I'm wrong with this idol

Hu Lele waited for a while before he dared to go over to hand Qi Lele a tissue.

After Xu Yingzhuo finished playing a song, Qi Lele was already wiping his tears and snot in embarrassment, Xu Yingzhuo patted him on the shoulder.

Qi Yue didn't want to be sensational on purpose.As soon as he cried, he regretted it, but he couldn't help it no matter what, he felt so stupid.

He also couldn't tell why he was crying.For Tong Jia?Not at all.for myself?Not all.

That is, uncomfortable.

Uncomfortably hopeless.

Yes, despair.This is how he feels for more than a month.And it was getting heavier and heavier, making him more and more suffocated.

In the beginning, I couldn't get over the last hurdle to lose weight.Even though he had the most scientific diet and exercise plan, he forced himself to follow it step by step, but there was an invisible barrier that made it difficult for him to move forward.

After filming started, it was the despair of not acting well.

Shang Yun NGed over and over again, saying no, no, no.

It didn't meet the standard he wanted, and it didn't meet the standard that "Murderer" should present.

Shang Yun has told them the play countless times, he seems to understand what it feels like, but in his hands, the inspiration turns into sand, water, and wind. I can't catch it either.

Feeling useless, like a drained scarecrow, soulless, lifeless.

Only contrived hypocrisy, ugly acting.

How many times did he think that maybe he really wasn't a good actor.

So, what is he?

He can't seem to do anything right.

More than his despair.And Tong Jia's despair.

During this month, Qi Lexi pondered over and over again, when Tong Jia received Gu Fei's phone call, what kind of mood did he agree to Gu Fei's meeting.

What was he looking forward to before the appointment?

In other words, what kind of future does he envision?

Then, Qi Yue understood.

Nothing at all.Only despair.

From 13 years ago, there was only despair.

Qi Le could not express this despair.Can't say.Everyone has a protective mechanism in their hearts, to convince themselves not to touch the truth, to convince themselves that they must believe in something, whether it is God, career, wealth, mission, dream, or plain truth, it is essentially "hope" .

Everyone knows that life must end in death, but before that, and even after that, we still have hope.

Tong Jia did not.

He saw his end from the beginning.exact ending.He is a prophet of his own life, watching his own path without any emotion.

Because Gu Fei killed him.Gu Fei pierced his "hope" and made him lose the ability to believe.No more positive, beautiful, white lies could convince him.

Sorry, I just can't believe it.

Qi Le felt terrible.Tong Jia's heart was like a bottomless black hole, he had exhausted all his strength just holding on to the edge to prevent himself from falling.If he accidentally misses, he dare not think about the scenery inside the black hole.

Qi Lele had never been exposed to depression. When he got the script, he was not very sure that he could play Tong Jia well.

But for a moment, he seemed to understand Tong Jia.

"Believe" has nothing to do with "true or false". "Believe" means "believe".

What Tong Jia denies is not this world.

What he denies is himself.

In Tong Jia's heart, maybe, no matter how hard he opened his eyes and tried to look, he was still suffocated because he couldn't see anything.

Shang Yun asked everyone to rest for two days, and the actors took it easy, while he and Yi Qian had to go through the raw film together to see if there was any need for reshoots.

Two days later, according to international practice, an insignificant finale scene was reserved, and it was officially finalized after filming.

Qi Lele was crying on the set, wearing makeup, crying out the effect of a supernatural film, and didn't bother to tidy up, just swaggered into the nanny's car, went back to the hotel to wash up, fell on the bed, and fell asleep for 12 hours.

Qin Shen came to the production team the day before the finale of the filming. When he arrived at the hotel, as soon as he entered the room, he saw Qi Le was nestled in the rocking chair on the small balcony like soft mud, swaying gently in the sun, and he couldn't see his facial features clearly.

Because he had a mask on his face.Or the black one.

This is the skin care routine that Lei Wang urged Hu Lele to do for Qi Lele.A few days ago, Lei Wang took time out and thought it was time to take care of Qi Le. Seeing Qi Le's emaciated face in the video scared him enough on the spot.

How can this work?Regardless of whether Qi Le is an idol or not, it all starts with face, and he does not allow his Qi Le to become like this!

Qin Shen: "..."

He knew a long time ago that he liked men.But when he understood this fact, he never thought that what he likes is a man who can put on a mask.

As always, Hu Lele exited the room with discernment. Hearing the sound of the door closing, Qi Lele turned his head and saw Qin Shen, grinning with small white teeth.

Qin Shen: ...it's even weirder.

On the way here by taxi, Qin Shen thought about kissing him first, but now he silently dismissed this idea and put the briefcase on the coffee table without saying a word.

But the person concerned didn't realize it, swinging on the rocking chair and opening his arms towards him, "My dear——"

Qin Shen: "...Huh?"

Qi Yue: "Hold me in."

Qin Shen: "You have a broken leg?"

Qi Yue: "I'm tired."

Qin Shen: "..." As if no one is tired.

Qin Shen walked over, looked at the black face with a pure and bright smile, bent down, put his arms across his back and knees, and lifted him up in the air with a princess hug.

Lighter than expected.Leaning against him without a trace, like a child.

Qin Shen put him on the bed, "I asked them to withdraw the fat-reducing meal, and now they start to eat well for me, and all the lost meat will grow back."

Qi Yue smirked, "Then I want to eat something delicious."

Qin Shen: "What do you want to eat?"

Qi Yue: "Lychee."

Qin Shen: "..."

Qin Shen: "This season..."

That's all.Buy, buy buy buy.

Hu Lele suddenly called and reminded Qi Lele that it was time to tear off the mask.Qi Le has been acting like a madman lately, her mind may not be good at first, but now she is gradually degrading towards the tenth level of disability in self-care ability.

Qi Lele went into the bathroom to wash his face, and when he came out, he saw Qin Shen guarding the door, and before he could make a sound, Qin Shen picked him up like a sack, stepped to the side of the bed, and threw him onto the bed— —I also controlled the strength and didn't dare to fall too hard.

Qi Le rested his head on the soft sheet, looked at the condescending Qin Shen, "What are you doing?"

Qin Shen clicked his tongue and unbuttoned his pajamas one by one, "Is this kind of conversation interesting? Fuck you."

Qi Yue lay down like a salted fish, letting him move, "I was fucked to death by Shang Dao just now, and I haven't recovered yet, and I'm going to be fucked by you again, won't your conscience hurt?"

He sighed again, "Oh, it's too difficult, the heartache behind the popular and beautiful male star has been bullied by the director and the management..."

Qin Shen: "Okay, it's all here, so let's insult you again."

After finishing speaking, with a swipe of his hand, Qi Lele's pajama pants were ripped off, and Qin Shen pressed him almost naked, feeling very cool.

Qi Lele pushed him away, "I ran into this matter as soon as I came here...you still said you didn't come here to whore?"

Qin Shen was pushed completely still by him, "Does that mean I want to add some foreplay?"

"Get out," Qi Le said viciously, "You mean it, did you dislike me for being ugly just now?"

Qin Shen: "Yes."

Qi Yue: "???"

Qi Yue said, "You are really just greedy for my body."

Qin Shen opened his thighs, leaned over and pressed them even tighter, their skins were pressed tightly together, scorching hot, "I'm not greedy for your body... Do you want to be greedy for your wisdom?"

Qi Le: "Can't it be my personality charm?"

Qin Shen chuckled softly, "Don't think too much, you don't have that stuff."

After finishing his business, Qi Le was able to sleep comfortably for a while, and it was almost evening when he woke up again.

Qin Shen ordered takeaway, and Qi Lele had just lifted the ban, so he didn't dare to let him eat too greasy, seafood porridge, fried broccoli with shrimps, egg custard, and vegetables in soup.

Qin Shen and Qi Lele's hometown is in a coastal province, and seafood is home cooking.But City C is an inland city, and the concept of seafood is not included in the local people's recipes.Hu Lele received the imperial decree from Mr. Qin, and after searching the information for a long time, he found this high-end Chinese restaurant that guarantees that all seafood is fresh ingredients delivered by air within 24 hours, and dead fish and shrimp will never be served on the table.

Mr. Qin treated her kindly, and asked her to order a portion for herself, and order whatever she wanted.

Qi Lele gnawed too much grass, and unknowingly developed the habit of chewing and eating slowly. While sipping porridge, he flicked his phone casually, chatting with Qin Shen casually.

Suddenly, Qi Yue let out an "hey", "The second season of "Four Persons and Three Classes" has aired."

"Yes." Qin Shen replied.

Qi Lexi looked up at him, "You already knew?"

"Of course I know." Qin Shen said.

"That's not right," Qi Le said puzzledly, "Not long after the first season aired last year, Zhuo Ling wanted me to renew the contract for the second season, right? Didn't he sign a new actor soon afterward? According to Zhuo Ling's efficiency , The filming should have been finished last year, won't he grab a prime time for the Spring Festival?"

Qin Shen hooked the corners of his mouth, and smiled faintly, "One day in the mountains, a thousand years in the world, you are stupid for filming..."

Qi Lele frowned and looked at him, "try saying one more word" on his face.

Qin Shen: "You are addicted to filming and don't care to gossip."

Qi Yue let out a "huh" reluctantly, and said "continue to play".

Qin Shen: "The second season of "Class Three for Four Years" was indeed filmed at the end of last year."

Qi Yue: "Ah? Then why didn't it broadcast? It can't be that it hasn't passed the trial, right?"

Qin Shen: "It's not a question of passing the trial. It's a question of having a place to broadcast."

Qi Yue was stunned, "What do you mean?"

Qin Shen: "Not to mention the three leading platforms, none of the seven or eight mainstream platforms in China is willing to sign the second season of "Four Years and Three Classes"."

Qi Yue opened his mouth: "... Huh?"

Qin Shen was still calm, "Because someone offended the surname Qin."

Qin Shen: "It's not me."