, the man looks fierce.He always asks women why my sister is older than me.

The woman didn't speak, her eye circles were red again, and she said something endless to C, "I'm sorry, I regret it."

C went to ask his "sister".

"Sister" said she didn't know either.

C's expression suddenly became lonely, looking pitiful.

"Sister" wanted to say something, but she seemed hesitant to speak.

The "sister" couldn't stand his pestering, and told C something that he didn't understand at the time.

Mr. Chen likes Miss Ears, and Miss Ears also likes Mr. Chen.But Ms. Mouth also likes Mr. Chen, and in a bad way, she asked Mr. Chen to have a baby with her.

Ms. Mouth used her and Mr. Chen's children to force Mr. Chen to marry her.

Miss Ears was forced to leave.She had a child at the time, and after she disappeared, the child was nowhere to be found.

C asked "sister": "Why doesn't Ms. Er use her own child to let Mr. Chen marry him?"

"Sister" said: "Because Miss Mouth is more powerful than Miss Ears."

C asked "sister" again: "Why doesn't Mr. Chen go with Miss Er?"

"Sister" said: "Because Mr. Chen has a thing called 'responsibility' in his pocket. With this thing, some things cannot be done."

C shook his head and said, "If Mr. Chen really loved Miss Er, he wouldn't take the responsibility."

"Sister" explained to C: "Everyone has to take responsibility, and when we grow up, we will have it in our pockets."

C asked: "Is there any connection between this matter and you being older than me?"

"Sister" continued: "Because Ms. Mouth just likes Mr. Chen and wants to be with him. It's not that she hates Ms. Ears."

"She found Miss Er's child, Xiao Er. In order to keep the 'reputation' in her pocket, she lied and said that Xiao Er was her and Mr. Chen's child."

"But everyone knows that Xiaozuizui is also her and Mr. Chen's child. Ms. Zuikou lied to everyone by making up a lot of lies. In the end, everyone believed that Xiaoerzui was her child."

"But some lies made Little Ears become Little Mouth's older brother."

C fell silent after listening, and his "sister" took him to the second-floor rooftop to watch the stars.

The night is dark and the stars are bright.

The man didn't come home, and the woman cried so deeply that there were soft crying downstairs.

The two children sat upstairs, enjoying the comfortable night breeze.

"Am I small ears?" C asked.

"Sister" didn't answer, and asked C: "Do you like stars?"

Part of C's attention was attracted, "I like it."

"Sister" said: "I will give you a star, and you will recognize me as your own sister."

"The kind that is very dear."

C asked: "How can you be very close?"

"Sister" thought for a while and said, "Give me all the strawberry flavor of Skittles."

"The cream of the puffs will make me eat one more bite."

"Find out that the bakery has new bread and let me know."

"If I am sad, I will be with me, and if I am happy, I will be with me."

C thought for a long time, staring at the stars in the sky without saying a word.

"Sister" is not in a hurry, waiting for an answer.

"I like your name." The "sister" who looked at the stars said to C.

The younger sister blinked and said, "Because your name has both your father and your mother."

C laughed, a little silly.

C said: "I also like your name, it feels very sweet, like a piece of toffee."

"Sister" said: "I don't like it, do you know why?"

C said he didn't know, and asked his "sister" why.

"Sister" lowered her voice, looking a little unhappy: "Because this is the name of a woman my father likes."

"But not my mother's name."

C looked at the tears in the eyes of his "sister", and said with great momentum: "I recognize you as my own sister, and I will protect you."

The younger sister smiled, and the sparkling tears flowed from the corners of her eyes to her lovely face.

The younger sister gave C a star-shaped biscuit, which was covered with little sugar granules that shone in the moonlight.

C took the biscuit and called out "sister."

A gentle wind blew long into the uniform room, quietly pulling up the thin curtains.

"Why are you telling me this?" Ji Ling asked.

"I hope you don't blame the little ears." Chen Qingqing said.

Ji Ling looked at the water in Chen Qingqing's eyes and didn't speak.

"It's true that Xiao Er did something wrong, but my sister still selfishly doesn't want you to blame him. I'm sorry, Ji Ling, I'm sorry." Chen Qingqing said.

"He has everything since he was a child, and he even skipped a grade smoothly. He is just jealous that Shen Ju treats you so well." Chen Qingqing said.

"I'm sorry, he was playing with you, he is like a child. I asked him to apologize to you." Chen Qingqing said, and called Chen Yuyou.

Chen Yuyou grudgingly squeezed out "I'm sorry." She stamped her feet and ran away.

"Don't look at his unwillingness, but he actually asked me to tell you this. He didn't mean anything malicious. He skipped a grade when he was young. He was only 15 years old. He really..."

"I don't blame him." Ji Ling interrupted Chen Qingqing's apology and explanation.

"Go and talk to the teacher." Chen Qingqing suggested.

Ji Ling was a little surprised, and asked, "You're not sister Chen Yuyou, why..."

Chen Qingqing interrupted him with a smile, and said, "It was also his suggestion."

Ji Ling was even more puzzled and said, "Why?"

Chen Qingqing said: "Because he felt that he seemed to have done something wrong. Because he saw you crying so much."

Ji Ling asked Chen Qingqing: "Didn't he just want to..."

Chen Qingqing lightly pressed Ji Ling's upper lip with her index finger, and said, "That's not true. The small ears just displease you, and the drawing of a dog is just to attract your attention. Besides, he likes dogs the most."

Ji Ling's face was hot, and he pursed his lips because of Chen Qingqing's touch.

Chen Qingqing said suddenly: "You are really cute."

Ji Ling didn't know what to say anymore.

Chen Qingqing took her hand away, retracted it and put her face on it.

"Don't say that Shen Ju likes you, if I were him, I would like you too." Chen Qingqing told Ji Ling. "And, haven't you noticed?"

"I'm an alpha."

Ji Ling didn't believe it, and only thought she was joking.

Like him and she is alpha both.

"You really don't believe it." Chen Qingqing smiled and shook her head.

Chen Qingqing released some pheromones.

Ji Ling blinked slowly, and looked at Chen Qingqing silly.Because this is indeed alpha pheromone, and it is very strong.

"Although I'm not as good as Shen Ju, I'm pretty strong." Chen Qingqing said proudly, "Also, I'm going to tell the teacher, and beat Chen Yuyou's little report hard."

"Uh... ah, good." Ji Ling agreed with half push and half.

He couldn't get over the idea of ​​"the beautiful girl I just met turned out to be a strong alpha".

But he, Ji Ling, completely forgot, before he met Shen Ju, he hated, resented, hated Alpha, that kind of unforgettable memory made him extremely disappointed and desperate.

As if they all disappeared with the death of that person.

All of this is just because of Shen Ju's arrival, Shen Ju's expression, Shen Ju's actions, and Shen Ju's behavior.

Ji Ling couldn't help but think of how important Shen Ju is to his protection, how important it is to such a small, weak and unworthy person like him.

He stared at Shen Ju's empty chair in a daze.When Shen Ju was around, there was happiness, warmth, and someone who cared about him.

Ji Ling whispered Shen Ju's name secretly in his heart.He also used his fingertips as a pen to write and draw Shen Ju's name on the rough draft paper.

Over and over, as if that would bring him right back to him.

Ji Ling silently said:

What I miss is your chair, what I miss is your temperature, what I miss is your name.But don't get me wrong, I didn't say I missed you.

The tick-tock of the class bell interrupted his miss.

Ji Ling also thought about typing "Chen Yuyou's Small Report" after class.

The teacher repeated the words with the same intention, and the students got the same question by mistake.

Day after day, year after year. 10 minutes later is also 10 minutes ago.

Without him in the time or days, the diligent and active seconds seem to go slowly.Ji Ling doesn't want to admit that life feels like years, but he just thinks it's really boring, so boring.

The days without him are always gray.

In spite of his presence, the classes were still too rare, the teachers were still too fierce, and the homework was still too much to finish.

There is also boredom, and also feeling boring.

But that's boring with him, and boring with him.

He will not always be surrounded by dullness.When he was around, there was an extra color in the world for him, even an extra rainbow for him.

Ji Ling doesn't need to bring an umbrella because Shen Ju will prepare everything.Ji Ling believes that he is omnipotent.

Even if he really forgot to bring his umbrella, Ji Ling thinks he can stop the pouring rain immediately.

He is omnipotent, Ji Ling's "Superhero". (Note)

But Ji Ling knew that Shen Ju really couldn't stop the rain, and he wouldn't bring an umbrella every time.

People are not as good as God.Plans are not changing fast.Even if Shen Ju carries an umbrella with him like a British gentleman every day, accidents will happen.

But Ji Ling will never blame Shen Ju.

At worst, it's quite romantic to get in the rain together.

The two walked in the heavy rain, their hair was wet and their clothes were wet.The whole person was very embarrassed, when he got home, Ji Ling took a hot bath, and then lay on the bed, waiting for Shen Ju to cook hot ginger soup.

If the singing of cicadas is limited to summer, then Ji Ling thinks that Shen Ju is limited to Ji Ling's life.

Ji Ling thought wildly about a class, and when the get out of class was over, according to what Chen Qingqing said, he went to the office to find the teacher.

Ji Ling stood in front of the office door and politely knocked on the door.

"Enter."

"Hello, teacher." Ji Ling opened the door and came in, bowing politely.

Ji Ling approached the head teacher's desk and explained the situation to her.

The head teacher is an ordinary middle-aged female beta.

"Well, that's it." She stared at the computer screen with some anxiety, "Do you need an apology from Chen Yuyou?"

Ji Ling was a little surprised by the teacher's nervousness, but continued to answer: "Student Chen Yuyou has already apologized."

"Ah, that's good." The homeroom teacher took off the glasses he was wearing, and moved his hands a little too quickly to wipe the unstained lenses.

"Teacher..." Ji Ling was at a loss.

"Yeah. Student Ji Ling, this way." The head teacher stopped his movements, "I think you have to take off the tablecloth. Although there will be a little impact without the tablecloth."

The head teacher put on his glasses again, "But I don't think it will have a big impact, because the one on the tablecloth is you."

She went on to add: "If you don't take it down, it will have a great impact on the style of the class. Since Chen and You have apologized, they must have recognized their mistakes, and you have to forgive him. He is also a child."

Ji Ling had heard similar words just now.But what Chen Qingqing said was kind, for his sake, and sincere.

It sounds very comfortable, making Ji Ling feel better.It's like the summer wind broke through the screen on the window and filled the whole room.

But now, in the words of the head teacher, he just shut the window with a "bang".The suffocating heat gradually rose and fell into the depths of the breathless sea.

"The school is about to reorder the tablecloths. You may have to wait a little longer. You are not the young master of a wealthy family, so you don't care about this small influence at all." She said.

It was as if a hand was pulling Ji Ling's calf and pushing it into the depths of the sea.He could only wave his arms helplessly, consuming the little oxygen left in his lungs, feeling that the light was getting less and less, the depth was getting deeper and deeper, and the pressure was getting bigger and bigger.

"By the way, Chen Yuyou and his classmates have realized his mistake, why didn't you." She said, "Why didn't he paint you when he didn't paint others."

"Think about it for yourself."

"Flies don't bite seamless eggs."

"... "

Ji Ling lowered his head and didn't speak.When the teacher stopped talking, he bowed and apologized: "I'm sorry to bother you. Thank you, teacher. Goodbye, teacher."

Ji Ling said that he was careful in dealing with people, not to make others feel uncomfortable, and would rather make himself feel uncomfortable.In high school, because of an accident, I stopped interacting with others.

If someone gives you a piece of candy, you will remember it clearly.But Ji Ling was trampled to death with a heart full of gratitude and expectation.

When he left the office, there was only one thought in his mind.

"Shen Ju, where are you?"