compulsory possession

A person's days are slow and lengthy, Li Beiyan seems to have forgotten the existence of time, He Cong did not call again, only perfunctory text messages, describing what "work" he did that day.

He didn't dare to call him, fearing that He Cong would not even maintain his superficial calm, and cruelly tell the truth about being with other people.

The picture of Zhexi crying sadly still remains in Li Beiyan's mind. The touch and joy at that time, now the karma has turned into the torment and anxiety of waiting to be Ling Chi.

He also boasted brazenly, talking about white moonlight and cinnabar mole.In He Cong's heart, he is actually similar to mosquito blood and fan sticky.

What time will He Cong choose to let him go?Li Beiyan clenched his palms tightly and walked to and fro with He Nian on the concrete road every day, silent in the morning sun, and bowed his head sadly in the sunset.

Gu Cheng tried every means to enlighten Li Beiyan, he didn't even want to lift his eyelids, he was very nice, but he was not He Cong after all.

It was finally the weekend, Li Beiyan drove He Nian home from the piano store, and received a call from He Cong on the way.

"I just got out of the airport now and I'll be home soon."

Li Beiyan couldn't help but want to applaud him with his exhausted voice from a week's business trip. In order to deceive him, he even did all the details.

He murmured good and hung up the phone.He Nian in the back seat suddenly came over, "Father Beiyan, why are you unhappy?"

During this time, he tried his best to pretend nothing happened in front of He Nian, but when he answered the phone, Li Beiyan was immediately beaten back to his original form.

"Your father has been away on business for so many days, do you miss him?"

The child who has lived with them for more than two months has lost the timid look he used to. He blinked his big eyes and said, "Dad has been away for a long time this time. I miss him very much. How about you, Dad Beiyan?" ?”

"I miss him too."

Even though he didn't go on a business trip at all this week, but stayed with another man for seven days, Li Beiyan still missed him very much.

damn it.

The road from the garage to the villa is very clean. Li Beiyan led He Nian and walked step by step on the cobblestones towards the house. For the first time, this unremarkable path gave people the illusion that they could never go to the end.

He broke out a fine layer of sweat in the hot summer night.There were also large drops of sweat dripping from her hair, and the blue shirt on her body was drenched with sweat.

The light was on in the living room, He Cong wiped his hair with a towel, and came out of the bathroom.

"Father! Beiyan's father said he misses you so much." He Nian put down his schoolbag, his voice was crisp and crisp in the empty room.

He Cong's eyes swept over, Li Beiyan lowered his head, not daring to meet his eyes, but he was very nervous about his answer.

But He Cong didn't say anything, just urged him to take a bath.

Li Beiyan stood under the shower, covering his mouth hard to prevent himself from crying, but he knew that tears flowed a lot,

One year, five years, ten years later, what will the relationship between him and He Cong be like?Will he still hold his hand and stand by his side to spend the long years with him...

Li Beiyan entered He Nian's bedroom, the child was still awake, reading the book Gu Cheng sent him.Seeing him coming in, He Nian put down the book and moved to the side to make room for him.

"Father Beiyan, why are your eyes red?"

Only the reading light was turned on at the head of the bed, and the light was dim. The child had keen observation skills and reached out to touch his face.

Li Beiyan put the fairy tale book on the bedside, and tucked in the quilt for He Nian, "I got water in my eyes just now in the shower."

"You are an adult, why are you so careless?"

"I remember, I must pay attention next time."

"Father Beiyan, will you go back to school? The students miss you very much."

He stopped Li Beiyan.

At that time, he resigned because he was afraid that He Jin would find him to settle the matter. Later, the He family was willing to give him another chance, and Li Beiyan could go back to school to work.But he still chooses to work in Gu Cheng's piano shop, the reason is just that he has been choked up in his heart, and wants to see how long He Cong can bear it.

Now I know that He Cong can bear it all the time, because he doesn't care at all.

"Xiao Nian, do you like me?"

He Nian opened his big eyes and nodded to him, "I like you."

Li Beiyan bowed his head and kissed the child's hair. Even though he was a terrible person, there were still people who were willing to say they liked him and comfort him on such a sad night.

There was a knock on the door suddenly, and He Cong pushed the door open, only his blurred figure could be seen in the night.

Li Beiyan spoke before him, "I haven't finished the story I want to tell Xiao Nian, go to bed first, I will accompany Xiao Nian tonight."

"If the story is too long, we can tell it tomorrow. You and Xiao Nian go to bed early." He Cong's voice was very low. When he closed the door and turned to leave, Li Beiyan heard him breathe a sigh of relief.

If he was still hesitating before, not sure if He Cong was really what he thought, then at this moment, everything is certain.

"How did you lie to Dad?"

Li Beiyan turned off the reading light and stopped talking.

It's not that he wants to lie to He Cong, but he's been forcing himself. Instead of letting the man drive him away with a cold face, it's better to leave voluntarily under his false tenderness.

"Good night, Xiao Nian."

Good night, He Cong.

The next morning, He Cong made breakfast as usual, Li Beiyan ate with his head down, didn't speak, and he didn't open his mouth either.After sending He Nian to school, He Cong drove him to the piano store and told him to be careful when he got off the car.

This time, after looking carefully, I realized that when he said this, his eyes passed through Li Beiyan and fell to other places behind him.He Cong was so reluctant to even pretend to care.

Li Beiyan watched the Lamborghini leave from the main road, and while sending a message to Gu Cheng to ask for leave, he took a taxi in the morning rush hour.

It wasn't until ten o'clock in the morning that Li Beiyan stopped a taxi, and the air-conditioning hit his face.He returned to the home he had just left, found out all his belongings, and put them in the suitcase.After everything was done, Li Beiyan searched carefully again, fearing that there would be omissions, and the newcomer He Cong liked would be unhappy and lose his temper at him.

Before twelve o'clock, Li Beiyan finally packed all his luggage and booked a car on his mobile phone.He hasn't figured out where to go yet, but he just made room for it and took a step at a time.

It's not yet June, but Beijing is extremely hot this year. The white sunlight outside the window and the sound of the woods like the noisy waves make people linger at the peak of irritability.Li Beiyan dragged his suitcase out of the gate, and the sticky light shrouded him.

Crouching on the ground, unwilling to look up at the blue sky under the sun, there was a sudden vibration under his feet, followed by a blood-swelling roar. The familiar black Lamborghini stepped on the brakes and stopped in front of him.

He Cong almost ran towards Li Beiyan, grabbed his collar, pulled him up from the ground, and said coldly, "Li Beiyan, are you really going to drive me crazy to be satisfied?"

There was fine sweat on his forehead, and his delicate shirt was drenched with sweat, and his brows were tightly frowned because of anger.

Li Beiyan was a little confused and looked at him suspiciously.

He Cong tightened his strength, gritted his teeth, "What exactly do you want me to do, tell me, what do you want me to do to be willing to stay by my side!"

Li Beiyan curled his lips into a wry smile, he also wanted to ask He Cong this question.

"I don't dare to say a damn serious word to you, dare not get angry at you, I'm so jealous of Gu Cheng that I'm dying of jealousy, I have to pretend I don't care in front of you, why are you leaving!"

He Cong was really angry, his eyes were bloodshot, and Li Beiyan's upper eyelid twitched violently.

"You made me believe you, but what are you doing now? Li Beiyan, how the hell do you want me to believe you!"

Li Beiyan opened his eyes wide and looked at He Cong who questioned him, and said word by word: "I know everything, you don't have to force yourself anymore, I will pack up my things and give him the place."

"Give up the seat to whom?"

Li Beiyan looked away, and said those two words sadly, "An Xu. I asked Gu Cheng to help with the investigation, you...you..." His hair drooped to cover his eyes, he looked at the hot ground and said : "He Cong, I'm not qualified to ask you to love me for years. If you meet other outstanding people, you can tell me directly. I will never stalk you and make it difficult for you."

Li Beiyan grabbed the corner of his clothes hard to stop himself from shouting.

"Tell me again, who did I meet?"

"You lived with An Xu for a week, didn't you?"

"Since it has been investigated that I am living with someone else, why not continue the investigation." He Cong let go of the collar he had been holding on to, lifted his chin with his fingers, and said depressedly, "An Xu is my psychiatrist, for a whole week , I am receiving psychotherapy.”

"……Psychologist?"

"You don't like me caring about you. You always say that there is no freedom around me, so you left later. I try to suppress my crazy desires, not to restrict your freedom, and give you personal space. I'm really trying to do it , but fuck it, the possessive desire for you seems to have penetrated into my bones and blood, and I can't be calm about your life. I monitor your daily whereabouts and monitor your every phone call. Tortured to the point of collapse."

Li Beiyan was suspicious and heartbroken. After struggling for so long, he was told that everything he knew was wrong. It was not he who was really suffering, but He Cong.

"I can't stand Gu Cheng's attempts on you. I don't want you to work in the same room with Gu Cheng. My mother wants to lock you at home every day instead of sending you to other men. I calmly tell you to pay attention. Safety!"

He vented loudly one after another, and that calm and indifferent face finally returned to the previous crazy and intense expression.

"...Uncle." Li Beiyan choked up and hugged the disheveled He Cong who hurried over in front of him, buried his head on his shoulder, feeling extremely distressed.He whispered, calling him like before.

With He Cong tightly hugging his waist, he said in a low voice, "But I dare not do anything, I am afraid that the real twisted side of my character will scare you away again."

Li Beiyan lay on his face, crying and shaking his head, "You are such a fool, why don't you believe me. I love you."

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