I'm friends with straight guys

Because there was no way to face him, I ran away, and it was my right to choose to run away.

At worst, we won't see each other in the future.

It's his right not to like me, but it's also my right to like him. He can dislike me, but it can't stop me from liking him.

Although it sounds like a tongue twister, that's what I think in my heart. There's no way, liking someone is just so humble. I have accepted this fact, and I want to slowly make changes, slowly stay away from him, alienate He, forget about him in the end.

I hugged my legs, nestled in the sofa, and wanted to be one with the sofa, so that I didn’t have to think about these messy things anymore. I was very sad, like a big stone was pressing on my heart, and I couldn’t breathe , but no one helped me remove that stone, I can only rely on myself.

"Ding dong." The doorbell rang, and I didn't see who it was. Apart from reporters, I'm afraid there are only some fanatical bastards who can find it at this moment. In short, it's not good for me, I won't open the door.

I don't know who gave my address, but that's okay, I don't have time to think anymore, I'm tired.

"Dinglingling~" The phone rang inappropriately at this moment, and I used all my strength to reach for the phone, "Hey, who is it?"

I can feel the dullness of my own voice, and a little hoarseness.

"Good boy, open the door!" I obviously deleted the phone number, but that person's voice echoed in my ears, making me feel very familiar, and I couldn't hold back my tears.

"Lu Yibai..." I yelled out his name with sobs, and then there was no more words.

"Hey, don't cry, come and open the door." I was stunned, was he coaxing me, I stood up tremblingly, ran to the door without even putting on my shoes.

I saw his face from the cat's eye, that face is so familiar, we didn't tell him where my home is, but he was able to find it, he really deserves to be a movie star, the news is well-informed

I stood in a daze for a while.They didn't even open the door until he shouted again, "Open the door!"

I can see that the intersection of his expressions doesn't seem to be fake, maybe it's because we still have a bit of reserved brotherhood.

I opened the door, and the moment he came in, I took half a step back.

"Good boy, are you afraid of me?" There was a trace of bewilderment in his voice, I didn't know why, but I raised my head and looked straight into his eyes, I'm afraid of him, yes, I'm afraid of him, I'm afraid He hates it, I'm afraid he thinks I'm disgusting, I'm afraid he'll get bored of me.

Because of these, I still dare not look directly at him, and I dare not look directly at my inner feelings. Since that night, I "accidentally" kissed him and told him that I like him. It is my fault.

I stood and shook my head, obviously very scared, but also pretended to be strong, "No, how could it be."

"Damn it." He cursed under his breath, then put his hand over my eyes.

My eyelashes touched the palm of his hand, and it felt a little strange, weird, and then I heard his voice became even deeper, Siya made people frightened, as if he was trying his best to endure, restraining something, "Don't move."

"Actually, I don't hate you."

I know he doesn't hate me, he just hates me and likes him, I don't want to listen to it anymore, I know what a blow his words will bring to my already injured heart.

"Enough, Lu Yibai, stop talking, I know what you want to say."

He seemed a little surprised, "Baby, you know?"

"What I mean is, I know what you want, but I can't seem to accept you. After all, I don't like men." He shook his head, and wanted to continue talking, so I raised my hand and covered him I don’t want to hear it at all. Is he trying to comfort me, or is he making my already hurt heart worse?

"Lu Yibai, you are enough. I didn't ask you to like me, and I will try not to like you, so don't harass me anymore, okay, don't let my efforts fall by the wayside."

I yelled loudly, this was the first time I lost my temper at him, maybe it was the only time.

"I've already run away, I've left you, I just don't want you to look at me with such a charity tone, do you think I'm very pitiful?"

I have no way out. Someone like me is not good enough for him.

He is the breeze and the moon, and I am the little fish in the pond. I can only look up to him. He may pass me by, but it is just blowing past me through a layer of water. After all, fish are out of water It is impossible to survive.

"I beg you to get out before I kick you out." Obviously, he moved his lips and wanted to say something, but I didn't want to hear anything anymore.

It took all my strength to drive him away.

The moment he closed the door, I fell to the ground in a daze, no matter whether the ground was cold or not, I cried loudly, in my own home, no one could feel my despair, and no one would laugh at me, As an adult, I still cry so sadly.

I was tired from crying, I had no strength, and my voice became hoarse. I decided to cheer up. Is it hard to live without a man? Besides, he is not the only man in this world. Who should I choose? ah, right?

Implying that I am afraid it is just to give myself a little comfort.

I laughed angrily when I saw the overwhelming scolding on the Internet and a lot of black material that was picked up.

"His face must have undergone plastic surgery. Otherwise, how could he have such a delicate appearance? The proportions are strange at first glance. After all, it was given by his parents. No matter how ugly he is, wouldn't hard work be enough?"

"I heard that the resources are endless, and he was taken care of by a rich woman. Otherwise, with his acting skills, how could any director find him to act?"

"Tiantian relies on the fact that he and Yingdi Lu are alumni. If I don't know, I think that Yingdi Lu has a good relationship with him."

Seeing this, I feel inexplicably sad, yes, I have a bad relationship with him, even if it is good, it has indeed become bad since that incident.

One by one, one by one, as if I have really done some of them.

It’s true, but I saw a small account and planned to go back to the past. After all, I am a public figure, and the large account still cannot be used.

Movie King Lu loves to eat fish: This face looks like the original one, okay? Where did he play a game where he used his face to break the plastic wrap?

"A rich woman takes care of her, whose family's rich woman takes care of her for a small role with only a few scenes?"

"Lu Yingdi has a good relationship with him, he is a brother."

When I said the last sentence, I was a little guilty and forgot it. Anyway, I usually don’t see this trumpet. I originally used it to chase stars Lu Yibai. I'm fighting with these black people who hate me, but I'm in a really bad mood recently, one thing after another, I can't breathe.

"The ones above are not worthy of being a fan of Brother Bai, don't take the title of Best Actor fan and tear it up, thank you."

"Take away Yingdi Lu, don't accept the bondage, Yingdi Lu is the only beauty."

I'm about to die of anger, when will anyone tie Lu Yibai up, I didn't have a future before, let alone have one, because now we have broken up, from now on, I will be his deadly enemy, irreconcilable with him! ! !

Before, I was afraid that those movie fans would come to follow me because of him. I am a peaceful person, and I don’t like to compete with others, as long as I have a bite to eat.

Anyway, Lu Yibai can afford me, so I never showed too close to him in front of the public, so they don't know that we are good brothers.

But at some point, you will still be secretly photographed going out to buy vegetables together, and there will be a lot of people who knock me and his CP, I just want to say one thing about it, you think too much, Lu Yibai is a big straight man.

"Brother, take care of yourself." Because he was standing at the door, he could still hear small voices outside through the crack of the door. He didn't know if he was telling me that I heard that "brother" had all the defenses in his heart completely collapsed. , I was stunned for a while, but I didn't react. When I did, I opened the door and looked outside. There was no one.

I laughed like self-deprecating, forget it, since I decided to give up, how could I throw away my helmet and armor just because of his one word?

This is my irresponsible performance. On the battlefield, this is called a deserter, which is the most despised.

I am one year older than him, but I just like him, no matter what the purpose is, when I am with him, I am very happy, and my kindness to him is also true, and my feelings for him are also true.

However, I felt that I would die if I was not happy. I reopened most of the photos on Weibo. I don’t know if they were paparazzi or illegitimate fans, or they were photos taken by passers-by of me getting on a police car and communicating with the police.

It's just taken out of context, but netizens believe it.

"Why don't you have anything to say now? They are all detained. Could it be that the police were bribed?"

"Check your hair and you'll be pleasantly surprised."

"Cheng Fang is not confused, it proves that this year's netizen is still not good."

"Please stay away from my Yingdi Lu, my Yingdi Lu comes from the same school as you, and I feel disgusted."

Hey, okay, I just opened it up extra, who are these people, what are they talking about, as if I really did something, I have a clear conscience.

Looking at the comments one after another like masochism, I died laughing. They claim to be righteous, but they don’t know that they are using public opinion to kill people. But if I am a weak psychological bearer, I am probably going to commit suicide in shame at this moment.

Suddenly thought of a sentence, during an avalanche, no snowflake is innocent, and they are the same.

I close my eyes to feel the malice from this world, but I still believe that there will be kindness and justice.