This is so beautiful, I'm covered

"The day I first entered the mansion, I was directly thrown into the outer courtyard. The outer courtyard was busy, and the servants were all doing their own things. For two days and two nights, no one said a word to me." Pei Yuli lightly Sighing lightly, "I was inexperienced and timid at the time, and I just felt that I had done something wrong. I didn't dare to ask where I should go until it was dark."

Kou Yi hugged him, feeling so bored that he couldn't even say a word of comfort.

An eight-year-old child was thrown into a completely unfamiliar environment. The people around him ignored him for no reason and left him alone for two days and nights.How helpless should it be?

"It was only later that I realized that it wasn't that I had done anything wrong, it was just a show of authority. I wanted to escape, but the courtyard wall of Li's mansion was too high, and I couldn't escape, so I nested in the corner for two days. In the early morning of the third day , the mother-in-law who was in charge said the first sentence to me."

"She said, wash your face, the young masters ordered you to roll over."

"I was taken out of the outer courtyard again by two big boys, and I went to a place I don't know where it is. It was very lively there, and many people fell to the ground with a stench all over their bodies. Some were crying and some were laughing. There were clattering sounds in my ears, and those people were rolling the dice with red eyes."

"That was the first time I stepped into a casino."

Kou Yi's heart tightened suddenly, he seemed to be able to predict what would happen next.

"The kids from rich families sat around the gambling table. Li Yue knelt on the ground and made me shake the dice cup desperately. At that time, I had no concept of winning or losing. I just remembered the more I shook, Li Yue The faces of Yue and Li Chuan became more terrifying, and I knelt on the ground for a long time, so long that those dandies ate several meals."

Pei Yuli laughed at himself, and said, "I was so hungry at the time, I don't remember anything else, I just remember that they always ate, but they didn't give me a bite."

"I was starving, and I don't know what the dice cup was made of, and it was so heavy. I couldn't hold it. If I was not careful, all the dice fell to the ground. I also fell to the ground dizzy, and my forehead was immediately swollen. gone."

"At this time, Li Chuan threw a piece of pastry on the ground, crushed it with his feet, and told me to swallow it together with the dice on the ground."

Kou Yi's fists were clenched.

After a while, I heard Pei Yuli exhale, and asked softly, "Is there any wine left?"

The wine jugs on the deck were still bumping and rolling, Kou Yi hesitated, and when he opened his mouth, his voice was hoarse: "Stop talking."

"People don't like to listen to other people's sufferings," Pei Yuli asked, "Do you regret listening?"

"That was not what I meant."

"Then let me continue talking. I've been holding it in my heart for many years. It's really uncomfortable."

Kou Yi frowned and said, "I'll get it."

Kou Yi left the deck for a short while, Pei Yuli only felt the temperature around him suddenly withdraw, and the sea breeze rushed to his face, making his eyes hurt.

Fortunately, Kou Yi came back soon, with a jar of wine in his hand, and a black fur cloak that he only wore in winter.

He put down the wine jar, hooked Pei Yuli's knees to lift him up a little, and neatly spread the black fur cloak on the floor under Pei Yuli.

Pei Yuli's throat was sore, and he avoided his eyes and said, "You pour it for me."

Kou Yi didn't refuse, took out the jug and poured half of it for him.

"However, the surname Li also knew that swallowing the dice would kill someone, so he asked me at that time whether I should continue to be hungry or eat the rotten pastry with the dice." Pei Yuli took a sip of wine and continued, "At that time, I was full of vigor. I grabbed the pastry and ate it. After I finished eating, I stuffed the dice in my mouth. I thought that I would be a full ghost if I died."

"Then, I was beaten up by a few servants. I didn't die. I spit out all the dice before I swallowed it."

Kou Yi felt bitter in his stomach, picked up the wine jar, and took a sip himself.

"I figured out later that they were so angry because I kept losing money with the dice I rolled. I really... grew up with no luck."

"The third day and the fourth day, two more days, I spent with the gamblers in the dark room who lost everything. They are equivalent to the hangers-on on this ship."

"You were thrown..." Kou Yi was speechless.

Eight-year-old Pei Yuli was thrown into the dark room again, and spent two days with a group of gamblers who were neither human nor ghost.

The dark room did not see the light of day, and it was much more infiltrating than the courtyard of the Li Mansion.

Pei Yuli had never seen such a bloody person.

Even on the road of exile, some people died while walking, some were beaten bloody by guards, and Pei Bo hugged him and covered his eyes.

But there was no Pei Bo in that dark room, only the endless smell of blood, and the occasional sounds of struggle and groans from the people around.

At that moment, Pei Yuli knew exactly what despair was like.

Despair is soaking in the blood of corpses, and the few healthy living people around him look at him with glowing eyes, like a hyena seeing fresh meat.

Their expressions were crazy and evil, and they asked: "Boy, what did you do again hahahahahaha!"

Pei Yuli knew that those people didn't really want to laugh, but they were laughing. Their laughter was more terrifying than shouting or crying. A man-made cage.

Pei Yuli was so frightened that he wanted to run away.

Those people dragged him back by his legs, and he could feel that his whole body was covered with dirt, and he even felt that it would be impossible to wash it off in his whole life.

Fate is teasing him, and those ghost-like people are also teasing him, everyone is superior to him, in a desperate situation, he will be bullied by a few lunatics laughing wildly.

He's going crazy too.

"There are footsteps outside from time to time, as long as I hear footsteps, I will yell." Pei Yuli did not tell Kou Yi what happened in the darkroom during those two days, but said, "I kept yelling 'I was wrong. Wrong', shouted the next night, and someone let me out."

He returned to the outer courtyard and passed out all night on the hard ground.

No one cares about him.

Later, he almost crawled into the kitchen in the outer courtyard and stole two steamed buns at the risk of being beaten. Finally, he saved his life from being starved to death.

Li Yue and Li Chuan took him to gambling houses countless times, used him as a target countless times while practicing kung fu, and gave him countless drinks when he was still young at that time.

The unthinkable, living or dead, would be stuffed into his mouth as punishment, forcing him to swallow.

Because of this, Pei Yuli's body had already planted the seeds of collapse when he was eight years old.

Fortune and misfortune depend on each other, and because of his health, he also avoided a disaster.

When he was ten years old, he heard two people surnamed Li talking together.

Li Chuan said: "Not to mention, that little bastard is really good-looking, and he looks better every year, if..."

Li Yue sneered and asked him: "Why, brothels are not enough for you to visit? It's wild enough, dirty thoughts have hit a ten-year-old kid."

"Come on, what kind of gentleman are you pretending to be? Do you dare to say that you have seen someone more juicy than that kid?"

At that time, Pei Yuli was ignorant of this kind of thing, but he could hear between the lines that it was because he was good-looking, and the young masters wanted to torture him in different ways.

Frightened, he almost wanted to pick up a sharp stone and cut his face, but he heard Li Yue continue: "I looked at Xuan, did you see how thin that kid is? There are only a handful of bones left in his body. Yesterday I Ask him to bring a basin of water, but he wobbles and can't stand still, looking as if he is going to die."

"Come on, I haven't played enough yet!"

"You can play any way you want, just don't play on the bed. If you die on the bed later, it won't scare you so much that you won't be able to lift it for the rest of your life? You don't think it's bad luck."

"Ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!" Li Chuan curled his lips in disgust.

Pei Yuli hid not far away, he didn't understand the meaning of these words, but he vaguely knew that he was not in good health, so he didn't need to be played by Li Chuan.

This is a good thing.

Until now, Pei Yuli is still very careless about eating and drinking.

He is only vegetarian and doesn't like meat.One is that he swallowed a lot of seafood raw meat when he was a child, and the taste is still in his memory. He almost has a physical resistance to meat.

The second reason is that he wanted to destroy his body almost in revenge, which seemed to have become a terrible habit.

Being in poor health is also a habit. He is used to being thin and weak, and his stomach has already broken down. He eats just so that he can't die, so why waste food.

Besides, if he wasn't small and pitiful, the lady might not save him, and Kou Yi... might not have pity on him.

Pei Yuli still didn't tell Kou Yi about this, he drank another big sip of wine numbly, and Kou Yi pinned his hand.

Kou Yi said, "Don't drink too much."

Pei Yuli shook his head dully.

Kou Yi thought he couldn't spoil him like this, so he said: "You are still a patient, drinking alcohol is already an exception."

The second wave of alcohol came up again, Pei Yuli suddenly became a little dizzy, and leaned his forehead on Kou Yi's chest, trying to get over it.

Kou Yi still took the wine jug from his hand, and said softly, "Don't drink it."

"If you don't drink, don't drink." Pei Yuli replied sullenly.

The two of them were silent for a while, and suddenly, Kou Yi touched the back of his neck with his hands, and there was indescribable love and distress in this movement.

Kou Yi whispered in his ear, "I'm sorry."

Pei Yuli had a sore nose.

"I got angry at you a few days ago, saying that you abandoned the lives of those noble young masters, servants, and bosses. I'm sorry." Kou Yi said every word with difficulty. How to deal with such a group of people.

"The rich young master who treats people as playthings, the servant who is used to bullying others, and the fool who thinks he can fight for a bloody way." These people filled Pei Yuli's childhood, and they exposed the ugly side of human nature to the greatest extent. , vividly displayed to Pei Yuli, who had never experienced anything before.

Such people are evil spirits to Pei Yuli, why should he care about their lives?

The way of heaven should not be presided over by people who claim to be righteous, and right and wrong should not be judged by outsiders.

Kou Yi regretted it very much, regretted that he was an outsider who blindly accused him of speaking out of his mouth.

However, Pei Yuli rubbed against him, but said: "It's okay, I got angry more that day, and you have already apologized aggrievedly. Besides, Tian Kun is here to guard the darts, so I really went out of my way."

The author has something to say: These few memories correspond to the previous small foreshadowing, and they are some explanations for some of Pei Pei's habits and behaviors. The next chapter will spread out and talk about Ms. Li.

The first two volumes have completely clarified Pei Pei's past in the Li family, and the third volume will lead to the main line (although it is also in the main line now).

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Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: 1 white tooth;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!