I'm wrong with this idol

It was a very unseemly cry.He wanted to suppress it but couldn't. A hoarse dry howl was coughed intermittently from his throat, as if he wanted to drag out his heart and lungs together. There was no aesthetic feeling, only the despair that made people dare not approach.

This is real crying, not the cute pear blossoms with rain in front of the camera.

Qi Lele's feet hung in mid-air for a few seconds, then retracted silently.

He retreated to the dark staircase, leaned against the wall, and listened quietly for half a minute.

I want to smoke a cigarette here, but I am afraid that the smell of the smoke will spread out, which will reveal that there is an outsider here.

In today's rehearsal, Meng Xinjue's group was the protagonist of the discussion.

Qi Le is muddling along, while Meng Xinjue made a major mistake.

Qi Lele didn't see it at the scene, but heard about it.This kind of rumors will flow out, showing that the situation is really bad.It is said that Meng Xinjue's team rowed five times in a row, and the mistakes became more and more serious each time. In the last time, Meng Xinjue directly bumped into his teammates and almost knocked them out of nosebleeds.

The instructor's face darkened on the spot, and his words were ugly.

On the way back, the entire team of Meng Xinjue was lifeless, including Wang Yuezhe, who was under-drawn every day.

Meng Xinjue sat far away from his teammates, sitting alone in the last row.Wang Yuezhe and another teammate got together behind Qi Yue and Cai Tianjiao. There were four other teammates sitting scattered in a row.

The group soul was shattered into the jade of four souls.

The bus returned to the downstairs of the dormitory. When getting off the bus, Wang Yuezhe quarreled with two teammates.

The reason was that after seeing the back of Meng Xinjue getting out of the car in a hurry, one of the teammates, Zhen Wei, said angrily and disgustedly: "It's really bad luck for me to team up with Meng Xinjue this time."

Huang Yongyi, his teammate sitting in the same row, echoed: "Just like this, he still occupies the C position..."

Zhen Wei: "What's the point of holding on, even if the second male doesn't retire, he's taking his own humiliation..."

Wang Yuezhe was going to go with Qi Yue and the others, but when he vaguely heard this muttering, he couldn't bear it on the spot, and turned his head to stare at them: "What are you talking about? Can you speak humanly?"

This is the first time since Wang Yuezhe participated in "Youth School" that he said such a serious word, even Qi Lele was very surprised.

Wang Yuezhe just couldn't believe it. Not long ago, their team was happy and happy. Meng Xinjue's captain and C position were selected by them. The level of team members varies. Meng Xinjue treats everyone equally. None fall.Meng Xinjue is also always able to detect the depression of others immediately, and whenever a team member doubts himself, he can tell others to regain their confidence in a persuasive manner.

At that time, all the team members showed a burst of soul, and the world was full of love and peace, as if nothing could affect their unity and friendship.

"As if" is really just "as if".

The two looked at Wang Yuezhe in astonishment, and Zhen Wei also became angry, "Did I say something wrong? This time, if Ergong doesn't act, I will write my surname upside down!"

Wang Yuezhe: "If you don't arrange well today, go back and continue to arrange. If you want to think about acting badly, you can't work harder——"

Zhen Wei: "As long as we work hard, there is a fucking use for it!"

The two men were at war with each other, and the half of the people in the car who hadn't got out of the car were silent, each thinking about watching the play.Qi Lexi stopped between Wang Yuezhe and Zhen Wei, pushed Wang Yuezhe out of the car, and said softly, "Don't tell him."

No matter how much you say, it's just to make others laugh, so why bother.

Wang Yuezhe was so angry that his eyes were red, and when he looked at Shang Qilei, he saw understanding in his eyes, and the anger in his heart dissipated, and then he languished.

Qi Yue thought of Lei Wang's words, this is his fate, he has to get through it.

Those who have not cried bitterly in the middle of the night are not enough to talk about life.Some people's late-night crying comes earlier and more violently than others.

Qi Lele thought for a while, went downstairs lightly, and went straight to Wang Yuezhe's dormitory.

A few minutes later, Wang Yuezhe touched the roof alone.

Qi Lele knew that he was very self-assertive, if he was the one who was crying on the rooftop today, he would hate the person who overheard him and meddles in others' business to comfort him.

The strong and fragile self-esteem of young people cannot accept such pity.

But Qi Lele happened to be the one who happened to pass by, and also the one who had passed his youth.That's how he thinks that it's always good to have some kind company when people are most vulnerable and lonely.

In the past, when he was the most vulnerable and lonely, he also survived abruptly, moved himself with a sense of unparalleled tragedy and pride, and felt that it was worth setting up a monument.However, the longer the years passed, the more he looked back from a distant place, the more belatedly he realized that if he did it all over again, he really longed for that warmth.

On the second day, Wang Yuezhe had dark circles under his eyes.He stayed up half the night last night.When they met in the cafeteria, Pei Xu made fun of his dark circles, Qi Le and he looked at each other tacitly without questioning.

Soon, Qi Ruan found out that although a lightning strike on a sunny day would be fatal to others, the continuous drizzle on a winter night for him was also uncomfortable.

At 8:9 p.m. on August 8th, the feature film of the fourth issue of "Youth of Pie" will be launched.Qi Le read it once and fell into deep thought.

Everyone in the No. 7 dormitory fell silent, and no one dared to mention an obvious fact.

In the fourth feature film, Qi Le didn't have a single shot.

Not a single image that could be called a shot.

His appearance is either a half-cut face next to someone else's close-up, or a blurry figure in a corner that may even have his head out of the frame.

Even Lei Wang didn't dare to mention it, so he made a phone call to carefully insinuate, Qi Le could only pretend that he hadn't watched the latest feature film, and that tomorrow was the official stage of the second husband, and it was too late for him to intensify his rehearsals.Lei Wang was a little relieved and encouraged his second husband to act well. His current ranking has steadily entered the top 35. If the second husband gets an extra ticket, it will be icing on the cake.

Wang Yuezhe came to the No. 7 dormitory again at night, chattering and pretending that he didn't come here because of Qi Le.Qi Lele never took the initiative to mention the replacement in the advertisement, but it was not a secret. The other trainees who made the advertisement knew everything when they came back. At that time, everyone didn't take it too seriously. Qi Le is not popular enough, whoever has not encountered such a bad thing a few times, just get used to it.

Until the release of the fourth episode tonight, the few people who were familiar with Qi Lele vaguely sensed that something was wrong.

But no one dared to ask directly, brother, who did you offend.

So a few people had to chat a little blindly.After talking nonsensically, Qi Yue suddenly asked, "Why do you want to be idols?"

Everyone was taken aback, unprepared for Qi Yue's sudden switch to distraction mode.

Pei Xu always shouldered the awareness of being the captain and taking the lead, and said: "I didn't think about why. When I was young, I saw other people dancing hip-hop and thought it was very handsome. I fell in love with it immediately, so I also learned to dance. Later, the school's literature and art Come to me for performances..."

From the day he came into contact with hip-hop dance, he was completely immersed in it. His grades were sloppy, and after that it was even worse. He plummeted, and he successfully degenerated from the middle to the bottom of ten thousand years. He danced hip-hop with those outsiders every day. buddies mixed together.

What the family didn't know was that Pei Xu had participated in all kinds of hip-hop competitions without telling them. At the age of 18, the grown-up Pei Xu became fatter, and secretly went out with his friends to participate in a national hip-hop competition.He didn't win the championship, but was hooked up by the brokerage company.

Pei Xu didn't think too much about it at the time, he likes to dance, he enjoys the stage, and the brokerage company pays him to let him dance every day, this is how dreams come true.

Pei Xu gave up the university admission letter, sold himself to a brokerage company, blew up his father's lungs, and threatened to break his dog legs.Pei Xu has brazenly left home for the past few years relying on his financial independence, and his relationship with his family is very delicate. His father is still mad at him for misbehaving, and his mother is worried about him every day. Er Bajing was on TV, and as soon as "Youth Pie" was broadcast, he stood by the TV on time and waited for him to show his face.

"My dad is Tsundere," Pei Xu said, "Anyway, I've made up my mind that if I don't get rich, I won't return home. I'll go back to see them someday when I earn a lot of money."

Qi Le was taken aback, and asked tentatively, "Brother Xu, how long has it been since you came home?"

"He has never been home since he came to the company." This time Gu Xiuming answered for Pei Xu.

"Oh my god, is it so cruel?" Wang Yuezhe was speechless.

"Don't talk about me," Pei Xu glanced at Gu Xiuming, "If I'm not popular, I'll go back to my hometown to work, and if Xiuming isn't popular, I'll go back to inherit the family business, hey," he sighed deeply, "We both share the same disease. "

Qi Le, Wang Yuezhe, Cai Tianjiao: ...Ning has some misunderstanding about the sympathy.You two are not in the same dimension at all.

Gu Xiuming didn't refute Pei Xu's statement, not to save Pei Xu's face, but because he really didn't think there was anything wrong with what he said.

Even, compared to Pei Xu, he is more unwilling to face his family.

Gu Xiuming never talked about his family background, but he couldn't resist being picked up by enthusiastic netizens.His grandfather was a guzheng player, and his grandmother was a famous prima ballet dancer when she was young.When it came to his father's generation, he rebelled a bit in direction, went to learn the violin, held world tour recitals, and his mother became a piano teacher.

No matter how the previous two generations played their own things, they were still in the scope of classical art. Then Gu Xiuming's generation, who was taught by his grandparents and mothers, he actually went to the entertainment circle to become a daily dancer. The so-called idols on the stage who change ways to make fans happy... They are called idols, but they are actually kitsch. The whole family looked at him with only two words: depraved.

Almost everyone envied Gu Xiuming for having such a superior family background, Gu Xiuming didn't want to explain, and often just smiled helplessly.The parents of other teammates all sent their sons out to work hard with the mentality of hoping that their son would become a dragon. The one who can empathize with Gu Xiuming the most is indeed only Pei Xu.

Wang Yuezhe couldn't bear to look at this pair of suffering brothers and sisters, like "I just want to crack candy, why did you suddenly give me a knife?" The innocent people who eat melons are wronged.

"Xiao Wang, what about you?" Pei Xu asked.

"I just want to be an idol." Wang Yuezhe said, "There are so many little fans who like me, how happy I am."

Pei Xu, Gu Xiuming, Qi Leyi, Cai Tianjiao: "..."

Unable to refute.