After not being a stand-in, I became a heartthrob

He didn't know when he left.

Everyone around was still there, cheering, but there was only one vacant space, which was particularly conspicuous.

The moment he and his teammates lifted the trophy, the whole audience erupted.

Shen Fang smiled, but his movements were very stiff. His teammates asked him to hold the trophy, and he took it without moving.

The heavy trophy in his hand is very heavy and has a strong sense of presence, but it is difficult for Shen Fang to really laugh.

He always wanted to win a championship in front of that person.

This is his last game, and his last win.

He thought that Mo Xuzhi would keep watching him.

He had been thinking for a while about what to talk to him about.

Shen Fang put on the national flag, stood on the podium holding the trophy, his smile was not as happy as the last time the competition was over.

The host leaned over and asked him many things, and they all had smiles on their faces.Shen Fang didn't let the scene cool down, and would answer a few sentences from time to time.

Tonight, a group of young people wearing the national flag standing on the stage is the most eye-catching existence.

After the game, there were a lot of awards ceremony, and it took a long time to end.

When the TTK players got off the stage and went backstage, they could still hear the roaring screams from behind.

Xiao Zhou covered his chest and said, "My heart is still pounding."

The teammates glanced at him: "You didn't say that when you were on stage."

When he was on the stage, the host asked him if he was nervous, and Xiao Zhou said he was not nervous, and he also boasted that he had expected to win the championship, so there was no need to be nervous at all.

Another teammate also smiled and said: "The camera is very good now, and the cold sweat on your head can be clearly captured. Then wait to be laughed at."

Xiao Zhou was not afraid at all, and took the lead to rush forward a few steps, "Wuhu! Playing with mobile phones! Send out a scarf!"

Shen Fang walked with his teammates, and then slowed down.

A teammate on one side asked him what was wrong, he stuffed the trophy into the opponent's hand, said "please", and rushed faster than Xiao Zhou.

Shen Fang didn't have time to change his clothes, so he just added a coat to cover the team uniform, put the coat and hat on his head, put on a mask, went to the coach, took his mobile phone, and went to the auditorium.

Many people in the auditorium didn't leave, and some of them just changed places and squatted at the entrance of the stadium.

Shen Fang first looked carefully around the entrance of the venue, not missing any corners, and did not find the figure.

He returned to the arena again, and while making a phone call, he walked to the seat where Mo Xuzhi was originally sitting.

There is still no one here, and the phone has not been connected.

He had been standing here for a while, and some of the boys who were watching the replay raised their heads and looked at him a few times.

Shen Fang only thought for a second, and then asked: "Excuse me before..."

"Oh, it's you!"

Before he finished speaking, the boy seemed to have suddenly remembered something, pointing to Mo Xuzhi's position and asked, "Are you here to find the person sitting here?"

Shen Fang nodded.

"He seems to have something to do and has left." The boy stood up, handed him a cup of milk tea that looked pink and tender, and said, "He gave it to you."

Shen Fang moved his eyes, took the milk tea, and asked again: "Then do you know when he left?"

"When the game was just won, he stood up and applauded," said the boy. "After playing so many games, he was so emotional that he didn't look like a spectator. This was the first time he stood up."

With a sudden heartbeat, Shen Fang unconsciously clenched the milk tea on his phone, and continued to ask: "Then... did he say anything?"

"He said that my aunt did a great job this time, very good."

Mo Xuzhi saw that he had won.

He also boasted of himself.

Shen Fang exhaled, his heart suddenly seemed to be full of something, a little heavy, but not disgusted, he said thank you.

After Shen Fang left, there was a noise from behind.

"I said R God hair scarf!"

After the game, the audience hadn't recalled it yet, but Xiao Zhou recovered quickly, and started surfing the Internet as soon as he put down the trophy.

In order to maintain their mentality these days, the coach may not allow them to read the news on the Internet. Xiao Zhou rubbed his eyes when Mo Xuzhi was looking at his phone. Now, once he is liberated, he rushes faster than anyone else.

The specific performance is that he issued several scarves at one time, and the interval time did not exceed half a minute.

He posted several photos in chronological order over the past few days, and each post included the photos of winning the championship tonight.

The first thing he posted was the photo he took while having dinner with Mo Xuzhi.

[TTK—RoadV: The captain finally met with his uncle, and they didn't know what I was nervous about.Hey, maybe this is fatherly love. [Picture] [Picture] [Picture]]

He sent a total of three photos, the first one was taken at the backstage exit, and it was the back view of two people.The second one is a photo taken during a meal, and the third photo is an international customary championship photo.

Netizens always feel that these photos are very wrong.

[This atmosphere...is this really Mianji?Really? Are you sure?Isn't this really online dating? 】

[I said this is really uncle!I still can't believe what the reporter took before! ! 】

[Xiao Zhou really wears a photo of the champion every time he sends out a scarf (finger pointing.jpg)]

[Although I can't see the face clearly, I can feel through the screen that Uncle must be very good-looking. I also want such a netizen. I have a mobile phone. Where can I get it? 】

[md I burst into tears!My aunt will retire after playing this time, and I will never be able to watch my aunt play games again]

[? ? ?This is uncle?Damn, I've been sitting next to him, I haven't recognized him, and I've been bragging about my uncle balabala (sluggish.jpg)]

After the boy finished typing, his brain went blank for a moment, and then began to spin wildly.

The person sitting next to him is Uncle.

He drank the milk tea his uncle gave him.

The person who came to get milk tea just now...? ? ?

Boy: "I said."

After Mo Xuzhi left the venue, he immediately took a taxi.

The driver asked him where he was going, and he said, "Yunshan Cemetery."

The driver glanced at him again, seeing that he was tightly wrapped, and felt a little uneasy in his heart, so he quietly set up an automatic alarm to ensure that if something happened to him, he could call the police as soon as possible.

After Mo Xuzhi said the destination, he didn't speak again.

The whole car was too quiet.

It's not dark yet, but there are a lot fewer vehicles on the way to the cemetery, and occasionally a few vehicles are also going back.

Yunshan Cemetery is at the junction of City C and Kyoto. When approaching the entrance of the cemetery, the driver began to stop slowly in fear.

Mo Xuzhi paid the money and said his thanks and got off the car quickly.

The suspicious guest got off the car and ran directly to the cemetery.

The driver breathed a sigh of relief.

There are already people waiting at the entrance of the cemetery.

The man took Mo Xuzhi to the cemetery.

The cemetery was very quiet, with only a few figures standing in front of a tombstone.

Someone said softly to the man standing aside: "Chen Jun, Mr. Mo is here."

Mo Xuzhi stopped.

The stooped man turned around.

The moment the afterglow fell, the emotions in my heart could no longer be restrained.

With an extra weight on his shoulders, Mo Xuzhi lowered his eyelashes.

The man's hoarse cry became more and more obvious in the gradually darkened space.

Mo Xuzhi took off his mask and hat, and looked sideways at the tombstone.

【Mother of Chen Jun, Yang Fengping】

The date of death is also written on the tombstone.

Yang Fengping died two years after they entered the base.

While they were still at the base, relatives who already had someone left without a sound.

Mo Xuzhi didn't speak, and had been quietly waiting for Chen Jun to calm down.

The man's cries gradually died down.

"I have an adopted sister who was still in high school when my mother left. I was not around and her whereabouts are unknown. My relatives were afraid of making a mess, so they didn't dare to help with the funeral. My sister is still young and can't, so I didn't do it. "

"My sister found the cemetery, and the purchase of the cemetery was funded by the state."

"She was sick, but she still remembered me." Chen Jun was so choked up that he was almost speechless, "Before she left, she still asked me where I went."

The rest have remained silent.

Chen Jun squatted down slowly, covering his face with his hands.

He passed out due to overwork on the way to the hospital, and after waking up, he rested for a few days before the doctor allowed him to leave the hospital to move freely.

When he got home, he found that the house was empty.

All the room doors were closed and there was a dull smell when opened.

There is one more photo in the living room.

A black and white photo.

In the past few years, my younger sister has also changed her number. He asked neighbors and relatives, and finally got my younger sister's new number.

When asked, relatives and neighbors did not recognize who he was.

He called his little sister.

The little girl was surprised at first, but then she was very angry, saying that he hadn't been home for several years and that her mother had passed away.

He is still alive, but his mother can't wait for him.

Mo Xuzhi put his hat and mask aside, and bowed deeply to the tombstone.

He said, "I'm sorry."

He bowed deeply again and said, "Thank you."

The others wanted to stop him, but he moved too fast, they couldn't stop him at all, so they could only hold back.

He didn't have to apologize.

Objectively speaking, it is Chen Jun's own wish to participate in the CI project. Mo Xuzhi's task is to select suitable researchers. He owes nothing, and he has no obligation to come here today.

But here he is.

The person who received Mo Xuzhi's call was still a little dazed, he went to the door and waited for a while suspiciously, but he didn't expect him to really come.

Including the current bow, it is all out of his personal wish, they have no reason and no position to stop him.

"Chen Jun, my condolences will change."

Mo Xuzhi followed and squatted down. He looked directly into Chen Jun's eyes and said, "I will make a report for your research institute and ask them to grant you a leave of absence and reimburse your traveling expenses. They told me that your sister was in The South is going to college, you adjust your mentality and go meet her."

Chen Jun said in a daze, "I don't know how to face her."

No matter what his reasons are, there is only one final result.He was away from home for several years, and his mother died and never came back.

Mo Xuzhi said: "Go and meet her."

"The reason you joined the project is that you are irreplaceable, and in your sister's eyes you are equally irreplaceable."

The lights in the cemetery came on, and the gatekeeper came to tell them to leave.

Chen Jun was originally a tall and strong man, but now he seemed to be haggard several degrees suddenly, and his back was bent.

The people who came with him were people from the same team in the project who happened to be assigned to another hospital. They called two cars before, got in the car after leaving the cemetery, and called Mo Xuzhi to go with them.

Glancing at the black car parked on the other side of the road, Mo Xuzhi shook his head and let them go first.

After the others left, the black car parked on the side of the road moved slowly, then turned a corner and stopped in front of him.

With the car window rolled down, Wang Zhifeng leaned over and said, "Let's go."

Mo Xu got on the car.

The news of Chen Jun's mother's death was told to Wang Zhifeng by others, and Wang Zhifeng told him again.

The people present were all members of the same mechanical team as Chen Jun. Wang Zhifeng was not familiar with them, and they were not under his control. It would be bad for him to go at this time.

Wang Zhifeng watched Mo Xuzhi put on his seat belt.

Mo Xuzhi was different. Although he was not the direct leader of Chen Jun, he was still a leader of several higher ranks. He had the qualifications and reasons to come to see Chen Jun.

He thought that if Mo Xuzhi found out, he would definitely come, so he sent a message to Mo Xuzhi.

The neighborhood he lived in was farther away, and it would take some time to get to the Arena. He knew that Mo Xuzhi definitely couldn't wait to go, so he didn't offer to send him there, but only said that he would come to pick him up.

Leaning back on the seat, Mo Xuzhi put the mask and hat aside, and closed his eyes.

The surrounding scenery kept receding.

a long time.

Mo Xuzhi opened his eyes and said, "Wang Zhifeng, if I didn't agree to his application, would there be any difference?"

His voice was very soft, he didn't seem to be asking Wang Zhifeng, but asking himself.

Wang Zhifeng answered.

"There will definitely be differences, but you have to look at it from Chen Jun's point of view." Wang Zhifeng looked at the road and said, "Did you hear him say he regretted it?"

"This is his own choice. If he has no regrets, then your choice is not wrong. You have done the best you can."

Mo Xuzhi wiped his face and nodded.

Without talking all the way, the two returned to the community together.

When they got home, Mo Xiaobao was still sleeping, and the two of them didn't wake it up. It happened that it was almost late at night, and they went back to their rooms to take a shower and sleep.

The city gradually became quieter.

02:30 in the middle of the night.There was the sound of the door opening in the darkness, and then the footsteps gradually approached.

"Mo Xuzhi, are you still asleep?"

It was Wang Zhifeng's voice.

Mo Xuzhi, who had been forcing himself to close his eyes, opened them instantly, and then turned on the light.

Even the light switches here are the same as those in his dormitory, and he is already very proficient in using them.

Mo Xuzhi said, "Come in."

His voice didn't sound like he had just woken up. When Wang Zhifeng came in, his eyes were clear.

Wang Zhifeng lowered his eyebrows, put away all his emotions, looked at the sleeping pills on the bedside, and asked, "Can't sleep even after taking the medicine?"

"did not eat."

Mo Xuzhi sat up and said, "I don't want to take medicine."

He took medicine as if to escape.

As long as you take the medicine, you can fall asleep without thinking about anything.

He doesn't want to escape.

Wang Zhifeng sat by the bed, put a coat on Mo Xuzhi, and asked, "Thinking about something?"

Mo Xuzhi nodded: "Well, some small things."

From what happened to Chen Jun, he thought of some previous things.

He thought he should have been able to forget it, but in fact he remembered it clearly.

He was abroad when his parents died. People all over the country knew that a biologist and physicist both died in the line of duty. He only got the news that his parents had passed away, and hoped that he could rush to the hospital as soon as possible.

When he rushed back to the country, he only had time to see them one last time before they were sent to the crematorium.

After that, the smiles of the two people stayed forever in the black and white photos, and were left in the martyrs cemetery.

Although the final outcome was like this, Chen Jun still didn't regret it, but he really regretted it.

He wondered if it would have been different if he hadn't gone abroad, if he had stayed in the lab.

But if it does change, what about the little boy who was almost hit by a truck before.

At the end of the day, everything seems to be unresolved.

The dark and quiet atmosphere at night is very suitable for divergent thinking.

Mo Xuzhi's mind was in a mess, and all kinds of thoughts were in a mess.

"Wang Zhifeng," he asked, "you said that if one day..."

He stopped in the middle of speaking, and then gathered his clothes.

He can't think about these things yet, as long as the Academy of Science and Technology needs him for a day, he can't fall down for a day.

"Mo Xuzhi, don't think too much." Wang Zhifeng looked into Mo Xuzhi's eyes seriously, and said, "The doctor said that you are getting better gradually, as long as you maintain the same mentality as before, you can try to slow down soon. Slowly weaning off the medicine."

Mo Xuzhi nodded: "Yes."

"Go to bed early, I'll close the door for you, don't worry about Mo Xiaobao calling you up tomorrow."

The room was quiet again.

Mo Xuzhi stared at the ceiling for a while, and finally closed his eyes.

After sleeping for about an hour or two, when Mo Xuzhi opened his eyes again, the sky outside the window was still very dark.

He turned on the computer, took out a pen and paper, put on his glasses and began to read the literature of recent years.

At five or six in the morning, the sky began to rain again.

The sky had never brightened, and Mo Xuzhi looked at it seriously and didn't pay attention to the time. It wasn't until there were some small knocking sounds at the door that he realized that it was already eight o'clock in the morning.

Probably Xiaobao woke up and wanted to find him.

He got up and opened the door a crack, Mo Xuzhi took off his glasses and went to wash in the bathroom, Xiaobao slipped in consciously.

After hearing the movement in the room, Wang Zhifeng also brought breakfast to the dining table.

After breakfast, Wang Zhifeng said that he would go to the hospital for a physical examination today.

The physical examination is arranged by the Academy of Science and Technology, and every time a researcher returns from a research project, he has to go through this step.

The location was applied by Wang Zhifeng, which is in the military hospital next door, and he will be back soon after the physical examination.

Mo Xuzhi had no objection, but just sighed.

The physical examination took about an hour, and after waiting for the results of the physical examination, Mo Xuzhi went to find a place to buy water, so Wang Zhifeng got the first-hand information by himself.

He mainly wanted to see the condition of Mo Xuzhi's lungs.

The results of the previous examination at the Rongcheng Hospital were too different, which made people feel uneasy. After arriving at the military hospital this time, he asked the doctor to check his lungs more.

The results of the examination were very similar to those of the second examination at Rongcheng Hospital.

The carcinoembryonic antigen index in Mo Xuzhi's lungs is still higher than the normal value, but there is no increasing trend at present, and the data is relatively stable.

The doctor had encountered this situation several times, talked about the general precautions, and proposed several solutions. Wang Zhifeng did not make a decision right away, but chose the most conservative one for the time being.

The doctor prescribed some common medicines, and Wang Zhifeng put the medicines at the bottom of the bag containing the inspection report, and then joined Mo Xuzhi who went to buy water.

He took the water from Mo Xuzhi and said, "The doctor said you are in good health, but you lack exercise."

Mo Xuzhi nodded.

On the last day of the holiday, the two had already entered the working state.

The ancient and modern cultural books originally used for relaxation in the study room have been put into the cabinet, and now there are piles of snow-white documents on the table.

Many documents are not easy to understand, especially in the physics class of Wang Zhifeng. You can't see anything with your eyes alone. You can only do calculations with your hands. If you don't have the conditions to do experiments at home, you can use computer simulations.

Mo Xuzhi never had any crooked notation on the paper this time, and each piece of draft paper was full of patterns that looked like they were printed out by a computer.

The two stayed in the room until they forgot the time.

It wasn't until Mo Xiaobao, who had been playing with himself, finally couldn't help protesting, that they realized that it was already noon.

Wang Zhifeng went to cook, and Mo Xuzhi also went to do chores along with him.

The two had a simple lunch, and then continued to be locked in the study.

The mobile phone placed in the corner of the room rang twice from time to time, but no one noticed.

Since the news of TTK winning the championship last night, the entire network has set off an e-sports boom again, and topics related to TTK can be seen everywhere.

Among them, what netizens are most concerned about is whether Shen Fang will stay or stay in the future.

Many people had an impression of the name "Shen Fang" when TTK won the championship a few years ago, and the appearance of this name directly refreshed their original impressions this time.

The live animation of Shen Fang taking away a head with a gun with a blank face is even more explosive on the Internet, and Kugeren is more stable than anyone else.

The fuse of the change of things lies in Xiao Zhou's scarf about him and Uncle Mianji.

According to what netizens said, he doesn't look like a cool guy, but like an idiot who finally meets his partner.

Shen Fang didn't comment on this, but just sent a very short scarf.

[TTK coach: I won [picture]]

His accompanying picture is not a trophy, but a cup of pink and tender milk tea, and the whole strawberry inside can be seen through the outer packaging.

A short scarf packs a huge message.

[? ?Changing the name is really fast, changing the name as soon as you win the championship, the astronauts are not as fast as you]

【my eyes!This milk tea is so good!Is my aunt talking about a girlfriend? (heartbreak.jpg)]

[Aunt Niu!force! ! 】

[Only I want to know where to buy milk tea?Whole strawberries are really good! !If it is a commercial promotion, please be sure to tell me the name! 】

[It’s not just a meal, my aunt deliberately blocked the logo]

【Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha It’s true that he retired, but he became a coach again. Today Xiao Zhou is still relying on his aunt to retire and the crazy Dapeng spreads his wings. I don’t know what he thinks when he sees this name]

[Retired, but not completely.Xiao Zhou is free, but not completely free]

[It's not just a meal, nor a girlfriend, according to insiders, the milk tea is a gift from my uncle]

Shen Fang liked the last comment.

On the last day of the vacation, Mo Xuzhi and Wang Zhifeng sorted out the documents in the study, reorganized them into categories, and played with Mo Xiaobao for a while.

The day passed quickly.

Early the next morning, when the dawn had just broken free from the clouds and the city was still mostly quiet, Mo Xuzhi and Wang Zhifeng had already left the house.

Tidy up the shirts, put on the white coat, and then the red work card.

It's time to go to work.

The author has something to say: Chen Jun mentioned in Chapter 33 that he doesn’t need to go back and read it. Probably the background is that he has a sick mother, but he still chooses to join the project.

Unless there is an accident, Mo Zai will not do something like letting people go!

明天见！感谢在2021-08-1021:34:40~2021-08-1120:40:27期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmine: Yaozhuo, taro ball cake, and 1 gram;

感谢灌溉营养液的小天使：司空逸30瓶；53587015、四时何长20瓶；苒怡12瓶；苏木、會長的果乾、Mumuzi3lll10瓶；东野6瓶；君墨辰卿、扶云5瓶；谁也挡不住我看小说的2瓶；33807678、宅神石竹1瓶；

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!