Those years when Black Lotus raised Slag Gong

The voice was still cold and calm.

He looked at Ji Shu with quiet eyes, "I have waited for you."

It was obviously an extremely understatement, but under the subtle emotions, it was tearing apart the dirty memories.

In the beginning, I was so convinced,

Every second that passed afterwards, he tried to overthrow his doubts, or rather, to deceive himself.

In the end, there was nothing left.

The truth is clear, and once again, he is left behind.

The wind outside was howling, and it was unknown whether it was a bird or a split branch that hit the window. With a "bang", it fell heavily, and the sound passed through the eardrum nerves and was extremely ear-piercing.

The two dark figures in the room were in a stalemate for an unknown amount of time. Finally, Shi Yan closed her eyes tiredly, and said with a faint trembling, "Go back."

Ji Shu's heels were rigidly fixed in place, he nodded and looked at him with gloomy eyes, his throat seemed to contain gravel, and every word he uttered was bleeding: "You hate me." It was an affirmative and eager tone.

Shi Yanyu's eyelashes drooped quietly, "I don't hate you, and there's no need for it." The curtains under his feet were stretched by the wind blowing shadows, and the parted half of his face was as transparent as sapphire under the moonlight. , I can almost see the clear blood vessels above, and my voice has returned to the usual cold and calm: "The whole thing is my own choice, and I shouldn't blame you from the beginning to the end."

Ji Shu's pupils tightened rapidly, and his Adam's apple rolled a few times, but it was so blocked that he couldn't make any sound.

Shi Yan?

In his memory, this person has always been so strong that he would not show weakness to others, even if his bones were broken, he would cover it up calmly.But, who would have thought that such a person would be sad and in pain?What did he do when he was most helpless and frightened?

When Ji Shu realized this, his heart felt as if a bleeding hole had been stabbed in his heart. The blood all over his body turned into ice cubes and pulled his nerves. The pain was so painful that his internal organs almost shattered.

"In the future, I don't want to see you again, please don't come here again." Shi Yanping looked at him and said finally.

Hearing this, Ji Shu's eyes widened slightly, his breathing stagnated, and then he said hoarsely, "You don't like me anymore?"

"Like it?" Shi Yan's fingertips hanging on her knees trembled slightly, she frowned and stepped forward, her fingertips were suspended in the air and landed in front of him with an inch in the air, looking up at him with a frozen expression, she said softly: "Even if It’s the last time to teach you, Ji Shu, everything changes, including feelings.”

If there is no hatred, then there is really nothing. "Is it because of Li Qing?" Ji Shu firmly grabbed his wrist, and eagerly brought him to his side, "Are you still angry that I left her behind?"

"It has nothing to do with her." Shi Yan shook her head and interrupted him, "In this matter, she is just borrowing someone else's hands." Then she withdrew her hand, "It's getting late, you can go."

The temperature on his hand stayed for a few seconds and then completely disappeared, which seemed to indicate something. When he missed his side and passed by, Ji Shu turned his head and suddenly hugged him from behind, biting his lips tightly, and the tails of his eyes were red ,"I do not go."

Shi Yan twitched her eyebrows, turned around and looked at him with complicated eyes, "What nonsense are you talking about?"

"You and my daughter are here," Ji Shu smiled slowly, biting his ear and said, "Why should I leave?"

"Shi Yue has nothing to do with you." Shi Yan's eyebrows twitched heavily, and she tried to break his arm with a sinking tone, "You are not her father either."

"Liar." He said quietly without letting go.

Shi Yan lowered her eyes, "It's up to you to think what you want. I want to rest, please go back."

"I won't leave." Ji Shu surrounded him and acted like a rogue, "I want to stay."

"You..." Shi Yan didn't have time to say anything in the future, "Are you okay?" Gu Heng knocked on the door outside, his voice sounded worried.

Ji Shu turned his face and stared at that direction, raised his voice at the end, and asked in an unhappy tone, "Who is he?"

Shi Yan was already impatient, and hurriedly sent him away, saying casually: "Lover, or boyfriend. Please don't bother us anymore."

Ji Shu let go of his hands when he heard the words, turned around and stared at him with deep eyes, those eyes were completely dead silent like an abyss under the cold white moonlight, and said for a long time, "Do you like him?"

"It has nothing to do with you." Seeing him purse his thin lips, Shi Yan suddenly took a fruit knife from the table and handed it over.

"What do you want to do?!" Shi Yan stepped back subconsciously, instinctively groping for something with her fingertips.This action unconsciously exposed his fear of resistance. Ji Shu saw his eyes darkened, and stepped forward and whispered: "Don't be afraid, I won't hurt you again."

Shi Yan was startled, and his tone was slightly angry, "What do you want to do?"

"I was wrong." Ji Shu's voice sounded like a child begging for mercy, "But you can't let me go." After he finished speaking, he held the handle of the knife with Shi Yan's hand, and pressed the sharp edge against his heart, slightly With more force, the tip of the blade pierced the flesh and blood was seen soon.

Suddenly, there was a smell of blood in the damp and cold air.

Shi Yan watched the blood drop, his pupils widened, and he raised his head and withdrew his hand in disbelief, "Are you crazy?!" He snatched the knife with one hand, and the blade accidentally grazed Ji Shu's tiger's mouth and opened a deep line. Scars, blood drops kept falling down the palm of the hand, the dazzling color stained the pure white lamb blanket, constantly stimulating the nerves.

The knife was thrown far away, arced in the air, and finally hit the ground half a meter away.

Ji Shu has been quietly watching his movements, his peach blossom eyes were deeply bent back, and he smiled indifferently, "You still care about me, don't you?"

[The author has something to say: sleepy, almost blind typing. 】