I'm wrong with this idol

One day in junior high school, someone saw a homosexual novel in Gu Fei's drawer, and immediately made a fuss.Booing back to booing, everyone didn't dare to point the finger at Gu Fei, they were all saying that someone must have put this thing in Gu Fei's place.

When Gu Fei came back from the toilet, he saw that everyone was making a fuss, and his face turned cold, "Who put this thing here?"

Seeing that Gu Fei's expression was wrong, everyone panicked. They shook their heads and said it wasn't themselves, "I can't even touch such a disgusting thing!" A male student eagerly expressed his loyalty.

"..." Gu Fei exploded angrily, "Who the hell put such a disgusting thing here?!"

"...He, he came to look through your drawer in the morning, it must be him!" Someone pointed to Wu Xing, the math class representative.

Wu Xing blushed, "I didn't, I just came to collect my homework..."

The other students were watching the excitement, no one dared to say anything, the bell rang at the right time, but it was not a relief for Wu Xing, but a death notice - Gu Fei said: "Let's talk after school."

The next day, the students saw that the left lens of Wu Xing's glasses was cracked, and there were scars on his cheeks.There are also rumors that Wu Xing is a pervert.

In the last year of junior high school, Wu Xing spent in rumors and isolation.

In order to please Gu Fei, the brothers would pull Wu Xing out to make fun of it from time to time, but the more miserable Wu Xing was, the more irritable Gu Fei became.

The fire in my heart is still burning, grinning, and the fire is soaring, day and night, without end.

In high school, the younger brother changed a batch, but the fire was still burning like that.

Gu Fei's fight became more and more serious, and the incident became more and more serious. Several times, he went to the school to invite his parents, but his father took him home, and beat him up without saying a word. Once, he even yelled at his father with his neck stuck: "You beat me to death!"

The father's eyes widened, and his whole body trembled slightly, "——I want you to see if your father has a seed!"

Mother hugged father desperately and told Gu Fei to go out to hide for a while, so he didn't follow in the footsteps of his cousin.

Occasionally, he would think viciously, if the uncle really beat his cousin to death, would these adults still think they were right?

I'd rather beat this son to death than this embarrassing thing, right?

In this case, what's the point of learning it well?What's the point of being admitted to a key university and becoming "other people's child" like my cousin?

Isn't it still a shameful piece of rubbish in the end, huh?

At this moment, Xiawang was pushed out from the back door of the classroom and bumped into him.

The soup from the lunch box spilled all over him.At that moment, he felt very comfortable.

Another justifiable reason to do it.

Only after this fight did he realize that this time, he stood on the side of "Wu Xing" and beat up the other "self".

Hey, interesting.

Both he and Xu Chi went to the Office of the Academic Affairs Director, where they were scolded and fined.No matter what, Xiawang never imagined that there would be someone, a stranger, who would fight for him.

Regardless of whether Gu Fei "dropped in" or not, Xiawang couldn't help but appreciate it.On the way back from school, he secretly followed Gu Fei, who impatiently turned around and caught him.

Xiawang didn't dare to talk to Gu Fei at school, for fear of being seen by others, he made up some ugly words.

Xiawang thanked him cautiously and said that he would treat him to dinner.

Gu Fei was overjoyed, and deliberately led him to an expensive restaurant. After ordering, Xiawang stood still and secretly counted all his pocket money under the table. It was not enough.

Xiawang had no choice but to ask embarrassingly, can Gu Fei put it on first, count it as what he owes Gu Fei, and pay it back slowly when he has pocket money.

Gu Fei was planning to pay the bill himself, but after hearing what Xiawang said, he said, yes.Then owe it.

From this day on, Xiawang owes Gu Fei everything.Xiawang thinks so, and Gu Fei thinks so too.

It was also from this day that Gu Fei felt that the fire in his heart was a little weaker, and the burning pain was not so painful.

Even, let him inexplicably look forward to it.

However, the longer he got to know Xiawang, the more Gu Fei felt that this person was elusive to him.Xiawang's first impression of him was that he was as humble as dust, that he was an outlier, a minority, bullied, isolated, weak-tempered, and powerless against the outside world.

Only you can protect him.He must pray for his own protection.

He can only rely on himself.He has no choice.

But Xiawang didn't.

Gu Fei invited Xiawang to his house more than once, but Xiawang declined all the time.As he approached step by step, Xiawang retreated step by step.He hinted again and again, but Xiawang never responded.

He thought that Xiawang could completely extinguish his fire, even if it was only temporarily, even if it was only for a day...an hour, a minute, it was fine.

He can't wait.

He's going crazy.

This is what Xiawang owed him.

I don't know if it's because of his preference for his own role, or because he has already entered the drama too deeply. Xu Yingzhuo has a strong feeling that Gu Fei is still a teenager at this time - the murderer has not yet formed, and the evil dragon is still young.He didn't know whether he was about to step into the heaven or the abyss, or whether he was looking up at the heaven and stepping into the abyss.

He has expectations in his heart - Xiawang likes him, he likes Xiawang.

In a sense, Xiawang was his first love.

In the next second, Xiawang shattered his fantasy.

Xiawang didn't like him.not at all.

never.

The flames that were suppressed by a few inches leaped to the ground to fight back, violently starting a prairie fire.

In an instant, heaven and earth were destroyed, including myself.

"So," Xu Yingzhuo said, "if I were Gu Fei, I would want to kiss Xiawang."

"Yes," Shang Yun nodded, "Continue to shoot."

After hearing Xu Yingzhuo's understatement, Qi Le coughed lightly to cover up, and looked away from Qin Shen's scorching gaze.

How should I put it... He agreed with Xu Yingzhuo's statement that these plots were filmed together, and the person who is most familiar with Gu Fei is him besides the monk Xu Yingzhuo.But he can't say "I think there should be a kiss scene" in front of his boyfriend, right?

"..." Qin Shen's low pressure filled the entire studio, except Shang Yun.Shang Yun didn't intend to ask Mr. Qin for another opinion at all. He said that if he continued to shoot, he had to continue to shoot.

Qin Shen didn't say anything, and he didn't move at all, still standing there upright.

Xu Yingzhuo had no choice but to pretend that Qin Shen was not there, facing Qi Yue, and whispered: "Wait...don't worry about it."

"It's okay," Qi Yue smiled wryly, "Hurry up and finish the filming."

Xu Yingzhuo thought so too.

Hit the board, Action.

Xiawang was pulled into the narrow cubicle by Gu Fei, leaning against the wall, looking at him with panic and composure.

"Gu Fei..."

Gu Fei bowed his head and kissed him.

Xiawang turned away reflexively.

Gu Fei was stunned, pinched his chin, and twisted his face back.

Gu Fei was so strong that Xiawang was suddenly forced to raise his head, watching Gu Fei cover his entire face.

Xiawang pursed his lips tightly and struggled desperately, Gu Fei's fingers became more and more forceful, almost pinching the muscles on Xiawang's face to force him to open his mouth, and then invaded his lips and tongue.

Qin Shen was right behind Shang Yun, he could see clearly, his fists were clenched unconsciously.

I don't know if it's because the two acted too vividly, or because he was simply upset, but now he wants to go up and beat Gu Fei to his knees and call him Dad.

If this scene doesn't finish soon, he might not be able to hold back.

But Shang Yun yelled "cut", "Gu Fei's expression is wrong!"

Xu Yingzhuo stopped moving in embarrassment, and Qi Lele also looked away in embarrassment, trying to raise his hand to wipe the spittle from his mouth, but felt that it would be even more embarrassing.

Shang Yun remained expressionless, "Gu Fei, what was your mood when Xiawang rejected you?"

Xu Yingzhuo: "Accident...?"

Shang Yun: "What else?"

Xu Yingzhuo thought seriously, "...angry."

Shang Yun: "Where did your anger go?"

Xu Yingzhuo: "..."

hum.

"Come again." Shang Yun said.

Qin Shen: ...?

Again? ? ?

Hit the board, Action.

Shang Yun: "Cut."

Shang Yun: "Come again."

Shang Yun: "Cut."

Shang Yun: "Come again."

Shang Yun: "Cut."

Shang Yun: "Come again."

Seeing that Qi Lexi's lips were red and swollen from being kissed by Xu Yingzhuo, Qin Shen frowned and pressed his heaving chest, "Are you still here? Didn't the picture just now work?"

"No." Shang Yun said, not looking at Qin Shen, but staring at Xu Yingzhuo and Qi Yueyue, "Don't think about other things in your mind, you are Gu Fei and Xiawang now. Especially you, Xu Yingzhuo, this scene If you don't want to take pictures until tomorrow, clean your mind!"

Xu Yingzhuo was mercilessly hit to the vitals by Shang Yun, and he wanted to find a piece of tofu to kill Xu Yingzhuo on the spot.

He's so hard, he's so fucking hard! ! !

Xu Yingzhuo was also angry.Afraid of offending Qin Shen, and afraid of making Qi Yue misunderstand that he intends to take advantage, after all, he is not a straight man of steel... Well, in the end, he will be bullied by Director Shang.

No matter how good-tempered he is, he wouldn't be so cruel!Why? !Is it because he has no background?

After Shang Yun pissed off Xu Yingzhuo, he looked back at Qin Shen, "President Qin, if you don't want to watch it, why don't you just go out and wait?"

"I'll just watch it here." Qin Shen said with a cold face.

Shang Yun dare to chase him away?Against him!

Yi Qian sighed in his heart, Mr. Qin, why bother asking for this abuse?No need, really no need.

Shang Yun looked at Qin Shen indifferently, "Okay, then please don't interfere with the progress, Mr. Qin."

Qin Shen: "..."

It was another day when the boss got mad.

After Shang Yun finished speaking, he turned his head and motioned to Yi Qian and the two leading actors, "Come again."

Hit the board, Action.

This time, after Xiawang turned his face away, Gu Fei's eyes were covered with a layer of sternness, and his strikes became heavier unconsciously. I could only swallow it all back into my throat.

When Shang Yun yelled "cut", Qi Yue's nose was red and his eyes were moist. As soon as Xu Yingzhuo let go of his mouth, he gasped for several breaths.

Shang Yun's face softened a little, but Yi Qian could see the softening.Yi Qian knew that this scene was finally over.

It's because of Qi Yue's grievance... There was a circle of red around his fair neck, which was pinched out by Xu Yingzhuo's big hand with real bullets.For a moment just now, Yi Qian watched from the camera, felt that Qi Le was really about to suffocate, and almost wanted to shout "cut" instead of Shang Yun, but finally held back.

Yi Qian felt a little guilty, at that time he actually put movies first without hesitation... the infection by Shang Yun became more and more inhumane.

Shang Yun finally let everyone have a break, Xu Yingzhuo hurriedly distanced himself from Qi Yue, looked at his face carefully and asked: "Are you okay?"

Qi Yue waved his hands and forced a smile, "It's okay."

From the day he became an actor, even from the day he stepped into the entertainment circle, he knew that such a hurdle would come sooner or later. If he really wanted to draw the bottom line so clearly, it was best not to enter this industry.

At the beginning, I thought about it quite openly. He is not a big girl, so how much more can he suffer?

It's really at such a moment that you realize that no amount of inspirational rhetoric can beat the kick of life that throws you on all fours.

The first few times, he just instinctively resisted intimate contact with men other than Qin Shen.Just that last time, he really felt the humiliation.

Not only because of Qin Shen's presence.Of course, Qin Shen's existence is like a needle, constantly piercing his most sensitive nerves, or more like a group of ants, jumping back and forth on his pain points, reminding him how embarrassing he should be all the time.

Also because, at that moment, he thought of Liang Qizhi.

Thinking of that night in the noisy bar, Liang Qizhi proudly showed off him as a pet or even an item.

He felt Xiawang's pain.

His dignity was destroyed, his faith was overthrown, and his whole person was completely denied.

He is no longer treated as a "person".