I'm wrong with this idol

Qin Shen is not a gossip person, if it is not related to his own interests, his attitude towards the outside world is either none of your business or my business.

Qin Shen was silent.

In order to find Qi Lele, he not only searched the entire W City, but also found every person he could get in touch with who had had an intersection with Qi Lele.

He asked them how Qi Le was doing that year.

He asked them where Qi Yue went after that.

On the first question, most people can recall vague fragments in bits and pieces.

As for the second question, no one knows.

In the past eight years, Qi Lele has not contacted any of his old classmates.

It seems that the past of 18 years has been thrown away without any regrets.

"Go to sleep." Qin Shen sat back on the sofa, thinking about how to adjust his posture to stretch his long legs on this narrow sofa.

Qin Shen tossed and turned, and found that he couldn't stretch it no matter what, so he resigned himself to his fate and let most of his calf hang in the air.

Qi Yue sat cross-legged on the head of the bed, looked at Qin Shen for a while, "Hello."

Qin Shen turned his head.

"Are you going to... go to bed?"

Qi Lexi felt awkward when she asked, so she quickly added, "It's just sleeping."

very good.Even more awkward.

Qi Yue: "You sleep in yours, I sleep in mine."

Qin Shen really didn't show his animal attributes that night, so he brought his blanket on the bed very gentlemanly.When Qin Shen went to bed, Qi Yue inadvertently caught a glimpse of his thighs dangling from the hem of his bathrobe.

Qi Le suddenly remembered one thing.

Qin Shen didn't bring any luggage.

Not even a briefcase.The door you walked in empty-handed.

Then he now...

Wearing nothing under the bathrobe? !

"Turn off the lights?"

Qin Shen's voice suddenly sounded at close range, and Qi Le was startled.

Seeing Qi Le is like a startled rabbit, Qin Shen was also stunned, and for a moment, he felt funny again, "Say it, don't play so much, I'm not as hungry as you think."

"..." Qi Lele raised his hand and pressed the switch next to the bed with a snap, and lay down with his back to Qin Shen, shaking the mattress three times, and then immediately wrapped himself into a ball with a quilt, like a bird A perfectly fitted chrysalis.

Qin Shen didn't make a sound either.The night was very still.Only Qi Lele's world is very noisy.

The frantic pounding of the heart.Every inch of skin on the face and body was burning.

He didn't know what was going on with him either.As Qin Shen said, he has seen everything he needs to see and done everything he needs to do. He is so stupidly nervous about this man who knows everything.

Qi Le is sleeping close to the bed all night, and the space left behind can sleep at least three people. If he moves a little to the side, he can roll to the floor.

This night, half asleep and half awake, was all a dream.

The dream is full of Qin Shen.

hideous him.Warm him.Broken him.wonderful him.

He gasped heavily in his ear.

Qi Yue suddenly opened his eyes.

The sunlight poured down through the floor-to-ceiling windows, warming half of the quilt and waking up the chrysalis.

Footsteps sounded, and a figure like a chocolate milk sandwich came out of the bathroom, facing the sun, and smiled at him, "Are you awake?"

Qi Le wanted to get up and froze.

So continue to nest in the pupa motionless.Only one face was exposed from under the quilt, and the cheeks were flushed from the overnight heat, smudged on the fair skin, looking at Qin Shen foolishly.

"What?" Qin Shen immediately saw that something was wrong with him.

Qi Yue really hated Qin Shen's sensitivity.

"Cough..." Qi Yue pretended to clear his throat, "I want to have breakfast."

"Okay," Qin Shen said, "what do you want to eat?"

Qi Lele casually said what came to mind immediately, "Small steamed buns."

"Okay." Qin Shen had already taken out his phone and swiped the screen.

Qi Yue was stunned, "What are you doing?"

Qin Shen: "Order takeaway."

Qi Yue: "..."

Shit.

"I want to eat it right now." Qi Yue said, "Go downstairs and buy it for me now."

Qin Shen stopped his fingers and raised his eyes to look at Qi Yue.

For a moment, the corners of Qin Shen's mouth curled up, and he smiled unnecessarily, "Okay."

Qi Yue: "..."

He knows.He definitely knows.

But there is a strange tacit understanding in the world, Qi Yue knows that Qin Shen knows, Qin Shen knows that Qi Yue knows that he knows, but Qi Yue pretends not to know that Qin Shen knows, Qin Shen knows Qi Yue's tricks, and sees through without telling the truth.

In fact, it's not a big deal.Qi Le has a morning erection.

In the moment before waking up, he and someone from Qin had an indescribable scene in his dream.

This damned adolescent restlessness does not match his nobleness and glamor at all.

Well, it seems that it is not puberty...

This is not the point.

The point is that he can no longer lose face in front of Qin.

Who can't admit mistakes, and who can't say something nice with the mouth.Someone Qin wanted to just turn the page, but there was no way.

He said it himself, and he can be punished for as long as he wants.

After finally waiting for the opportunity, Qi Yue felt sorry for himself if he didn't do it.

Qin Shen didn't argue with him, but turned around vigorously and walked to the sofa where his clothes were placed, pulled his hand on the belt, and took off the bathrobe with a swish.

Just like that, Qi Le's boundless eyes collided with Qin Shen's naked back.

Qi Yue almost choked on the air, "Qin Huomu, you—"

"Huh?" Qin Shen didn't look back, still facing him with his straight back, and put on his pants calmly, "Why, want to see the front?"

Qi Yue: "—"

Clothed Qin Beast, can you order Bilian!

Can you!

Qi Le simply covered his head with a quilt, so that he couldn't see it.

But the impact of that scene just now was too great, and it couldn't be lingered for a while.

The Qin Shen in his dream last night was all the Qin Shen in his memory, pieced together by fragments from long ago, crumbling and inseparable.

The Qin Shen just now was the Qin Shen who was right in front of him, the Qin Shen who was breathing, his heart was beating, and alive.

Qi Le's Adam's apple rolled silently.

Qin Shen quickly changed his clothes, said "I'm going down", and opened and closed the door gently.Then, the room fell silent.

Qi Le happily lifted the quilt and rushed into the bathroom.

Since eight years ago, he has hardly had such a strong impulse again, as if every cell in his body has been awakened, scrambling to burst out all vitality, desperate to burn all passion at this moment.

Even the body thought it was going to die, or had already died, and it came back to life unexpectedly.

After Qi Lexi finished venting and taking a shower, he walked out of the bathroom with a refreshed face, and a scent hit his face.

Qin Shen happened to be sitting in front of the coffee table in his spare time. The coffee table was full of food, not only steamed buns, but also all kinds of fried dough sticks, pancakes, soy milk and marinated eggs. Not to mention the two of them, a boy group would be enough to eat.

Qin Shen picked up the straw very naturally, inserted it into the soy milk cup, and handed it to Qi Yue, "Come."

Qi Lexi stood where he was and didn't answer.

Qin Shen raised his eyebrows, "Should we eat the buns first?"

Obviously it should be flattery, but how can this girl act like your uncle will always be your uncle?

Hopeless.This straight man who is not straight has terminal cancer and is hopeless.

Qi Lele grabbed the soy milk cup from Qin Shen's hand, sat down on the other end of the sofa, and slurped the soy milk while saying vaguely: "I want to eat tea eggs."

"Okay." Qin Shen responded, picked up the tea eggs, knocked them with bare hands, peeled them off until they were smooth and oily, and handed them to Qi Lele without any psychological burden, "Do you come by yourself, or should I feed you?"

Qi Lexi almost spit out soy milk and glared at Qin Shen.Qin Shen suppressed a smile, put the smooth and shiny eggs into the disposable bowl in front of Qi Le, broke apart a pair of disposable chopsticks, and placed them in front of Qi Le.

"Are you satisfied?" Qin Shen asked, "What else do you need? Shoulder rubbing? Back rubbing? Feet pinching?"

Qi Yue: "..."

How does he feel that he is not a little public servant who is loved by thousands of people, but a tenth-level handicap who cannot take care of himself.

Qi Lele drank half a cup of soy milk, ate a tea egg and a few steamed buns, but couldn't continue eating this luxurious breakfast.

"I just extended your room for one day." Qin Shen said.He is very clear about the crew's arrangement, Qi Lele still has several days of spring break, so he is not in a hurry. "Today...how do you plan to spend your day?"

These words really confused Qi Yue.

There was no plan when he came back.Just wanted to come back and see.

He doesn't know what to look at.

There were only two people he really wanted to see.One will never be seen, and one... has been seen.

right here.right in front of him.

He didn't know where to go in this place where he was born and raised, and where he was born and raised throughout his childhood and youth.

Qi Le smiled wryly.

There is a hometown but no home.

There is a hometown, but it seems that there is no hometown.

"Do you want to," Qin Shen said, "go see grandma?"

When grandma passed away, Qi Lele didn't buy her a cemetery.A small cemetery costs tens of thousands, but Qi Lele found that he couldn't even come up with tens of thousands at that time.

In the past, he only knew that the family had no money, but at least grandma would not cut short his food and clothing.Even about going to college, grandma told him, don't worry, as long as he still studies for one day, grandma can support him for one day.

When grandma left him to face the world alone, he realized what it means to have no money.

Qi Lele had no choice but to store grandma's ashes in the funeral home first, and then worked desperately to earn money.

When he was finally able to afford a cemetery for his grandma, he stood in front of the tombstone and said goodbye to his grandma.

He is going to the big city.Go to the biggest big city.

He didn't know what to do, and he hadn't even figured out what to do with his life.

But he can't go on like this.

When he was 13 years old, he didn't have the courage to jump off the ledge.

He didn't want to live, but realized at that moment that he didn't have the courage to die either.

Then, turn around and move forward.

Can only go forward.

He doesn't know what the road ahead is, but he has to move forward.

City W is very small, and it is less than an hour's drive to the cemetery in the suburbs.Qin Shen bought two bunches of flowers, one for himself and one for Qi Yue, and followed Qi Yue silently.

When he arrived at grandma's grave, Qin Shen put down the flowers, bowed deeply, and couldn't get up for a long time.

I am sorry.

I'm sorry Qi Yue, and I'm sorry grandma.

If grandma knew how her baby Lean had lived these years, she would probably beat him to death.

Grandma didn't know the relationship between the two until the end.

But grandma has long regarded Qin Shen as her half-grandson.

Grandma and Qin Shen didn't say anything to each other, but they knew each other well.

After grandma leaves, the happiness of being helpless will be handed over to you.

OKgrandmother.I will look at it happily for the rest of my life.

He broke his promise.

He also left one step ahead of her.