only love without me

Probably because of grandpa's education and nurturing, coupled with her personality, Zhenye can be said to be a very strong girl.

In every sense, he is considered strong, and his mentality and ability belong to the strong type.

Rather than being protected or blessed by others, I really prefer to defeat powerful enemies and protect others by myself.

She doesn't have too many pursuits and goals, she just hopes that important people and herself can live well and be happy.

However, the human experience of happiness and happiness is actually very subjective.Everyone's ideas and definitions of happiness are different.Most of the time it is up to you to decide for yourself.

Zhenye also felt that the people around her basically had nothing to worry about.Strong personalities accounted for more of the conjurers.The ability to control emotions and self-recovery is also very strong.Everyone also cherishes their own life.

- is the basic.

At that time, Hui Jun was not included.

Although when I first got acquainted with Fu Heihui, I couldn't understand everything about him too deeply.But Zhenye still vaguely felt his positioning of himself by virtue of intuition and daily interactions.

Quite underestimating their own value, it seems that they don't feel that they will get any affirmation.

True leaf has no doubt that if he really encounters danger with his companion, he will definitely choose to sacrifice himself to save his companion.She thinks Huijun is that kind of person, kind enough to make people feel a little helpless, but also makes people angry that he doesn't value himself.

She didn't know at first how his self-deprecating views came about.Later, when she had the idea of ​​knowing more about him, she went to ask Zenyuan Maki, and learned more or less about Fu Hei's life experience.I also know the relationship between Fuhei and Wutiao teacher.

Huijun's father was discriminated against by the magic family because he had no magic power, so he left the Zenyuan family very early, and his biological mother should have died young.

Shortly after his father remarried, he abandoned him and left, and he is still missing now.

Huijun lived with his step-sister since he was a child, and Mr. Wutiao became his guardian.The reason is also unclear, after all, Senior Maki doesn't know what agreement the adults have reached.

However, just this kind of understanding can basically figure out the reasons for the formation of Hui Jun's character.

The original family will really have a great impact on the formation of the child's three views.If you felt little love when you were young, you may feel that you are not worthy of being loved when you grow up.

Huijun hopes that kind people will be happy, and hope to save kind people. This is obviously the goal idea that kind and gentle people can be born with.But he didn't feel that he was a partner of justice, nor did he feel how good he was.Maybe that's how it feels.

True leaf also has no impression of her father and mother.However, both elder brother and grandpa gave her enough love.Her ability and character are also affirmed by all her friends.So she has always been straightforward and confident.

It can be said that it is completely different.She and Huijun.

Should it be said that opposites are attracted to each other?

However, that doesn't matter, Maha's thoughts are actually quite reasonable and natural.

She wants him to feel happy.

I also feel that since I have already developed such a mood, it is up to her to give him affirmation and let him feel the feeling of being liked and loved.Also as a shackle to bind him, let him know what weight is on his shoulders.

Now that he made himself like him, don't even think about running away.She wanted to catch him, so she did it.

Simple and direct, that is the true leaf of knotweed.

However, Zhenye is probably the only exception to Fu Heihui.

For the first time, he had something he wanted to strive for, someone he felt he couldn't lose, he couldn't control himself, and he was completely emotional.

The feeling of love is like that.

Although I hope the other party is happy, although I don't want to cause trouble to the other party, although I don't think I am so important.

But when he came back to his senses, he still found that such a mood was selfish and possessive, which meant greed.

As a conjurer, he knows that human greed can only generate curses.However, he did get a response.

Sometimes, Fu Heihui will inevitably feel that Zhenye thinks too much of him.Self-servingly giving him all kinds of affirmations, saying that he is a gentle person, and feeling that he has been thinking about her and so on.

However, now that they are together, recalling his original thoughts, he felt that it was not like that.

"Actually, it's very cunning, isn't it? ... It's fine as long as you are happy. But I still can't control myself, I want you to like me too. Actually... I am no different from other people who like you, right? "

One day after they got together, the boy lowered his eyes thoughtfully, and talked about this idea.

"That's because Hui Jun, your thinking was wrong at the beginning. In fact, my thinking at the beginning was also wrong, because there were too many emotional debts inexplicably, so I was too evasive about falling in love."

The girl walking beside took his hand and shook it, then tilted her head and smiled at him.

"It's because of the so-called greed or the desire to win that I fell in love with you now. You should think so. Also, this kind of mentality is actually a good mentality. Human beings do what they want Always try your best so you won’t regret it.”

"Again, if you don't take the initiative to pursue it, girls won't run over to post with you, especially for someone like me who is difficult to conquer. You said it yourself."

"..."

Fu Heihui was speechless, he sighed, and she said these words like a joke again.But it is true.

Looking far away, it seems that he has been influenced by her all the time, and has been subtly changed by her.

"In order to prevent any meaningless entanglements in the future. I think it is necessary to make it clear. Now I don't think it is necessary to entangle the starting point of feelings. It would be too tiring for human beings to live so seriously. Do we have to argue Is there a result?"

"If you don't add false memories, you won't like me? Or if you don't like me, I won't like you? It's so annoying to think about this kind of question. I just need to know that the relationship between you and me is very different. It’s enough to be clear, and everything else can be attributed to fate. Does it mean that I erase all the memories of Huijun that should not exist before, and you don’t like me?”

She raised a finger and shook it, making such a hypothesis.

"Idiot... how is it possible."

Fu Heihui frowned, denied it neatly, reached out and grabbed her fingers dangling in front of his eyes, and said awkwardly:

"I don't have time to think about those memories now. The real you is right in front of my eyes... I don't mind if you want to get rid of those. I like you in person."

"That's right, that's it. I'm confident in my charm." Maya said with a smile.

"Speaking of this, in two days I'm going to meet a person who is affected by the ability. I have made it clear that I have rejected the person before, and I have to eliminate the false memory." She shrugged, "The last one, it is finally coming to an end It’s over. These fates are really magical.”

"..."

"What's the matter? Worried that I like someone else? Or—jealous?"

Seeing that he was silent, Maya looked over, trying to observe the boy's expression.

"This time, what kind of person is this?"

"Eh? Are you curious about this? It's a former classmate. Overall, he's a gentle person, and he's also very good. But because he's the son of a chaebol, he's under too much pressure and forced himself to become a second-year-old boy." Let's go." Zhenye scratched her head and sighed, feeling a little helpless.

Fu Heihui also sighed: "... In a sense, you are really powerful."

Look at the people who are affected, the strongest magician, the mafia, the son of the rich...

"...Why did you choose me?"

It's not that she's questioning her feelings for him, it's just that because this topic was mentioned, he suddenly couldn't help asking.

To be precise, this should be questioning himself.Perhaps subconsciously, he is still habitual, and it is difficult to judge himself too high.

"... Hui Jun, if you say such things again, I will get angry. Although I can still give you a lot of Hui Jun's advantages to praise you——"

Zhenye obviously also noticed this, she frowned rarely, her expression became dissatisfied, she seemed really angry.

"I can always tell you a lot, but you should be aware of your own strengths and shining points, right? Otherwise, it is really a waste. It is obviously good, and it can even be better, but you always feel that you are Not good. It’s not right to be like this all the time.”

Fu Heihui was taken aback.

"Besides, don't you want to prove to me that my choice is right? It's not a lie to be so gentle to me all the time and hope to give me happiness. You have to continue after that, you don't need to think about why it is You, but should think about how to make me like you even more, right?"

She tilted her head, staring at him with puffed cheeks.

"Now your girlfriend is angry, what are you going to do?"

"...I was wrong, sorry."

After recovering from his daze, he spoke softly.

The young man in front of him apologized obediently. He lowered his eyes, and under his long eyelashes, he looked at her dark blue eyes with tenderness, earnestness and focus.He reached out and pulled her into his arms.

"...I will prove it to you." His serious voice sounded in his ear.

She rolled her eyes and smiled.

Seriously, Hye-jun is so cute.

……

Sometimes, Zhenye also feels a little helpless.

Because in her impression, Huijun seems to often fall into a state of battle damage.

When we met for the first time, we were covered with scars, and later we saw him get hurt when he was fighting with Dong Tang.This time again, although the wound has been healed by the reversal technique.

Maha went to Kyoto to do a mission, and solved Akashi's memory problem by the way.It was only when I came back that I found out that my brother and the others happened to be dispatched to the mission.Although he came back safely, it was very dangerous to meet the special curse spirit that swallowed Su Nuo's finger.

"I think back then we were still scared by the special level, but now we can take action to deal with it, so we have grown a lot."

Knotabagi Yuhito sighed:

"Although—I didn't expect it at all! That guy Fuhei has become so much stronger. I haven't seen a conjurer other than Wutiao teacher open the domain. Aye, you will too? I'm so envious, I also I want to learn...it's a pity that Mr. Wujo said that I don't have any spells."

"Yeah, it's amazing." Wild Rose Nagizaki propped her chin and raised her eyebrows, "This guy is pretending to be cool and handsome, why did he want to try it? Although he succeeded, it would be a bit silly to just fall asleep after consuming too much mana." Come on, do you think that you are the number two genius in boy comics?"

"Well. Opening a domain is really exhausting and tiring, and it's hard to control it for the first time." Zhenye didn't speak for her boyfriend, but just remembered that it was the same when she opened a domain before.

She sat on the edge of the bed and stared at the boy who was sleeping soundly.After chatting with her about the cause of this mission, her brother and Wild Qiangwei both left the room, leaving her here alone to accompany Fuhei.

Hui-jun, is very serious about becoming stronger.

According to his words, he didn't want to be left behind too much by her.

There are many things I want to prove to her, not just liking her and wanting to bring her happiness.

He also didn't want her to worry, so he wanted to become stronger, instead of limiting himself and standing still.

He also asked her what kind of state she was in when she opened the domain.

Then, he did it.It's really amazing.

In the quiet room, all she could hear was the boy's steady breathing.

Hui Jun is really good looking.

Like a sea urchin, with spiky hair.Long, curly eyelashes.When he opened his eyes, the dark blue pupils were clear and bright.Although I don't smile often, but the lip shape is beautiful and looks even better when I smile.

She stared at him for a while.Unable to hold back, he stretched out his hand and lightly touched the closed eyelashes with his fingers. He left as soon as he touched it, and didn't want to disturb the other party's rest.

The touch on the skin was itchy, she raised her hand to look at her fingertips, stood up, and planned to leave for a while.

His wrist was suddenly grabbed.

Blinking, Maya looked down a little surprised.

"do not go……"

The boy whispered, he held her wrist and did not let go.

He seemed to have just woken up, his eyelashes drooped slightly, and he blinked, not very energetic, and his expression was a little dazed.

Very docile, such Huijun is rare to see.

As if she was acting like a baby, Zhenye was so cute that she couldn't resist it at all.

The bottom of her heart was soft, she lowered her head, interlocked her fingers with him, and asked him in a soft voice: "...do you still want to sleep?"

"……Um."

"I do not go."

After answering like this, she squeezed onto the bed neatly.Anyway, the bed was not too small, she lay down next to him, patted his back, as if coaxing the child, "Go on to sleep."

"..."

She woke up suddenly by her wonderful operation.Faced with this situation, Fu Heihui's body froze for a moment.

With a somewhat tangled and helpless expression, he stared at the girl who was so close to him.

"Stupid... you're a little bit defensive—hey!"

Because the breath is close at hand, it seems that I am sorry for not kissing.

Zhenye didn't hesitate, and when Fu Hei was speaking, she leaned over and touched the corner of Fu Hei's lips.He felt his breathing suddenly flustered.

"It's Hui-jun who should be on guard." Shinha smiled triumphantly, "For a good-looking boy like Hui-jun, you must protect yourself when you go out."

"……what?"

The boy who was praised for his good looks was obviously a little angry, he frowned, raised his hand and pressed the back of her head.It felt a little menacing to kiss back.

There is warmth between the lips, the embrace is also his warmth, and the surrounding is full of his breath.

However, let's stop here for today, after all, you should take a good rest after you just experienced the battle.

She leaned over again and kissed the boy's eyelashes.He simply and neatly launched his own spell.

The somewhat angry eyes lost their due momentum due to sleepiness, so they could only close their eyes obediently, and fell asleep in a second.

See, it is Hui Jun who should be on guard.Ha ha.

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