I'm wrong with this idol

Qin Shen listened carefully to the slight and tight breathing on the other end of the phone.

"Qi Yue-"

"Beep-beep-beep-"

Qin Shen: "..."

Qin Shen wanted to call back immediately, hesitated for a few seconds, and gave up.

I'm sorry, not only to Qi Le now, but also to Qi Le from back then.

He was the one who provoked Qi Yue first.

They were at the same table in the first grade of junior high school, but they were just casual acquaintances at that time.When we first met, Qi Le was listless all day long, ignored the outside world, didn't make friends, and seemed to have no interest in anything.

Qin Shen sat at the same table with him for two months and did not speak more than five sentences a day.

Until one Monday morning.

The school holds a flag-raising ceremony every Monday.The head teacher was not particularly strict, and some courageous students, such as Qin Shen, occasionally skipped the flag-raising ceremony because they thought it was troublesome.

That morning, he just happened to be hooked up with his friends.

And Qi Le, who never skipped the flag-raising ceremony, picked that morning, waited quietly for all the students to leave, and then climbed up the window sill alone in the empty classroom.

When Qin Shen and his friends walked into the door of the classroom, they saw this scene.

Qin Shen was stunned on the spot, and his friend was frightened, and yelled for Qi Yue to come down.Qin Shen held down his friend, told him not to get excited, and walked towards Qi Lexie step by step, very slowly.

Qi Lele didn't expect that there were still two survivors here, so he turned to look at them.Qin Shen saw Qi Yue's pale face and indifferent eyes.

Qin Shen panicked.He had seen that expression before.

He couldn't understand it, but he was familiar with it.

Qin Shen didn't remember what he said to Qi Yue, maybe it was some clichés.After Qi Le stared blankly at them for a while, she turned back and looked down at the world under the window without moving.

Qin Shen was very afraid that he would really disappear on the window sill.

After a long time, Qi Le took a step back slowly and stepped back on the table.

After a false alarm, Qin Shen's friend became angry and cursed Qi Lele for being crazy.Qin Shen gouged him out, and his friend stopped talking.

After that, Qi Lexi obviously avoided Qin Shen on purpose, and communicated with Qin Shen less than before, and never talked too much if it was not necessary.Qin Shen knew what Qi Yue was thinking.He is very aware of how neurotic he is in the eyes of others. No normal person would want to have too much interaction with a potential mental illness patient who attempted suicide.

But Qin Shen couldn't let Qi Yue go.

Since that Monday, every Monday, Qin Shen has to watch Qi Yue leave his seat and go downstairs to the playground.Qi Yue didn't move, and Qin Shen didn't move. The two of them could exhaust the entire classroom like this, and they were left gasping for air.

In physical education class, Qi Yue sat alone in a daze, and Qin Shen forcibly pulled him over to play together.

During the spring outing, Qi Lele had already made up his mind to ask for leave, but Qin Shen dragged him into his group by talking to himself.

In the school sports meeting, Qi Yue was packed by Qin Shen to sign up for the relay race, and was also carried by Qin Shen to train after school.

During the art performance, Qi Le was forced to take the stage and played a tree stump with Qin Shen.

Qi Lele was tortured by Qin Shen, and evolved from half-dead to daily irritable and furious, "Qin Huomu, do you have cat cakes!"

Qin Shen smiled, "Yes, I have cat cakes."

We both have cat biscuits.

Since Qin Shen was very young, his mother has been in the hospital several times.Not sick, but first aid.

The scars on his mother's hands, or the medicine bottle that fell on the ground with her, are all vivid in Qin Shen's memory.

And, the phrase "crazy" that my father yelled on the phone.

No.Mom is not crazy.She's just not happy.

She's just very unhappy.Although Qin Shen didn't know why.

This small town is the hometown of the Qin family, and Qin Shen's father and mother were childhood sweethearts.But since Qin Shen's grandfather successfully started from scratch, he took Qin Shen's father to a big city to settle down.Later, Qin Shen's father sent his wife back together with Qin Shen, which seemed to be something that Qin Shen remembered beforehand, so in Qin Shen's memory, he grew up in his hometown.

Throughout his childhood and adolescence, Qin Shen seldom saw his father, and there were only him and his mother at home, plus an aunt who was a nanny.Mother does not go out to work, but only takes care of his daily life and three meals a day at home, but for some reason, his family is never short of money.

Once, in the third year of junior high school, Qin Shen's father came back in person on a rare occasion.Qin Shen was very unfamiliar with his father, and even felt awkward calling him "Dad".But he was still happy in his heart, even if not for himself, he was also happy for his mother.

But before he was finished, he heard his father and mother arguing fiercely in the room.

"No, you can't take him away..."

Mother's voice.

"He will go to high school next year. If he stays in this shabby place and goes to a shabby school, what future can he have? Do you insist on dragging him to accompany you to waste his life here?!"

Father's voice.

"Qin Zhen, this is also where you grew up—"

"So what?! People have to look forward! Jiang Lizhu, I have endured you for so many years, and I have already exhausted my benevolence. Now it is not about me and you. If you really want to benefit your son, don't be so selfish!"

"Don't take him away, I beg you, I promise you everything, can I promise you everything?!"

Mother's almost hysterical voice.

"You bring the documents, I'll sign it, I'll sign it right away, yes, I'm selfish, what about you? What did you do outside? You took Xiao Shen away, can you love him as the only son like me ?!"

The air paused for a few seconds.

"Can you take care of your son, a psychopath who doesn't even want your life, huh?!"

Father also increased the volume.

Qin Shen outside the door frowned, clenched his fists, and stared fiercely at the closed door.

"Qin Zhen, don't force me..." Mother's trembling and desperate voice became lower and lower, "I have nothing left, I only have Xiao Shen, don't force me..."

After that, his father came to talk to Qin Shen in private, and his attitude was very polite, as if the person sitting opposite him was not his son, but a business negotiation partner.

His father asked him if he wanted to go to S City with him to go to high school.

The education level in City S is much higher than that in poor villages, and the high school entrance examination is naturally more difficult, but his father promised him that this is not a problem, as long as Qin Shen wants, he will arrange for him to go to the best private school.

As long as Qin Shen thinks about it, nothing else is a problem.

Qin Shen looked at his father lightly.Only then did he realize that his eyebrows and eyes were indeed very similar to his father's.Especially the confident and inexplicably confident look in his eyes, which is exactly the same as his own.

Qin Shen thought, is this what he will look like when he grows up?

So, is it hideous?

There was a trace of earnestness in his father's eyes - that was the expression Qin Shen had never seen when he faced his mother, waiting for Qin Shen's reply.

Qin Shen said slowly: "I don't want to go."

His father's expression froze, and he fell into silence in embarrassment.

For a moment, the father carefully probed: "Xiao Shen, did your mother and you—"

"I don't want to go." Qin Shen said, "I don't want to go anywhere. I just stay here. That's it." He got up, picked up his schoolbag, turned and walked away.

After that, Qin Shen's mother did not try to commit suicide again, but Qin Shen did not let down her vigilance either.Regardless of whether the school banned him or not, and how he banned him, he always carried his mobile phone with him 15/[-], so that his aunt at home could contact him immediately if there was any situation.In the third year of junior high school, shortly after his father left, Qin Shen's mobile phone was confiscated during a surprise inspection by the grade director. Qin Shen almost beat the old man on the spot, causing a lot of commotion.The mobile phone was still confiscated, and Qin Shen was punished to stand on the playground for a day.After all, he was still young at that time. As a [-]-year-old child, he couldn't be cruel when he heard the head teacher threatened to call his parents.

Then Qi Lele used some method, secretly shoved his mobile phone back, and put it back in his hand when school was over.

Qin Shen looked at Qi Lele unexpectedly, and Qi Lele smiled slyly.

Qin Shen looked at the back of Qi Lele bouncing forward, and chased after him.

The day Qi Yue stood on the window sill was not an accident that had nothing to do with Qin Shen, but a life-and-death challenge.

It's a hurdle he has to cross.

If he can stop Qi Yue, he can stop his mother.

If he can save Qi Yue, he can save his mother...

He did it.

It may be too arrogant to say "save".He is not a savior.He just happened to pass by.

Unknowingly, he has gotten used to seeing Qi Le's smile every day.

The two were admitted to a middle-class high school together, but their deskmate career was over, and they hadn't been in the same class for three years in high school.Not only did this not alienate them, but it was even more desperate to squeeze out all the time to get closer to each other.

The gap between the rich and the poor is huge.Qi Lele has never had pocket money, and there is no mobile phone, only a landline at home.I don't know when, Qin Shen's mobile phone is Qi Le's mobile phone, Qin Shen's wardrobe is Qi Le's wardrobe, Qin Shen's pocket money is Qi Le's pocket money, and even Qin Shen's bed has become Qi Le's. Happy bed.

Qi Le often goes to Qin Shen's house to spend the night.Grandma Qi Lele would call Qin Shen to find Qi Lele whenever she had something to do.

Qin Shen was smacking at the age of 17, and he seemed to be at a loss.

It's better to make Qi Yue into his person.

Yes.He was the one who provoked Qi Yue first.

Anyway, provoked.

Let him provoke him again.

The night Qi Lexi hung up Qin Shen's phone, he was blocked by Qin Shen on the way to finish work.

This time, Qin Shen appeared in the crew openly and aboveboard, as if he was suddenly not afraid of other people's gossip.

Although he didn't seem to be afraid.

Qi Yue opened her mouth in horror, "What are you... doing?"

Qin Shen picked up the takeaway box in his hand, "Send a midnight snack to Star Qi."

Qi Yue: "..."

Hu Lele looked at Qi Yue and then at Qin Shen, but still didn't dare to interrupt.

There was a faint fragrance wafting out of the takeaway box, Qi Lele gritted his teeth.

It turned out to be... crayfish!

This stuff is the same as kebabs, it is the root of all evil in the world!

Damn, it's really... so fragrant.

He is hungry.

He wants to eat.

I really want to eat it!