I don't know where to start

About to go back to his house, there was a thunder, two, three, very loud.

Back at his house, Lian Qiu fell asleep, and he didn't say anything after he stood up.

He said he was sleepy and wanted to sleep.

But he was still thinking about Lian Qiu's mother.Why did Lian Qiu show such a frightened expression?

Lin An wants to wipe Lian Qiu's body.I don't want to take advantage of others.If Lian Qiu has experienced something scary before, then let him sleep well.He thought he wouldn't wake up, but unexpectedly...

When he wanted to take off Lian Qiu's black short sleeves.

Accompanied by a thunder.

Lian Qiu slapped his hand away violently.

He shook the hand holding the new towel soaked in warm water and fell to the ground.

Is he having a nightmare.

What has happened to that sunny and cheerful Lian Qiu?

He hugged Lianqiu.Wrapped around Lian Qiu's waist.

"Lian Qiu, no matter what you have experienced before, I hope you can at least have me here now, so that you can forget for a while. Just miss me." How confident he is at this moment to say this sentence.

"You... in the future, you can talk to me, and I will listen to you."

It was raining heavily outside the window.

Lin Yu was buried in his chest.

Lian Qiu pushed him away violently.

"Get out... let's not meet again in the future."

Because his mother was standing outside the window of Lin An's house looking at them like a pervert.The loose-haired woman looked at all this with a crazy expression.

He knew it was over...

He held Lin An to prevent Lin An from looking out the window.

Lian Qiu broke away from Lin An and ran out, he was sure that his mother would follow him.

Lin An waited until Lian Qiu ran out, but he was still in place.Silly sitting on the ground at a loss.

A purple thunder outside the window seemed to split the sky in half, and it also slowed down Lin An who was sitting on the floor of the house.

He looked out, it was raining heavily, and he was afraid that Lian Qiu would be in danger if it was too late... He couldn't help but ran out, and fell on the way.The rain hit him wetly, and his whole body became dirty.

I can't catch up with Lian Qiu... I hope Lian Qiu can return home safely...

can't stand up...

Lian Qiu told him to get out.Loud, not an illusion.Did you hear what he said... Do you think he is too disgusting.

He's so disgusting, so disgusting...

Lin Yu cried.

Tears and rain merged into one.He looks like an idiot right now.

That night he sat on the ground all night, the rain made him faint, and he still couldn't figure it out.

"Lin An, I just treat you as a good friend. You actually want to be with me."

"Lin An, go dreaming!"

Lin Yu suddenly woke up, sweating all over...

Monitor...

The squad leader held a hot towel and applied it to his head. "Lin An, why did you sleep on the street last night! It was raining so much. Do you know that it scared me to death! I didn't know that I thought you were dead. From now on, I will have one less classmate to manage!" Actually Lin An is quite obedient and doesn't need his management.

Looking at Lin An, with pale face, pale lips, uncut black hair reaching shoulders, almond eyes, small nose and small face, not to mention how pitiful she is.The class monitor couldn't help but sighed, why the students in his class were so... pitiful... He couldn't help but feel soft-hearted.

When Zhang Xiaozhe went out for a run this morning, he saw a group of people forming a circle and pointing on the ground.He was curious to have a look. wc, isn't this Eucalyptus Lin?Look at the wet clothes on Lin An's body, lying on the ground with a pale face.He quickly squeezed through the crowd and rushed in to drag Lin An away.Then I was sent to the hospital, where I finally woke up after being hanged for a day.

Lin Yu grabbed him violently, confused him, and the man shook him anxiously: "Where is Lian Qiu, where did Lian Qiu go!"

Lian Qiu!What's the matter with Guan Lianqiu?

The monitor was a little confused.

"What are you talking about? Why did you involve Lian Qiu? I'm asking you something. You didn't get wet in the rain last night, did you?"

"Mobile Phone Mobile Phone"

Lin An seemed to be deaf, not to mention deaf.Toss and turn on the bed.Muttering in his mouth.

Dazed.

Lin An, who couldn't find his mobile phone, relaxed.He cried.

Zhang Xiaozhe looked at Lian Qiu suddenly going crazy and crying again, scratching his head at a loss.

He suddenly thought of a passage that Lin An had written on the paper that he accidentally saw that day.

wc, it can't be true! !Lin Yu likes Lianqiu.Could it be...Last night, Lin An confessed his love to Lianqiu and was rejected!

Lin An woke up. After he said disgusting things to Lian Qiu last night, Lian Qiu ran out, and then he ran out, and then he fell asleep.

He is in the hospital now, and the squad leader sent him here.

"Squad leader, thank you."

Zhang Xiaozhe is not good at exposing Lin An's scars, and he is sure that Lin An was rejected because of his confession.Alas, what a pair of fateful mandarin ducks...

"It's okay, it's okay. Just remember to pay for the medical expenses!"

"But don't do this next time! Look at you little one, you dare to go out to drink rainwater without weighing yourself. You really are!"

……

He thanked the squad leader, and then went back despite the squad leader's objection.

"Really, today's young people" pretends to be an old-fashioned monitor.

Back at his house, he stood at the door of his house.His home was actually... struck by lightning.

God can't stand his hypocrisy...

Is it all predestined...

He is doomed to be rejected...

He's... terrible.

_

He apologized to Lian Qiu, but Lian Qiu didn't reply to his message...

A few days later... Lian Qiu didn't reply to his message.I never came to find him...

_

He went home, he must have hated himself.He said they would never meet again.

Why... why did you make me think that you liked me a little bit, and then you threw me down hard.

I'm being selfish.I will try to appear in front of you as little as possible in the future...so that you don't have to see such a disgusting me...

Lian Qiu... Stranger

School has started... Still haven't seen Lian Qiu.

It's just that the squad leader... will buy him a piece of candy very suddenly.

Until the mid-term, he never saw Lian Qiu again.

Lian Qiu didn't come to the exam.

He was a little out of his wits.He really hated himself to this extent.

The class monitor looked at Lin An's behavior day by day, and saw Lin An's hesitant to speak every day.

It's near the end of the term.

Their homeroom teacher told us that Lian Qiu... actually... dropped out of school...

"Damn, no, no, Lian Qiu actually dropped out of school!"

"I'm going, what happened! People who study so well don't even read books!"

"Wc, there is one less competitor."

"Hey, Lin An, don't you have a good relationship with Lian Qiu? Do you know why he dropped out of school? I'm curious."

"And this semester, Lianqiu is very strange, she never showed up once!"

……

The classmates in the class are discussing below.Lin An could no longer hear the voices of the outside world clearly, his mind was full of Lian Qiu... dropped out of school... never appeared once.

The squad leader looked at Lin An in a daze, and couldn't help but want to find an opportunity to tell Lin An that the only person in the class who knew a little about Lian Qiu's background was the squad leader.It's just because once, as the leader of the students in the class, he surveyed the people's sentiments.Really didn't think of it... But Lian Qiu doesn't need anyone's help... Oh, how poor...

Zhang Xiaozhe didn't come to take the exam at the beginning of the mid-term, so he couldn't help worrying that he called him, and then Lian Qiu said: "It's okay, just work for another month and I can pay back the money, so I can do well in my third year of high school." Come to class! Lin An, is he okay..."

He stopped asking.

Now, Lian Qiu didn't study anymore, he couldn't help but worry.

_

12.11 at 8.20pm

"Lin An, once I accidentally saw that paragraph in your book, but I was not careful. Then I was stunned for a moment. Maybe it was the first time I saw a boy like a boy. really."

"But when I saw you in the hospital that day, and when I connected it with what you wrote on that page, I realized the true feelings of that sentence. To be honest, you won't lie."

"If Lian Qiu really rejects you, it's probably his mother's fault. I found out about it by accident. When I went to his house that day, I saw his mother beating him with a stick. At that time, I I was stunned, I said that for such a grown-up person, what did Lian Qiu do wrong to be beaten like this by his mother, the strange thing is that Lian Qiu didn't resist."

"I couldn't help but stop it. Later, his mother even beat me. It's so simple. But it doesn't matter."

"Lian Qiu told me, don't tell it, his mother has schizophrenia because his father is gay."

"That's why his mother mistook me for Lian Qiu's boyfriend at the time. I was just like his father, which irritated his mother even more."

"Lian Qiu said that he didn't resist because one day, he was almost hit by a car. His mother pushed him away, and it was his mother who hit him. Because of this, his mother developed schizophrenia."

"When I heard this, I was already stunned. I never imagined that that sunny and cheerful boy would have such a life experience."

"What makes me admire even more is that Lian Qiu usually skips classes and does not go to class, and he can take the first place in the exam every time. It's amazing. I'm a little jealous. Who knows that his father owes a debt of more than 10,000+. Taking care of my mother while studying, and... making money to pay off debts at the same time. I discovered this by accident. I found out that he was distributing leaflets on the street pretending to be a bear, and I found out that he was giving tutoring to a child in the house next door to me..."

"Why did I tell you this? I think it's necessary. My intuition told me that Lian Qiu also likes you. This is the first time I've seen him so close to someone. On that birthday, he actually kissed you. You are me I have seen the only best friend around him. I hope you don't miss it."

Lin Yu heard all this.

"Squad leader, can... give me Lian Qiu's home address?..."

He wanted to go to him, desperately.

Right now……

Zhang Xiaozhe was afraid that something would happen to Lin An, so the two insiders went together...

Lian Qiu... I hope you are well...

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5.6.

Lin Yu's perspective, over.