deep trap

Depending on the age, Lu Can was too embarrassed to bully the children, so he asked all the boys to form a team and beat six by himself.

He had already forgotten how long he hadn't touched football. He would occasionally play football with his roommates when he was a freshman, and when he moved out to rent a house in his sophomore year, he basically never touched football again.

At the beginning, he couldn't find the feeling, and because he was afraid of stealing the ball and hurting the child, he was afraid of throwing a mouse, and was almost broken by those little kids.

After slowly recovering the feeling of his feet, he became more and more comfortable. Of course, he always focused on defense. He only launched an attack after seeing the dissatisfaction of the children.

At the moment of the goal, Lu Can caught a glimpse of the tall figure sitting in the stands from the corner of his eye. Lu Can couldn't help but raise his chin over there, with a smug look on the corner of his raised lips, as if to say: "Did you see, I'm very good!" !"

He didn't know why he was so proud, he was already in his 20s, and bullying a bunch of kids was no good.

But he just wanted to show it in front of Ji Ming.

Against the light, Lu Can squinted at Ji Mingze.Probably because of his fair skin, his hair is lighter than ordinary people, showing a golden brown soft luster in the sun, and thin beads of sweat hang on his forehead. A young man in school uniform and mineral water walking and playing around.

Ji Mingze stood up and applauded.

Lu Can didn't expect Ji Mingze to be so supportive, licked his lips, and continued to play football amidst the urging of the children.

He was the one who showed off first, and he was the one who got red at the tip of his ears first.

After playing football, the children were almost exhausted, so they suggested going back to play game consoles.In the activity room on the first floor of the dormitory, there are TVs and handhelds donated by well-wishers. In order not to affect the study, the dean only allows them to play for one hour a day.

Lu Can defeated all the "opponents" who wanted to PK Mario with him in 10 minutes, and led the girls to pass the level that they couldn't play in the breakup kitchen by himself. Several pieces.

The happy game is over, and it will soon be time for evening reading.The dean is very strict with homework, regardless of age, as long as they are over four years old, they must participate in evening reading.

Today's evening reading is English, led by a volunteer lady.Ji Mingze asked Lu Can in a low voice: "I remember what you studied abroad."

Lu Can told Ji Mingze about this, and he nodded, "Yes, why?"

"You can take them to read at night."

Lu Can subconsciously refused: "No, no, I definitely can't!"

"...By the way, help the volunteers relieve stress," Ji Mingze continued, "the volunteers here basically work during the day and come home at night. Because they are tired and have no wages, very few can persist for a long time. If you Helped her," Ji Mingze pointed to the volunteer lady who was seriously preparing, "let her rest for a day, maybe she can last longer, and the children can receive more education."

Lu Can was immediately shaken. Although he didn't read very well, he had stayed in England for a few years, so simple spoken English was not a problem.

Stepping up to the podium, she explained her intentions to the young lady. The young lady blushed and pushed a vocabulary book to Lu Can, and briefly talked about the progress and precautions at the current stage.

After the lecture, the bell rang for the evening reading. Lu Can had never been a teacher or tutor before. Standing on the podium and seeing the dark heads, he was unavoidably nervous, and his eyes subconsciously drifted to Ji Mingze in the first row.

Ji Mingze exchanged a glance with him, holding a pen in his left hand that came from somewhere, with a serious look on his face.

Lu Can suddenly felt a sense of responsibility, cleared his throat and said, "Good evening, everyone. I am Lu Can, today's substitute teacher. Now please turn to page No. 13 of the vocabulary book."

Some of the children in the class have met in the afternoon, but most of them have not, and they are all unexpectedly obedient.In the second half of the evening reading, Lu Can had completely relaxed.

After a class was over, before they could breathe a sigh of relief, those "ball friends" ran to the podium, blinked their eyes, "Uncle Xiaocan, you are so amazing!"

In this way, the address changed from "Uncle Lu" to "Uncle Xiaocan". Lu Can felt that he was a little closer to the children, "What's so great?"

"Know how to play football, play games well, and read such complex words," the children repeated, "You are really amazing, and I want to be an adult like you in the future!"

It turns out that in the eyes of children, being able to play and read some simple words is considered powerful.

Facing their adoring eyes, Lu Can had the nerve to reveal his identity as a social moth.It just so happened that a paper airplane flew over from the back of the classroom. He caught the paper airplane and changed the subject by the way, "I can fold a paper airplane that can turn."

As he spoke, he pulled out the A4 paper from the printer, and folded it into a beautiful paper airplane.He blew into the head of the plane with a sense of ritual, and with a "swish", the white fuselage took off smoothly and turned a corner in mid-air.

"Wow, even Uncle Xiaocan's plane is so amazing! It's much better than the one made by Uncle Ji, please teach us!"

Uncle Ji...Ji Ming?Does he work in an aircraft manufacturing factory?

There are several aircraft parts manufacturing factories in the old industrial area, and they usually employ a large number of people. Lu Can finally knows what Ji Ming does, and he doesn't think about it any further, patiently explaining the method of origami to the children.

The children learned very fast, and after a while, several "powerful" paper airplanes set sail from around the podium.

They competed with each other which plane flew the farthest, and they fought together.Lu Can couldn't help laughing with them as he looked at it. He took out his mobile phone and called up the camera to freeze the moment full of life in this dilapidated classroom.

Before leaving, the "ball buddy" sent the two of them to the gate, and after Lu Can promised to come and play with them, he reluctantly let go of his sleeve.

Today, I sweated after a long absence, played the game happily, experienced the feeling of being a teacher for the first time in my life, and received countless admiration and praise, Lu Can's heart was full of unreality and wonder.It wasn't until he reached the side of the road that he slowly recovered.

"Mr. Ji, I didn't drive, we have to take a taxi back." Lu Can said with a smile.

"If you don't mind," Ji Mingze tapped his chin on the motorcycle locked on the side of the road, "I can give you a ride."

Now that he is in a good mood, Lu Can doesn't care about anything.Without waiting for Ji Mingze to greet him, he took a long legged step and stepped onto the back seat of the car, "Then what are you waiting for, let's go."

But after Ji Mingze came up, he suddenly remembered one thing - physical contact is unavoidable when riding a motorcycle, and the other party is avoiding him like a snake and a scorpion now, how can he not touch him?

Taking advantage of Ji Mingze's inattention, Lu Can strung the strings backwards and put his hands on the inner walls on both sides of the motorcycle.Ji Mingze asked: "Can you hold it steady? Are you not afraid?"

"It's okay, I like some excitement."

Ji Mingze said "Oh", "Sit down, we're leaving."

Before the word "good" came out, Lu Can only felt two "boom boom boom" in his ears, followed by a huge centrifugal force, which made him subconsciously wrap his arms around Ji Mingze's back, otherwise he had no doubt that he would fly out !

When the car drove on the road, Lu Can tried to let go, but the car was too old and it was very bumpy to drive, and he couldn't let go at all.

"Yes, I'm sorry," he said shyly, "Lend me my waist, I have a poor sense of balance."

"...you can hug it," the person in front said in a troubled tone, "as long as you don't move around."

Through the clothes, Lu Can could clearly feel the shape of the opponent's abdominal muscles.He thought with red ears, it's not something rare, no one would like to touch it.

...well, it does feel good in the hand.

Different from the city, there are very few vehicles in the suburbs at night, and they only have a motorcycle on the road. The night wind caresses their temples, giving them a special sense of comfort.

Lu Can closed his eyes and felt, "Mr. Ji, thank you for bringing me to the Third Hospital." He is very happy today.

"It should be me thanking you," Ji Mingze said, "They haven't been this happy for a long time. How much did they spend on the shopping? I'll pass it on to you."

"No, if I knew I was here to see the children, I should have bought more snacks," Lu Can couldn't help admiring, "They are so smart and well-behaved, I thought children were particularly difficult, and they sat on the ground crying and asking for this. That...that's right, I was that kind of brat when I was a kid."

"The reason why they are good is that no one adopts them. Most of the children you can see now are over four or five years old. It is difficult to find an adopter. So they know that they should be good. If the orphanage does not want them, they will be homeless." back."

It was the first time Lu Can heard Ji Mingze say such a long speech, and he felt a little cruel, but it was an indisputable fact.

The reason why he was a bear when he was a child was because of the love of his parents.Now I can idle around without going hungry because I have the shade of my elders.And the children of the Third Courtyard have lost the right to be bear children from the moment they are abandoned.

Thinking of this, Lu Can dug out the photos he took in the classroom just now and posted them on his Weibo.There is no text, but two "sun smiley face" small emoticons are added.

The client showed that the sending was successful. Lu Can put away his phone, not wanting to continue the heavy topic, and joked: "Just now the child praised me for being great, and said that he would become someone like me in the future. I didn't know how to answer it. Find a way to correct them."

Ji Mingze said, "They are right."

"What's wrong? I don't know anything except playing. English is purely immersion. In fact, the homework I handed in during the years of studying abroad often had spelling mistakes, and I would go abroad... because I failed the test in China. Go to a good university."

The more Lu Can spoke, the softer his voice became. Ji Mingze listened to him quietly, and slowed down the car, "In the eyes of a child full of innocence, it is great to pass the game; in the eyes of a beggar who lives by begging, he can live without worry In the eyes of small and micro business owners, being able to make the company listed is considered great; but in the eyes of the CEOs of listed companies, it is considered great to be a leader in the industry and enter the top [-] in the world. Different ages and different classes The definition of "great" is not the same, if you always use other people's evaluation to measure yourself, you may never be able to find your own position."

Lu Can was speechless for a moment.

Since he was a child, his parents didn't have any requirements for him, they only hoped that he could have a pure childhood.After his parents divorced and remarried, he has been thinking about him all the time, and he is supportive even when he comes out of the closet. He is a typical "children are happy and I am happy" type of loving father and mother.

When he walked out of the campus, his friends felt that he should work hard.Duan Yuyang asked him to plan his future.Everyone put forward their opinions from the perspective of what is good for him, but the more so, the more at a loss he was.

"Then..." Lu Can asked, "How should I measure myself?"

"Don't ask me, you have your own standards."

"My own standard?"

"Think about doing things that make you happy and that make you feel meaningful."

After a pause, Ji Mingze turned his head, his voice was low and soft in the darkness, "It doesn't matter if you can't find it for the time being, it's also too late to think about it when the spring is bright."

happy...meaningful...

Lu Can repeated, poking Ji Mingze's back with his fingertips, "Mr. Ji, you look honest, but you didn't expect your words to make sense."

"I didn't say these things, I read them from books." The honest man smiled shyly.

So Lu Can laughed too.

Doing the math, the number of laughs today seems to be more than this month combined.Lu Can raised his head, counting the stars all the way, and was sent home by Ji Mingze.

I had a lot of exercise today, and when I got home, Lu Can was a little tired, so I didn't leave Ji Mingze to fight.Ji Mingze came in and drank a glass of water. Before saying goodbye, he caught a glimpse of two pairs of size 43 men's slippers in the shoe cabinet from the corner of his eye, which were clearly worn.

"These two shoes don't belong to you, do they?"

Lu Can was folding clothes. Hearing this, he looked at the shoe cabinet and slapped his forehead: "It belongs to my ex-boyfriend. I packed them today and forgot them."

"Shall I throw it away for you?"

Slippers are very cheap, Duan Yuyang should not care about the tens of dollars, Lu Can picked up the slippers and threw them into the garbage bag, "Then I will trouble you."

Hanging the garbage bag on the handrail of the motorcycle, Ji Mingze lit a cigarette and pinched it on his fingertips.

Accompanied by the sound of the engine, the smoke carried Lu Can's carrion farther away, and went straight to the crematorium after going off the turntable, and stopped in front of the guard room.

"Master, wake up." Ji Mingze put one foot on the ground and slapped the window to wake up the guard.The uncle yawned and slowly opened the door. Ji Mingze took out a stack of red banknotes from his wallet and stuffed them into his palm.

"I'll give you two thousand. Go and take these two pairs of broken shoes and burn them."