I'm wrong with this idol

Grandma Zhang came out from the inside with steaming dishes and saw the big bag of fruit that Qi Lele had just put down, "Why did you bring so much fruit again, how can I eat so much as an old woman alone!"

"Then share it with your neighbors." Qi Le said with a smile.

Grandma Zhang is full of wisdom in life. She can make fresh vegetables into pickles and fresh fruits into pickles. She can even make a large vat of sauerkraut bones that are not wanted by others. It is very delicious when mixed with white porridge. .

Grandma Zhang said no, she smiled from ear to ear, and greeted Qi Lele and Hu Lele, "Come, come, it's time for dinner."

After dinner, Hu Lele had to go back to the crew to deal with various chores, and Qi Lele stayed to help Grandma Zhang wash the dishes and do some chores along the way.

Grandma Zhang asked suddenly: "Xiao Qi, when do you and your little girlfriend plan to get married and have a baby?"

Qi Yue: "???"

Qi Yue: "No, no, she's not my girlfriend—"

Grandma Zhang was not surprised, she continued to ask in a very natural way: "Then where is your little girlfriend?"

Qi Yue smiled awkwardly: "I don't have a girlfriend..."

Grandma Zhang: "Then you have been thinking about who these days?"

Qi was happy to get stuck.

Qi Yue: "I..."

Is his state so obvious? ? ?

Qi Le was at a loss holding the bowl, and Grandma Zhang giggled as she wiped the table behind him, "Grandma Zhang has traveled more bridges than you have."

Qi Lele turned her head and looked at Grandma Zhang in the dim light, "Grandma Zhang, I..."

Grandma Zhang waited for him to continue.

Qi Lele's voice suddenly softened, as if afraid of disturbing someone, "I used to have a grandma too."

"I... grew up with my grandparents."

Qi Yue didn't know why he suddenly said this to Grandma Zhang.Maybe it was to avoid the topic that made him flustered, maybe he had always wanted to ask Grandma Zhang these things, but couldn't—where's her partner?Where is her child?What about her family?What about her other ties in this world?What kind of life has she experienced?

I can't ask, so I have to tell my own story.

"Then your grandparents," Grandma Zhang asked, "are you still there?"

"They're all gone." Qi Le said.

Grandpa died when he was 13 years old.His grandmother died when he was 18 years old.

After that, he was alone in this world with no relatives or reason.

He seemed to have nothing.

"My child," said Grandma Zhang, "even if grandparents are gone, there are still people who love you."

Grandma Zhang's words are vicissitudes of life and gentle.Qi Yue opened his lips and asked silently: Who is it?

In this world, who else loves him?

He was not born with his grandparents.He has some hazy and distant impressions about his parents.When my parents first got together, my father was a worker in a shoe factory and my mother was a worker in a cotton mill. Everyone thought they were talented and beautiful, and they were made by nature.However, when Qi Lele was very young, his father died of a work-related injury.After that, his mother dragged him for two years, and finally couldn't take it anymore, stuffed him back to his grandparents, and remarried by herself.

Qi Lele remembered the last words his mother said to him.

Maybe it's not the last sentence, but Qi Le only remembers this sentence clearly.

"If only you hadn't been born."

But Qi Yue was lucky.Grandparents gave him all their love.

Grandpa and grandma originally lived in the country, but in order for Qi Le to go to high school in the county, they sold their house in the country and moved the family to the county to live by doing small business.

Qi Lele's childhood ushered in another turning point at the age of 13.That year, Grandpa passed away.That year, he met a new tablemate, Qin Shen.

Turning 18 was another bang.That year, grandma passed away.That year, Qin Shen turned and left in front of him.

Father is gone, grandpa is gone, grandma is gone.And his concept of mother has long since disappeared.

Who else in this world loves him?

Had.

Outside of his relatives, the only man who truly loved him.

He couldn't deny the past.

Because he couldn't deny it, he couldn't easily forget his hatred for Qin Shen.

He thought time would slowly heal the wound, at least bury it.There are some questions that he can never figure out the answer to, and that's okay, as long as no one brings it up.

But that man just reminded him again and again.

In the end is, why?

Why did you come to provoke him again?

Why should he be reminded of the feeling of being truly loved?

And, after indulging in it, the feeling of being suddenly betrayed?

Why can't you let him go?

Qi Lele's question gradually turned into the ultimate anger towards Qin Shen that was suppressed in his heart.

December, the twelfth lunar month of winter. At noon on the 12th, Lei Wang called Qi Lele: "Tomorrow I have already asked you and the crew to leave, and I will come to pick you up when you finish work tonight."

Qi Le was surprised, "Ask for leave? Why?"

Lei Wang: "Tomorrow is your birthday, dear!"

Qi Yue: "..."

Great, totally forgot about it.

Qi Lele couldn't get excited at all, but was a little disappointed, and said sullenly: "Emmmmm okay, then can I have a day off tomorrow? Can I stay by myself? It doesn't matter."

He didn't think about it.

Lei Wang: "What do you think? Just stay by yourself. Didn't I tell you last week that this is your first birthday party, and fans are waiting for it!"

Qi Yue: "..."

oh.He is already a public figure, his birthday, his hobbies, his mood, and even his name no longer belong to him alone.

Lei Wang still gave Qi Le Le a morning off in a very humane way, and the birthday party will last from afternoon to evening.Qi Lele had just started, and Lei Wang was afraid that he would be criticized, so this birthday party was free, and the company paid for it, and set up a lottery with a threshold on Weibo, and issued 10 tickets.Qi Lele simply sang a few songs, signed autographs for fans, took photos with fans, and hosted a lottery draw... After a whole set of procedures, it was almost [-] o'clock when the show ended.

Qi Lele couldn't feel the joy of the birthday star.Only tired.

After the age of 18, he spent many birthdays alone.In other words, it is not called "over" at all.He never deliberately remembers, and even wants to forget deliberately.He just had to cross that time node again and again, trying hard to pretend that he didn't care, it didn't matter.That's all.

Step by step, being pushed by time to grow up and mature.

Today should be his busiest birthday since he turned 18.He is surrounded by so many fans, he is the center of the crowd, everyone is happy and celebrating his birthday...

Why does he still feel lonely?

Maybe it's because, obviously unhappy, but you have to show happiness to the world.

There are many things I want to say, but I can't say a word in front of these excitement.

That's not what the world wants to hear.

Lei Wang asked Hu Lele to stay to deal with the aftermath, and he sent Qi Lele home first.Turning around and returning to the lounge, Qi Lele had disappeared.

Lei Wang was about to make a call to Qi Yue, but when the screen of the phone turned on, he saw a new WeChat message.

Qi Lele: I'll go back by myself later, don't worry about me

Lei Wang was worried, but it was not easy to ask.He faintly felt that Qi Le was in a strange mood these days, but Qi Le was trying his best to remain normal in front of him, and obviously didn't want to say more, so Lei Wang didn't dare to dig deeper easily.

In the final analysis, he and Qi Yue are in the relationship between a manager and an artist, not life and death friends.Although Qi Le is new, he has never been a marionette, and will not let him be at his mercy.He wanted to touch Qi Yue's heart, but he couldn't force it.

It has been more than two months since "Youth Pie" ended, and the Yang Tuan is full of excitement. Most of the contestants who have not made their debut have gradually quieted down. Only a few of them can still make a splash, almost seamlessly taking over the next web drama. Qi Lele is considered lucky.This is Qi Le's first serious film and television work. Lei Wang wants him to act with peace of mind. He has not accepted any miscellaneous and low-quality resources these days.As Lei Wang expected, Qi Le's chances to show his face in front of the public were less and less, and his popularity also dropped like a jump. For two whole months, the trending searches had nothing to do with Qi Le, and there were no passers-by on the Internet discussing the one that was once all the rage. "Industry Cancer", "Normal People", "Invisible Rich Second Generation", Qi Lexi stayed in the crew for a very quiet time.What Lei Wang can do now is to stabilize Qi Le's fan base as much as possible, wait for "Four People, Three Classes" to be broadcast, and then speak with his works.

In other words, Qi Le is now in a lukewarm state, and there are no paparazzi staring at him. It shouldn't be a big problem to let him go out by himself, as long as he doesn't put himself on the trending list with strange postures.

Lei Wang: OK, send me a message when you get home

Qi Lele did not respond.

After waiting for 10 minutes, Lei Wang couldn't hold back any longer. He made a call and Qi Le was on the phone.

Qi Lele didn't know how he dialed this number.

Since seeing Qin Shen again, his mind has been knocked more than once.

He originally just wanted to find someone to talk to.Find anyone, talk to anyone.

When I turned on the phone, the first thing I saw was a bunch of messages from Cai Tianjiao.

Cai Tianjiao also saw that it was his birthday today, and knew that he had a birthday party, so he brought a birthday cake to the crew early in the morning to surprise him. Unexpectedly, Qi Lele was not there, so he had no choice but to send him a grievance. Picture of cake.There is a line of lovely words written on the cake with chocolate sauce: Brother Le Le will always be 18 years old.

In addition, there were also blessings from Wang Yuezhe, Pei Xu, Gu Xiuming, Lang Wen and others, and they lined up on WeChat.

As for friends before debut, almost... none.

Qi Lele has moved from his hometown to City S over the years, and has changed several jobs. The people he knows are casual acquaintances. They can hang out together, drink wine and talk about the mountains endlessly, but they don't know how to make close friends.After his debut, Qi Lele didn't mention it to anyone. If they saw him on a show or gossip in the entertainment circle, they would probably only think that he was similar.

For such a long life before, he seemed to have left no trace in this world.

Now, he also has a day full of guests.