I'm wrong with this idol

Not long after Qin Shen left, Lei Wang rushed over.He had the key to Qi Le's house, knocked on the door a few times before unlocking it and barged in. When he dragged Qi Le from the bathroom, he was taken aback - with messy hair and disheveled clothes...

Lip gloss is all gone!Straight men can't see it, but he can see it clearly at a glance.

If nothing happened just now, even Lei Wang wouldn't believe it if he killed Qi Yue.

Lei Wang asked cautiously: "Just now, who... Mr. Qin... came here?"

He carefully observed Qi Yue's reaction when he heard the word "President Qin", planning for the worst in his heart.Qi Yue just stared at him blankly, walked past him and walked into the room, threw herself on the bed, and fell asleep.

After waking up the next day, Lei Wang had already cleaned up Qi Le's little room.In fact, they didn't make much noise last night. There were no clothes, socks and underwear thrown around, no used condoms, and no unknown bodily fluids on the sheets...that is, when Qi Le was at home, he liked to put things away and move the chairs. The position is never right. In his words, this is the feeling of home.

Lei Wang checked everything three times, even the bathroom, and then he confirmed that there was absolutely nothing inharmonious happened here last night.

Even if there is...

This will not be the first crime scene.

Lei Wang's heart skipped a beat.

Could it be that Qin Shen was carrying Qi Lexi on his way back...

The more Lei Wang thought about it, the more frightened he grinned.He had heard of such things before, and it was hard for anyone to find out how true or false those sensational rumors in the entertainment industry were.But now it falls on him, uh, it falls on the artist in his hands... How is he going to deal with it? !

How many times have Lei Wang and Qi Lexi told him not to follow anyone casually at the banquet, and he would personally send Qi Lexi home every time, why was he abducted last night? !

When Qi Yue opened his eyes, what he saw was the back of Lei Wang entangled into a thinker.

Hearing the movement, Lei Wang immediately put on a kind smile and brought Qi Lele a glass of warm water, "Honey, are you awake?"

Hearing such a disgusting name early in the morning, Qi Le was speechless for a moment, took the cup, sipped it for a while, and finally moistened his dry throat a little, and looked at the bright sky outside the window, "How many times?" Clicked?"

"Around ten o'clock." Lei Wang said.

Qi Yue was taken aback for a moment, and was about to get out of bed after throwing off the quilt, "I have to go back to practice—"

"Hey——" Lei Wang stretched out his hand to stop him, "Take a break first, don't worry, I've asked the program team to ask you for a day off."

Qi Yue stared at him blankly.

Qi Lexi counted the days on his fingers, "There are still two weeks before the live broadcast, and I have to rehearse two shows, rounding up one a week..."

The time is tighter than the previous performance, and he still needs a day off?

Sin ah.

Lei Wang pressed his hand down, "Don't even think about the performance."

Although Qi Le's almost perverted professionalism moved Lei Wang as a manager, but as a friend, Lei Wang couldn't stand it anymore.

Think about the important things in your life first, baby!

Qi Yue: "...Oh."

Qi Le: "Yes."

Lei Wang really reminded him.There was indeed one more important thing that he had to think about.

Lei Wang didn't dare to show his anger, and waited solemnly for Qi Lexi to speak.

Qi Yue looked at Lei Wang and said calmly, "Wang."

Lei Wang: "Hey."

Qi Le: "I don't want to debut anymore."

Lei Wang: "...???"

This time Lei Wang was really frightened, he opened his eyes wide and stared at Qi Yue, the two of them looked like two sculptures for a while, maintaining their eyes facing each other, motionless.

"No," Lei Wang struggled to smooth out the logic chain, "Yes, don't get excited, I can understand your feelings..."

Qi Yue: "Huh?"

"Um," Lei Wang was stuck, "no..." I'm sorry, he didn't seem to understand...

Lei Wang grabbed both of Qi Yue's hands, held them in his own, and stared at him earnestly, affectionately, "Honey, no matter what happens, you can tell me, let's face it together, okay?" ?”

Qi Yue: "..."

"Really." Lei Wang said, "I am not only your manager, but also your family member. At least I treat you as a family member."

His family still can't understand his dedication to his career, but Qi Le will fight side by side with him without hesitation when he has nothing.

Qi Lele looked at Lei Wang's shining eyes, remained silent for half a minute, and said in a low voice: "I don't think I'm suitable."

Lei Wang: "...What is it not suitable for?"

Qi Lele: "It's not suitable to be an idol."

Lei Wang: "How do you know that you are not suitable?"

Lei Wang: "You haven't even tried—"

"I've tried it," Qi Yue interrupted Lei Wang, "it's because I tried it and went all out, so I know I'm not suitable."

Lei Wang was silent.

He couldn't follow the group all the way, he didn't know how Qi Lele spent every day in the program group, and it was impossible for the feature film to show Qi Lele's practice process all the way.He only saw the most intuitive results - after Qi Le joined the group, he became thinner day by day, and Lei Wang could clearly feel it when he borrowed clothes for him.

"Wang," Qi Yue said again, "You said at the beginning that our goal is not to debut on this show..."

Lei Wang: "That's when I thought there was no hope, but now—"

Qi Yue: "I know, I always want more when I get it, and it's never enough, right?"

Lei Wang: "..."

Qi Lele: "I've been thinking the same these days. The debut position is right in front of you, and if you work harder, you'll get it. Don't let it go for nothing."

In order to satisfy this little greed, he worked tirelessly and desperately to follow Lei Wang around, making comparisons and calculations every day to see which competitor he could squeeze out.

It wasn't until last night that he suddenly remembered that this didn't seem to be his original intention.

He has seen Meng Xinjue's self-confidence and collapse, Ye Lun's jealousy and persistence, Lang Wen's devotion and sadness, Gu Xiuming's self-doubt when he made a mistake, and the crying of many eliminated boys And regret, some of which, he has also experienced.

But deep down, he didn't enjoy this cruel stage.He doesn't have to be the brightest presence on the stage, he doesn't have to compare all his colleagues, he doesn't have to grab the most attention and win the most fans.He even felt that many things should not be like this.

Yellen also has a side that simply loves the stage.The only C position forced him into a crazy competitor.

Just because he couldn't compare to Lang Wen.Naturally, it cannot be compared.This is original sin.

"Besides, I'm not perfect." Qi Le said.

Lei Wang was even more confused, "Why isn't it perfect?"

"It's just not perfect."

He had been vaguely aware of this from the very beginning, but kept avoiding it.Last night, Qin Shen mercilessly tore through his disguise, making him realize tragically how much he was actually riddled with holes.

His mind is so impure, he has so many dark thoughts, he and Lang Wen are created to have a pure teammate friendship in front of the camera, but no one knows how much he disliked Lang Wen not long ago.

Just because of a Qin Shen who has nothing to do with him.

He was never a perfect person.

Even such an excellent Meng Xinjue can't be forgiven, what about him?

If one day, he is dug out, he is gay, he didn't even go to college, he did all kinds of stupid things when he was a student, he used to smoke, drink, swear and give the middle finger... Can he be forgiven? ?

Or will he be called a liar by fans?

What would that fan of the local tyrant who spent millions of dollars for him think?

He knows what fans expect of him.He should be clean, refreshing, sweet and salty little brother happy.

He knew that he could not meet such expectations.

Can he comfort himself that this is a carnival of your own accord, rather than a malicious deception?

Lei Wang stared at Qi Le for a long time, then swallowed, "You mean...you don't want to continue to develop in this industry?"

This was the worst outcome he could have imagined.But he very much hoped that it would only remain at the level of imagination.

"No..." Qi Yue shook his head, "I just don't want to be an idol."

Lei Wang: "If you enter this industry, you are destined to be an idol."

Qi Le: "You know what I mean."

He just doesn't want to be that defined idol.

Although he sang "I don't need anyone to define", the stage is a stage after all, art is art after all, and reality is reality after all.

Idols will be defined.Whether he accepts it or not.

Idol is a dream maker, providing fans with a flawless fairy tale, and then letting them pay for it willingly.

"Yes," Lei Wang asked seriously, "you tell me the truth."

Qi Yue: "Huh?"

Lei Wang: "Do you like this line of work?"

Qi Yue said without hesitation, "I like it."

When practicing with Pei Xu, Gu Xiuming, Cai Tianjiao, and Wang Yuezhe, when they were on stage together, they stayed up all night writing lyrics, and when they finally sang their original works on stage, they interacted with fans and were sincerely appreciated by fans. He felt a pure joy when it was recognized.

It's that feeling, not votes and rankings, that's really driven him to this point.

But when the finish line was getting closer and the competition framework became clearer, he realized that it was time to make a choice.

Lei Wang breathed a sigh of relief, "That's fine."

Lei Wang paused, and said again: "If you don't make your debut, what do you think next?"

The direct debut in "Youth Pi" is plan B, and it is plan B with very little possibility.Now even if they want to fight for it, they have to pay an unknown price, and they may not succeed.

Lei Wang's original idea was that if he could make his debut, in the next two years, relying on the resources of the limited group of "Youth School", Qi Le's starting period could be greatly shortened.With his popularity rising, he will have much more confidence in entering variety shows and film and television in the future.

But from another perspective, the model of "singing and dancing idols" plus "traffic stars" is really difficult in the long run, and most people will have to transform in the later stage.Qi Le is already 26 years old, and he can't sing, dance, and stream for a few years. Besides, he is right. Compared with those young people, his singing and dancing has no advantage.For Qi Lexie, this can only be a springboard, and it is a short-lived springboard, there can be no trace of nostalgia, as soon as the time is up, he has to withdraw quickly and ruthlessly.

If you don't debut, you will lose the ready-made resources, and you will almost start from scratch.Lei Wang pondered what Qi Yue meant. He wanted to skip the traffic period and go straight to the road of the powerful.

The problem is...he has to be strong too?