This little thief is named Su

After finally arriving at the hotel, Su Yao immediately took Zhong Shuqi back to his room. Zhong Shuqi loved cleaning since she was a child. Even if she stayed in a hotel, the room must be tidy and tidy by herself, much neater than a girl's boudoir .

Let Zhong Shuqi obediently take a hot bath and change into warmer clothes. Su Yao was busy getting him cold medicine. He poured a glass of water and handed it to Zhong Shuqi who was sitting beside the bed in a daze.

"Take the medicine, I don't want to buy you a coffin tomorrow!" Su Yao insisted on stuffing the medicine into the other party's hand, watching the other party swallow the capsule viciously, feeling suffocated in his heart, the same thing happened again last night, He scratched his head in annoyance.

The pill melted on his tongue, and the bitter taste immediately filled his mouth. Zhong Shuqi's face was pale, his eyes were swollen, and his red lips were also white, but even so, his tears kept falling, and the pill melted into a bitter sticky Thick, but he didn't take a sip of water.

"Xiaoyao" finally drank the water and swallowed the medicine. Zhong Shuqi called softly to the irritable Su Yao. He smiled, wiped away the tears from his face, and leaned his head on the other's shoulder, "Let me lean, I'll be fine." tired."

The cold liquid dripping from the corners of the eyes melted into the black sweater, no one could see it, but everyone could feel it and experience it.

Originally, she wanted to swear, but when she heard Zhong Shuqi's sobs, Su Yao remained abnormally silent and listened quietly to what the other person said.

The head on his shoulders moved, and Zhong Shuqi smiled softly, as if it wasn't his tears that were raging on his face. He looked at the sky outside the window and said slowly, "The year I met Tuo Yuan, I was 16 years old. He was 19 years old, the snow in that winter was so beautiful, God sent a beautiful angel on Christmas Day, he pulled me up from the cold pond, and put his coat on me, smiling softly, I knew at that moment that I was in love with him, in love with the boy who seemed to descend from heaven to protect me."

The gentle tone told the past events in the memory, but Su Yao could feel the strong love and happiness, and half of the sadness.

He nodded, and then Zhong Shuqi continued, "I dare not tell him that I like him, because I am afraid that he will hate me, so I can only watch him silently, as long as he is happy, I will be happy too, like this After three years, the relationship has not faded, but it has become stronger. After the college entrance examination, I drank too much that night, so I told him all the love in my heart. He laughed after hearing it, just like the first time I met him. I smiled softly, but, Xiaoyao, my father refused to let us be together at that time. He said he wanted me to go to college, so I cut off contact with him. He said I was sick and insisted on taking me to the hospital to see a doctor? , is it really wrong to fall in love with a man?"

A large amount of liquid poured out of his closed eyes. Zhong Shuqi's voice trembled when he spoke at the end, and tears fell down his sharp face. In the silence, it seemed that they could still hear the broken sound of them falling to the ground.

Breathing heavily, Su Yao lightly stroked the fragile man's hair, he shook his head, but still didn't speak.

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"Dad locked me in the room and didn't let me come out. He said he wanted me to choose between them and Tuoyuan. They didn't understand the pain in my heart." Grabbing the clothes on her chest, Zhong Shuqi burst into tears as she spoke. The more fierce he was, he wiped away the wetness on his face, "Later, I really couldn't stand the days without Tuoyuan. I love Mom and Dad, but I also love Tuoyuan, so I can only feel sorry for Mom and Dad. To Tuoyuan, I told him that I love him and let him take me with me. I don’t need everything, but I really can’t lose him. At that time, he smiled at me very gently and said that he would give me happiness. I followed him to Japan, until now, I am 22 years old, he is 25 years old"

Speaking of this, Zhong Shuqi paused for a long, long time, and tears fell desperately. When Su Yao saw him, she reached out and pulled him into her arms, "You idiot, you are not worth it!!"

That bastard is not worth it at all! !

"Xiaoyao" Zhong Shuqi began to sob again, he bit his lower lip, his eyes were full of heart-wrenching sadness and pain, "I know Tuo Yuan is very busy, I know he is the only heir of the family, I know he is not Maybe put all your mind on me But why are you getting colder and colder to me Why are you going back to our home less and less I worry about him, but I can’t call him, I’m afraid he’s busy Xiaoyao Am I really not good enough Why? Why did Takuhara treat me like that to Xiaoyao?"

The sobbing sound hurt Su Yao's eardrums and his heart, he clenched his fists, and his hatred for that bastard grew deeper and deeper, "You idiot, who said you Not good enough??!! That fucking bastard has no eyes!!!"

His foolish friend is good at everything, even his heart is so soft that even an ant can't bear to be trampled to death. I can't stand it anymore, and I always want to ask him how he survived, and how many scheming people are there in this era.

"Xiaoyao" Zhong Shuqi listened to his consolation, she cried more and more fiercely, her tone was so sad that even her heart was twitching and hurting, "I have been in so much pain with Tuoyuan these years, my heart is so painful It really hurts, it hurts, but I love him, I love him."

It was the first time I heard Zhong Shuqi say in front of me that he was in pain with that bastard. In the past, no matter when, no matter how he asked, he would always say that he was very kind to him, that he was very happy, and never said a word about his grievances. .

But this time, Su Yao clearly felt all the pain and grievance in Zhong Shuqi's heart. Every teardrop was a representative of pain, hitting hard on the love he thought was very happy.

"I always thought that Tuo Yuan was such a gentle man when we met for the first time, but after he took charge of family affairs, he became so cruel and cruel. He will never smile at me like before." His eyes stopped pointing Zhong Shuqi once again felt his heart twitching incessantly. Memories always made him fall into the abyss of pain, and he could not escape. "Later, Tuoyuan ignored me for a long time. When I called him, he said But I was busy, but I saw him go back to our house with another woman, that woman slept in my bed, it was mine, but Takuhara didn't say sorry to me, even if it was just an explanation, saying that he drank too much That’s okay Xiaoyao, at that time I really missed my parents, I missed you so much and I really wanted to go back to China, but I couldn’t leave Kaiyuan. Being in a pair with someone else, but I don’t regret it, as long as he still wants me, I’m still by my side no matter how painful I am, I’m still happy.”

Tears wet a piece of clothing on his chest, and the person in his arms cried like a child, helpless and terrified, and the cry was like a piano with broken strings, hoarse and painful, making people feel a dull pain in the chest, Su Yao The same is true.

"Xiaoyao, I really love Takuhara. I can bear his indifference and his ambiguity with others. I have always hoped that one day Takuhara will find that I am always there. I really want to see him treat each other again. I laugh like when we first met"

"But Xiaoyao, do you know that I was wrong? I met Tuo Yuan last night, but he brought another woman and he pushed me down for that woman"

Breaking away from the comforting embrace, Zhong Shuqi clutched his painful chest, opened his tear-filled eyes, quickly took off the silver ring on his little finger, and threw it forcefully towards the French window not far away, "He doesn't love you at all. Me!! Tuoyuan never loved me when he was partying with friends or going abroad on business trips, he never took me even this ring, that woman. wrong"

With a wave of his hand, the glass on the table next to him suddenly fell, and it instantly shattered into pieces with a "bang", splashing all over the ground with water, Zhong Shuqi bent down and shrank beside the chair, holding the aching Head, the tears are more and more surging, "Xiaoyao Takuhara doesn't want me anymore, does he want me? manage"

The grievances and sorrows accumulated for a long time finally broke out. Zhong Shuqi's tears that usually flowed into the deepest part of his heart rushed out at this moment. He burst into tears, as if the whole world was collapsing bit by bit. It is falling into the mansion of hell little by little.

Seeing Zhong Shuqi like this, Su Yao was both angry and hurt. What was angry was that the bastard man Zhong Shuqi loved with his life had hurt him so deeply. What hurt was Zhong Shuqi's no regrets, pain and grievances. Love is true. It is poison, which makes people want to stop, but it hurts so much that they want to suffocate.

"Qi, Shuqi, Zhongshuqi." Su Yao knelt down, held the arms of the sobbing man, straightened the soft hair on the other's forehead, and gritted his teeth, "You are a fucking idiot!! I used to How did I tell you that??!! That bastard won’t give you happiness!!! It’s okay now??!! You fucking hurt?!! Where is he??!! Where is he?!!”

"Xiaoyao" Zhong Shuqi tried her best to cover her mouth and let the tears wet her palms. What he wanted to say was always crying, his eyes were moist from crying, full of pain and despair.

Su Yao stretched out her hand to hug him, her eyes were extremely heavy, last night it was windy and rainy, but this idiot endured such a big blow alone, but as his only friend, he spent an obscene night with Shen Ziqing, even more What's ridiculous is that when he was sinking, Zhong Shuqi still called the mobile phone that was lost somewhere. When he needed him most, he didn't even know it! !

Damn it! ! !

"Xiaoyao" Zhong Shuqi cried very hoarsely, he tried his best to restrain his tears, but it seemed to be useless, "He doesn't want me anymore, Tuo Yuan doesn't want me anymore, he never loved me, everything is fake!!! "

Zhong Shuqi, who has always been gentle, was close to hysteria at this time. He suddenly pushed Su Yao away, but fell to the ground habitually. When he pressed his palm on the ground, a tingling pain immediately hit his nerves. He was crying, and he clenched his hand even harder. The shards of glass were smashed, and the warm liquid immediately wet the palm.

No matter how painful it was, he couldn't hurt his heart. He tried his best to divert the pain in his heart, but it was useless.

"Are you crazy??!!" Su Yao was scared out of his wits by the large amount of blood pouring out of his hand, and hurriedly stepped forward to grab his wrist, knocking the glass shards off his hand, and grabbed the opponent His shoulders were shaking desperately, "Are you fucking a man?!!! I really look down on you!!! Just a man!! Do you want to be like this?!! Zhong Shuqi, I tell you!! If you do something stupid for that bastard, I will never forgive you for the rest of my life, and I will not recognize you as a friend!!"

The excited words hit his heart like a lightning strike. Seeing Su Yao's firm eyes, Zhong Shuqi collapsed in an instant. His handsome face was full of haggardness and sadness. He straightened up slowly, hugged Su Yao, and buried his face On the chest of my best friend, I cried again, "I'm sorry Xiaoyao"

For that man, he left everything here, the most important parents and friends, in the end just to get a little love from him, and even that shred of hope like a straw on the edge of a cliff was destroyed and turned into dust , Sad and ridiculous, but heartbroken and unable to breathe.

Six years of love had to come to an end with such an ending, how could he be reconciled, how could he be happy, how could he let go, how could he face it.

Leaving that person is like taking out the mind and soul, and you can only walk around like a dead body, like thousands of knives cutting your heart, thousands of needles piercing your heart, but you can only hold it in your heart, unable to tell, escape, or escape.

However, after paying so much, the little bit of love in the extravagant hope is still out of reach. He is tired, he is in pain, but he has to force himself to smile. How sad and desolate this kind of life is.

The anger in Su Yao's heart was extinguished by his tears. He patted the other person's back, which was so thin that there were only bones left, sighed and went to the medicine box, took out the medical gauze and bandaged the other party.

"Xiaoyao"

Looking at the other party's serious expression, Zhong Shuqi felt even more uncomfortable. He wiped away the dampness from his face and suppressed the tears in his eyes.

Su Yao wiped the blood off his hands for him, pulled off the gauze and looked up at him with a frown, seeing Zhong Shuqi stop crying instantly, he was still stunned for a long time.

Zhong Shuqi twitched the corners of her lips. Although she knew that her smile was extremely ugly, she still acted bravely. He paused for a long time before turning his gaze out of the window, "I know, what is not mine is not mine after all. No matter how hard I try, I will always I can’t touch it, yes, no matter how hard I try, it’s not mine.”

"Qi"

"I'm fine." Zhong Shuqi shook Su Yao's cold hand, which was still in a daze. Just as he lifted the corners of his lips, the tears in his eyes fell down. He bit his lower lip and continued, "I won't be overwhelmed, and I won’t do anything stupid, I’m just in so much pain here that I want to cry.”

Pressing her trembling fingertips against her chest, Zhong Shuqi wiped away the tears on her face, and said before Su Yao said, "Tuo Yuan doesn't want me, and he doesn't love me either. He may find me annoying, or think our love is not new. He is also tired, after all, it has been six years. In this relationship, I have always been the only one chasing after me. No one will help me. I will be tired, I will fall, and I will be in pain. High above, how can I touch"

The outstretched hand stopped in the air, Zhong Shuqi looked at the ring lying quietly on the ground not far away, tears immediately fell like beads with broken threads, and the light on the ring deeply hurt the softest heart. place.

Clenching her palm tightly, letting her nails prick her palm, Zhong Shuqi looked at the blood oozing from the gauze and smiled silently.

Su Yao was stunned for a long time, opened her lips but couldn't make a sound, she seemed to understand Zhong Shuqi's words in her heart, for some reason she suddenly began to feel tightness in her chest, and wanted to yell loudly.

Why did they leave after falling in love for so long? Zhong Shuqi has reached the most humble level, just for that so-called little love. What is not worth it in the eyes of others is the source of his happiness.

Love is so terrible, it almost destroys a person's whole world, not even a fragment remains.

After a long time, Su Yao sighed. He stroked the soft yellow hair of the other party quietly, and only when he opened his mouth did he realize that his voice was also hoarse.

"Shuqi, I know you are in pain."

Zhong Shuqi smiled, tears soaked the sweater on his shoulders, as if they had touched his skin.

"I think it's time to end it."

Su Yao was taken aback for a moment, feeling the clothes on her chest being tightly grasped, she didn't know how to react for a while.

Only the ring in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows was still glowing faintly, piercing the pupils with pain.

But Zhong Shuqi was still smiling, smiling softly, he wiped away his tears, and repeated, "I think it's time to end."

In an instant, the sky fell apart, and the whole world was slowly collapsing, leaving nothing left.