compulsory possession

Chapter 48 You Are Not Him

Zhexi's face was young and sharp, but his expression was dull, as if his soul had escaped from the top of his head. At this moment, the usually lively and bright person was covered with injuries.

"Why did you choose me as the protagonist of the tragedy?"

"Why is it not me who you put your coat on on a snowy night?"

The tide was getting higher and higher in Zhexi's heart, his eyes were slightly stinging, and he suppressed the emotions that were about to gushe out.

"Because you are not him." He Cong's voice was gentle but firm.

Like a ray of warm sunshine, neither dazzling nor strong, it gently envelops Li Beiyan's whole heart.

He Cong glanced over Zhexi and landed on him, the air froze instantly.

Zhexi's tears rolled down her face in big ones, hot tears penetrated into the skin and took root.

The big boy in my impression is vivid, youthful, full of youthful vigor and enthusiasm, but now he is decadent and depressed, like an old movie with thick mold spots.

"Yes, Li Beiyan is back, and you have recovered your memory. You two are reunited. But me, our past few years can be easily erased by you, without even a trace?"

"Zhexi." He Cong called his name coldly.

"Go and be with him, but you have to give me back He Cong that belongs to me!"

He cried like rain, but it didn't leave any ripples in He Cong's heart. He got up from the chair, buttoned the suit jacket with his slender fingers, and his face cast a huge shadow under the light.

"My memory was a bit confused during this period, but I still know it clearly, but you don't seem to remember it. Zhe Xi, there is no relationship between us, and I have never promised you."

In this interrogation, the two played the roles of swordsmanship and calmness respectively. Li Beiyan's thoughts drifted farther and farther, thinking of He Cong, who had a strong desire for possession.

[Sooner or later, I will move you back to Lao He's house. 〕

[Li Beiyan, I told you that you are mine. 〕

[You always want to be with me, you can't escape. 〕

[No matter who you liked before, forget them all now, look at me, you must only like me. 〕

[Because you are mine, so I care about you. 〕

[I want to leave you with a scar so you won't forget me. 〕

[Then I won’t quarrel with you anymore, I’m going to be thirty soon, can we live a good life. 〕

……

……

These are all the words that the domineering He Cong said to him.And now he has done it all.

"Slap..." Zhexi stretched out his hand and slapped He Cong on the face, making a crisp sound.

The side face that was beaten turned red quickly, and He Cong remained motionless, not even blinking.That slap seemed to hit Li Beiyan's face, both heartache and anger.

He grabbed Zhe Xi's collar and roared louder than his roar: "Try to move him again."

He can kick He Cong's feet, pull He Cong's hair, and beat He Cong for nagging, but others can't.

"Since you decided to leave at the beginning, why did you come back now? Are you playing with other people's sincerity like a toy? Li Beiyan, why don't you just die in Kashgar!"

"Zhexi!" The turbulent undercurrent was finally brought to the fore, He Cong's face darkened, and the initial patience gradually disappeared. "you shut up!"

"He treats you like this, and you still defend him!"

"I am willing, these have nothing to do with other people."

"He Cong, why are you so stupid!"

"You are fired."

"……what?"

"I said, you have been fired. Go to the personnel department tomorrow to go through the resignation procedures."

When a gentle person decides not to be gentle anymore, what he says with a cold face is crueler than anyone else.

"It's only been a few months since he came back, and he can completely erase the traces of my existence. He Cong, can you treat me as a human being? My heart is not a stone, it will hurt."

"Sorry, except for me, you can mention anything else you want, car, house, or work? As long as you ask, I will satisfy you."

Zhexi is not very old, but he has always been very self-cultivated, and his out-of-control anger never appears on him.

This time he completely collapsed. Hearing what He Cong said was more painful than being stabbed piece by piece with a knife.

No one... No one could insult his feelings with such a cold and arrogant gesture.

"He Cong, you have no heart."

"He does, but his heart is with me." Li Beiyan raised his eyebrows, not wanting to show off, but some things must be made clear so that both parties can move forward.

He took a deep breath and said to Zhexi: "I am the one who is sorry for you. You can ask me to pay this debt in your next life."

"I curse you and He Cong forever, there is no good ending."

Hearing this sentence, He Cong reacted more than anyone present, his face darkened, if Li Beiyan hadn't stretched out his hand to stop him, he would have punched him with his tight fist.

"Don't worry about it, we will be happy."

When I came out of the company, it was already dark, like a deep curtain was covered by someone, with a series of lights flickering.

He Nian was playing with the tablet in the backseat, but He Cong ignored him as if he didn't see it.

Li Beiyan asked: "Why don't you talk about Xiao Nian, I used to play with my mobile phone in the car, and you always scolded me like a grandson."

"I'm tired enough to care about you alone."

Listening to what he said, Li Beiyan grinned as if the clouds had finally opened to see the moon.

He greeted He Nian who was at the back, and told him to put down the tablet, and the child obediently followed suit, with a worried little face, and said pitifully, "Dad, I'm hungry."

He Cong didn't speak, Li Beiyan patted his leg, and the father realized that his son was crying that he was hungry.

"We'll be at the place to eat soon, just wait a little longer."

He drove them to a private restaurant, He Nian liked it very much, he ate with his head down.He Cong picked up vegetables with chopsticks and piled them in Li Beiyan's bowl. He was talking to him while eating.

"Are you really going to fire Zhexi?"

"Otherwise." He Cong looked over with a half-smile, "Continue to let him spend time with me in the company? Huh?"

"No, Beiyan's father will be sad." He Nian blinked his big eyes with rice sticking to the corner of his mouth.

Li Beiyan reached out to wipe the child clean, "Xiao Nian, do you like Uncle Zhexi?"

He Nian shook his head, "He said he hates childish brats."

"Everyone has to go through the stage of growing up from childishness to maturity. Don't worry about Xiao Nian. When you grow up, no one will say that again." Li Beiyan rubbed his face, "Personally, I like your current appearance very much. When it gets bigger, troubles, conflicts, and unhappy things will come one after another, I hope Xiao Nian at that time will not give up lightly, face it bravely, and overcome all difficulties."

The poor little face was wrinkled into a ball, and he couldn't understand what he was saying at all.

In the evening, He Nian took a shower and went to sleep in the room, while Li Beiyan sat on the sofa in the living room and returned the WeChat message sent by Cheng Xia.Back home, He Cong took off his suit and changed into light-colored home clothes.

He came over and sat next to Li Beiyan, propping up his damp hair that had just been washed with one hand, and looked at the screen of his mobile phone.

"I used to think that Cheng Xia was on my side." He Cong said suddenly.

"Where did you get the illusion?"

"He looks innocent and gentle on the outside, but he is actually more ruthless than me in his heart. Back then, I almost put a gun to his head, and kept my mouth shut and refused to reveal a word about you."

This is the first time since He Cong recovered his memory, he took the initiative to talk about the past. Li Beiyan carefully observed his face, and saw no other emotions except for the faint unwillingness.

He changed the subject, "Did you know that Cheng Xia and Brother Yi are together?"

"You think I'm as stupid as you are."

"Why can you all see it, but he and I don't know." Li Beiyan was unconvinced, it was unreasonable.

"Because you two are stupid, like attracts like, so you became good friends."

Li Beiyan pouted to express dissatisfaction, "Oh, you said I was stupid, so what have you become?"

He Cong didn't hesitate, "I'm a fool, that's why I fell in love with you hopelessly."

Li Beiyan hooked He Cong's neck and kissed him, and after a long time reluctantly parted, his lips were all red from the kiss.

"If you don't take Xiao Nian over, it will be more convenient to go to school here. I also promised to let him learn the piano from Gu Cheng."

"You like Xiao Nian very much?"

"Of course, I'm sure I'll like Bai Jianyi as an older son."

He Cong reached out and stroked his hair. This action was exactly the same as back then. Li Beiyan leaned on his chest, feeling his heartbeat.

After a long time, I heard him say, "At that time... my private life was very messy, I couldn't find you, and the days were endless and there was no end in sight. Fighting, racing cars, becoming the target of paparazzi entertainment, and messing around Every time I wake up from a hangover, I feel that this kind of life is meaningless. That night, I saw Xiao Nian on the side of the road. He just turned 5 years old, a little one sitting alone on the road late at night in Beijing side."

With a few words, He Cong expressed the pain he experienced that year in the most plain tone.

"You know, at that moment, I felt that he was homeless and I really looked like me. We were all abandoned by our loved ones, and we lived alone and struggled."

Li Beiyan took He Cong's finger, put it to his mouth and kissed it, and then again, wishing to send all the warmth to He Cong to make up for the lost sense of security.

"I like this child, and I will grow up with He Nian just like how you took care of me when I was young."

After saying that, He Cong picked him up by the waist, and the bedroom door was locked.

When Li Beiyan woke up from his restless sleep, He Cong had already put on his clothes for going out, but Li Beiyan was naked, and he could see star marks on his skin when he lowered his head.

Her waist and legs were sore and painful, Li Beiyan couldn't get up, she pushed back her hair that blocked her eyes, her face was sleepy.

"You sleep a little longer."

It was too early, and it was dark outside the window, only the dim light of the street lamps, and the rain slanted across, like transparent lines.

"It's raining, are you going out now?"

"Well, I'm going to see my eldest brother today."

Li Beiyan's heart suddenly tightened, and when he looked out into the dark morning, he didn't have any confidence in the future.

[The author has something to say: The elders of the He parents are about to appear~~

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