Abandoned cat effect

In the past two days, Zhou Pei's spirit has improved, but because of the drip, his whole body is a little swollen, and he looks very haggard.

Gao Kuo put it down in a hurry because of the rush of the work at hand. In the past two days, people from the company have contacted him to ask him to come back quickly, so he found a nurse for Zhou Pei. Zhou Pei really felt that Feeling sorry, I said I would give him money, and when I opened WeChat to transfer money, I found that I had blocked him before.

Zhou Pei was a little embarrassed, but Gao Kuo smiled. He said, "Just remember my mobile phone number. If you block it, don't pull it back. I'm afraid I can't help but come to talk to you in the middle of the night."

"The money? I'll transfer it to Alipay."

Gao Kuo sighed, knowing that he couldn't hold him back, so he vaguely agreed.

After Gao Kuo left, Zhou Pei was alone in the ward. The ward where he lived was full of patients with similar problems to him, because it was really not a small problem that Zhou Pei thought was a problem. Relatives and friends who came to visit Wave after wave came, but Zhou Pei's side was deserted.

Someone in the room was also curious, asking why Zhou Pei was hospitalized alone, and why the family didn't come?

Zhou Pei didn't know how to reply?Just as he was hesitating, a lot of people rushed in at the door. Li Ran walked in front and shouted, "Teacher Zhou, we are coming to see you."

Zhou Pei's expression was stunned, he looked at Li Ran stupidly, and saw that he was holding flowers in one hand and a fruit basket in the other. The fruit basket was placed on the side, and the bouquet was stuffed for Zhou Pei. Putting up a card "Teacher for a day, father for life", Zhou Pei laughed.

Li Ran was followed by several students, all of whom refused to study and play together on weekdays. As soon as those students came in, the whole ward became lively. Although Zhou Pei felt confused, he was really happy in his heart.

He asked the children to find chairs to sit down, the seats were limited, some students leaned to the side, Zhou Pei pointed to the group of older children, and said to the patient who asked himself just now: "These are my students, they have come to see me. "

The patient smiled, "So you are a teacher, hello teacher, there are peaches and plums all over the world."

The corners of Zhou Pei's mouth curled up. For a few days, his sleepy expression finally became brighter.

Li Ran poured a glass of water and handed it to Zhou Pei, who actually looked like a good boy, with a smile on his face, his round eyes bent into crescents, he leaned over, lowered his voice, and said to Zhou Pei Said: "Teacher Zhou, Xu Yan is also here."

Zhou Pei was startled, the cup in his hand almost fell, and was supported by Li Ran, Zhou Pei said thank you in a trance, his voice trembling, and his hands trembling, Li Ran couldn't bear to see him like that, but Xu Yan please He had to find a way to do his business, he hesitated and said: "It's outside, waiting to come in, Mr. Zhou, can you meet him?"

Zhou Pei was silent, and after a few seconds, he said, "What are you doing seeing him?"

Li Ran paused. The expression on Teacher Zhou's face was something he had never seen before. In his impression, Zhou Rabbit was a nice gentleman who was easy to talk and would blush when the students made jokes. But at this moment, Zhou There was no smile on Pei's face.

Li Ran looked around, and saw that the buddies around him were all playing their own games, Li Ran waved his hand, "You go to the barbecue shop and wait for me first, I will talk to the teacher later, and come over."

"Okay, then Li Ran, you can hurry up, teacher, we will leave first."

A few students said goodbye to Zhou Pei, Zhou Pei smiled, his smile was a little absent-minded, there was only one person left in the bustling army, Zhou Pei looked at Li Ran, "Aren't you going with them?"

Li Ran touched the back of his head and lowered his voice, "Teacher, I really beg you to meet Xu Yan. He came out with his family. When he was in England, he was thrown out of the car by his father. Later, he was alone. people returned home."

Zhou Pei was taken aback, Li Ran looked at his expression, and continued: "Xu Yan, he is not as bad as he appears on the surface, he is all pretending, if you treat him well, he will remember. It was him before If you did something wrong, please forgive him."

forgive?

What is forgiveness?

I'm sorry, these three words are the most hypocritical words in the world. In order to let myself live with my conscience, I found a shortcut.

Can you pretend nothing happened if you admit your mistake obediently?Can we be together again?

Why do some people always think of the word forgiveness so simply?

They add up to a total of twenty strokes. It is not a simple stroke. People have silently recited in their hearts countless times, whether to turn around, whether to reconcile, and finally maybe because of a trace of emotion, the nineteen The pen adds the final touch.

But what did Zhou Pei think?

He was tired just writing that line.

After a long silence, Zhou Pei said softly: "Don't let him in, I'll go out to meet him."

Xu Wei stood at the end of the corridor, no one was around, his fingers intertwined, and his heart was slowly tormented.

After waiting for a long time, the door on the side of the corridor was pushed open, and Zhou Pei came out of the room.

Xu Yan's eyes lit up, he took two steps forward, but hesitantly stepped back, standing there not daring to move.

Zhou Pei approached and stood in front of him. Xu Yan looked at him greedily. He only now realized how much he liked Mr. Zhou. The thought he wanted to play with before was simply damned. Xiang Xiang cut Zhou Pei out of his life, he can imagine how sad Zhou Pei must be.

He stepped forward and sincerely apologized, hoping that Zhou Pei would forgive him.

Zhou Pei listened without saying a word, until Xu Yan thought his heart had softened, took a step forward, and approached him, then he spoke.

Zhou Pei said: "Before I was too impulsive, and I agreed to be with you, but I was too greedy. You are still so young, and you will grow up in the future. You shouldn't be with me, and you shouldn't give up on yourself because of me." life."

"Teacher, I have not given up. I have made up my mind. I want to study hard. As long as you are with me, I can study hard. I will be admitted to a good university. I will work hard and study hard. What is going abroad? I do not want to go."

"But you don't need to work so hard." Zhou Pei sighed, and he said: "Xu Yan, I'm very tired, this time it's a lesson and a vigilance, let me understand, I shouldn't fantasize about what's not mine, and grow up It's really not right for a young child to fall in love."

"Teacher, don't say that, it's my fault, I'm sorry for you, can you forgive me, please forgive me, please forgive me, okay?" Xu Yan lowered his head and reached out to grab Zhou Pei's hand, but Zhou Pei dodged it.

He was slightly taken aback, looked at his empty palm, took a deep breath, and asked, "Teacher, is it really not possible?"

"No." After Zhou Pei said these two words, his pupils shrank suddenly, and the person in front of him fell to his knees and knelt in front of him.

Xu Yan left all his pride and self-esteem behind. He knelt on the ground, trying to use this to soften Zhou Pei's heart, but Zhou Pei still kept those two words. He figured it out, he didn't want to go back, or , he was afraid.

Is the child so self-willed? If he says he won’t play, he won’t play. If he says he’s bored, he’s bored. He’s the one who wants to fall in love, and he’s the one who wants to break up.

Now, come to ask for reconciliation and forgiveness, how can it be so easy?

Zhou Pei looked at Xu Yan who was kneeling in front of him, and let out a long sigh. He stepped back slowly, standing far away, and said, "You should go back, go back to your original way, study abroad, be your What you should do, don't get angry with your parents."

Xu Yan clenched his fists tightly, he looked up at Zhou Pei, his heart suddenly seemed to be on fire again, his face was hot, he lowered his brows, the grief and pain on his face disappeared at that moment, he stood up, with his back on his back. Straight up, he knew that Zhou Pei would never forgive himself, and he would never look back, so what's the use of apologizing?

Just like a fishing net with a hole in it, it will break a second time if it is sewn together.

As a result, the young man's arrogance was ignited again, he picked up the pride and self-esteem that he had shattered, and stuck to it bit by bit, he looked at Xu Yan, and finally said three words expressionlessly, "I won't go."

Zhou Pei smiled when he heard this, and he also said three words: "It's up to you."

After Zhou Pei finished speaking, instead of looking at Xu Yan, he turned around and left the long and secluded corridor. He walked into the ward, and the door was gently closed.

Seeing that he had finally disappeared into his eyes, Xu Yan suddenly lost all strength and fell to the ground.

At this moment, he is like a child who has lost his most precious toy, holding his face and crying uncontrollably.