It's so delicious to cook right by the door. How can I break it?

She just stood up, patted Ye Xiran's head with great care, her tone was the same as usual, soft and tactful: "Thank you, Ranran, for being considerate of mom, then mom is going to sleep in the room, and when my sister comes back, if she hasn't woken up yet, I will go with my sister." Get up and ask mom to get up and eat." The woman instructed carefully.

Touching Ye Xiran's soft hair over and over again, hiding the reluctance in her heart even deeper.

"Okay, mom, let's go rest." Ye Xiran said in a very adult way that he understood.

"Don't be afraid, no matter what your mother becomes, she will always be a mother who loves you." The woman's voice became softer and softer, "In the future I should... and I won't come to scare you in my dreams."

She moved her lips silently, drowning the last words between her lips and teeth, got up and walked slowly to the room, turned on the shower in the bathroom, washed off the dust, wrapped in a towel, and found the most beautiful dress from the closet put on.Shave off the complicated eyebrows carefully, trim the eyebrows to a satisfactory shape, paint the eyebrows carefully, make up, wear earrings, and tidy up yourself from head to toe.

Sitting in front of the dressing table, admire yourself in the mirror.

She said to herself: "That's great, it's almost the same as the day I married her."

…………

Ye Xiran silently plays with toys that are not easy to make sounds, and looks at the digital clock hanging on the wall from time to time. She already recognizes Arabic numerals and the time. Every time she sees the time, she will calculate the time when her sister is out of school and think about her When will I go home and ask my mother to get up and eat together.

She was tired from playing, rubbed her eyes, and wanted to sleep. She took a last look at the time, and it happened to be the time when her sister finished school. It was estimated that her sister would be home in 10 to [-] minutes.

Twenty minutes wasn't enough for her to fall asleep, so Ye Xiran went to wash her face with cold water, and decided not to sleep anymore, so she persisted.She sat cross-legged on the floor, turned on the TV, turned the sound to mute, and watched her favorite cartoons.

Seeing Xing's head, Ye Xiran watched with relish, and heard a "bang" in a daze, as if a heavy object fell to the ground, she ignored it.

Until there were more and more noisy noises downstairs, the door was slapped loudly, and it was the neighbor's aunt screaming: "Are you at home?! Is there anyone?"

Of course, the movement overshadowed all the sounds in the room. Ye Xiran couldn't watch the cartoon, sat up from the ground in doubt, and went to open the door for the neighbor aunt.When I opened the door, I saw the neighbor auntie, who was always very kind, with a look of horror and pity on her face. The auntie was holding the elder sister who had returned from school with her schoolbag in one hand. The elder sister was also standing stiffly on the ground, without any unnecessary movements, and did not talk to her. .The neighbor's aunt asked her, "Where's your father?"

"A business trip, not at home."

"It's a crime! Why is the Ye family sister so upset?" The neighbor's aunt stomped her feet anxiously.

Hearing this, Ye Xiran seemed to realize something, she stretched out her hand to pull her sister's wrist, not daring to go out to see why those people were making such a noise.

Later, when Dad came back, grandparents, grandparents, and many relatives she knew and didn't know came, and the crowd at home never stopped.It's just that the hostess, who was supposed to be busy entertaining everyone, didn't show up.

My mother was lying in the ice coffin, no longer speaking, no longer hugging her and her sister in her arms to coax her.

Ye Xiran heard those relatives and neighbors say that her mother, wearing a beautiful dress, jumped from the window sill on the eighth floor and fell to pieces.The elder sister Ye Xitong came back from school and happened to see the scene of the incident. She saw the whole process of her mother falling from the sky to the ground. Her mother fell in front of her elder sister. The elder sister did not make a single sound for several days, and she always had nightmares. The person who wakes up has changed from her to the elder sister who always sleeps well until dawn.

Although she couldn't see her mother's complete face, Ye Xiran would go to the ice coffin every day to talk to her mother, but after a few days, her mother was transferred, and even the ice coffin was there, and she could no longer find her mother. .

The guests in the house were also dispersed. Dad was sorting out his mother's old things at home, and he found a creased medical certificate. He read the words clearly, and the medical certificate slipped from his hand. He hunched down, covered his face and cried with snot and tears, then broke the jar, sat on the ground and cried loudly.

Ye Xiran and her sister stayed beside her father and witnessed the whole process of his crying after finding the medical certificate.

She went to see the content of the medical certificate, and found that there were many words on it that she did not recognize.

The elder sister also picked up the medical certificate to read. She carefully observed the changes in her elder sister's face, and found that the elder sister who was in primary school understood the words, but did not read them out.She went to ask, but her sister pursed her lips, unwilling to tell her.

Dad went to Europe for the last time to deal with unfinished business, and then returned home to focus on his domestic business. From then on, he focused on domestic work, and never went out for a long time without going home;

Ye Xiran finally caught up with her sister and went to the same elementary school with Ye Xitong, only a few grades apart. When she was in the second grade, her sister was already in the sixth grade, the oldest in the elementary school.

In the final exam, both Ye Xiran and Ye Xitong scored [-] points. They praised each other all the way on the road, and when they returned home, they showed their papers to their father, wanting to hear his praise.

Ye Xitong got his wish, and was praised by his father so that he floated straight into the sky, and he even teased her with his unshaved face with new stubble growing out on purpose.Intimacy.

Ye Xiran was holding the clean and clear full-score test paper by the side, staring enviously.

When it was Ye Xiran's turn, he only got a mild sentence from his father: "That's right, she's as good as my sister.";

When she was older, Ye Xitong said that she wanted to participate in the family summer camp. After talking to her father, her father readily agreed and said that she would ask for leave to accompany her to attend. Ye Xiran found it interesting and wanted to go with her.Dad's expression was not very good at the time, and he directly rejected her, and he didn't find a good reason, saying that it was not safe for her to go with her when she was young.But obviously there is also a children's summer camp, and the participants are all seven or eight-year-old children. She immediately said that she would stick to her sister and father, not to run around with strangers, and not to eat things handed over by others, but her father still did not agree. .

Taking Ye Xitong to a two-week summer camp, Ye Xiran was left at home to be taken care of by the nanny and grandparents.

Every day, I can hear grandparents discussing that Dad is venting his anger. Dad is doing something wrong. How can he keep her at home and not take her out to play?But the two old people had no choice but to get away and take care of her. Father Ye was very stubborn, and they had nothing to do;

There are many more, after the mother left, Ye Xiran and the nanny stayed at home day and night.

It was quite a long time lying on the ground, and the coolness of the floor gradually permeated into the bones through the clothes. Ye Xiran couldn't stand it anymore. She put her palms on the ground and got up.

The chin was slightly lowered, and the collar was wet.

Ye Xiran wiped it casually, and as expected, she felt cold tears. She was surprised at first, and then burst into laughter.

After such a long time, she still feels sad for such a bad thing.

Clearly know that person will not change in any way.

Laughing at myself, he glanced at the halfway revised drawing, not in the mood to pick it up to work again.

She casually ate some biscuits to fill her stomach, went back to bed and pulled up the quilt to cover her head and fell asleep until the sky was dark and she didn't know when it was.

Finally, she was woken up by the sound of heavy rain, and she opened the curtains. It was dark for a while, and she couldn't tell the time. Her throat was so dry that it seemed like a fire was burning.

Ye Xiran chose to get up first, went outside and poured herself a glass of water, drank it all, and finally felt better.

After drinking the water and getting used to the lighting in the room, Ye Xiran got his phone to check the time: 3:19 in the morning.

She slept directly until the next day, no wonder the darkness outside the window made her sleepless day and night.

After sleeping for so long, I can't fall asleep again.

She was leaving for her hometown at about nine o'clock, so she simply stayed up and used the spare time in between.

Ye Xiran went to the bathroom and took a hot shower, trying to make herself more awake.

Suddenly came the interest and inspiration of painting.

It's just that the mystery of the goddess of inspiration is not the manga she is updating, but a short manga that suddenly came to mind.

The protagonists are also two girls, and she plans to share them directly on Weibo after finishing the drawing.

When writing to describe the characters, the face of the neighbor Ruan Susu suddenly flashed in Ye Xiran's mind, and the girl who was one of the protagonists in the painting suddenly had facial features.She named the girl Ruan, and set it to be the most beautiful girl in the class, with good grades, a lot of friends around her, and she was chased by many peers.Another girl...she thought for a moment and named her "Sugar". Her actual character has nothing to do with candy, neither sweet nor cute.

Tang is a taciturn person in the class. She does not resist participating in the activities that are compulsory in the class. She waits for the group leader or the teacher to automatically divide into groups, and does not take the initiative to ask which group to join or to form a group with so .And when it's her turn to voluntarily participate in activities that are not forced, she just stays as far away as possible and never participates.

She is thin and small, with mediocre grades, did not hold any position in the class, has long hair and thick bangs, the bangs are pressed over the eyebrows and half of the eyes are covered, she looks very dark, and no one wants to talk to her , and I don’t want to look at her face too much. If you have to explain to her, you speak quickly and leave immediately. Many people secretly nicknamed her "Weird".At first, I just yelled in private, but later more and more people knew about her. Seeing her cold personality and attitude of not caring about them, she became more courageous and called her nicknames in front of her in the class without any scruples.

"Hey, weirdo! Hand in your homework."

"Weird, stay in class after lunch to discuss group work."

"Hey, weirdo, pick up the pen cap, it's off your feet."

Ruan has never called Sugar Freak, but she has no contact with her either.

The two have been in the same class for a year, and there is almost no difference between them and strangers.

The turning point happened in the first semester of the second year of high school. Ruan had a conflict with his friends, and returned to the classroom alone, sulking on the table.Looking back on the whole story and what happened, I felt more and more that the other party was unreasonable and did not understand her. Instead, she became the one to be blamed for doing things with good intentions. She was wronged and aggrieved, and finally suppressed her voice and sobbed softly, burying her crying in the school uniform Inside the coat, try not to let out the sound as much as possible.

The school is holding a sports meeting, and every class is required to participate. The teachers did not attend classes or assign homework, and cooperated with the school arrangement to give everyone a two-day school holiday.Now everyone went to the playground to watch the sports meeting, and there was no one else in the classroom except her.

So Ruan cried very absorbedly, completely ignoring that not long after she entered the classroom, the door was opened lightly again, and after she entered, she pretended to close the door and walk through the corridor to return to the seat.

Tang didn't go to the sports meeting, and had been reading extra-curricular books in the classroom. He just left the classroom to go to the toilet, and came back to find that there were more people in the classroom. He felt quite surprised.

One of the first things she does every time she enters a classroom is to see how many people are in the classroom, what everyone is doing, and what she has to do so that she doesn't look out of the ordinary.

This time, she naturally swept to a seat far away from her, sitting on an unfamiliar soft seat, her head resting on her arms, her face was tightly covered by her school uniform jacket, as if she was sleeping.She couldn't see anything clearly, the only thing that could tell Ruan's identity was the scrunchie that she often wore recently on her hair, like white crystals, covered with some tiny diamonds, shiny, which she never dared What I wear is too flamboyant——

After wearing it, the students might say that the weirdo started her strange behavior again.

She observed for a long time, limp on the seat, motionless, without any ups and downs.

She must have slept soundly, she thought.

After thinking about it carefully, she felt that the arrival of Ruan would not affect her, so Tang relieved herself from the tense state.Skillfully opened the schoolbag, took out the mp4 from it, plugged in the earphones, turned on the tracks that she often listened to, and shook her head immersed in the music world where only she existed, with a very comfortable and happy expression.

Her whole body exudes a vigor from the inside out, concealing her past dark aura. Except for her thick bangs, she looks like a normal person in other aspects, no longer the level of being nicknamed a weirdo.

The sports meeting will be held for two days, which means that she will not be disturbed for two days, and she can enjoy the joy of talking with music alone in the classroom.

Gradually listening to the song, Tang’s soul is immersed in it, drifting with the singer’s voice, as if her body has become lighter, there is no noisy sound that disgusts her, and there are only elegant or brisk or hoarse singing voices , to express all kinds of emotions in the world.

Weeping softly, he was suddenly attracted by a strange voice.

Eh?

She looked up suspiciously, looking for the source of the voice.

After crying for a long time, she was also tired from crying, and she didn't want to shed tears for those who didn't understand her.

The sleeves of the school uniform were pressed flat by her, and the color was much darker than the surrounding area. Fortunately, the color of the school uniform itself was so dark that no one who passed by could tell it, and could not tell that she had cried.

If someone finds her crying, Ruan will feel very ashamed, like the armor that has been draped over her body, someone picks it up and stabs it straight into her chest, smashing her internal organs to pieces.

She looked up and saw another girl in her class who was famous in her class, named Tang?

The first thing she thought of was a nickname that was not recognized by herself, and she suddenly felt that she was, quite evil, not a good person in essence, and she was not as good in character and learning as the teachers and parents said.

Suddenly, Ruan felt disgusted with himself.

Tang didn't know that Ruan had changed his position from the seat and sat up, still in a posture of ecstasy.

Ruan was quite surprised, as if she had discovered a new world, she stretched her neck to see Tang's movements.

She saw that the taciturn and non-existent Tang was waving her white hands at this moment, and the white headphone cable hung from her ears to her chest, and with the shaking of her body, it formed beautiful wavy lines.There was a breeze blowing outside the window, and the bangs on Tang's forehead were blown up, and slightly flipped by the wind, revealing a smooth and fair forehead in an instant. Tang didn't care, and continued to hum to the beat of the music.

She sang the right songs of the day.

The words are clear, and it is not difficult to distinguish soft words.

She has also heard it, and even hand-copied the lyrics in a notebook with a group of friends.

Every time Tang sang, she could quickly repeat the complete sentence in her heart, even faster than Tang sang.

Silently, she and Tang performed a complete song together.

Sugar is singing, and she reads the lyrics silently in her heart.

The little yellow flower of the story/It has been floating since the year I was born.

Swinging in childhood / Swinging with memory until now.

ReSoSoSiDoSiLa/SoLaSiSiSiSiLaSiLaSo.

Blowing the prelude and looking at the sky / I think of the day when the petals tried to fall / I skipped class for you.

The day when the flower fell/that room in the classroom/how could I not see/the rainy day that disappeared/I really want to shower again.

……

After singing this song that almost everyone in school is familiar with, Tang didn't stop, and continued to hum the prelude to another song.

Another song is also softly stored in the playlist, and she also sings the songs that are often tuned up.

Tang has a strong sense of music, and her singing voice is full of emotions without being out of tune. The song is sung through her voice, which is a little different from the original singing, and it seems to have mixed her own emotions in it.

She couldn't describe it softly, she just thought Tang sang very well, this was the first time she heard Tang sing, and she couldn't imagine her singing so beautifully before.

And Tang, who sang, exuded a confident and dazzling brilliance, and possessed a special attraction. Her eyes were completely attracted by Tang, and she couldn't extricate herself.

She couldn't help but walk up to Tang, applaud and praise her.

In fact, she did.

The moment she stood up from the chair, the soles of her feet suddenly felt numb. She accidentally slammed her leg against the leg of the table, making a sharp, loud sound, which became the most abrupt sound in the classroom.

She leaned on the table leg, resting her hands on the tabletop, waiting for the numbness to dissipate.

I was worried that the sound would be heard by Tang.

She didn't dare to look at Tang for a while, but only dared to listen to her voice with her ears, but fortunately the singing continued.

Sugar should not have noticed that she heard her singing.

Otherwise... She really couldn't tell what expression Tang would use to face her. After all, she knew nothing about Tang except Tang's name.

Slowed down the numbness, regained strength, deliberately made heavy footsteps, sat next to the corridor separated from the candy seat, opened his palms, and slapped them together, making a small but refreshing sound Applause, the distance is so close.The applause successfully penetrated the earphones and reached Tang's ears. It was separated from the singing in the mp4 and divided into two channels, each of which was noisy. She could hear the voices of both channels clearly.

She can make a sound and sing that she didn't expect!She didn't expect that her singing voice would be heard by the most beautiful girl in the class!She never expected that Ruan would applaud her when she heard it!

Sugar Hand fumbled for the pause button of the mp4, turned off the song that had been humming in his ears, and after doing enough mental construction, he stiffly twisted his neck and turned his face softly, "You, did you hear that?"

There was a palpable tremor and disbelief in the tone.

Fear is almost written all over his face.

It was the first time for Ruan to see such a panicked Tang, she thought it was quite funny, very interesting, she laughed inwardly for a while.She responded positively to Tang's question: "Well, I heard it, the singing is great, even better than the original."

"How is it possible, I just sing casually, how can I compare with the original singer?" Tang muttered, not believing soft words.

A beautiful girl has a sweet mouth and is the best at deceiving people. If she really believes it, she will be a big fool.

Ignoring her disbelief, she got up and changed to the seat in front of her, turned around and sat sideways, talking with Tang face to face.

She gently held her chin, smiling like a flower, and her tone was playful and brisk.

Tang lowered her eyes, not daring to look at her more.

"Hey, do you only listen to music after you get home from school? I've never seen you discuss it with other people, but I often see you reading in your seat, and you don't go out to play after class. I thought you didn't like it at all. What about these popular songs?" The soft mouth kept talking, and he uttered a long sentence, which directly smashed the sugar into a daze.

Especially when Ruan said, his face was still leaning in front of her, she couldn't even see Ruan's facial features clearly.

Seeing the soft-proportioned face, Tang couldn't think, and his ears automatically delayed receiving the information from the soft.

It took a few seconds for her to hear every word Ruan said.

"No, I love listening to these songs. Every time a singer releases a new album, I don't know much about it, and I may not be able to listen to it in time, but I know that many of you will gather to discuss when you are in school. It is very loud , I can hear it by just listening to it, and then write down the titles of the songs that you often talk about and discuss enthusiastically. After returning home, I search on the computer, and download the ones I like to mp4, and I will listen to them before going to bed at night I listened a lot, memorized the melody, and found that I could sing, but I didn't dare to sing at home at night, for fear of disturbing my family's sleep, and I didn't dare to sing at school during the day, so I just kept silent in my heart Humming, you just said that I sing well and I can't even understand the concept, and this is the first time I have sung." To Ruan, Tang replied with a longer sentence, but in fact she still had a word to say.

She was so touched, it turned out that in the time she didn't know, there were people who occasionally observed her daily life.I know that she reads extra-curricular books in her spare time, doesn't like to go out to play or go out for a walk, and knows that she doesn't discuss and chat with other people.

This incident made her feel for the first time, oh, so in the eyes of others, she also has a sense of existence, not an invisible person or weird person who thinks she is wandering outside the edge.

"Ha, so you are so boring ~ eavesdropping on us." Ruan was taken aback, feigned anger and said: "We have become your Amway machine invisibly, but you sang so beautifully for the first time, you are very talented .I think, you were born to eat and sing." Ruan faced Tang and said very seriously.

Tang didn't care about Ruan's affirmation of her praise, but asked Ruan in a panic: "Are you angry? I didn't mean to listen to everyone's conversation, I..."

"No, I'm just kidding." She froze for a moment, and then felt that Tang was so cute.

Better than everyone she has ever seen, and all the TV series and animation characters she has seen, Tang is the cutest person she knows so far.

"It turned out to be a joke." Tang's tense shoulders suddenly collapsed.

It's good that she is soft and not angry, and doesn't hate her.

She thought that she would be hated if she analyzed her heart to Ruan and showed her the little girl in her heart.

The common sayings spoken by adults and books are not always correct, and beautiful girls are not necessarily villains who are full of lies, good at smooth talk and vicious.There is also Ruan, who is beautiful and kind-hearted, and will not look strangely at someone like her who everyone avoids.

"Sugar~" Ruan called her name emphatically, and said with a look of anticipation: "At this time tomorrow, can you teach me to sing? In the classroom or elsewhere, just the two of us. Don't worry, even if you don't want to , I will not tell you what you told me today, I am very tight-lipped." Ruan covered her mouth with her hand and made a zip movement to strengthen her promise.

Tang didn't reply immediately, she had to think about teaching Ruan to sing.

She is not confident enough in her singing, nor does she have any skills, she just sings out of her liking.

Besides, if she was alone with Ruan, wouldn't that occupy Ruan's time playing with other friends?

What if, what if her friends find out?

Most people will say that she is not worthy of playing with Ruan, and maybe she will end up in a worse situation than now.

She wasn't quite sure if she could withstand such a scene.

When Ye Xiran drew here, her wrists began to turn sour. She stopped painting, knowing that she could not continue.

Not only her wrists, but also her neck became stiff and painful due to maintaining one position for a long time, and it was difficult to twist. She worked with both hands at the same time, rubbing her neck and wrists while rubbing her neck.

After kneading by hand, I felt that it was not enough, so I found a massage stick to relieve the fatigue of sitting for a long time, and stretched and massaged the muscles to make myself feel better.

By this time, the sky was already bright.

It was enough for Ye Xiran to see the scenery outside the window clearly.

作者有话要说：感谢在2021-04-1419:47:15~2021-04-1523:54:59期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who cast the deep water torpedo: 1 bobobo;

Thanks to the little angels who threw mines: 2 Yehai; my little cutie, sister next door, marshmallow, vest duck vest 1;

Thanks to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: 19 bottles of Sweetheart Rabbit; 10 bottles of Yehai;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!