I'm wrong with this idol

During these days, he played every day in the boyhood that had long gone away from him, and sometimes he would suddenly realize that his entire youth had been lost by him.

He was ruthless and wanted to cut it in half, and from then on he only looked forward, and the past had nothing to do with him.Now, however, he realizes that he is reluctant.

When I knew I couldn't go back, I was so eager to go back.

Eight years ago today, on his 8th birthday, Qin Shen said to him, "Qi Le."

"You know I like you, right?"

He knows, he already knew.

That was the first time Qin Shen told him this matter seriously and solemnly.

"What about you?" Qin Shen pressed him.

"What about me?" Qi Yue giggled, contentedly pretending to be stupid.

Qin Shen hooked his neck from behind, trying to pinch him, "Can't you give me some response? It makes me look a bit stupid."

Qi Le took an inch and said, "Aren't you an idiot?"

Qin Shen tightened his grip on him, Qi Le let out a scream, and the two rolled onto the sofa while fighting, and Qin Shen pressed Qi Le to death.

Then Qi Lele didn't move, and Qin Shen didn't move either.

The air was awkwardly quiet.

Qi Yue was supported by something on his back, and the outline was very clear.But neither of them broke.

"Hello." Qin Shen whispered next to his ear, and his breath gently brushed Qi Yue's earlobe.

"Huh?" Qi Yue replied absent-mindedly.Qin Shen's subwoofer is like his own unique label. The closer the distance, the softer the sound, and the more it will shake your heart.

That afternoon, two fearless teenagers began some kind of solemn ceremony.Since then, everything seems so natural, and it seems that it can last forever.

Every birthday after that, Qi Lele would think of this damn beast in clothes.He can't control it.He can't erase it.

Ridiculous.We have hurt each other so much, but people can forget them all in an instant, and what is left in the flesh and blood is only thoughts, crazy thoughts.

Qin Huomu.I miss you.

Qi Yue bit the words back between his teeth, lowered his head proudly, and removed Qin Shen from his sight.

Qin Shen grabbed his arm and pulled him into the car.

Qi Le, who had no will to fight, quit now, and competed with Qin Shen again.Qin Shen suppressed his anger, there are not many people here, but as long as one person recognizes Qi Le, something will happen.

Qin Shen pushed Qi Le into the back seat of the car like a box, and was about to stand up and get out, Qi Le raised his hand and grabbed his tie fiercely, Qin Shen stretched out his hand to support the seat in time, so that he didn't jump all over.

Qin Shen was about to ask this guy why he was so drunk, Qi Le raised his head and pressed his lips to his.

Qin Shen was stunned for a while, and pulled Qi Lele's hood away, "What are you doing?"

Does he know what he's doing?

Or is it the same as last time, nothing to tease him?

Qi Lele grabbed his tie and didn't let go, strangling Qin Shen uncomfortably, his face was flushed from alcohol, but he smiled roguely, his eyes were full of provocations of "can't afford it?"

Qin Shen: "..."

Qin Shen: "Qi Yue."

Qin Shen: "You asked for it this time."

Qi Le was holding on to Qin Shen's tie tightly, Qin Shen had no choice but to take off the tie and give it to him on the spot.Just as he was about to back out, Qi Leyi tugged at his shirt again, with such force that one of his buttons snapped off.

Qin Shen: "..."

Qin Shen took the hood of Qi Le's down jacket, pulled him out half-carrying and half-carrying him, and stuffed him into the passenger seat.

Along the way, Qi Leyi dragged a corner of Qin Shen's suit until it became deformed.

He murmured the same sentence over and over again.

Qin Huomu, why are you leaving?

Qi Lexi couldn't wait for an answer, so he kept asking and asking.At that time, he thought he was dreaming, the kind of endless questioning that he knew was fruitless, he had experienced it too many times.

Until he was pulled up by Qin Shen again.

Then came a night of violent storms.

Qin Shen felt that the Qi Yue in front of him was both familiar and strange.His voice is the same as in memory, his sensitive parts are the same as in memory, and the movement of his fingers grabbing the bed sheet when he is nervous is the same as in memory.But his body regarded Qin Shen as a stranger and strongly resisted him.

Perhaps he should be reaccustomed to himself.Slowly, gently.A rational voice in Qin Shen's mind said this, but was submerged by another flood in an instant.

He doesn't know what will happen tomorrow, he doesn't know what will happen in the future.There is no room to think too much.He seemed to be still plummeting in that bottomless pool. For a while, he fell so numb that he couldn't remember where he was, but now he suddenly caught a lifebuoy with a real texture.He held Qi Lele's wrist tightly, and blocked all the obscenities that Qi Lele burst out in a daze because of being hurt by him.Even this posture perfectly coincides with the memory.

That night, there was lightning and thunder, swallowing dates wholeheartedly, opening and closing.

He kept seeking and exploding, driven by an unstoppable impulse, and had to use up all the strength he had accumulated for many years.

In the end, Qin Shen didn't forget to close all the curtains, just to get a long-lost sleep.When I opened my eyes the next day, the room was still dark, and the person next to the pillow was still fast asleep.

Now Qi Le is still like a cat, but it is no longer the stray cat on the side of the road who resists loneliness with arrogance, but a family who has unconsciously let go of its defenses and curled up in a small ball in the most comfortable posture cat.

He snatched most of the quilts. If it wasn't for the air conditioner, Qin Shen would have been woken up from the cold.

Qin Shen was tired but relaxed, he didn't want to turn on his phone, and he didn't want to know what time it was, what time it was and what night it was.He propped his head with one hand, and quietly looked at Qi Yue who was just sideways to him, with his mouth slightly open, breathing evenly.I was a little afraid that Qi Yue would wake up, but I couldn't help but look forward to him waking up.

After so many years, they suddenly faced each other honestly on the same bed again, how should I put it, it was so embarrassing.

What should they talk about?What are you having for breakfast later?

What if Qi Yue pretended to have amnesia again and falsely accused him?

What if Qi Yueyue really lost his memory, what should he do if he wants to fight desperately?

Qin Shen felt a little funny.Who would have thought that Qin Zong would think about such mentally retarded problems in his own bed one day.

Qin Shen twitched the corners of his mouth, lowered his head to touch Qi Lele's lips, paused, and kissed his forehead lightly through his hair instead.

Wake up, go to the bathroom to wash up.

After taking a bath, Qin Shen took a thorough bath, and when he came out of the bathroom wiping his hair with a towel, he was stunned when he thought Qi Le could really sleep and swept him on the bed.

The quilt was thrown back, and there was no one on the bed.

The entire room was empty.

Qin Shen looked at the ground, Qi Lele's clothes... were gone.

Qin Shen: "..."

Qi Lele felt that he was full of guilt and almost fled back to the set.

He lowered the hood of his down jacket as much as he could, bought a mask at a small pharmacy on the roadside, and wrapped himself up so tightly that he didn't dare to raise his head when he was walking. I guess the taxi driver looked at him wrongly.

After waking up, Qi Lele took 3 minutes to sort out the situation, 2 minutes to quickly get dressed, and slipped out the door amidst the sound of water in the bathroom.

As soon as he turned on the phone, Lei Wang was bombarded with [-] messages.He dared not go home directly for fear of being blocked by Lei Wang.

During the more than an hour's drive back to the set, Qi Le's scalp felt numb all the way.

The more he recalled the details of last night, the more he wanted to crash into the car and die on the spot.

shit.

Fuck it, fuck it, fuck it.

What was he thinking? !

So many birthdays have passed so well, why did you act like a demon yesterday? !

Does he have self-destructive tendencies? !

But some details are still insanely clear.

He pawed Qin Shen's sweaty back, with his fingers firmly embedded in his skin, panting and kept calling him.

"Qin Huomu—"

"Well," Qin Shen's deep voice echoed over and over again, "I'm here."

He called him over and over again, and he responded over and over again.

Qin Shen's close voice always fascinates Qi Le.He could listen to it forever.

Qi Le was rubbing his head vigorously, making a rustling sound from the hat and hair rubbing against each other.

... That's all.No one can get pregnant, gentlemen.

Just act like nothing happened.

Right, that is it.He lost his memory last night.

When he was about to go to the crew, Qi Lele told Lei Wang that he was on the crew.Lei Wang rushed over with Hu Lele in a hurry, Qi Lele had already taken a shower and changed clothes in the hotel of the film crew, and then talked with Lei Wang innocently——Last night?Qin Shen?Oh, after we met, Qin Shen gave him a walk.Later, he took a taxi and went back to the set. Because it was too late, he didn't say hello to anyone.

Lei Wang was skeptical, Qi Le pretended to be frank.

Hu Lele looked at Lei Wang and then at Qi Lele, not daring to interrupt.

After Qin Shen received Qi Lexie last night, Qi Lei's cell phone was turned off, and Lei Wang lost Qi Lei's coordinates, so there was no way to immediately verify the truth of Qi Lei's rhetoric.

Soon today's scene was about to start filming, Qi Le let down Lei Wang with a sense of relief, turned around and ran away.

When he signed this brokerage contract, he didn't expect that having one more broker really meant having one more mother.

Being caught in a puppy love at school is not so exciting!

Qi Le was absent-minded in acting that day, and was repeatedly NGed by Zhuo Ling, which made Tang Sheng feel secretly refreshed.Among the four leading actors, Tang Sheng had the most NGs. He always felt that Zhuo Ling favored Qi Le, and he agreed that Qi Le would play shit.Seeing Qi Yue's frequent splits today, Tang Sheng was a little more balanced.

A simple scene delayed a lot of progress, and the filming was not finished until the meal time.Zhuo Ling ordered an intermission and let everyone go to eat first.

Qi Lele didn't dare to let Hu Lele take his cell phone today, so he kept it in his pocket. Fortunately, this is a school play, and the cell phone won't pass through.Lei Wang is still staring at him from the sidelines, and he doesn't know how long he will be here.

It is natural to mute the sound when filming.Qi Lele took out his mobile phone as he walked towards the rest shed, and after a quick glance at his mind, it exploded.

Missed calls, 3, no name displayed, only a string of numbers.

He remembered this string of numbers.Called just last night.

Qi Lele stopped and froze in place, thinking whether to play dumb to the end, when the screen instantly switched to the status of an incoming call.

Qi Lexi was so frightened that she almost threw away her phone.

There's no ringtone, but the caller lights up hauntingly on the screen.

Qi Le suddenly didn't understand what he was afraid of.What is he afraid of?

Qi Lele viciously pressed the answer button.

"Hey?"