deep trap

Ji Mingze didn't approach Lu Can to deceive Lu Can, but Lu Can didn't ask about the specific reason, and Ji Mingze didn't continue to talk about it.

The reason for not asking is that Lu Can is not sure whether this is another well-designed scam, and the reason for not telling is that Ji Mingze feels that he needs to give Lu Can some time to digest his grievances, and at the same time let Lu Can realize how much he likes him.

Maybe this little time will make Lu Can entangled, hesitant, and even painful for his incomprehensible attitude, but the more painful it is, the more Lu Can can't do without him.

He wanted a certainty, an eternal entanglement.So Silent Tree stretched out a vine to bind Lu Can, took him to pierce through himself, and nailed him firmly to his torso.

Will you feel guilty?Yes, his pain will not be less than that of Lu Can.

As he thought, after hanging up the phone call, Lu Can's heart could not be calm for a long time. He hoped that what Ji Mingze said was true, but also hoped that what Ji Mingze said was not true.

Many times he is very resolute, such as facing Duan Yuyang, throwing away the relationship of eight years.But sometimes he is very soft-hearted. Ji Mingze can pinch his heart into various shapes with a light word. Happiness is swollen, and sadness is shriveled. tilt.But now, it gradually recovers from being shriveled, and the little point sticks out again.

No, no, a person cannot be planted twice in the same pit.Lu Can forced himself to forget what Ji Mingze said, he couldn't be deceived anymore.

Just keep your mind on the real thing.

The surrounding shopping malls have been opened one after another, and Lu Can went to buy two footballs, two basketballs, and a few pairs of table tennis bats.Years ago he sent a lot of clothes and stationery, and there was no shortage of clothes in a short period of time, but sports items were more worn out and needed to be added from time to time.

Because most of the volunteers are at home with their families, the orphanage seems deserted.Lu Can carried those balls into the dormitory building, and when he passed the entertainment room, he found more than a dozen boys and girls screaming around a half-person-high toy car track. In the end, a boy with a congenital disability won the final victory.

It turns out that there is no such thing in the entertainment room. The toy car track is very expensive and not practical enough. A steel coin in the orphanage has to be broken into two halves. It should be donated by volunteers.

"Zijun is not bad," Lu Can asked, "How many times have you won today?" The winning boy was named Zijun.

Only then did the children realize that Xiaocan's brother was coming, Zijun ran over quickly, and hugged Lu Can's thigh with his arms that had shrunk to the size of a steel pipe.The other children gathered in a circle, chirping and complaining: "He has been winning today, it's boring!"

"Yo, it's so powerful. Let me take a look at Zijun's car." Lu Can sat on the ground with Zijun in his arms, and picked up the little yellow racing car. "This car has a plastic frame, which is lighter than your alloy frame. It also needs to be faster. Of course, the most important thing is not the innate condition, but Zijun took off the rear wing of this car to reduce the resistance and make it run faster."

How can children understand resistance or not resistance? They can only hear from Xiaocan’s brother’s tone that Zijun is very smart and can modify the racing car by himself. He said in surprise: “Wow, Zijun is so good! Gotta swish the racing car!"

"Go," Lu Can whispered to the boy, "Share your successful experience with your friends."

Zijun let go of Lu Can's thigh as he said, still a little shy, "Then I'll go, thank you brother."

Because his arms are different from those of other children, Zijun is always very silent, and usually likes to stay quietly in a small corner by himself.Lu Can didn't know if the child understood low self-esteem, but after everyone praised him for being great, Zijun was obviously not as restrained as before, and he talked more.

Lu Can raised his mobile phone and took a picture of Zijun who was surrounded by the racing car and smiled shyly.

After learning a new trick, a few boys who refused to admit defeat clamored to compete again.Having not played this game for many years, Lu Can also felt itchy, so he acted as the photographer of the "event" and took pictures while watching the excitement.

When the competition was the fiercest, someone behind suddenly said "ah".Lu Can turned around subconsciously, and saw a girl about 23 or [-] years old standing at the door of the entertainment room. She had a cute baby face and was wearing rubber gloves. She might have just washed something.

"You, you, you——" the girl blushed, stuttering, "Are you an active volcano?"

This large string is Lu Can's Weibo ID, which was taken casually at the beginning, but now it is embarrassing to be read out loud.

"I'm."

"Ah, it's really you! My name is Yaya, and I always send you private messages. I don't know if you have any impression!"

Of course Lu Can had an impression. Not long ago, he had just read a series of Weibo posts by her. "I remember you, why didn't you spend the third year at home?"

"In addition to watching TV at home, I just play with my mobile phone. I'm bored. Why don't I come to accompany them," Yaya said, "And I can meet you. I really came today at the right time!"

While talking, Yaya blushed again, "Huanhan, you look much better in person than in the photos."

Lu Can smiled and said, "Thank you, my name is Lu Can, please call me by my name."

Maybe it was because of shyness, but Yaya was always afraid to look at Lu Can, and she also blamed Lu Can for being out of form today, and the two of them chatted coldly.

Lu Can came here temporarily and didn't intend to stay longer.After watching a circle of children, he put his hands in the pockets of his down jacket and walked out. Yaya followed behind for a small half step, and the atmosphere was silent for a while.

"Brother Lu," seeing that he was almost at the exit, Yaya couldn't help but say, "It might not be polite to ask like this when we just met, but do you have something on your mind? If you have something, you can tell me, I've tried it, find a stranger It’s easier to talk to people than to talk to friends.”

The relationship between Lu Can and Ji Mingze is a mess that only they can sort out, and it's useless to talk to anyone.Faced with the girl's kindness, Lu Can shook his head: "I feel a little uncomfortable, and I will be fine in a while, so don't worry about me. It's cold outside, so go back quickly."

"Okay then, I'm going back."

"... By the way." After a pause, yaya added, "You are a super super nice person. I fell in love with volunteering because of your photos. Please continue to work hard in the future!"

"Thank you for the encouragement." Lu Can joked.

Yaya covered her face and ran away.

Being a volunteer is a very strange thing. Before doing it, I thought it was very tiring, but after doing it, I found that it was indeed very tiring. But when the children light up their eyes like little lanterns, they will find that the tiredness is insignificant at all. worth it.

Yaya is at this stage now, and Lu Can stands where she is, watching her bouncing back to the dormitory building.

Turning around to leave, I suddenly received a call from Lao Mao: "Xiao Can, are you home? Xiao Mao...Xiao Mao is dying!"

"When did the index start to drop?"

"morning."

"Have you consulted with a specialist?"

"The expert is on his way, probably in the evening," Lao Mao squatted outside the ward, holding his head in his hands, "It was fine in the morning, and I planned to leave the hospital, why did it suddenly drop? Why..."

"Old Mao, stand up first." Lu Can took a deep breath, "Let's listen to what the experts say."

Lao Mao still squatted there as if he didn't hear it.

Because of Lao Mao's sentence "Xiao Mao is dying", Lu Can imagined countless possibilities on the way here, and the worst was nothing more than the failure of the rescue.So when he saw that Xiao Mao was still lying in the ward and breathing, he didn't feel as panicked as before.

Now that Lao Mao has collapsed, Lu Can, as Xiao Mao's favorite brother Can, must of course take responsibility.He pulled Lao Mao up and helped him to the chair next to him, and asked Xiao Mao's attending physician to understand the situation and discuss the consultation time.Xiao Mao is unconscious, and it is inconvenient for him and Lao Mao to be two elders. We need to find a nurse to help Xiao Mao scrub his body, and I have to ask the nurse to be gentle when inserting the urinary catheter...

In the early morning, Xiao Mao finally waited for the expert consultation.

The results of the consultation are not optimistic, acute renal failure, conservative treatment is not recommended.At this level, even if you survive with conservative treatment, it will be more dangerous next time. The best way is a kidney transplant.

In fact, the treatment plan given by the experts was similar to that given by the hospital. Lao Mao had already recovered from the shock, and his voice was so hoarse, "Xiao Can, go smoke a cigarette with me."

After speaking, he walked into the smoking room first, leaned against the wall as if he had lost all his strength, took out a cigarette and lit it.His hair was disheveled and his eyes were red and bloodshot.Lu Can followed behind. This was the first time he saw this man who could raise his younger sister alone, showing such a vulnerable side.

"What do you plan to do?" Lu Can leaned against Lao Mao.

"The kidney must be replaced," Lao Mao said, "and the bankrupt must be replaced."

"There is no need to go bankrupt, I have money here, you use it first."

"It's okay. I just asked an intermediary to list the house. It should be sold for about [-] yuan. Excluding the treatment money, it's still enough for us to buy another small house."

Lu Can opened his mouth, Lao Mao had already made plans, and it was inconvenient for him to say more.

But they all know that the most difficult hurdle in front of them is not money, but the source of kidneys.

The probability of matching for a kidney transplant is very low. Lao Mao tried it a long time ago. As a brother and sister, he and Xiao Mao failed to match each other, so they need to find a kidney source.

"Where can I get the kidney source? The longer it is delayed, the more dangerous it will be."

"I have registered with the hospital. If I can't find it in a short time, I will go to the black market to inquire about it."

"No," Lu Can resolutely refused, "Buying and selling human organs without permission is illegal, and who knows what's wrong with the kidneys on the black market? You are irresponsible to yourself, and you are also irresponsible to Xiaomao."

"Then what else can I do?" The smoke from the spit made Lao Mao's eyes wet, "Xiao Can, do you know that last year... or the year before, I woke up in the middle of the night one day, and I suddenly wanted to give up Xiao Mao and live like this It was torture for her and me. But after dawn, I suddenly realized that I am her own brother... I am her own brother... Apart from trying my best to keep her alive, what else can I do?"

As the saying goes, there is no filial son before a long-term sick bed, not to mention that Lao Mao and Xiao Mao are just brother and sister.If it weren't for Xiao Mao, he could have been a decent civil servant with a house and a car, instead of a single man who dragged his sister to grow up with shit and urine, and had to sell his house to treat his sister when he was middle-aged. It is perfectly normal to have dangerous thoughts.

"Don't worry," Lu Can swipe the phone, "I mentioned this to my dad just now, and I will mobilize other relatives and friends to help ask... Hey, Teacher Ji, do you know someone who works in the hospital?"